“There is one last strange rumor,” said Loreina. She pointed to Kinamn on the map. “Refugees pour into our city every day, and I do my best to have the guards question them all. Those who might seem useful are sent to me. The hours have been long and tedious, but every now and then…”
She paused. Bram put his arm around her shoulder and kissed her cheek.
“What is it?” he asked.
“The angels,” she said. “I hear men with white wings fly circles above Kinamn, and that Antonil is supposedly with them. If that is true, then his attempt to retake Neldar failed. He’ll be coming back, hoping for safety in Mordan.”
“And with an enemy to soon give chase,” Bram said, following the logical path. “Even worse, he won’t know that Mordan has fallen. He’s trapped between two foes. Omn is his only ally.”
“For now,” Loreina said. Bram raised an eyebrow.
“For now?” he asked.
Loreina stood and gestured to the map.
“Enemies on both sides,” she said. “Would you not say the same for us? Karak’s law will depose us. The priest-king hopes to rule a unified Dezrel. We’ll be lucky to have our heads on pikes instead of marching alongside his army of the dead.”
“What do you suggest?” asked Ian.
“Theo is a dangerous man. That means he’d be a powerful ally. If he thinks his country is doomed, he will shed streams of blood without batting an eye.” She pointed to the two rivers on either side of Ker, the Corinth to the north and the Rigon to the east, and then outlined her plan.
“Simple,” said Ian. “But it could work. I doubt there’s anywhere else we’d have such strategic defenses.”
“But the angels are with Theo,” Bram said, frowning at the map. “These religious zealots will overtake our nation, and I will not enslave myself to Ashhur just to free myself from Karak. I will not trade one set of chains for another.”
“But those of Ashhur are desperate,” Loreina insisted. “Defeat chases them, and they have no home, no hope. Whatever we wish, we can negotiate before we cast in our lot. As for Melorak…”
She crossed her arms and leaned against her husband. Her eyes lingered on the painted figurine of Mordeina.
“There will be no negotiating with that priest-king,” she said.
“I’ll send someone to speak with King Theo” Bram said, holding his wife tight.
“Let me be the one,” Ian said. “You cannot trust this matter to anyone else. The fate of our nation hangs in the balance.”
“Leave tonight, then. I’ll begin mustering our forces.”
Ian saluted and then left.
“What of the priests?” Loreina asked when he was gone. “They will question a sudden surge of recruitment.”
Bram grinned at her, a bearish grin, one she had fallen in love with the moment she’d first seen it on their wedding day.
“Why, my dear, we have enemies of Karak right here on our doorstep. Is it not our duty to help defeat the angels in Kinamn?”
She kissed the scar on his face.
“That’s my king,” she said, smiling.
“The only king this nation shall ever have,” he said. “I promise you this.”
They kissed again, hungrier, wilder, the desperation hidden from their words escaping in their touch.
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“Kick his ass!” Tarlak cheered, letting out a drunken whoop as the two combatants clashed their swords together.
“Trying!” Harruq shouted as he dove aside. Judarius’s enormous mace smashed an indent into the packed dirt. Chunks of earth flew as the angel tore the mace free, swinging for the half-orc’s side. Salvation and Condemnation blocked together, showering the ground with sparks.
“You’re getting bolder,” Judarius said through gritted teeth as he pressed the hit, pushing Harruq back. He flapped his wings, blowing dust into Harruq’s eyes. Grumbling, the half-orc ducked, swinging wildly in hopes for a block. The swords missed. The mace smacked his skull, and he went down in a sudden delirious wave. All around, soldiers cheered or booed, depending on who they had wagered on.
Harruq rubbed his eyes as he stood and glared.
“That was cheap and you know it. First time you’ve won, the first time, and that’s how you want it to be?”
Judarius gave him a curious look.
“A win is a win,” he said. “Should I pretend my wings don’t exist? Should you pretend your muscles are half their size when you train the other soldiers?”
“Quit whining,” Tarlak said, pressing through the crowd and smacking Harruq on the shoulder. “You just earned me a nice bounty of coin.”
Harruq raised an eyebrow.
“I thought you wanted me to kick his ass.”
The wizard shrugged.
“I did. Doesn’t mean that’s who I bet on, though.”
Harruq made a noise like a snarl and walked away.
“Only by cheating,” he grumbled. “A cheating angel…What was that?”
“You’re getting grumpy,” Aurelia said, sliding beside him and wrapped an arm around his.
“Were you watching?” he asked.
She nodded. “Judarius thought you were being bold, but he’s wrong, isn’t he? You were impatient, frustrated. You’ve been like that for weeks.”
“What are we waiting for?” he asked as he led her toward the courtyard well for a drink. “Instead of marching home to Mordan, we stay here and what? Hope Velixar doesn’t crush us to pieces? The angels are out of their minds, and that White guy along with them.”
“Theo’s gathering his troops,” Aurelia said. She dipped a finger into the bucket before Harruq could drink, chilling the water and flavoring it with lemon. “Besides, he has given you a great honor in training his new recruits.”
“Training?” Harruq gasped after a long drink. “You call that an honor? I spend half the day fighting off clumsy strokes a child should know how to block, and the other half getting pulverized to a pulp by the ones that know what they’re doing. Last time I was this exhausted was when I was training with Haern.”
“At least you’ve been accepted,” Aurelia said, dipping her hands into the bucket and taking a small sip. “The same can’t be said for your brother.”
Harruq sighed and shook his head.
“He still won’t sleep inside the walls?” he asked.
“It’s almost been a month. Tarlak’s been joking that Qurrah will soon own the land he sleeps on. I wonder just how close to truth he is.”
Harruq took another drink, then tossed the bucket and rope back into the well.
“Azariah told me he had an idea to help cheer Qurrah up,” he said. “No clue what. Just hope it’s soon. Never seen him like this.”
“It’s still an improvement,” she said, rubbing her arms. “At least, over what he could be.”
“I’ll go talk to him,” he said. “Almost makes me wish Tess was here to cheer him up.”
“Don’t say that name,” Aurelia whispered.
Harruq kissed her forehead.
“No problem. Keep the bed warm for me tonight.”
He trudged out of the castle walls and toward the hill overlooking the city.
Qurrah gathered the ashes together in his fists and concentrated. The words were the same, the well of power within him the same, but the spell was not working. Nothing was.
“I said burn!” he shouted, ignoring the pain in his throat. Flames licked around his fingers, the ash flared into orange embers, but the heat vanished. Qurrah cursed and hurled them back into the fire pit.
“Having fun?” Harruq asked as he approached.
“Don’t be glib,” Qurrah said, wiping the ash onto his black robes.
“Not sure what that means.”
Qurrah rolled his eyes as his brother shifted uncomfortably. As if afraid to meet his eyes, he instead glanced about the meager camp.
“You staying warm at night?” he asked.
“I doubt you’re here just to see if I need another blan
ket,” Qurrah said. He knelt before the fire and closed his eyes. He felt the workings of a spell, but interlocked with them were traces of Karak, his thoughts, his desires. How much of his power had come from the dark god? Always there, always tempting…
“I’m just worried about you,” Harruq said. He crossed his arms and shifted his weight from foot to foot. “You never come into the city. You never train with us. I’m scared to ask what you’ve even been eating these past few weeks.”
“Squirrels and mud,” Qurrah said, his eyes still closed.
“Stop joking. You’re worrying all of us.”
Qurrah stood, opening his eyes and glaring. He held up a fistful of ash.
“This used to be my life,” he said. “Fire and destruction obeyed my whims like slaves. But it’s gone. Every day I feel weaker, helpless. My mind is naked. My sword is made of wood, my armor cloth. Don’t you understand? No matter what those angels say, I must atone for what I have done. I will face Velixar. I must face him, and if he wins, he might not just defeat me. He might…he…”
He flung the ash down. Every part of him shrieked for it to burn, to erupt in a flame equal to the fear and frustration in his heart. But instead it only flared a soft orange before scattering across the grass.
Harruq put a hand on his brother’s shoulder.
“You won’t lose,” he said. “And even if you do, there’s nothing he can do. There’s no spell, no words, he can say to change who you are.”
“Tell that to Jerico,” Qurrah muttered.
“What?”
“Forget it.”
Harruq pointed to the ash.
“What’s the problem, anyway?” he asked. “I thought your spells were, well, spells. I didn’t think turning against Karak would change anything.”
Qurrah sighed. “Neither did I.”
The two looked about, as if neither were sure what to say. During this brief reprieve, Harruq glanced skyward, and then his eyes widened.
“What?” asked Qurrah.
In answer, Harruq pointed.
Flying low in the sky, her white wings spread wide with each rhythmic flap, came Sonowin.
“Looks like the horse’s wing has healed just fine,” Harruq said.
“I should go,” Qurrah said, putting the city to his back.
“Wait, where are you…ooooh.”
Qurrah chuckled. “That’s right. Last time I saw Dieredon, I was at Velixar’s side. I’d rather not be the one to explain to him everything that’s happened.”
“Yeah,” Harruq said, scratching his chin. “Remember back at the Eschaton tower? Elf nearly put an arrow through my throat. Aurelia’s the only reason he didn’t. Hmm. Maybe we should just let him land at the castle without seeing either one of us…”
Tarlak stretched out atop his luxurious bed, his hat resting over his face to block the light from his eyes. He’d been given the room once they moved in. He found bittersweet amusement in knowing it had once belonged to an advisor named Penwick, who had put off seeing them, then lied to keep the death of his king a secret so he might hold onto power. Sweet because the room was now his; bitter because, well, the whole city had been executed along with Penwick. Tarlak found that only a little depressing, but he tried not to think about it.
A knock on the door stirred him from his daydreaming.
“You know how much beauty sleep it takes to look like this?” he asked through his hat. To his surprise, the door opened, and no joke accompanied Aurelia’s entrance.
“Tar?” she asked, something about her tone setting the wizard on edge.
“Hey, Aurelia. Something wrong?” He set aside his hat and sat up.
“Dieredon’s here,” she said. She bit her lip as she paused a moment.
“That’s great!” Tarlak said, forcing a smile. His heart was in his throat. It couldn’t be. He pleaded with Ashhur that it couldn’t be. Aurelia’s hesitation. Dieredon’s arrival.
She stepped aside so Dieredon could enter. Tarlak moved closer so they could embrace, then smacked him across the shoulder.
“It’s good to see you again,” the wizard said, grinning. “I hope you weren’t too bored. Things haven’t gone so well for us, but I think we’ve got a…”
“Tarlak,” Dieredon said. His voice chilled the room. The smile left Tarlak’s face. Aurelia stood at the door. There were tears in her eyes.
“Karak’s forces took the city,” Dieredon said. “Their numbers were greater than we could withstand. Haern died saving my life. I’m so sorry.”
For a moment, Tarlak only stared. His mouth dropped open.
“No,” he said. He felt his hands shaking, and he couldn’t stop them. “No. He can’t. He’s the last. Brug, Delysia, now…but now…”
He stumbled back to the bed and buried his face in his hands. Aurelia was there, her arms around him, her own wet face pressed against his neck.
“It’ll be all right,” she whispered as she held him. “We’re here for you. We’re here.”
Tarlak tried to get it together. He tried to remember his friends, his newcomers, Harruq and Aurelia and the paladins. He tried to pretend the Eschaton mercenaries weren’t dead and gone. He tried to stop his tears.
He failed.
“How is he?” Dieredon asked once Aurelia stepped out.
“As well as could be expected,” Aurelia said, tucking strands of her hair behind an ear. She blushed a little, realizing how terrible she must look with her eyes puffy from her own tears. At her blush, Dieredon gently wiped below her eyes with his thumb and smiled.
“I need to tell Harruq,” she said. “I don’t know how he’ll take it. They spent so much time training. Haern was always hard on Harruq, but only because he expected so much out of him. Seemed a little unnecessary at times, though. But those were happier days.”
“It seems all the times of happiness are long lost to the past,” Dieredon said.
“There is still happiness in each other,” she said, accepting his embrace.
“He still loves you, and treats you well?” Dieredon asked.
“As best a half-orc can.”
“Better than an elf?”
Aurelia elbowed him hard in the chest.
“Keep comments like that to yourself. He doesn’t know about all that.”
Dieredon chuckled.
“Secrets between husband and wife? As if your marriage wasn’t shameful enough.”
“Nothing shameful,” she said. “You’ve thrashed him with that bow of yours. If Harruq thought he had to compete with you in anything else, especially that, he’d never have enough confidence to make it through the day.”
“So does he compete?”
She elbowed him a second time, then pulled him close so their heads could touch.
“I missed you,” she said, the momentary playfulness unable to last with the grief lurking behind the door to Tarlak’s room. Her chest felt hollow and numb. Too much grief, even for her, who had lived through the exodus of her entire race from fire and swords.
“I have much to do,” Dieredon said, gently pushing her away. “I need to talk with this new king here, as well as Antonil, so they know that no help remains for them from the west. I must also make haste for Quellassar. If Neyvar Sinistel won’t give me the Ekreissar to fly against Karak’s forces now, nothing will ever convince him to.”
“Will it be enough?” Aurelia asked.
Dieredon kissed her forehead.
“Pray to Celestia it is,” he told her. “Because without her help…No, I don’t think it will be enough.”
He left for an audience with the two kings. Aurelia leaned on the wall opposite Tarlak’s door, her arms crossed. She chewed her lip as she thought of what to do. Harruq was outside the castle with Qurrah. She wondered if he’d seen Dieredon’s approach, as well as how he would react. Poor Haern. He’d always been so kind to her, treated her like a beautiful princess. Dead and gone, and by Dieredon’s own arrow. That part Aurelia had insisted Dieredon leave out of his tale t
o the wizard. The last thing they needed was Tarlak blaming yet another friend for the death of a loved one.
Time slipped away. She almost returned to their bedroom, but something kept her still. She wanted to be there in case Tarlak needed her. Her feet ached, so she sat, her arms across her knees, her forehead resting against her wrists. Eyes closed, she quietly cried.
“Aurelia?”
She looked up.
“Oh, Harruq,” she said. She didn’t bother faking a smile.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, sitting down beside her.
“It’s Haern,” she said.
That was enough. He wrapped his arm around her and leaned her weight against him. Her hair spread across his chest. The weight of his body comforted her, along with the gentle touch of his fingers rubbing her temples. She kept her eyes closed as they talked.
“Who was it?” he asked after awhile.
“A priest of Karak. A powerful one, like Velixar.”
“Did he suffer?”
Aurelia shook her head.
“No.”
The half-orc sighed.
“At least we have that. I hope he killed a hundred of them before he died. No, a thousand. No one could beat him, not when he was lost in the dance, the cloak dance…”
He ran out of words. She took one of his hands and kissed his palm.
“Why do we do this?” he asked.
“What do you mean?”
“This. All of this. What do we have left? What are all of us dying for? This world is Karak’s. We’re the last tiny sliver of hope. Sometimes I just wish it was over, Aurry. I wish I could put away my swords and run away, just you and me.”
“Live in hiding while the world burns?”
She heard him chuckle.
“You can’t blame me. We’ve bled for this. We’ve given them everything. But Velixar’s still out there, lurking, plotting. He’s the last remnant of my old self, and until he’s dead and gone I’ll keep fighting. I just…I love you, Aurry. I’m terrified it’ll be me next. That you’ll be somewhere and Dieredon or Tarlak will show up to tell you…”
Aurelia kissed him to shut him up.
“Stop it,” she whispered when their lips parted. “Just stop it. We do as we must. We helped create this war, and we’ll help end it. And so you know, I’ll kill you if you die without me somewhere.”
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