by Iqra Tariq
When I had lost control
And phased into a werewolf
Due to my closeness with her
My sharp claws scarred her
Face forever, it was a punishment for me
Of a mistake not committed by me
Thus, first I myself become broken
Then I made two lovely ladies broken
And still I could do nothing to change the situation
No matter how much I tried it wasn’t in my power
And who was to be blamed for all this?
The Cullens; the vampires had induced this
All these changes in me were their blessing
Just hearing their name made me furiously angry
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We werewolves were destined to save people
From these blood thirsty demons
Although, the Cullens were different, nice
But they were still vampires
So I could not control but hate them
A treaty we had made with them
If they don’t bite people, don’t kill
We will from humans keep their secret
Their long stay had induced these
Horrible changes in me
No matter how much I tried
I couldn’t change my life
It’s just that this cruel life
Doesn’t always give you what you desire
I have to struggle, I have to fight
As this is the ugly fate of mine
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JANE’S HISTORY
Have you people ever wondered?
What caused this evil power?
To come into my eyes
Enabling me to take lives?
When I was born
My parents became more torn
Because already to four girls
My mother had given birth
So I was of no importance to them
I was just a burden on them
I had always been neglected
By both parents, by all siblings
These conditions played havoc with my mind
A permanent expression of hatred froze in my eyes
I cared about nothing, I liked nothing
I hated everything, trying to break them as I was myself breaking
One day, it just became too much and rage roared inside me
Of my home I completely destroyed everything
Anger burned in my eyes, I left my home for good
And went out alone in a night so cold
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In the dark night I saw
And my mouth hung open with awe
Two most beautiful men I had ever seen
Staring strangely as if interested in me
“Aro” one of them said, “Yes? Eleazar”
“I see in this girl the greatest potential so far
I have ever seen in humans”
I couldn’t listen more; their voice had dropped low into whisper
“Will you come with us, child?” Aro asked me
“As majestic as us we will make thee”
Still frozen with awe I couldn’t resist this
It was all my decision that could cause this
Eleazar such picked me up
As if I was as light as a feather
With such speed they moved
I couldn’t see anything on the way anymore
Then next day, somewhere in the valley of Kashmir
Eleazar carefully came towards me and bit me
Stinging currents of pain bolted through my body
I asked them to kill me, I begged for mercy
And the next thing I knew
Was that my throat was burning
Thirst of blood maddened me
Yeah, changed I had been
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I was extremely happy by this
Such strength and speed was in me
I was now even more enchanting than the men
But there was something more, that only I had
There was some strange power in my eyes
I could torture someone to death, snatch his life
By just staring hatefully, concentrating, wanting
To cause extreme torture to him
Now I understood what was meant by Eleazar
That I had the greatest potential by far
A loyal friend of Aro, I have been ever since
Servicing him, joined his clan and finally happy
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ROBERT PATTINSON
SAYS
Of being famous I don’t feel any advantage
As with my life now, I am quite happy
I still have the same two friends I’ve had
Since I was twelve, and I can’t see it changing
I hope success hasn’t really changed me at all
Because I don’t feel even a little different at all
I guess my friends would have to judge me
But really nothing different is felt by me
My parents are always saying
That they are very proud of me
But why, because done by me is nothing
Just pure luck it is
Up until I was 12 my sis’s
As a girl liked to dress me
And then they would introduce me
As, “Claudia”, their little sis
I started doing a newspaper round
When just ten, I was about
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Always pretty bad my school reports were
I never ever did my homework
I always turned up for lessons
As I liked my teachers
But it was said by report of mine
That very hard I didn’t try
At school I wasn’t at all focused
And so I couldn’t achieve much
But now I’ve got a sense of urgency
I can’t let anymore time waste away, I feel
A bunch of girls in a café my dad spotted
And they were all really excited
So he asked them where they had been
They told him to drama classes they had been
He reckoned when this he heard
That I should get myself down there
For Guys and Dolls I auditioned
And got a little part as some Cuban dancer
Then in next play the lead part I got
And then, my agent I got
I was modeling at twelve
The youngest person in my agency
Out of the boys or the girls
I was so ridiculously skinny
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I wouldn’t be acting if it
Wasn’t for Barnes Theatre Club
I owe my everything
To that little club
That stuff of a way, in weird sort
The best that I had ever done
And the stuff I am most proud of
When I started
Like a girl I looked
I was quite tall
And had an androgynous look
So I got
Lots of jobs
Because in that period the androgynous look
Was really supposed to be cool
I set out to be an actor? Never
But if it fell apart ever
I’d be quite annoyed
Because doing it, I quite enjoy
Oh, Jesus! I used to get told I looked like Prince William
; From Harry Potter! Ah, its terrible
It’s the worst thing you could possibly have said
I am trying to get away from that
Whole stigma of the
Floppy English posh person
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I was so conscious of the fact on Harry Potter
That I didn’t know what I was doing
I was always throwing up
On the side of the set I used to sit
The bit I was looking
Most forward to doing
Was the cemetery scene
No one has died in it
So it’s always going to be the first
Death in Harry Potter
It was cool, one of the best parts
I think, of the part
With Katie I get on really well
She’s a really cool girl
I dance with her and like holding hands
There’re a lot of scenes and stuff like that
I hadn’t done a part that big
Before, so it felt interesting
With the best, most famous actors I was working
So it was all really fun, really exciting
I realized I needed to learn some,
Like how to act, the fundamentals
My best acting experience was
For BBC2, The Haunted Airman
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In which I play a pilot of Second World War
Who gets shot and paralyzed and basically goes insane
Starts to wash itself, my hair
If you don’t wash it for six weeks
You won’t have to wash it again ever
Unbearable, until gets it
I hope there is such a thing
As a soul mate
I guess it would be quite scary
To find a soul mate
When you are young
Because you are probably going to mess it up
I was glad to play Dali
I never worked as hard before for anything
And I was glad I did it
When I was first cast for twilight
75,000 fans petitioned against me
That was my welcome to twilight
But I mean I expected it
Edward is described as this perfect man
That description of impeccable body and face
Everything about him
Is just amazing
And there’s no way that
I could ever live up to that
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For more quotes of Rob you can see
The Robert Pattinson album by Paul Stenning
Now I will discuss my personal views on him
But first tell me who are the ones who petitioned against him
Were they joking? Out of their minds?
To petition against such a cool guy
But now we’ve all realized that Robert Pattinson
Is really deserving to be our Edward Cullen
And Kristen Stewart was absolutely right
When during selecting cast she took Rob’s side
Refused to play her part if Pattinson
Wasn’t to be cast as Edward Cullen
Rob, Kristen herself says that
Is very organic and really brave
That he is a really courageous actor
And he is always in the moment
And what an amazing on screen Chemistry
Was between Kristen and Patty
Which has now started Robsten
Craze in fans of both Rob and Kristen
Catherine Hardwicke; the director
Of Twilight says about Pattinson
That finding Edward was a real challenge
Not many actors could live upto his image
That pale skin, that otherworldly beauty
But Pattinson was different, he had everything
Which they needed like that angular face
And the mysterious Edward aura he had
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These two great women
Just can’t be wrong about Pattinson
And this is further proved by the fact
That millions of crazy fans around the globe he has
He was destined for fame
Because he worked as much hard as a person can
And then his devotion to the role of Edward
To spend months of loneliness to study his character
Was really fruitful of course, see the perfectness he
Has delivered to his role on screen in all the films
The best thing about him is that he doesn’t pretend
To show that he feels something 100% when he really doesn’t
Then comes his great voice
In especially “Never think” and “Let me sign”
It honestly feels as if
Edward is himself singing
But Rob stays humble and says that
“You get a bit of heat and everybody says you are this, you are that
Then it dies down”, so he is realistic too
So Ransom Spunk, all our best wishes and prayers to you
Be successful, keep rocking
But never give up your humility
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THE END