Two little kids were cuddle together under the shelter of a bunch of rocks and logs. “NOAH!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. As Colt climbed out of the water and he and Ty pulled me to safety, I just kept yelling for my son. “NOAH! NOAH!”
The guys shined a light in the direction I was pointing and saw the two kids. They went flying toward them, leaving me standing there shivering with anticipation of holding Noah in my arms. Ty and Colt came walking out into the opening and as the storm continued to flash lightening across the sky, I saw two beautiful children being carried in the arms of their fathers. They were soaking wet and both crying, but we found them. We were all going to be okay.
Chapter 23
Colt
That there had to be the scariest moment of my entire life. I thought Savanna being taken was hard, but not knowing if I was going to find my child was terrifying. I would never want to watch my wife slipping out of my grasp and falling into that water again, but if she hadn’t, we never would have found them. Ty and I had to climb and maneuver over a bunch of wet limbs and a slippery embankment to get to them. There was no way we could have spotted them unless we were in the water.
Savanna helped save them both.
Conner and John pulled in as we got the other Gator. They jumped off and grabbed the girls, not wasting any time getting them back to the house. Ty and I held our kids on our laps as we followed behind the other Gator. We were a good ten minutes drive away from the house. I still couldn’t believe the kids had gotten this far away from us.
The ride back to the house seemed to take forever. The kids were weeping, but neither of them would say a single word. The wind was dropping trees all around us and three times we saw John and Conner ahead of us having to take different routes, due to fallen timbers.
John rushed Savanna into the house, while Miranda and Conner stood waiting for us to pull up behind them. We never let go of the kids as we rushed them into the house. I could hear Savanna fighting John from upstairs. He must have been insisting that she change into dry clothes before she came down to worry with the children. She was very pregnant and her safety was a major concern.
John came down shaking his head as he walked toward both of the kids sitting on the couch. Miranda and Ty went running up the steps gathering blankets and dry clothes. Both of their lips were purple and shivering. Ty and Miranda started removing Bella’s wet clothes while I did the same to poor Noah. He wouldn’t look directly at me, and I went to lift up his arm, he screamed out in agony.
“What is it? What hurts?” I asked.
He just kept screaming and screaming. I had to get his shirt off to see what was going on. I jumped up and ran into the kitchen for a pair of scissors. I was as gentle as I could as I tried to remove the shirt. Noah continued to cry out, even when he saw Savanna hurrying down the steps toward him.
Through his cries, I heard him say ‘Mommy’. She crouched down at his side and rubbed his little head.
“Mommy’s here, baby. Mommy’s here.” She helped me remove the rest of his clothes and watched his body tightened up as we moved the shirt away from his injured arm. From Noah’s shoulder down to his elbow was black and blue, and I could tell from one single glance that it was completely dislocated.
Savanna and I looked at each other, while behind us we heard Conner. “I will drive.”
If things weren’t such an emergency. I may have worried about Conner’s sobriety, but he seemed like he had his head on straight and was determined to get us there safely.
He knew, as well as everyone in the house, that Noah needed immediate medical attention. I looked over at Ty and Miranda and got a good look at Bella. She had some dried blood on the side of her head and some scratches on her arms. Miranda had a washcloth and was trying to clean the mud off of the child to see the extent of her injuries. Ty turned around to face me. “We need to take them both to get checked out. They could have concussions and shit.”
I was trying to remain calm around the children, and I knew Ty didn’t like to curse around Bella, so he was obviously in a nervous wreck. “Let’s go then. I think Savanna needs to get checked out as well.”
She nodded and walked over to grab some shoes. I got Noah some dry pants on, but wrapped a blanket around his body instead of trying to dress him with a shirt. The boy was in excruciating pain.
We ended up having to take two of the ranch trucks to the hospital to accommodate the whole family, and even my mother and Aunt Karen showed up moments later.
We were thankful that the hospital wasn’t too crowded and took the kids and Savanna back within fifteen minutes of us arriving there.
Although we were put into separate rooms, we were able to keep checking on each other since the emergency room was not crowded with patients. Bella had minor scrapes and some bruising from where she fell off of the horse. They did some x-rays and other tests to check for concussions and any internal bleeding, but she seemed to be just banged up.
Savanna was immediately hooked up to monitors and seen by an OBGYN. The baby was fine and they even left the monitor on so everyone could hear the heartbeat. Just as an extra precaution they did a sonogram and offered to keep her overnight for observation.
Noah was the worst off. He had a gash on the back of his head, that required two stitches. His shoulder was dislocated. He had one broken rib and a broken arm, in two places. They had to re-set his arm and I can’t even explain the agonizing sound that came out of my son when they did. They gave him something for the pain that also seemed to relax him and allow him to rest. Even though he did not have a concussion, they were having him stay overnight as well.
With Bella being discharged a few hours later, The family started to head out, leaving me with just my immediate family. Once Savanna knew that the baby was okay, she became adamant that she be able to share a room with Noah. I think under normal circumstances it wouldn’t have been possible, but the nurses were very kind and got Noah moved into Savanna’s room. He didn’t really need to be hooked up to any monitors, so it wasn’t necessary to transfer all of the equipment over.
Once Savanna had Noah by her side, she started to relax. Her blood pressure had been high due to the anxiety of the night, but it went back to normal almost at the exact moment our son came into the room. She held his hand and kept watching him.
I was still pretty angry that she had gone out and risked her safety, but I knew we wouldn’t have found Noah otherwise.
I tried to sleep while my family slept, but I think my adrenaline was still in full force playing out every moment in my head. When all this was done and we were home safe, I was determined to get to the bottom of why my son thought it was okay to sneak on a horse he wasn’t familiar with. I never wanted to bust his little butt until this stunt he pulled. That boy had put not only his life, but his cousin Bella’s life, in danger.
The thoughts of punishing my son were interrupted when I heard Savanna’s voice.
“Hey Baby.”
“How you feelin’ Darlin’?”
“My legs are killing me, but I feel better now that I know everyone is okay. Colt, I’m so sorry that I went out into the storm. I couldn’t sit at home just waiting. I had to go out and look for them.”
I shook my head. “I’m not goin’ to say I’m not angry with you. What you did was reckless and you put not only yourself but our baby in danger. If something would have happened to you I couldn’t live with myself.”
“Nothing happened. Well, nothing terrible. We are all okay Colt.” Savanna knew things had happened and she could have lost that baby. I was pissed and she needed to know it, but at the same time, I was so damn happy that they were safe now.
“Savanna, what you did was careless, but you are the reason the kids are safe now. I don’t know how to feel about it when you’re the only reason for that. I love you Darlin’, but please be more careful.”
She started to cry. I watched her look over at Noah and caress his little hand with hers. “I just love him so
much, Colt. I couldn’t spend one more second not knowing he was safe. I’m not sorry for what I did and if I had to make the choice again, it would be the same. I’m his mother and it is my job to protect, even if it means risking my own safety.”
I figured that it was best if I just dropped the conversation all together. Savanna was pretty clear about her feelings. None of us could get much sleep at the hospital, so when it came time for them both to be released, we rushed out of there to get home to our comfortable bed. Of course Savanna wasn’t ready to let Noah anywhere out of our sight. She put the boy right between us in bed and had her arm around him immediately.
She loved that boy so much, it brought tears to my eyes.
The family started showing up some time after lunch. My mother and Lucy brought a whole spread over to feed everyone. Bella was attached to Ty and she and Noah hadn’t really said much to each other.
Savanna put a show on for Noah and Bella to watch and they sat there together not saying much to one another. We all just kept watching them, wondering why they couldn’t talk to each other. Finally Miranda went over and squatted in front of them. “Hey, you two. What’s goin’ on? How come you aren’t sayin’ much to each other?”
They both shrugged but refused to look toward the other.
“I think we would all like to know what exactly happened yesterday. Who had the idea to get on those horses?”
They finally looked at each other before looking back at Miranda. Savanna had sat down across from them, while the rest of us stood behind the couch. I leaned down and patted Noah on the shoulder. “Buddy, you need to tell us all what happened. I know last night was scary, but we need to know what happened.”
“I don’t want to get in trouble,” he said sadly.
Miranda grabbed his knee. “Noah, Sweetie, we aren’t askin’ because we want to yell at you. We just want to know so it never happens again.”
The little guy put his head down and stared at his knees. “Bella wanted to. She said she knew how.”
Bella started crying and we all turned in her direction. “Bella, did you tell Noah you knew how to ride?”
“I’m sorry, Mommy.” Bella cried harder and Miranda put her hand over her mouth in shock. Ty came up beside her and lifted his daughter’s face.
“Izzy, Honey, why would you do something like that? You know better than to do something like that.”
“I know, Daddy. Please don’t be mad.” The little four year old leaned forward against her father’s chest. He wrapped his arms tightly around her and kissed her head.
“Iz, you can’t do anything like that ever again.” He pushed her away to be able to look her in the eyes. He took his thumbs and wiped them away. “Do you understand me?”
“Yes, sir.” She put her head down again and continued to cry.
“You need to apologize to your cousin.”
It seemed like Bella found it to be hard to look over at Noah. I suppose it was the first time she had ever lied to him and it made her feel awful. “Sorry, Noah.”
“Okay,” he said quietly.
I cut off the apology. “How did the two of you even get up high enough to saddle the horses?”
“We stood on the feed buckets,” Noah replied.
I shook my damn head and let out a chuckle. Of course he knew to do something like that, he was my child after all. “Well, you know you shouldn’t have done it, even if Bella said she knew how. Neither one of those saddles was tight enough to ride.”
“I won’t do it again, I swear.” Noah looked so sad, even after Savanna came over and kissed him on the head.
“So who fell off first?” Conner asked from across the room. Of course, when I looked over at him I couldn’t help but notice the beer bottle in his hand. My focus was on the kids today, not my cousin.
“I did. Thunder got spooked from the storm and threw me off. He took off right away. Bella hopped down to help me, but Atticus ran away too. We were scared of the storm and kept hearin’ noises, so we hid,” Noah explained.
“Honey, how did you maneuver over those rocks while you were in that much pain? The embankment was slippery.” Savanna waited for Noah to reply.
“Bella and I held hands. Once we got inside, it was too slippery to get back out.”
“Noah, we should all be so angry with you, but since you both are home safe and went through so much, we aren’t goin’ to punish you. This will never happen again, Son. Do you understand me? You could have been killed. Both of you.” The more I looked at my injured son, the more grateful I was to have him home. Last night had been rough on everyone, I couldn’t imagine being a little child and going through that dark storm with those injuries.
Two pregnant women had battled weather and horrible conditions to save their children. We were physically and mentally drained. Even though Savanna and I had taken a nap, I could tell she was still tired.
The kids settled down and finally started talking to each other after they realized they weren’t in trouble. It was kind of cute how they were protecting each other. I wondered if they sat in that protected spot and talked about it.
The family all seemed to calm down after lunch and we spent the rest of the day together. It was still raining outside and with Noah’s arm in not only a cast, but also a brace, he couldn’t play with much. After they ate, he and Bella cuddled up on the couch and watched some movies. Us adults played some cards in the dining room and sat around catching up.
Ty and Miranda were leaving first thing in the morning to go home, so after everyone except for them left, we sat down and talked about our idea for Conner. At first, Miranda didn’t like our idea, but after we really explained the situation, she seemed to ease up and agree with us about it. She knew that it would benefit not only Conner, but the whole family if he moved out to their farm.
Conner may have been going through some hard times, but he was damn good at his job and he knew exactly what to do to get Ty started up and running. It would be easy for us to talk him into going there if he didn’t think it was just to get him clean. We had talked about this business opportunity for a long time. He would never suspect it to be anything else.
Everything was going to work out with Conner and our new business venture. At the end of the day our decisions were about protecting our family.
Chapter 24
Savanna
It was hard to say that Ty and Miranda’s visit wasn’t disastrous. I felt horrible and wished I could somehow make it up to them. I kept trying to replay the kids disappearing in my head. There was no way of knowing they would pull a stunt like they had, but maybe I could have prevented it if I were paying more attention to them.
Even though I talked to Miranda almost every single day, it was still different when they came to visit. So, when they came for weekends, I got so excited and spent all of my time trying to entertain and make sure we all had a good time. I knew the children weren’t just my responsibility, Miranda was there as well and she would never have blamed me for it. I just felt horrible that it had happened.
We watched with sad eyes as their family pulled away from our house and set out on their long ride home. An instant emptiness filled my heart every time they went home. Even with all of the people my age that I had met in college and in town here, they never gave me the friendships that Ty and Miranda gave me. I guess them being my family was also another reason.
We were all pretty nervous with the Conner situation, but right before they pulled away, Ty made sure Colt knew he would have the room ready for Conner by the end of the week. I was kind of thinking that Conner would have an issue about moving away from everything he knew, but he took the news calmly, even thanking Ty for giving him a chance to make things right.
I don’t know if it was the boy’s intervention that scared Conner or him being out there during our family emergency, but something had been an eye opener. He had even woke up early with Ty and helped him load up the car. Then he and Bella went for a ride on the golf cart, before
everyone headed over to our place.
Noah was a sight for sore eyes. The poor little guy still felt bad for what they had done. He was in so much pain still, but tried his best to hang out with Bella. He let her draw all over his cast, leaving little room for the rest of the family and his friends at school.
After watching everyone leave, I turned around to see my sad little boy sitting on the porch. I approached him and lifted his chin with my hand. “They will be back to visit soon, baby.”
“Mom,” He was beginning to transition from Mommy to Mom. It was both cute and sad all at the same time. I guess that is what happens when you are entering kindergarten. “will I ever be allowed to ride a horse again?”
I let out a sigh before sitting down on the step beside him. Colt was standing behind him and sat on the step above us. I guess he wanted to be in on the conversation. “Noah, what happened yesterday was an accident. I know right now you think everyone is mad at you. We aren’t really mad. It’s just that we love you so much and couldn’t imagine if anything ever happened to you.”
Before I could continue, Noah interrupted. “You mean something like what happened to my mom Krista?”
Colt patted Noah on the head. “Yeah, Buddy, like that. You already know that doing something like that can get you hurt. We spent half the night in the emergency room because of it.”
“I know Dad. I didn’t mean to cause trouble. I just wanted Bella to have a good time. I told her my Dad was a cowboy and she said I wasn’t old enough to be a real cowboy. I figured if I rode around on the horses, she would believe me.”
Colt leaned down and kissed Noah’s head. “The next time you get a bright idea like that, you need to clear it with Mom or I first, you hear me boy?”
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