by Petrova, Em
Cassie struggled to speak. Her voice felt thick and scratchy, but she finally forced her mouth to cooperate. “I’m, uh…”
“Speechless?”
She nodded. “I wasn’t expecting you to… I mean, we’ve never discussed… Why did you do that?”
Before he could answer her, footsteps echoed from the hall. As they grew louder, the sound of jingling keys and soft whistling accompanied them.
“Someone’s here.” Theo spun toward the door. He turned his back and blocked her body with his, as if doing so would keep her safe from whoever had entered the building. She’d never seen this protective side of him, or the side that fucked her senseless with his mouth, but she liked both.
“Relax.” She curled her hand around his upper arm. “It’s just the custodian. He’s a little early tonight.”
Her cheeks heated at the thought of the cleaning guy hearing her moaning. Surely he hadn’t been inside the building when she came. She’d have the hardest time facing him if he had.
A tickle spread across her shoulder when Theo brushed her hair behind it and sighed. “Guess this means I have to let you go home. Oh well. I need to get back to work anyway.”
“You’re not going back to your hotel?”
“I don’t know.” He shrugged. “I’d planned to stay until I finished these songs, but maybe I should go to my room and crash. Let the day be done.”
Damn. She was hoping his plans included fucking her all night…
All of this was surreal. How could someone she’d known for so long affect her body the way he did? They never brought up the idea of hooking up when they were teens. Now she wished they had. She’d missed out on something amazing when it was right under her nose. She was either blind or stupid.
The heat of his body returned when he strolled closer. Her disappointment faded as a twinge of hope resurfaced. Maybe now he’d explain his actions, or he’d suggest they go someplace else and finish what they’d started.
“It’s near dusk. Maybe I should walk you to your car. I want to make sure you get to it safely.”
His response wasn’t the one she wanted. She parted her lips to say as much when a series of chirps came from her purse. They both glanced at the floor where she’d placed it, but Theo bent down and lifted the straps.
“It must be your phone. I left my handbag at the hotel.”
He winked as she took the bag from him. At least he wasn’t acting weird about what just occurred. She wanted to know why he’d stopped but second-guessed bringing it up. The whole idea of what he did blew her mind. Maybe it did the same to him and now he regretted it.
Why did she even care?
Forcing herself to recover from the rejection, she did the only thing she knew to do. Pretend like Theo didn’t affect her. “Let me guess. Your purse is bright pink and blinged out with rhinestones.”
He didn’t blink when he shot back, “You nailed it.”
She dug her phone out of her purse but smiled at his sarcasm. There was much to appreciate about a quick, witty comeback. Theo had a lot of good qualities. If he ever settled down, he’d be a keeper.
Tapping her phone screen, she waited for the full message to load. “It’s Ally,” she announced. “She said she has plans for dinner tomorrow but can meet me later for drinks.”
“So she’s up for the date?”
“See for yourself.” Cassie flipped her phone around so he could read the text. He scanned each word as his lips spread wider.
“Yes.” He pumped his fist victoriously. “It appears as though our little project is getting closer to completion.”
Feigning the best smile she could muster, she nodded in agreement, yet part of her didn’t feel as excited as he appeared. If they got Ally and Jonah together, would it put an end to them hanging out? She knew he wasn’t staying in Savannah, but now that she’d sampled the pleasure he could give her, she wanted more.
The thought of waiting for it to happen made her anxious. She wanted to invite him back to her place, but she wouldn’t be so bold. There was a chance he would say no, especially if he was undecided on working late. She had to go about this a different way.
And she knew just how.
“I think we should celebrate.”
His brow arched higher as he looked her up and down. “Oh yeah?”
“Yeah. You’re not working late or crashing early, Theo. You and I are going out for a drink.”
Chapter Sixteen
Theo tapped his fingers against the bar as he waited for the bartender to take his order. Of all the places they could have gone, he chose to come back to Midnight Blues. Cassie didn’t seem as keen on the idea at first, but he assured her tonight’s band would be worth hearing.
Besides, the bar was a few blocks from his hotel. He wouldn’t have far to go if he got plastered. A couple of blocks were nothing. He’d stumbled down Bourbon Street on more than one occasion.
He peered at the crowd of people and spotted her standing at the edge of the dance floor. Her arm rested against a tall table, but her shoulders swayed with the beat of the drums. So did her hips. She always knew how to move her body. Hell, he used to go to school dances just so he could watch her. She still affected him the way she did back then.
Yeah right. He couldn’t lie to himself. The effect she had was worse. She consumed his every waking thought. His plan to seduce her wasn’t going the way he wanted, even if it seemed to be working. She was into him, but he was way too into her. His desire for her grew uncontrollable.
He came close to ruining everything at the studio. The concern she showed him did more than increase his want. It pulled at his heart. He wanted her to care about him, but it wasn’t part of his plan.
Desire was one thing. He was familiar with it, knew when to give in to its overwhelming power or resist it. Compassion was different. It brought about another level of emotions, ones he’d never experienced, ones he didn’t know how to handle.
“Thanks for being patient. What can I get you?”
He faced the bartender who greeted him with a smile. “Give me four shots of tequila and two beers.”
“You got it.”
As the bartender backed away, the guy sitting two seats down yelled at him. “Yo, Jimmy, grab me a beer while you’re in the case.”
“Will do.”
The man chuckled to himself, then his eyes shot to Theo. “You gotta yell at him from time to time. Don’t worry. He likes his customers heckling him.”
The slur of the stranger’s words was a clue of how drunk he was. He probably didn’t need another beer, but it wasn’t Theo’s place to judge him. He wouldn’t mind being trashed himself tonight. Maybe then he wouldn’t think about how much he wanted Cassie.
Just before he turned around to steal another glance of her, the stranger squinted. “You look familiar… Do I know you?”
“I don’t think so… Unless you were here last weekend when my band performed.”
The stranger studied Theo, but the scowl on his face didn’t disappear. “Yeah… Maybe that’s what it is.”
Once he refocused on the bottle in his hands, Theo glanced at the liquor shelf. Guess he needed to get used to strangers recognizing him, even disliking him. Recognition came from being center stage. Perhaps the jealousy did too. Who knew?
He didn’t mind being in the spotlight for the most part. At least he had time to work on ways to blend into the crowd. There was no doubt his feelings would change once Southern Scandal hit it big. Yet none of it really mattered right now.
As he gazed back toward Cassie, his chest grew heavy. In a few weeks, he’d leave Savannah behind. He’d do the same with her. His plan was supposed to leave her wanting him, yet he doubted she’d be the only one left in want. The more time he spent with her, the more he dreaded leaving…
“Here we go, man. Four shots of ta’kill’ya and two beers.” The bartender regained his attention. “You want me to start a tab, or are you paying as you go?”
Theo s
lipped his hand in his pocket and slid the bartender a fifty. “I’d rather pay now. If I start a tab, my friend will try to pay it.”
“Hell, man, ain’t nothing wrong with that. I wish I had friends that would pay my tab.”
“Yeah, I know.” Theo nodded. He peeked at Cassie once more then back to the bartender. “But then, I wouldn’t be a gentleman, would I?”
The cheesy grin fell from the bartender’s lips. He pursed them instead and said, “Oooh… I feel ya. In that case, I’d do the same.” He picked up the money and moseyed toward the register. It didn’t take him long to bring back the change.
Theo retrieved his money but left a ten behind. “Thanks for the drinks.”
“No problem. The name is Jimmy.” He extended his hand and shook Theo’s. “Let me know if you need anything else.”
“Will do.”
After Theo tucked the beers in his arm, he grabbed the shot glasses, two for each hand, and worked his way through the people watching the band. Cassie didn’t see him approach, but she smiled when he walked up beside her.
“Got your hands full, don’t you?”
Yes… In more ways than one, but he didn’t say as much. Once she retrieved two of the glasses, he lowered his hand and swallowed hard. The simple touch of her skin made his warm. He clenched his teeth and sucked in a slow, steady breath. He had to keep his wits about him. If not, the gentleman would disappear and he’d finish what he started at the studio.
Cassie placed one shot on the table before grabbing a beer bottle. “Why didn’t you ask for my help?”
“I managed.”
“Did you start a tab?” When he shook his head, she frowned. “You paid last weekend. It’s my turn.”
“Then get the next round.”
“Fine. I will.”
She tossed back the shot she was holding then motioned for one of the waitresses. There was no time to object. The waitress made her way through the crowd and stood before them.
“Hey, girl.” She grinned as she and Cassie embraced. “It’s good to see you tonight. I missed you last weekend.”
“I missed you too, Dee-Dee. How was Hawaii?”
Dee-Dee fluttered her eyes and placed her hand over her breasts. “Oh my God, Cass, it’s beautiful there. You have to go sometime. Everyone should.”
When Dee-Dee looked his way, so did Cassie. “Theo, this is Delilah Cane, aka Dee-Dee. Dee, this is an old friend of mine, Theo McCabe.”
He nodded at the waitress when she waved. “What can I get you guys?”
“Two more rounds of these.” Cassie grabbed the second shot from the table and raised it toward Dee-Dee. “Tequila, sweets, and make sure this one doesn’t pay for them.”
Theo chuckled when she jabbed her thumb in his direction. He was on her turf. She’d mentioned this bar was one of her frequent hangout spots when he brought up the idea of coming here. The way she and the waitress interacted confirmed it.
After Dee-Dee laughed at Cassie’s request, she left for the bar. Once again, he became the center of Cassie’s attention. “You need to catch up.”
She placed the other shot to her lips and tipped it back. He did the same without thinking about the burning sensation the liquor would leave. He was already sweating. Between the heat radiating off the bodies packed inside the bar and the nerves twisting his gut, his clothes would be damp soon. The tequila would speed things along.
Cassie chased her shot with a drink of beer. He wanted to do the same but had another shot waiting for consumption. He took a deep breath then knocked it back. Fire shot across his face, down his spine, until every nerve blazed.
Fuck.… There were two more shots on their way. If he drank them as fast as he had these, he’d be shitfaced in no time. Being drunk in Cassie’s presence wasn’t a good thing, especially after the events of the night.
This was supposed to be a slow seduction. He didn’t want to chance messing up the progress he’d made. She wanted him. She had to. Why else would she let him go down on her? He hadn’t missed the confusion on her face either. She was expecting him to fuck her.
He couldn’t. He had to leave her wanting more. But it wasn’t easy, wouldn’t be easy for the rest of the night. Drinking would demolish his restraint.
The beer bottle in Cassie’s hand clinked against the table as she placed it there. She studied the stage before the music switched to a fast-paced song. Once it did, she swayed to the beat, but not as much as she had when he was watching her from the bar. A moment later, she peeked at him.
“The guitarist…he reminds me of the bartender from Red, White, and Blues. JP, wasn’t it?”
Theo nodded. “Why do you think I wanted to come here tonight? JP and I met last Friday. He came to book tonight’s performance and we started shooting the shit. He’s the one that helped me get the gig at Red, White, and Blues last weekend. I almost declined taking it because my lead guitarist was unavailable and I knew Jonah wouldn’t fill in again. But JP said he would.”
“What?” She glanced at JP. “But he was bartending when I arrived. How did he perform with you?”
“One of the waitresses helped in the bar while he performed.”
Cassie’s lips formed a perfect o as she made the connection. He couldn’t help but stare at her mouth, remembering the way it felt against his. The warmth of her lips left him in a haze. Yet the way her breath swept against his skin is what sent him over the edge.
If she only knew how close he’d come to fucking her…
Doing so this soon would mean abandoning his plan. The part of him that craved her wanted to do just that. She wouldn’t have objected. Hell, she was the one rattled over the fact that he didn’t fuck her.
Knowing how much he got to her made the pain of resisting her worth it. As long as he stayed on course, she’d be more than rattled when he left. She’d be in a state of perpetual want.
He’d leave her longing for him.
“So,” Cassie began, after taking a drink from her bottle. “Are you and JP best buds now?”
“He’s a pretty cool guy. He reminds me of myself at twenty-one.”
“He’s twenty-one?” She chuckled when he nodded. “I thought he was our age. Cori is twenty-one too.”
“Holy shit. I haven’t thought about your sister in years. She was what, fifteen the last time I saw her?”
“Yep.”
Theo leaned against the table. Laughter rumbled his chest as memories resurfaced. “I used to give her so much shit for wearing those pigtails. She’d get so mad.”
“She was such a brat. You know she’s the reason we got busted for drinking a couple of times.”
“I don’t doubt it. How is she?”
“She’s good. This fall is her final year of college. And let me just say, she’s still a brat every now and then, but she lost the pigtails. Cori is beautiful. Unfortunately, she knows it.”
Theo savored the sound of her voice. It didn’t matter what she was saying. She could be talking about spotted pink elephants flying through the sky. He wouldn’t care. As long as she kept talking, he was happy.
When the music grew louder, so did the crowd. The noise drowned out some of what she was saying about her sister, but he leaned in closer.
“I wish I had a recent pic to show you. You wouldn’t believe she was the same girl.”
“Well, I’m not doubting your opinion, but there’s no way your sister could compare to you.”
He didn’t miss the way she averted her eyes and gazed at her bottle. Her cheeks flushed. He wasn’t sure if it was from what he said or because the bar was hotter than the VIP suite in hell. Hopefully, it was the former. He wanted to be good at this… The flattery. Saying the right words. Flirting…
With her, it felt easy. She knew him, probably expected him to act this way. Yet he knew how to shock the hell out of her too. His mouth had accomplished that much and more.
“Hey, y’all. I have your shots.”
Dee-Dee’s voice jarred Theo. He hadn�
��t noticed her approaching, nor did he want to be interrupted. There was little he could say. Cassie was taking the shot glasses and placing them on the table. As she and Dee-Dee spoke about getting together soon, she slipped the waitress money then waved when she walked away.
A glass slid in his direction. “Celebration shot.” She stared at him until he pinched it between his fingers and lifted it close to hers. “To Ally and Jonah. May their future together be full of love and happiness.”
“I’ll drink to that.” He clinked his glass with hers then placed it to his lips. Another wave of heat scorched his throat. The liquor didn’t pack the same punch as his first two shots. Any other time he’d appreciate that fact, but it meant he was well on his way to getting plastered.
Cassie raised the other shot. She leaned closer to him as he mimicked her movement. “Another toast, doll?”
She nodded. “This one’s to you, for devising a plan to get your brother and my best friend together. If they have a son, they should name him after his uncle.” She winked as she clinked her glass with his.
Before she could down the shot, he raised his glass higher. “And if they have a daughter, she should be named after her Aunt Cassie.”
A smile warmed her lips. She tipped her glass toward his then both drank their shot. This one was smooth. It warmed his body…or maybe it was Cassie causing the reaction. She was shaking her hips to the music again.
How fast could she wiggle those hips? They were definitely moving while his face was buried between her thighs. The thought of her doing the same as he lay under her made his cock throb.
Damn it. He had to stop this. If he didn’t put some space between them, he’d have the biggest hard-on. He could excuse himself to the men’s room but worried she’d notice the bulge forming in his jeans.
Maybe there was another way to give them separation, one that wouldn’t reveal how much she turned him on. The only one he could think of might backfire, but it was worth a shot.
“Jonah said you and Ally were burning up the dance floor last Friday. How about you show me your moves, sugar. Unless the dance team captain has lost her touch.”