“In bed,” she qualified.
“Exactly,” he agreed cheerfully.
Why was he working so hard to get her back into bed? There were women all over the world who would fall across his sheets with a whoop of glee if he so much as glanced at them. That thought burned a little.
“You’re making this seem more difficult than it is,” he said.
“No,” she qualified, dismissing the mental image of women lining up for a crack at the gorgeous Irishman. Because really, she couldn’t do anything about that. Once he realized that they really were over, he’d move on and find someone more willing than she. And Laura wouldn’t have a thing to say about it.
“I’m not the one being difficult. You are. I’ve already told you—”
He cut her off neatly. “Why don’t we talk about this alone?” He nodded toward Georgia. “We could go outside, take a walk.”
Oh, sure, alone with him in the dark. That would be a good call.
“It’s cold outside,” Laura pointed out, settling more deeply into the sofa cushions.
“I can keep you warm,” he offered, then grinned. “Not in a romantic way, mind you. Just in the way of being friendly…”
“Uh-huh. No. Thanks.” She nodded to where her sister sat engrossed in the evening news. “I don’t want to abandon Georgia.”
“Or is it more that you don’t trust yourself alone with me?”
She laughed, though that little lie was harder to pull off than she might have imagined. Heck, yes, she didn’t trust herself. Ronan was hard to ignore when he wasn’t trying. When he was actually working at seducing a woman, he was damn near irresistible.
Still, he didn’t need to know that. “Oh, I think I can keep from flinging myself into your manly arms.”
“Don’t bother on my account.”
“Ronan, we had a deal,” she reminded him. “No flirting.”
“This isn’t flirting, this is just chatting.”
“Then no chatting, either.”
“You’re a hard woman.”
“You betcha,” she said and felt about as hard as a marshmallow. Yeah, she was tough. That’s why she took cold showers every night and then fell into a dream-filled sleep. Dreams in which she wasn’t nearly so disciplined, instead giving in to exactly what she wanted. And every morning, she woke up exhausted, her body strung with tension only to face a day spent saying no to Ronan.
If she ever did manage to sell him a house, she would have seriously earned that commission.
“If you’d listen to reason…” he said.
“I’m not the one being unreasonable…” she countered.
“If you guys are going to do battle, could you do it in the kitchen?” Georgia asked, never taking her gaze from the news channel.
“No battle here, only clashing opinions,” Ronan said.
“Do you want mine?” Georgia asked.
“No,” Laura spoke up fast. She already knew her sister’s opinion. Hadn’t she heard it every day for the past two weeks?
Use him and lose him seemed to be the main theme. Which was easy enough to understand since Georgia was still a little bitter about her ex-husband. But Laura already knew that option wasn’t for her. She’d tried to lose him and look what had happened. He had plopped himself into her world and showed no signs of leaving.
Using him though, was way too tempting.
His cell phone rang. Ronan checked the readout and stood up. “I’ve a need to take this, sorry.”
Laura shrugged, but wondered who was calling. One of the millions of women already making her move? She watched him go, headed for the kitchen and some privacy. Her gaze fixed on his butt, and she sighed a little at the view.
“Oh, yeah.” Georgia muffled a laugh. “You don’t want him. That’s so clear.”
“I love you,” Laura said. “Now, shut up.”
“I just don’t get why you have to torture yourself. What does it prove? That you’re tough? Well congrats. We all know how strong you are.”
“This isn’t about being strong”
“Then what is it about?”
“Being safe,” she said before she could think about it. When the words were out, she realized that was the simple truth. She’d allowed Ronan to mean too much to her. Allowed fantasies and dreams to replace reality. She’d set herself up to be disappointed. Hurt. Ronan had walked away because he didn’t want what she wanted. Well, nothing had changed, had it? They were still light-years apart on that score. Why go back for more pain?
“Safe is overrated,” Georgia said, watching her.
“Says the woman who hasn’t had a date in six months.”
“I’m picky.”
“You’re scared.”
Georgia scowled at her. “I’ve got reasons.”
“So do I,” Laura said, “so let’s leave it at that.”
Georgia hit the mute button on the TV and turned around in her chair so she could face Laura. “You know I love you, right? But you’re nuts.”
“What?” She shot a look at the kitchen doorway, making sure Ronan was out of earshot.
“Are you going for sainthood here, or are you just trying to kill Ronan?”
“Neither, thanks. Don’t you have a news program to watch?”
“Please, like I’m really watching it.” Georgia shook her head. “Since you won’t split up our happy little threesome, I was trying to give you some privacy. Maybe I should just go upstairs.”
“Don’t.” Laura frowned at her sister. “If you do, I swear I’ll never make you another chocolate cake as long as you live.”
Grimacing, Georgia admitted, “You fight dirty, but okay. My point is, he wants you. You want him. Why the hell not?”
“You know why not.”
“Honey, I feel for you.” Georgia’s voice softened and dropped into a deeper whisper. “I know what losing the baby did to you. How it hurt you when Ronan left. But in case you haven’t noticed…he’s back.”
“For how long?”
“Who knows? Isn’t that the point?” Georgia tucked her short blond hair behind her ears and reminded her sister, “Even when you think it’s forever—that doesn’t mean it will be.”
A twinge of guilt had Laura wincing a little. She knew how her sister had loved that moron who had vowed ‘until death do us part’ and then left her for a brainless cheerleader.
“I can’t do temporary, Georgia. I just can’t.”
“We all do temporary, sweetie. It’s just that most of us don’t know it until it’s too late.”
Ronan walked back into the room and looked from Laura to Georgia and back again. “Did I miss something?”
“No,” Georgia said before Laura could. “Just some sister stuff.”
“Everything okay?” Laura asked.
“Yes, and no,” he said. “There’s some trouble at home I’ve to see to. I’ll be flying home to Ireland in the morning.”
She didn’t even look surprised, Ronan thought, and that irritated him. Well, he’d no interest in leaving just yet, either, but he couldn’t ignore the phone call, could he? Clearly, Laura had just been waiting for him to leave again. And now he was accommodating her. Another irritation.
Followed by inspiration.
“Come with me.”
“What?” Laura laughed and shook her head. “Go with you? To Ireland?”
“Aye, to Ireland.” It was perfect, he told himself. He’d been trying to get her back into his bed for weeks now and having her in Ireland—with nowhere to run—could only help him in his quest. She was completely off guard now, and he intended to keep her that way.
“You’re serious.”
“Absolutely. Do you have a passport?”
“Well, sure, but—”
“Then there’s no problem.”
“There’s a huge problem. I can’t just go running off to another country. I’ve got a business and…a dog…”
Beast thumped his tail.
“Are you trying to say that G
eorgia’s incapable of running your business for a week or two?”
“Two?”
“I’ve business to see to at home and while I’m there, I should check in at the offices in Galway as well,” Ronan told her truthfully. “It’s been six months and though phone calls serve well, it’s no substitute for the boss actually being there.”
“Oh, sure,” Laura said, standing up and moving away from him. “Check in at work.”
“I’ll show you my country as you’ve shown me yours.” He kept his voice low, tempting, and smiled inwardly as he watched her waver.
“This is ridiculous,” she said, though her voice was a little less decisive than it had been a moment or two ago. “I can’t—”
She looked at Georgia and the two women exchanged some sort of silent communication that he couldn’t interpret. But Ronan had the feeling he was about to lose, which he wouldn’t allow to happen.
He wanted her all to himself, he thought. And having the home ground advantage wouldn’t hurt his case, either. He’d get her out of her safety zone and into his and see what happened between them then.
And more than that, Ronan realized, he just wanted her with him. He didn’t care to explore the reasons why. So he made her an offer he knew she would find hard to refuse.
“Go with me, Laura, and I’ll buy the place you showed me yesterday.”
Her jaw dropped. “You’ll—”
For the first time, Georgia spoke up. “Which house?”
“The Barret estate,” Laura said, her gaze locked with Ronan’s even as she answered her sister.
“Are you kidding?” Georgia pushed herself to her feet and went to her sister, sending one curious glance at Ronan as if she couldn’t believe what he was saying.
But he meant every word. He needed a place, and he’d only been dragging out the looking for the chance to have Laura to himself. If he got her on his plane, that part of the puzzle was solved. Besides, the estate wasn’t far from the home he was renting now. Though it was bigger, closer to the ocean and boasted a lot of acreage for such a small beach town.
In fact, the place was damn near perfect. He just hadn’t wanted to buy it and end this time with Laura. Now though, he could use that purchase to his own advantage—the only way Ronan liked to conclude a deal.
“The Barret estate’s been for sale for a year and a half,” Georgia said.
“I know.” Laura looked at her sister, then to Ronan. He could see the wheels in her brain turning. Considering.
“The commission on that house would be—”
“I know,” Laura said. “It would be enough for us to buy our building.”
“Boy howdy,” Georgia whispered, slanting a look at Ronan. “You’re good.”
He gave her a nod. “Thank you.”
“This is blackmail,” Laura said.
He smiled. “What’s your point?”
Georgia snorted and Laura gave her a dark look.
“You realize that if I do this, you’ll have to handle the business on your own for a week.”
“Or two,” Ronan put in.
“Or two,” she corrected.
“Yeah, that’ll be rough. In case you haven’t noticed? Business is not booming,” Georgia reminded her, and Ronan knew that was another weight on his side.
If it were just for herself, Laura might tell him no just on principle. But he also knew her well enough to know that she would do this for Georgia. Because it was important to her to do what she could to protect her family. He could admire that even while using it to get what he wanted.
“You bring the sale papers with you and once we’re in Ireland, I’ll sign them.” His gaze locked with hers, and he waited, letting her think. Letting her worry it all out in her mind, though they both knew she would agree in the end.
“She’ll do it,” Georgia said flatly.
“Hey!” Laura turned on her.
Ignoring Ronan, Georgia looked at her sister and said, “Please. Don’t be an idiot about this. I’ll take care of Beast and work and you’ll take a vacation and come back with enough money to buy our building for us. It’s a no-brainer, Laura. For God’s sake, don’t be stubborn about this.”
“Thanks for the support,” she said wryly.
“Oh, I’m supportive,” Georgia told her, then shot a look at Ronan. “But I’m not stupid, either. He’s got his reasons for inviting you—”
“Hey now,” Ronan blurted.
“—and you’ve got reasons to accept. It’s like a devil’s bargain only everybody wins.”
“Bargains with a devil?” Laura asked, turning her gaze to Ronan. “Does that ever work out well?”
Ronan walked to her and held out one hand to seal their deal. “Try me and see.”
He had her; he knew he had her. He felt it in his bones. So why then, he wondered, did he not relax until she slid her much smaller hand into his and say, “Okay, devil. You win this round.”
He intended to win them all.
* * *
Laura was used to living on the periphery of the rich and famous. She dealt with wealthy clients all the time, yet she’d never actually been treated as though she belonged.
Until today.
Flying on a luxurious, private jet, being waited on by a flight attendant, drinking champagne at lunch. Taking a whirlwind trip through New York City in the back of a limo while the jet was being refueled.
She felt like a princess.
And Ronan, darn it, was the perfect Prince Charming.
Every time he looked at her, Laura’s heart ached a little because it was all so wonderful and so doomed. Nothing had changed. This spur-of-the-moment trip wouldn’t lead to happily-ever-after, and she knew it. It was blackmail, plain and simple. He’d dangled financial freedom in front of her, knowing that she couldn’t turn it down—not just for herself, but for her sister.
Still high in the sky, with the jewel of Ireland beneath them, shining a brilliant green against the deep blue of the ocean, Ronan looked at her. As if he knew what she was thinking, he asked, “Do you have the papers ready then?”
“I do,” she told him, and reached into her purse. Pulling out the folded sale agreement, she handed it to him and watched as he gave it one final look.
He’d already read the contract from front to back during the first hour of their flight, so it didn’t take him long to flip through to the back page and sign his name with a flourish.
When he gave the contract back, Laura smiled. No matter what happened now, she and Georgia would be able to buy their building. Grow their business.
“You can fax the contract to Georgia from my home office,” he said. “Then it’ll be official.”
“Okay, I will.” She folded it back up, tucked the contract away in her purse and told herself she wouldn’t give it another thought.
The promise of financial security might have gotten her here, but now that she was here, she was going to take Georgia’s advice. As the jet prepared to land, she looked at Ronan and smiled. He gave her a wink and she remembered exactly what her sister had said just before Laura left for the airport.
“You’ll have two weeks with him, sweetie. And in two weeks, you can either get him out of your heart altogether—or you can let him back in.” Georgia gave her a hard hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Either way, this is the trip of a lifetime, so try to enjoy it.”
Laura intended to.
“Welcome to Ireland.” Ronan’s whisper sounded in her ear as Laura stepped off the sleek, private jet and was met by a cold blast of wind that slapped color into her cheeks and stole her breath.
She stood at the top of the stairs—she knew there was another word for them, she just couldn’t think of it—and looked out around her. They were in a small, regional airport somewhere in County Mayo, according to Ronan. Here there was no huge terminal. There was just an open tarmac, surrounded by fields so green, it almost hurt to look at them. The artist in her itched to find a paintbrush and attempt to capture what she saw
.
A smile curved her mouth as she whipped her head from side to side, trying to take everything in at once. She might still be furious at how he’d blackmailed her into the trip, but she wasn’t foolish enough to let her anger spoil her first trip to Europe.
Although, the first thing she realized was, she shouldn’t have worn a dress and heels. She was already cold. But flying on a private jet had seemed to require a bit dressier appearance than her normal slacks and shirt.
“Cold?”
“A little,” she said, grateful at least that her dark green dress had long sleeves even if the scooped neck left too much of her chest exposed to the wind. Her black heels wobbled slightly on the metal stairs, but that might have been nerves.
Ronan took her hand in his and the heat that jumped from his body to hers eased the chill of the Irish wind, but only stirred the flutters in her stomach into double-time. He was dangerous to her and no matter what happened on this trip, she’d better keep that in mind.
He led her down the steps and walked beside her to the waiting car.
“I hope you’re not too tired. It’s an hour or so to the village and my home,” he was saying as she walked to the passenger side, him right behind her.
“I’m not tired at all,” she admitted, flashing him a wide smile in spite of her trepidation. “I’m in Ireland.”
He chuckled, then put one hand on her arm. “Did you want to drive us then?” he asked, a smile in his voice.
“What? No.”
“Then perhaps you should go to the other side.”
Laura looked down and realized that she was standing at what should have been the passenger door. Of course over here, the steering wheel was on the right.
“Oh, okay. Weird.”
“’Tis only weird to you. To me, it’s the proper way of doing things.”
While their luggage was piled into the back of the Rover, Laura took her seat and buckled in. Ronan then fired up the engine and headed out.
“We’re headed for the village of Dunley and my home beyond.”
“Didn’t you say Cosain was headquartered in Galway?”
“It is,” he said, steering the car down a road that seemed to shrink in width the farther they drove along it. “But my home is in Dunley.”
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