He couldn’t be aware of how tightly he was squeezing her hand, Alannah thought. He just couldn’t know how his strength was almost crushing her fingers. And she welcomed the small discomfort because it was eloquent evidence of the way he was feeling—the emotion that gripped him.
‘And I messed it up by turning on you—telling you I thought you only wanted …’
She couldn’t finish the sentence but she knew that Raul didn’t need her to.
‘It didn’t work out that time, but I thought it didn’t matter—damn it, I was going to marry you anyway. I could wait a couple of weeks and then tell you when you were my wife. But tonight I found I couldn’t wait. With the wedding so close, I knew I couldn’t stand before the altar and put my ring on your finger without knowing why you were marrying me. I had to know. And so I came to your room …’
With a sigh he raked his free hand through his hair. And suddenly Alannah knew just what had happened. She had started to write him a note explaining the way she felt, the fact that she believed she had to break off their wedding plans, but then, knowing it would be cowardly to tell him in a letter, she had abandoned it barely started and come out into the gardens to try to nerve herself to tell him face to face. And that was where Raul had found her.
‘You saw the letter.’
He nodded silently, reaching into his pocket and pulling out the folded sheet of paper. Still holding on to her hand, he shook it open, spread it on his knee in the moonlight.
‘“Dear Raul … I’m sorry …”’ he read aloud and the unconcealed break in his voice went straight to her heart like an arrow, making her twist her fingers in his so that now she was holding his hand, and she was the one squeezing tight.
‘I’m afraid I will never be able to give you a baby,’ she said, her voice just a thin whisper, so low that he had to bend his head to hers to hear it, the movement bringing his forehead to rest against hers as his eyes burned down into her tear-filled ones. ‘We’ve tried for these months and today—I—we—not this time once again…’ she finished, the words breaking on a sob.
‘And you think that I care?’ he asked her, deep and strong and so openly sincere that there was no room for doubt in her mind. ‘And why would you think it would be your fault? The problem could just as easily be mine—if there is a problem. Yes, I would love to give my father and your mother that grandchild they both want. It would mean so much to me—but what would mean more is to have your love. If I had that then I know I could handle anything.’
‘And you have it—my love—you have my heart and everything that’s in it. I love you Raul, I love you more than I can say …’
‘Then don’t try to say it …’ he murmured, moving closer so that the words were spoken against her lips. ‘Just kiss me—show me how you feel.’
‘There’s nothing I’d want more.’
She gave herself up to his kiss, feeling his arms close round her, holding her tight. She was held against the strength of his chest, hearing the strong, steady beat of his heart, and tears of joy burned in her eyes with the knowledge of all the love that was in that heart—in his strong, dependable, honourable masculine heart—for her.
She didn’t know how long they stayed there, lost in each other’s kisses, occasionally murmuring soft words but most of the time knowing that no words were necessary. They had come home. They had reached the point where they were not two separate people but one whole—united and ready to move into their future together.
But at long last Raul stirred reluctantly, dropping one last kiss on her smiling mouth before pushing back his shirtsleeve and glancing at his watch.
‘Five to midnight,’ he told her softly. ‘If we’re quick, we might just make it back to the house before midnight strikes and your mother’s dreadful superstition comes into force.’
‘I want to stay here, like this,’ Alannah protested. ‘I don’t believe in superstition.’
‘And neither do I, querida,’ Raul said, getting to his feet and pulling her with him. ‘But in this case, I will make an exception. Tomorrow I am going to marry you and I want to take no risks; this time I want everything to be perfect. Tomorrow we start the rest of our life together—so we can sacrifice just a few minutes to superstition to make sure nothing spoils it. Besides …’
He cupped her face in both his hands, looking deeply into her eyes, pressing another lingering kiss on her mouth with the promise of more to come in that lifetime they had ahead of them. ‘You need to get some sleep—because tomorrow you have a wedding to go to. And I promise you that from then on sleep will be the last thing on our minds.’
And, wrapping his arms tight around her, holding her close against his side, he turned to walk with her back to the castillo and into their future.
The Spaniard’s Defiant Virgin
JENNIE LUCAS
About the Author
JENNIE LUCAS grew up dreaming about faraway lands. At fifteen, hungry for experience beyond the borders of her small Idaho city, she went to a Connecticut boarding school on a scholarship. She took her first solo trip to Europe at sixteen, then put off college and travelled around the US, supporting herself with jobs as diverse as petrol station cashier and newspaper advertising assistant.
At twenty-two, she met the man who would be her husband. After their marriage, she graduated from Kent State with a degree in English. Seven years after she started writing, she got the magical call from London that turned her into a published author.
Since then, life has been hectic with a new writing career and a sexy husband and two small children, but she’s having a wonderful (albeit sleepless) time. She loves immersing herself in dramatic, glamorous, passionate stories. Maybe she can’t physically travel to Morocco or Spain right now, but for a few hours a day, while her children are sleeping, she can be there in her books.
Jennie loves to hear from her readers. You can visit her website at www.jennielucas.com, or drop her a note at [email protected].
To my husband,
who is better than ice cream.
CHAPTER ONE
Tarfaya, Morocco
He was waiting for her outside the Dar el-Saladin.
Marcos Ramirez held up his binoculars, watching the flower-covered limousine leave the fishing village in a whirlwind of rose petals. From where Marcos stood, the sturdy gate that protected the village from sandstorms on one side and the sea on the other seemed riddled with red bullet holes.
Tamsin Winter, at last. He’d kept tabs on her through her ten cloistered years in boarding schools until she’d returned to London last year. Since then, the wild young heiress had frequently been in the tabloids, always with a different man on her arm. The spoiled beauty was reputedly the most accomplished flirt in Britain.
Breaking her would be a pleasure.
“The car’s moving into position, Patrón,” his chief bodyguard, Reyes, noted aloud.
“Sí.” Marcos put down the binoculars. He knew his men could have kidnapped the Winter girl without his supervision, preventing her from arriving at her wedding in the Sheikh’s kasbah to the north. Marcos could be taking his ease in Madrid right now, drinking coffee and checking the latest numbers on the London and New York stock exchanges instead of sweating in the dust-choked desert.
But he’d been dreaming of revenge for twenty years, and today was the culmination of everything. After he had the girl, both she and her family would be utterly destroyed. Finally. As they deserved.
Marcos smiled grimly to himself. He only wished he could see the expression on her bridegroom’s face when he heard the news, the black-hearted bastard.
The limousine left the village, moving along the sand-covered road that separated the Sahara and the bright Atlantic shore. He pulled his black mask down over his face and turned to Reyes. “Vámonos.”
Tamsin Winter had just sold her virginity to the highest bidder.
Her white bridal kaftan, intricately embroidered with silver thread and jewels, weighed on her like a sh
roud as she looked through the darkened windows. She felt almost envious of a wrinkled woman selling oranges on the street. Selling oranges seemed like a pleasant fate compared with marrying a man who’d already beaten one wife to death.
She took a deep breath, closing her eyes. It didn’t matter, she told herself. She would let Aziz al-Maghrib paw at her with his meaty hands, kiss her with the stench of his foul breath and take her innocence with his flabby, wrinkled body. It would be a small price to pay, since it would save her young sister from a life of misery and neglect.
But, as recently as last month, she’d looked forward to falling in love and marrying a man she could cherish. She’d dreamed of starting a career and some day having children of her own. She’d spent all of her twenty-three years dreaming of the day her life would truly begin.
Strange to think that it was already over.
Saving her sister was the best choice she’d ever made. But, even knowing that, part of her ached for all the time she’d wasted, the romances she’d never had, the chances she’d never taken. If she’d known her life would be so short …
“Tamsin! Stop fidgeting. You’ll wrinkle your dress. Oh, you’re doing it on purpose, you stupid girl!”
Tamsin slowly opened her eyes, heavy with black kohl, and looked into the hated face of her half-brother’s wife. Camilla Winter was twenty years older than Tamsin, and her surgery-smoothed skin stretched oddly over her skull.
“Did you pay for your face-lift out of Nicole’s money, Camilla?” Tamsin asked curiously. “Is that why you were letting a ten-year-old girl starve? So you could look like a doll?”
Camilla gasped.
“Do not fear. My brother will beat the rebellious spirit out of her,” Hatima, her future sister-in-law, said confidently. Hatima and Camilla comprised her negaffa—the older female relatives who, according to Moroccan tradition, were supposed to help a young bride, to counsel her, to calm her fears about her coming marriage.
Some help, Tamsin thought bitterly. She looked down at her henna-decorated hands folded carefully in her lap. But Hatima was right. Her husband would beat her, either before or after he took her virginity. Maybe both.
She stared out the window as they passed the gate that encircled the village. She never should have saved herself for love, she thought. She should have slept with the first boy who’d drunkenly kissed her at a college party. Then maybe it wouldn’t hurt so much now.
“What? No snappy comeback?” Camilla sneered. “Not so brave now, are you?”
Blinking hard to hold back the tears—she’d die before she cried in front of Camilla—Tamsin stared stonily at the fishing boats bobbing off the shore and the seagulls flying free over the ocean. Seemingly disappointed by her lack of spirit, the other women began to speak of recent attacks in nearby Laayoune.
“The wall’s wife was kidnapped,” Hatima whispered. “Taken in broad daylight.”
“What’s the world coming to?” Camilla replied gleefully. “What happened to her?”
Traffic waned as they traveled northwards along the Atlantic, but the car weaved back and forth across the road. Frowning, Tamsin glanced up at the driver. Though the car was cold with air-conditioning, the back of his neck was covered with sweat.
“The wall had to sell everything he owned to pay the ransom. The family is ruined, of course, but at least the wife was returned.”
“You mean they didn’t hurt her?” Camilla sounded disappointed.
“No, they just wanted money. It was—”
Hatima’s voice ended in a scream as their driver veered hard right and slammed on the brakes. The limousine spun around twice, skidding across the road before it crashed heavily into a sandbank.
The driver threw open his door and ran back towards Tarfaya.
“Where are you going?” Camilla cried. Her long nails scraped against the handle as she reached for her door.
The door handle was abruptly yanked out of her hand from the other side. Three men in black masks and desert camouflage leaned threateningly into the back seat, shouting orders in a language that Tamsin didn’t understand.
Her own side door was yanked open. She whirled around with a gasp.
A man, taller than the others, towered over her. Beneath his black mask, she could see a cruel mouth and steel-gray eyes that bored into her like a revolver pressing into her flesh.
“Tamsin Winter,” he said in English. “At last you are mine.”
He knew her name. A strange sort of bandit, she thought dimly, even as she heard the other women screaming behind her. Why would a desert bandit know her name?
Had her prayers been answered and he’d come to save her?
No! she thought desperately. No one could save her. Tamsin had to marry Aziz or her sister would pay the price.
What had Hatima said the bandits wanted? Money? Licking her lips nervously, she sat up straight, trying to stare him down.
“I am the future bride of Aziz ibn Mohamed al-Maghrib,” she said. “Touch a hair on my head and he will kill you. Return me safely, and you will be rewarded.”
“Ah.” The man’s mouth stretched into a smile, showing white, even teeth. “And how would he reward me?”
He had a strange accent, the flat vowels of an American punctuated with something more exotic—the rolling Rs of a Spaniard. Who was this man? He was more than a mere brigand. The thought frightened her.
“A million euros,” she said recklessly.
“A fine number.”
“You’ll be rich,” she agreed, praying that Aziz’s uncle, who held the wealth in the family, would actually pay it.
“A generous offer,” the brigand said. “But, unfortunately for you, money is not what I’m after.”
He reached into the back seat, grabbing her shoulders. Tamsin screamed, kicking and clawing at his face.
“Don’t fight me,” he growled.
She only screamed and kicked harder. One of her shoes slammed hard against his groin. Cursing, he restrained her wrists with one hand. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a white cloth and pressed it against her mouth.
He was drugging her! She tried not to breathe, but after a minute she couldn’t stop herself from taking a gasping breath. The air tasted sickly sweet through the cloth. She tried to twist her face away, but the man wouldn’t allow it. She took another breath, and the desert horizon started to spin before it all went black.
Tamsin woke up in a very soft bed.
She opened her eyes slowly. Her head pounded. She could hear the lapping of water, the creaking of wood, the caw of seagulls overhead.
And she realized she was naked.
Sitting up straight in bed, she pulled the luxurious cotton sheets away from her body. She was wearing her see-through white lace bra and panties—her wedding-night lingerie—and nothing else.
“I trust you slept well.”
She yanked the sheets up to her chin. A handsome stranger was leaning against the doorway. He was tall, broad-shouldered and olive-skinned, with short, wavy dark hair. He wore a crisp white shirt and dark pants that molded to his muscular body.
She’d never seen him before, but she recognized his voice. That cruel, sensual mouth. Most of all, those dark, cold eyes.
“Where am I?” She had a hazy memory of being on a helicopter and then driven through the streets of Tangiers. “What did you do with Camilla and Hatima?”
He stepped into the cabin, his gray eyes alight with malignant hatred as he looked at her. “You should be worried about what I’m going to do with you.”
That was exactly what she was trying not to think about. If she did, she’d start screaming with terror and fear. Not just for herself but for ten-year-old Nicole, who was still held hostage in Tarfaya, depending on her to get through this.
She had to hold herself together long enough to come up with a plan of escape.
“Did you kidnap them as well?” she asked, despising the involuntary tremble in her voice. “Where have you taken me? Have
you sent a ransom note to the Sheikh?”
He folded his arms. “There will be no ransom note.”
“What?”
He took a step closer to the bed. His whole body was muscular and taut beneath his fine clothes, as if only sheer will kept him from grabbing her.
“I left the others in Tarfaya,” he said. “I only need you.”
She swallowed. “Me? Why?”
He just stared down at her, his face a handsome, arrogant mask.
She tried again. “Where are we?”
His full, sensual lip curled into a line of contempt. “My yacht.”
Well, yes, even she could have guessed that much. She glanced through the port window. The sun was just starting to set, trailing a pathway of crimson and orange across the water. She couldn’t see a trace of land. They were out on the open sea, she thought, where no one would hear her scream.
If he hadn’t kidnapped her for ransom, then why? No matter what the tabloids seemed to believe, nothing about her was special. And her family had nothing he could want. Her brother’s company was hanging on by a thread.
“Who are you?” she whispered.
“Your captor. That’s all you need to know.”
Tasmin pressed her shaking hands against the sheet to hide their tremor. She couldn’t let him see her fear. Bullies lived to control, to inspire terror. She’d learned that from her father. The only way to survive was to respond with defiance. “What do you want with me?”
He sat on the edge of the bed and reached to caress her cheek. “You are a beautiful woman, señorita, famed for your power over men. Can’t you guess what I want?”
She shivered at his brief touch. Up close, he was even more handsome. Dark and dangerous, he emanated power. If they’d met at a London club, she would have been attracted to him, fascinated even.
Could she really fight a man like this and hope to win?
Her fingers clutched the sheet between them like a shield. Nicole, she thought. Remember Nicole.
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