by Sam Bourne
It sickened her that she was so close to these men, including, she felt certain, her assailant from the street market. Jammed into the back, her legs pressed against theirs, her knees couldn’t help but touch theirs. Maybe his. She wanted to shove them away from her, hard, but her hands were tied. Her skin crawled.
Finally she felt the car slow down, then bump over a ridge, as if entering a driveway. She heard the driver’s window wind down and then back up a moment later: perhaps he had had to show papers at some kind of checkpoint. Had she got the Arabic wrong? Was this in fact an Israeli team, taking her through the DCO to the West Bank? Were they going to do to her there what they would dare not do inside Israel proper?
The sound changed again. The car had gone down a ramp and now seemed to be indoors. Maybe they were in an underground car park. An image burst into her head, one that shocked her. She saw two bodies, dumped in the gloom of a subterranean garage, visible only in the bilious yellow of a fluorescent light. The two bodies, both dead, belonged to Uri and to her.
The car had stopped now, the engine off. She heard the rear doors open and the metal hand was on her back again, shoving her out. She didn’t resist this time: she wanted to be out of that suffocating, confined space.
If it was a garage, they weren’t in it for long. The car seemed to have parked right by a door. She was pushed through it, then up some stairs, guided by the man stuck to her right side. A few more paces forward and a door shut behind her.
‘OK.’
She was so taken aback to hear a word spoken that she hardly listened or paid any attention to the voice that had spoken it. It was male, but more than that, she couldn’t tell. What accent was it? She imagined it as Israeli and, playing the sound back in her head, it could have been. But then she tried the memory of it as Palestinian and it fitted that too. It could have been anybody, from anywhere, in any language.
A few seconds later she understood what the word meant. It was an instruction, a go-ahead. For now she felt a series of hands on her, some touching her legs, others moving, almost in caresses, around her back. She was confused. Unthinking, she cried out, only to hear the muffled choke of her voice against the gag. She felt herself retching again.
The hands were moving methodically, patting up and down each leg and down her arms, like an airport security check. Of course, she realized. They were searching her for the tablet. She felt them go into her trouser pockets, pulling out her mobile phone and the small wallet she carried. They would see her ID. The only time she had ever been as terrified as this was at a rogue roadblock in the Congo. Back then, the discovery of her identity was what she dreaded most: if they had known she was a diplomat, she would have been too valuable to let go. But it made no sense to fear that now: these people knew who she was.
There was a pause, in which she imagined some kind of silent consultation was taking place. Perhaps they had realized she had nothing, and they were debating whether to let her go. Perhaps this whole nightmare was about to…
But a second later, the hands were back. This time, though, there was no patting. Instead, they were rapid and determined, reaching immediately for their target.
They began with her shoes, removing them swiftly. Then she felt hands on the buckle of her belt, undoing it, then releasing the top button of her jeans, tugging down the zip and pulling her trousers clean off her. She cried out, a horrible, stifled, snotty roar.
Meanwhile another pair of hands was working on her top, struggling to pull it off, obstructed by her bound wrists. There was a delay, until she could feel the plastic tape severed. Except her arms were not free. Each was now held tightly and lifted, so that another pair of hands could pull up her T-shirt and take it off.
She was now standing in only her underwear. She wanted to be tall, to overwhelm these men with the force of her rage, but she could feel a different urge rising in her-the desire to cower and shrink, to disappear from their gaze. Near-naked before them, and blind, she had never felt weaker.
And now the hands started again, touching her all over. Examining the small of her back, her armpits, running through her hair. There was a pause. Still nothing.
The voice spoke again. ‘OK.’
Her bra came off first, not ripped off but unhooked slowly, a parody of a lover’s touch that made Maggie’s stomach churn. Once off, she could hear someone tearing at the material of the bra, as if expecting something to fall out of a hidden compartment.
Next they moved to the last thing left covering her, a pair of briefs that were not even hers but borrowed, along with everything else, from Orli.
And now two male hands were pulling them down, exposing her entirely. She tried to cover herself up, but the hands holding her wrists were too strong: she would have to stand there, uncovered.
She fought the urge to weep. She couldn’t give them that victory. To deny them tears, that was her only resistance now. But it was so hard to hold them back. And then she felt the hand, from behind, pressing on her back.
It was the same action that had shoved her in the car, the hand trying to make her bend over at the waist. Is that what this was? Not a search, but a gang rape? Was this how it was going to end?
The shrinking humiliation was replaced by a hot torrent of anger. She tried to punch out, her arms charged with a strength she hadn’t felt before. She could tell that the man restraining her wrists had to work hard to keep hold of them.
At the same time, her legs moved in what was meant to be a kick. She got some movement on the right, but it was soon clamped down by another pair of hands. She wondered why they didn’t bind her ankles.
She soon understood. Once they had crushed her rebellion, with men restraining each one of her limbs, she felt someone nudge her feet a few inches away from each other. That made possible the next manoeuvre. Two hands landed on her inner thighs, just below her buttocks, and with one clean shove, they pushed her legs apart. Then the same hands touched the buttocks themselves, parting them, too.
Now she could make no sound; the shock and shame were too great. She could only tremble as she felt her anus being forced open and an object pushed inside. Whether it was a finger or some kind of medical implement, she could not tell; all she could feel was the bolt of pain shooting deep inside her.
She could see the scene as if she was outside herself. She could picture it: her naked body presented to this group of masked men, her bottom in the air, her arsehole stretched open for their inspection. An involuntary spasm of protest made her muscles convulse. But she could barely move.
The object withdrew, roughly, and she screamed into her gag. But her pain was mixed with relief. For surely now this would be over.
She felt the hands turn her whole body around, so that now she was facing the men. They pushed her back, so that she felt herself land on some kind of surface, perhaps a table. Now they pulled her legs apart and through the blindfold she sensed a torchlight shone down at her; then she felt fingers probing inside her vagina. Her scream of outrage was grotesquely muffled by the gag. She wished tears would come, but her eyes were dry. As if this horror were too great for them to register.
There was a sound, of a door opening, of someone else entering the room.
‘That’s enough,’ said a voice, just a few feet away. Amid the banging sound inside her own head, the pounding of her heart and the effort to swallow her tears, she couldn’t make sense of the voice, couldn’t even tell if it was the same man who had spoken before. Until he spoke again.
‘Get her dressed.’
Now it came to her, unmistakable. She knew that voice all right. Because she knew that man.
CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
J ERUSALEM , F RIDAY , 9.21 AM
‘They don’t usually show people this part of the building, Maggie. It’s a pity. Perhaps they should.’
As he spoke, she could feel multiple hands fussing over her, draping the T-shirt back over her head, placing her legs back into her jeans. They were working at speed, like stage han
ds making a rapid costume change before the next scene. They came to her face last, untying the gag-which triggered an instant spasm of coughing-and finally removing her blindfold. With that, they pushed her downward, into a hard, wooden chair.
In the time it took her to adjust to the light, the men in ski-masks had cleared the room. It was bare and featureless, the walls a dirty white; there were no windows and nothing on the walls. In front of her was a table. Perhaps this was the one the men had bent her over just a few moments earlier. And on the other side of it, sitting on a simple chair, just like hers, was him.
‘I can only apologize for what happened just now, Maggie. Really. The strip-search, the body cavity thing. Horrible. Know what they call that in prisons back home? Booty check. How d’you like that? Anyway, like I say, I’m sorry. Wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy.’
Now that she could see him she felt dismayed by her own reaction. She thought she would want to rush at him, hands outstretched to squeeze at his neck, strangling his last breath. She expected she would long for acid to issue from her pores, until it dissolved him into nothing. But those feelings refused to come. They were subsumed by sheer disbelief, her dumbfounded incomprehension at the sight of this man here, in this place. They were overwhelmed by her confusion, which was total. ‘What on earth are you doing?’ was all she could manage to say.
‘Let’s not go too fast, Maggie. First I need to know the location of that tablet.’
‘But, you? Why would you…?’
‘The question is, if you’re not carrying it, if it’s not hidden somewhere in the recesses of your body-and I have seen for myself that it isn’t-where the hell is it?’ He was raising his voice now, the way she had heard him do before.
‘I don’t know.’
‘Oh, come on, Maggie. I know you’ve got it all worked out. You expect me to believe you don’t know where it is?’
‘And you expect me to talk to you, after what your thugs just did to me? I’ll never say a fucking word to you again.’ And then, a surprise to her as much as to him, she spat in his face.
‘I like that, Maggie, you know I do. A girl with spunk. And you look good naked, too. That’s what I’d call a killer combination.’
Maggie could say nothing. If her body was still reeling from the humiliation it had endured in this room, her mind was going through the very first convulsions of shock. Here was a man she had trusted, whom she had believed wanted the same things she wanted.
‘Does this mean you were behind it all? All those killings?’
‘It’s our policy never to discuss the details of intelligence operations. You know that, Maggie.’
And he smiled. The knowing, complicit smile of one cynical political insider to another. The smile that Bruce Miller, senior counsellor to the President of the United States, had flashed a thousand times before.
CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
J ERUSALEM , F RIDAY , 9.34 AM
‘You had me followed?’ Again she was disappointed by the weakness of her own question.
‘We had you followed everywhere. You knew that.’
‘But who’s “we”? Who the hell are you working for?’ It was as if the blood was finally reaching her brain. ‘You’re a traitor, that’s what you are. You’ve betrayed your country. You’ve betrayed your own fucking president.’
‘Maggie, can we skip the whole Irish outrage thing? You, Bono, that other asshole, what’s his name, Bob Geldof? Every other do-gooding, bleeding heart coming on with that big, guilt-tripping accent. It’s not going to work this time.’ He was leaning back, pivoting the chair on its two hind legs, chewing his nicotine gum as energetically as ever. ‘This is not some negotiation with a bunch of banana-munchers in Africa. You have something that I need. And you have no cards to play, Maggie. Not one. So tell me. Where is the fucking tablet?’
Negotiation. The mere mention of the word was enough to make her snap back into herself. She had always been good at what the shrinks call ‘compartmentalization’, shutting one aspect of her life out of another so that she could concentrate on the task at hand, and now, consciously, she forced herself to perform the trick again. To forget what had just happened, even her loathing of the monster opposite her, and do her job. To negotiate.
‘I won’t tell you a thing until you tell me what the hell is going on here.’
‘Look, Maggie. I don’t want to repeat myself. But you have no leverage here. I can force you to tell me what you know, if I have to.’
‘Oh, really? The President’s most trusted adviser personally directing the assault of a US citizen, a senior US diplomat-in an election year. That should play well in the polls.’
‘No one’s going to believe a word you say. A washed-up slut who can’t keep her legs closed, banging first the Africans and then some Israeli. How do you think that’ll look on the front page of the Washington Post?’
Maggie closed her eyes, involuntarily. She was proofing herself, like an animal instinctively hardening its hide against an incoming assault. She knew he was right. That her mistake in Africa, coupled with her relationship with Uri, could finish her off completely. That in a contest of credibility, which is what most political scandals came down to, she would lose to Bruce Miller every time.
‘Yeah. And the soccer mums are going to just love a president whose main man watches while masked goons perform an anal probe of one of his female colleagues. You’re already in the deepest shit imaginable. So why don’t you talk to me and then maybe I’ll talk to you?’
Miller eyed Maggie up, the suggestion of a smile on his lips. She could sense a poker player about to fold.
‘Like I said, you got spunk, Costello. In a different life, I could imagine you and me getting on, if you know what I’m saying.’
Maggie kept her expression fixed. If a change in your opponent was about to come, you never wanted to make the slightest move that might divert him. Never break the spell.
‘It’s not that complicated, really.’
She wanted to exhale her relief: he was going to talk. But her face stayed frozen.
‘We need a peace deal here, Maggie. And we were pretty fucking close. Then last weekend we hear there’s some tablet floating around that could be Abraham’s last will and testament-’
‘How?’
‘How what?’
‘How did you hear?’
‘Your boyfriend’s dad. Guttman. He calls Baruch Kishon, the Israeli journalist, and tells him. Not the whole story, but enough of it. Mentions the trader Afif Aweida, mentions his pal Ahmed Nour. And, as luck would have it, NSA were listening in.’
‘As luck would have it.’
‘OK, it wasn’t luck. We’d been bugging Kishon for years.’
‘Kishon? Why the hell would you be bugging him?’
‘You not been reading the files, Maggie? Kishon’s the guy who broke the Tel Aviv connection story all those years ago.’
Maggie cursed Uri for not mentioning it. He must have known. It had been the biggest diplomatic rift between Israel and the US for decades: three CIA agents had been double-crossing the Agency, leaking secrets to the Israelis. To this day, the Israelis constantly demanded the spies’ release from prison; even the most pliantly pro-Israel presidents repeatedly refused.
‘Kishon still talks to them in jail. Campaigns for their release. We’ve been monitoring him ever since.’
‘And so once you heard what Guttman had told him, you decided to kill him.’
‘Oh, don’t start fucking preaching to me, young lady. We knew immediately what was at stake here. The Arabs and the Israelis are about to do the business, which means doing the business on Jerusalem, split the fucking place down the middle, and now we’ve got God Almighty himself, or near as dammit, saying that no, it belongs to the Jews. The whole deal would be off.’
Maggie had to work hard to stay cool. He had seen the text: he knew what it said. She couldn’t let him know that she hadn’t and didn’t. ‘So you were frightened that the Israelis woul
d walk away, because Abraham bequeathed the Temple Mount to them?’
‘Or to the Muslims. It made no difference which one got it. Either way, the peace process would be over. We had to be sure neither of them got their hands on it.’
That allowed her a moment of relief: he was not ahead after all. Miller knew as little of the tablet’s contents as she did. She would stay on the offensive. ‘So it’s been you all along. Killing Kishon, Ahmed Nour, Afif Aweida, Guttman, Guttman’s wife-anyone who might know what’s in the tablet and who might talk.’ She didn’t want to mention Uri; saying it might make it true.
‘Don’t get carried away, Costello. Guttman was killed by the Israeli secret service. The guy looked like he was about to pull a gun on Yariv, what were they supposed to do?’
‘And that kibbutz in the north. The arson attack. That was you too?’
‘Guttman was one of the main archaeologists of that site. We thought he might have hidden it there.’
Now it was Maggie’s turn to say nothing. She stared at her wrists, red welts etched deep into both of them. She started shaking her head.
‘What’s that for?’ Miller asked, irritated. She said nothing. Then, slamming his fist on the table, he shouted, ‘Why are you shaking your fucking head?’
She looked up, glad she had needled him. ‘Because I cannot believe how deeply, profoundly stupid you are.’
‘How dare you-’
‘You did all this because you worried that the release of the testament would derail the peace process? All this killing, of people on both sides?’ There was a mirthless laugh in her voice. ‘You did all this to prevent the breakdown in the peace process? Did you not think, for one second, that tit-for-tat killings, in the most delicate stage of negotiations, might actually fuck the peace talks up all by themselves? I mean, it beggars belief. What is it with you Americans? Like, Iraq poses a threat: so let’s invade and make it a thousand times more of a threat! And now you’ve made the same mistake all over again.’