I wasn’t entirely comfortable with what that had felt like to me, because his flirtatious comment had both excited me and fucked with my heart at the same time.
Len continued to watch me, and I tried to ignore the way he looked at me because I knew that look… I’d seen it before, it was raw lust. I had begun to fuck Coral from behind and Len watched us intently, playing with his cock as a storm brewed in his dark unwavering stare. He was scrutinizing the effect Coral and I had on each other as his eyes flicked between us. I wondered what was in his mind at that moment and speculated it may have had something to do with me riding his girl.
“Oh, my, God, Rick, just like that,” she murmured breathily as she rocked her ass back and forth in time with mine. She let out a large groan of pleasure as my balls slapped rhythmically against her soft flesh. Len dragged his fingertips down both sides of my spine and a shiver shot through me, making me shudder. I heard a soft chuckle behind me as a rash of goose bumps covered my skin.
I tried to ignore the feelings I had about him and continued to fuck his girl with the focus on getting her off until she suddenly tightened around me much more and shook violently as she came, screaming into her pillow, completely undone. As Coral was preoccupied, Lennie gripped both my ass cheeks with his rough fingertips and squeezed them tightly as I lay over his woman.
When I felt his wet lips press against one cheek and then the other my heart sped up and I thought that was it until he suddenly spread my cheeks apart and his hot wet tongue licked the crack of my ass before rimming my puckered hole. My eyes rolled in my head at the sheer pleasure of him being there because it had felt perfect and so wrong in equal measure.
I fought the urge to spread my legs wider because intuition warned me what Len was doing was to be kept between us, because I’d already noticed he only touched me when he knew Coral was too distracted to notice.
As fast as his tongue was between my ass cheeks it was gone but not before he bit one of my cheeks and sucked at it hard. It stung like a bitch and my cock twitched in reaction, deep inside Coral. Len tapped me on the shoulder to tell me he was done, and I pulled out, watching as he took charge and began rimming his woman’s asshole instead. I stared at Len wondering if I knew the guy at all. Funny how you think you know someone and then they go and surprise the shit out of you.
Len reached over to Coral’s bedside cabinet and pulled out a bottle of strawberry lubricant. It was weird how I recognized the flavor by the smell as soon as he popped the cap on it. Spreading a liberal amount on his fingertips he coated them before squirting a line down her ass cheeks.
Coral looked back and smiled affectionately at him before positioning her knees wider. As soon as she did I was convinced she loved anal and immediately knew why Len could never give her up.
Every passing minute I spent with them I had to admit I was becoming more addicted myself. I knew she would keep my interest for longer than most; then again, I wondered if it was really Coral doing that or the fact Len was sharing her with me.
For a full five minutes I sat stroking myself slowly as I watched Len work Coral’s ass in readiness to take her and when I saw Coral grab his cock and stroke it up and down her ass crease I knew she couldn’t take the tease a minute longer. Len quickly positioned himself, half sitting against the headboard and pillow and turned her away from him.
Straddling his hips as Len stiffened his cock at her asshole Coral slowly slid down his shaft, taking him inside until only an inch of his cock was visible. Len grunted his pleasure then adjusted her on him by her hips. “Fuck,” he muttered. “Fucking beautiful, baby,” he murmured and reached around to stroke her clit as he kissed the nape of her neck.
Coral shifted and leaned back against his chest with complete trust in Lennie, resting her head on his shoulder. He grabbed her by her chin, tilted her face toward him and kissed with as much passion and hunger as I’d ever witnessed, and I swear I’d never seen anything so beautiful in all my life. He truly owned Coral, committed or not.
After their breathless kiss, he slowly pushed her off his chest and began moving her up and down his shaft by her hips. Coral gave some traction of her own by pushing herself up and down on her feet. I couldn’t see Len’s face but somehow, I knew his eyes would have been closed in pleasure.
I watched the way they moved together, each instinctively knew what the other needed until Len’s voice broke into the silence of the room.
“You ready for Rick now, baby?” he asked with genuine concern in his voice.
“Yeah,” Coral said a little breathily because she was absorbing everything Len could give her. My cock twitched at the mere thought of entering her because it meant I had to be close to Len as well. Climbing onto the bed I waited for Len to slide down, increasing the angle for me to have access to Coral then he spread his thighs wider opening her legs wider in turn.
The smell of their exertion and arousal was thick in the air as I crawled up the bed inside his thighs and when my knees brushed against his inner thighs it only added to my excitement.
Coral reached up and slid her arms around my neck pulling my face down on hers and kissing me hard. The unexpected vigor in her hungry kiss made my balls ache as I stroked my wet tip down her entrance. I tried to tease her, but I only lasted a few seconds because my need outweighed any anticipation I had wanted to build.
If she had felt tight before, it was nothing in comparison to the sensation of her with an ass full of cock, and Len wasn’t a small guy. His cock was thick and long, and I felt almost every delicious inch separated by a wafer-thin layer of skin.
Every push and pull as we crossed swords felt deliciously exciting as we both fucked in a rhythm which was as in tune as the music we played. Timing, coordination, and sticking with the beat made us famous at what we did, and the way we played Coral’s body felt like an extension of the skills we had.
The combination of feeling Len’s cock sliding tantalizingly close, as well as feeling the desire Coral had for what we were doing to her, was everything I’d felt I’d been missing in my life. She was an incredible woman with a beautiful body, an innocent appearance, and she fucked like a goddess. I’d never seen anything as sexy as Coral taking deep double penetration while her face flushed with desire. Her brow perspired, and her eyes closed as she fought to keep them open when she came.
Seconds after watching the alluring display she made as she moaned then screamed through her orgasm, I reached my own edge. I was about to voice this when I felt Len’s body stiffen and he came inside her. Every pulse of his cock registered with me as the sensation took me over the edge and I came hard myself.
Drawing myself back I slid out of Coral and watched as cum dripped slowly from her hole, landing in tiny droplets, and staining her sheet wet between Len’s balls. Then my focus shifted to them, the way they were still retracted, the skin creased in the wake of the pleasure he’d just experienced. His balls were dark from all the exertion of the previous couple of hours and I shocked myself at the thought of taking them into my mouth.
Sliding off the edge of the bed, I went in search of the bathroom, both to clean up but more importantly to give myself some space. I’d never felt uneasy after being laid, yet guilt washed over me like I’d crossed some invisible line I could never come back from.
As I stood relieving myself into the toilet bowl, a hundred thoughts passed through my mind as to how to move past the awkward exchange that would surely follow what Len and I had just done, and by the time my flow had slowed to a trickle I’d decided I’d just be me. With that clear in my mind I behaved with the normalcy I’d usually have by cleaning up and stepping back into the room with purpose.
Picking up my clothes I pulled on my jeans and fastened my belt. Taking out my cell I texted to Jed to get the car running and pulled my cotton t-shirt over my head. Nodding at Len and Coral, both still lying on the bed, I bid my farewell and before they could give a response headed for the door.
When I reached the car, I
exhaled long and hard, shook my head as I mentally chastised myself and slid into the passenger seat. Turning to look at Jed, I saw the question in his eyes and the smirk on his face. “What? How the fuck was I supposed to say no to that?”
Jed shook his head like a disappointed parent and turned the key in the ignition. I was relieved when he chuckled as he started to maneuver his way out of her drive. “I guess you had no idea,” he responded and laughed softly to himself.
I drew him the stink eye at his insolent comment, but I couldn’t argue with him, because I guessed he was right, I didn’t have an answer to that.
Chapter Eleven
Losing myself
Jed rapped on my door at 11:15 am to tell me the meeting I had with the band was cancelled. Apparently, our bass guitarist was stuck in Atlanta because he’d woken up with a terrible hangover after partying the night before and decided he needed another day before flying across country to meet with the rest of us. I was thankful for his tardiness because it gave me some extra breathing space.
It was the morning after our threesome and I felt less than happy with myself for what I’d done. I even convinced myself that Lennon would be over to read me the riot act for fucking his woman when we had all been under the influence of something or other. Part of me was angry with myself for being so weak, the other part confused about how to move forward with Lennie after doing the deed with his girl.
I’d never worried about having sex as much as I had in the twelve hours since it had happened and I was convinced it would be the end of the special, close, platonic relationship I’d previously enjoyed with him.
When my mind had gone over the event once again I'd gotten a hard-on when I thought back to how Len had made me come in his mouth and rimmed my ass. My fingers immediately circled my dick at the memory.
Shifting on the bed I felt a tender spot and winced. Reaching down, I smoothed my hand over my ass cheek. It felt like I had a bruise there. Sliding out of bed I went into my bathroom and examined my butt in the mirror. There I saw a huge, dark, circular bite mark and remembered where I got it from.
As I was inspecting the love bite my cell rang, so I padded back to my bedroom and searched for it inside my jeans pocket. My heart stalled for a second when I saw it was Lennon. I wasn’t sure if it was because he was going to try to tear me a new one and I’d have to tear him one back, or he was calling to tell me he was mortified and had lost his mind from the night before. Maybe with any luck he couldn’t remember what we’d done.
Knowing I couldn’t avoid him forever, I swiped the phone and tried to sound like my normal self. "What the fuck are you doing ringing me at this time of the morning?” I asked, observing it was still only 11:55 am.
Len chuckled and cleared his throat, “Nice to know you’re still managing to see daylight during your days off,” he replied.
“Only when fuckers like you wake me up at this ungodly hour,” I replied pretending he had.
“Ah. Well, Coral is working today, and I was at a loose end so I…” he trailed off.
“So you thought you’d try tormenting me until she’s free, is that it?” I replied, trying to sound normal, but a little wigged out at the thought of facing him on my own. Seeing him without anyone there would mean a conversation about what had occurred the night before. My stomach sunk to my guts because I knew one way or another it was a conversation we had to have.
“Alright, get your ass over here. I’ll send Jed out to pick us up some breakfast,” I informed him and hung up before he could reply. Wasting no time, I made for the shower, dressed, and headed downstairs to find Jed.
By the time Jed had gone and returned with lunch, Len was pulling up the drive. It made me nervous that Jed would be privy to any conversation between Len and I, before I’d sorted what happened out in my own head, so I gave him the rest of the day off, telling him I had no intentions of leaving the house that day.
Len and Jed passed the time of day while I plated up the food for the two of us, then Jed left to visit a girl he knew that lived close by.
For the first twenty minutes both Len and I skirted around the elephant in the room, then I figured the best way to deal with what had happened was to reach in and rip the Band-Aid off.
“Want to fill me in on what happened last night?” I asked directly.
“I wouldn’t have minded filling you in,” he replied, then gave me a sexy smirk.
“Not funny, Lennie. What the fuck did you think you were doing?”
“That’s just it. I wasn’t thinking… I was feeling,” he replied holding his fork and knife still as he stared at his food.
“Jesus, Len, you let me come in your mouth,” I said, my tone still held the disbelief I felt at that fact.
“You didn’t seem to mind,” he offered.
“I didn’t have much of a choice. Your woman had been riding my face a few minutes before and was lying oblivious as to what you were doing.
“And didn’t that make it more exciting that she had no clue what was happening?”
I stared in consideration because I knew he was right, but I wasn’t ready to disclose that to him.
“Why, Len? What made you think I’d be up for that?”
“A vibe… I’ve had it before… that night at my house. I dunno,” he sighed, heavily. “Did I read that wrong? Maybe I saw what wasn’t there, but I like you.”
“You like me? What the fuck does that mean, Lennon? You want me to name you my best friend in public or something?” I asked in an incredulous tone, “You don’t need to suck my cock for me to do that.”
“I’m Bi,” he mumbled, his face a little ashen as he looked as if he could see through me.
“You are? No shit.” I replied in an octave higher than my normal tone. Stretching a silence that hung between us I stared back without blinking while I considered my situation and whether I’d just read his comment wrong, “You’re Bi-curious, you mean?”
“No, not curious. I know I am. And… fuck I’m confused. This situation with Corrie is driving me insane because I love the bones of that woman, but it wouldn’t be fair to put her in the middle of my fucked-up sexuality.”
“You’re Bisexual, not fucked up. Heterosexual… homosexual, it stands to reason there’s something in between. And that’s why you’re still on the fence with her? She’s incredible, Lennie… and she adores you.”
“I know… and me her, but it would be a terrible waste for her to be tied up with me, when she could have a normal happy life with someone else.”
“How long did you say it had been?”
“With her? Since we were eighteen.”
“Eleven years? Don’t you think she’d have found someone else if she didn’t believe you were the one for her?”
“Yeah, I know, but she has no idea about the other side of me.”
“Yet you took a huge risk last night with me, right in front of her.”
“I know. I couldn’t help myself. My feelings took over, and I had to taste you… it’s been a while since—”
“Why me? What made you choose me to come out to?”
“Because I figure you’d get me more than any of the others. Lily has always tried to match-make me, and Cody wants me for his wingman. Digs and Shawn… Well, Digs is smitten with his girl and Shawn has a different woman every night of the week. If anything, Cody should be teaming up with him.”
“Sounds to me like you’re leaning more toward homosexuality than being bisexual.”
“No. I like women. Correction—I fucking love women. I love the softness of their skin and watching a woman while I get her off, but it’s different with men. The hugs, the firmness of the way they handle me. The sex is raw and intense, more so than with any female I’ve been with. It blows my mind.” He sighed again, stood and shoved his pockets, "but I love Corrie. I never want to lose her. Don’t look at me like that, I know I’m a selfish bastard.”
For a few seconds, I held his stare without blinking and wondered if he’d
read my signal which had led Lennon to seek me out. Then I noticed how his eyes weren’t as dark blue as I’d thought they were. My focus shifted to his long eyelashes and his handsome even features before they settled their gaze on his mouth, and suddenly he didn’t appear selfish at all… not in my eyes anyway.
Lennon drew in his bottom lip and licked it with his tongue and my eyes followed his every move. An awkward expression passed over his face. He pulled his hands out of his pockets and looked away.
“Anyway, I just wanted to put it out there. I’ve been working up to this since last week when we had dinner.”
“Working up to this?”
“Yeah, coming over here to tell you… I like you.”
“You mean you’re attracted to me?”
Lennon looked down at the floor as his hands slipped back into his pockets where he shoved them down low. Following his movements my eyes settled on his groin where I noticed his sizable bulge.
“Yeah, I think you’re pretty hot,” he replied, as he gave me another awkward look.
“What would you say if I said I was also Bi?”
“I’d say, I know.”
“You would? How?”
“Just from how you pay as much attention to men as you do women. And, I’ve noticed you watching me.”
His comment came as news to me. I’d been under the impression I was pretty hard to read and kind of unpredictable, but if Lennie had picked up on my bisexual tendencies, then it was possible others had as well. Maybe I hadn’t been as discreet about my sexual preferences as I thought.
I stood quietly and considered what to say, then decided it was pointless to argue the toss about coming clean. There was no way I was ashamed of who I was or how I lived and as a fellow rock star, Lennon had seen most things relating to sex during the course of his working day.
“I’m not gonna lie, Lennie, you’re right. I’m attracted to you.”
Instantly Lennon’s eyes brightened, and he punched the air.
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