The ache deep in me bordered on painful, I was so turned-on. I couldn’t catch my breath and sucked in little gasps. My orgasm hovered so close, almost there, and I was beside myself only with tit play. Tauni stopped stroking me and I tried to hang on to her hands. “No, don’t stop.”
“Shh. Let me. There is so much more I can do. Your lovely breasts are just the beginning.”
Tauni moved her knee between my thighs and pulled my hips close to her. My pussy rubbed against her thigh and I pushed harder. Tauni pressed me back to Brian so he could cradle me in his strong arms. I arched my back slightly so the tips of my breasts were more visible. Tauni’s gaze dropped to them and another thrill rushed through me knowing that I was being looked at by her. Her lips found me and tugged, sucked, teased, and nibbled. My fingers tangled into her hair and held her close, not wanting her to stop.
I felt a little guilty for being so passive. But I simply didn’t have any control over my body. Powerful feelings overwhelmed me and made it incapable of reciprocation. As I lay back on Brian, he slid his hands to the sides of my breasts, pushing them together for Tauni. My foggy, passion-clouded brain wasn’t working right, returning the favor and taking initiative would have to come later. I enjoyed this so much I didn’t want to move, because if I did it might all go away. She kissed and touched me in the most intimate ways, like she knew exactly what buttons to press. I absorbed Brian’s energy from behind me and began to feel powerful with my sexuality. I hoped his enjoyment matched my own.
Tauni let my nipple pop out of her mouth. Holding my gaze, she stretched her tongue out and flicked the tip, and then sucked it in and out of her mouth. My nipple grew harder and longer than ever before. When Tauni gently bit on the hard peak the pleasure-edged pain was indescribable. A direct current ran between my tits and my clit, humming with pleasure and close to orgasmic. Trembling overtook my body and deep inside my belly, my muscles began to quake on their own.
“Are you cold?” Tauni asked.
My throat wouldn’t work and I couldn’t form a word to reply. Tauni’s mouth moved closer to my nipple again and all I could do was stare, more turned-on than ever. I did manage to slowly shake my head in answer to her question.
Butterflies raced around my stomach and flew lower, zeroing in on my core. I shuddered again.
“We can take this inside if you like?”
“No, here in the tub.” I could barely manage the words and didn’t want to lose the momentum of the moment. And if we stopped, then maybe I wouldn’t try it again.
Fascinated, I watched as she brushed her lips over my breast and ran her tongue down the center of my stomach and lower to my belly button. She swirled her tongue around and my belly fluttered in response. Oh God.
Tauni’s hands grasped my ass in a rough grip. Her strength surprised me, and she easily raised me to the surface of the water as her mouth kissed lower and lower. Her chin pushed on my pubic bone, then she slipped lower. “My, my…clean shaven. That makes it so much easier.”
Brian understood what Tauni was thinking and they were worked in tandem. He moved his legs under me and supported my body with his thighs. This allowed Tauni to rest her hands on the inside of my thighs, her thumbs gently stroking up and down, spreading my lips apart. My pelvic muscles clenched and I held my breath. I couldn’t tear my gaze away when her tongue snaked out and licked. Slowly, sensually, she lapped me. A long, steady stroke ending with a flick at my super charged clit. She watched me and I could tell she was still smiling. She knew exactly what she was doing to me and how much I enjoyed watching her do it.
It was absolutely shocking and my head fell back onto Brian’s chest, a low growl came from me and I spiraled down the tunnel of sensation, lost in her stroking and probing.
I went limp against Brian. Tauni took the cue and buried her face between my legs. She licked and sucked on the lips, tugging and nibbling, then ran her tongue down to my hot, waiting hole, while her thumb rubbed against my clit. Then just as quickly, it was out and sucking its way along my lips to my throbbing clit. I writhed in Brian’s arms and moaned when Tauni’s fingers pushed in.
A rushing, wonderful sensation teased me and if I relaxed and let it happen, I would come.
No fantasy required.
“Don’t stop,” I whispered.
“Do you like?” Tauni’s voice was muffled against me.
“Yes,” I admitted to her, Brian, and myself. “I do like…” My voice trailed off. I couldn’t form coherent words and didn’t bother trying anymore, it was impossible to talk and feel this much at the same time.
Brian rubbed my nipples and Tauni licked, I teetered on the edge of bliss. Then Tauni was on my clit with her mouth. She pulled it between her lips and chewed lightly, while her fingers pushed their way in me. She thrust in and curled her fingers, teasing that mind-blowing spot only Brian had been able to reach.
Lost in my body, muscles tightened and I held my breath, all nerve endings sensitive to the slightest touch. Never had I reached this level of sensation before. Tauni and Brian brought me closer...and closer to exquisite release. Both of them at the same time killing me with their touch. Licking, stroking, nibbling, probing and sucking.
I hovered in space, the high temperature of the water heated my already electrified body hotter. It was near to unbearable. I tensed. Would it happen? Would I have the orgasm both Brian and Tauni worked so hard for me to have? The feeling stayed and didn’t slip away. It grew, long and slow and exquisite.
“Oh, soon.” My words were breathy. “Yes, yes, yes, yes.”
Brian must have sensed I was close to the brink. His voice was soft in my ear. “Let it go, relax. I’m here with you, holding you, stroking you, loving you. I want to see you come. Come for me, Kelly, come hard.”
I opened my eyes and our gazes locked together. I wanted to see his face as he watched me come. And then the beautiful, swirling sensations built in me, stronger and more powerful. He faded away in my vision as my focus shifted to the wonderful feeling growing stronger.
I sucked in a deep breath and held it. “Almost. Oh, oh…here it is…” And my breath rushed out as release crashed around me. I heard my own voice let out a long, low moan as brilliant lights funneled down to a fine, piercing point, and then my explosive orgasm fractured out from the very core of me like shards of glass.
Brian held me tight, and Tauni kept licking, sucking and plunging her fingers into me. Waves rushed over me and kept rolling over and over. I didn’t want it to stop and clamped my legs shut, locking Tauni between them. The pulsing ebbed and then with another plunge of Tauni’s fingers and her lips sucking my clit, she sent me over the edge again. It was powerful and sweet at the same time and it continued a little longer. My body jerked with the pulses that seemed to last for ages before I came back from my kaleidoscope of fiery colors. My wonderful place of bliss. Brian’s arms held me tight and Tauni didn’t move, still locked between my thighs.
My breath was gone and slowly my tense muscles relaxed. I floated down under the water, next to Brian. My head fell against his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me, hugging me tight to him. A sigh of contentment blew softly from my lips and I reached out to Tauni, took her hand and tugged her to sit next to me.
I leaned against Brian and ran my fingers down his chest, resting my hand in his lap.
“Okay?” he asked me.
“Mmm. Just fine.” I was a woman contented.
I smiled at him and wrapped my fingers around his still hard cock and stroked him. Up and down. Tauni’s hands cupped my breasts and held them, her gentle touch tender and wonderful. She brought me down gently with her lips and hands.
I kissed across Brian’s chest, along his neck and nibbled the lobe of his ear, then whispered, “Now it’s your turn.”
Chapter 4
I thought I was still asleep but my foggy state of mind couldn’t tell between sleep and hangover. My neck ached, I felt queasy and my heart was racing. Classic symptoms of a catego
ry seven hangover. The wonderful, delicious red wine always got me the next day. Clearly, I hadn’t drank enough water last night to help hydrate. I pushed the pillow under my sore neck and tried to snuggle into its downy softness.
Memories surged into my pained brain. It had been something altogether different. All sense of normalcy had floated up and away on the hot tub mist into the star-speckled sky.
I shivered at the memory of what I, we, had done and enjoyed. I had sex with another woman. Why did I shiver, what did it mean? My head hurt too much to think. I needed to take something and swallowed a couple of aspirin with some water I had by the bed. I tucked the pillow a little more, hoping to ease the ache. A little while longer in bed should fix the headache and the cozy comforter didn’t want to let me go so I burrowed down and snuggled up next to Brian, hoping for a couple more hours of sleep.
Brian spooned me from behind. He was close and his arms held me tight. I curled my fingers around his forearm and stroked his skin with my fingertips. In his sleep he pulled me closer and hugged me tight.
He was still with me. My eyes closed and I let sleep take me away.
* * * *
“I’m starved.” Brian held the newspaper in front of him. “Are you ready for breakfast?”
I rested my forehead against the window and it cooled my skin. Overnight it had snowed again, blanketing the ground in virgin white. All evidence of last night erased, a quiet secret hidden under the depth of cold. I hugged my arms around me, trying to keep the nerves at bay.
My gaze searched down the path to the main lodge. Who was I looking for? Tauni? Had it really happened or was it a wine-induced dream?
Brian hadn’t said a word about it. It confused me a little bit that he hadn’t broached the subject. If he didn’t bring it up then I knew I had to. Maybe that’s what he’s waiting for. I wondered if it would change things, would we be different as a couple?
“Hey there.” Brian’s voice broke through my thoughts. “Let’s go get some food.”
“I’m not sure. I don’t feel hungry.”
He had put aside his paper and came to me from behind. His arms circled my waist and pulled me against him. I closed my eyes and rested my head against his chest, absorbing his strength.
“Come on.” He gave me a little jiggle.
He felt so good and so strong. I crossed my arms over his and took a deep breath.
“I think I know why you’re hesitant about breakfast,” he murmured against my neck.
I didn’t comment. I wanted to know what he was going to say. “You’re worried you will see Tauni.”
Both relief and anxiety invaded me. This meant we now had to deal with the events of last night. But mostly, I had to deal with it and figure out everything that went with it. But now wasn’t the time, and I decided to be like Scarlett O’Hara and think about it tomorrow. The confidence I felt last night seemed to fade in the light of day and lack of bravado-inducing wine.
Brian’s strong arms held me against him and I took the strength he gave to me, let it build me up and give me confidence to face the next steps.
Brian turned me around in his arms until I faced him.
I shyly looked up at him, feeling a lack of confidence with myself which unnerved me on its own and unsure of where our partnership now stood.
“I love you.” The intensity in his gaze moved me to my core. I sucked in a deep breath and felt relief. “Come on, you’ll feel better after you eat.”
The cold morning, like a dash of icy water, woke me up and cleared the cobwebs from my brain. The walk outside was refreshing and invigorating.
The contrast to the warmth of the breakfast room with a cheery fire burning in the hearth made me feel alive. The room faced the sunrise with a wall of windows, a clever choice to wake up all the sleepy heads and encourage them back on the slopes for the day. It also doubled as a lounge later in the afternoon and evening.
Stone walls gave the room a rustic feel, accentuated with area rugs scattered on the wooden plank floor, and plants hung from the ceiling fully enjoying the morning sun. Books stacked on the deep oak shelves gave a cozy ambience. Leather couches and wing chairs sat waiting for weary skiers to settle on them with drinks after a day on the slopes.
After a quick glance around the room, I pulled Brian behind me and wove through the tables to one next to the window. We were early enough to be the only ones in the restaurant. I wanted Brian all to myself, but I also needed time to digest my new emotions and feelings.
I wrapped my hands around the oversize coffee mug and inhaled the aroma. Brian’s gaze met mine over the rim of the cup and he winked at me. I smiled at him and sighed. I was sure it was going to be okay, but I still had a lot to think about. After taking a sip, I set the mug down.
“Would you mind if I spent a few hours at the spa this morning?”
Brian reached across the table and took my hand. “Of course not, you know you don’t have to ask. Take your time and enjoy yourself.”
He was such a wonderful man and I treasured every moment we shared together. Both of us, like many people, had pasts that had been challenging. A long-ago relationship had been a hard one for Brian. He had hit rock bottom emotionally and financially, and his rise had been an enlightened one. He had developed a very caring and non-judging nature he shared with those around him.
I considered him a highly evolved male and told him this frequently. He just smiled whenever I said it. His unique way of viewing things made it easy to learn from him, so unlike other men I had known. I had to wonder what kind of lesson would come out of this recent experience.
“What will you do while I’m at the spa?”
“Oh, I don’t know. Maybe go to the sports bar and see what games are on, or ski for a few hours.”
I nodded. “You would enjoy that.” I paused for a moment, tried to think of what to say next. “Please don’t think I don’t want to be with you. I just need--”
“Kelly. Relax. It’s okay.” I knew he was trying to reassure me and felt comforted by it.
“I know. Okay. I just need some time to think.” I watched him intently, searching for something in his gaze. An indication of disappointment or disgust? Why couldn’t I think positively, that he could perhaps be happy about our adventure, pleased by the experience? Happy for me to experience something we had talked about for so long. Knowing him as I did, it surprised me I took the negative approach rather than the positive.
Our breakfast was wonderful and the eggs Benedict perfect. With our bellies full, we left the breakfast room and I kissed him. “See you in a few hours.”
“Go have fun.”
Chapter 5
Only one massage appointment was available and I grabbed it. I should have realized booking ahead would have been a better idea. I had ninety minutes to look forward to under the skillful hands of Judy. She would be out shortly to collect me and whisk me away to the treat of an aromatherapy massage.
Speakers strategically placed around the room and hidden from view filled the air with wonderful, relaxing music. A sideboard next to the window groaned under the array of healthy delights and I poured myself a glass of water flavored with lemon and cucumber slices. A big, comfy chair next to the fireplace beckoned and I curled up in it wearing the spa robe and slippers I had changed into a short time ago.
As I sat surrounded by the tranquility of the spa I realized the nervousness in my tummy stemmed from another woman about to touch me. I was to relax, not be turned-on. God, I hoped not.
A woman came in and crossed the room. “Hi Kelly, I’m Judy.” She was an older woman with mature eyes, and a calm demeanor that instantly reassured me. A massage was just what I needed.
“Are you ready?”
“Yes. I’m looking forward to it.”
She led me down a beautifully lit hall to a room at the end. The dim lights comforted and set a restful ambience. Low, soft music circled around me and wrapped us in its soothing tones. The gentle, strumming notes encourage
d me to relax even further.
“Let’s choose an oil.” Judy had three different bottles. She took the lids off and had me smell them with my eyes closed. The first was spicy and sweet, the second musky and flowery and the last one citrusy. “Which one is for you?”
“The second one.”
“A good choice.” Judy described the combination of essential oils and their purpose. I had chosen one perfect for my current mood. The scents were calming, which would help me clear my head and think.
She helped me on the table. “Do you prefer being covered?”
I thought about it for a moment and decided to let her decide. “Whatever is best for a good massage.” I closed my eyes, waiting to be carried away into a world of mediation and thought.
Her fingers started with my toes, the scent of the oil worked its way up to my nostrils as her hand slid up my legs. The towel covering me slipped aside and I didn’t worry about it. I managed to get inside myself, relax, think, and meditate while my body was manipulated by her hands. I allowed my mind to wander where I hadn’t wanted it to earlier.
Last night came back in a powerful memory. I went through every touch, taste, and sensation in my mind. Arousal lurked just beyond my grasp and I wanted it to stay there, distant and promising.
Judy’s hands moved across my stomach and worked their way to my breasts.
Tauni’s hands had been different, passionate and demanding a response. Judy’s hands were caring and manipulating. She turned me over and tended to my shoulders. I relaxed more and went deeper into my thoughts.
I had always known, deep in my soul, a sexual experience with another woman would happen. I didn’t know when or how, but at some point in my life I would step on the path that led me to this destination. It had been wonderful and I enjoyed it immensely. It had felt right and I was fairly certain it wouldn’t be my last experience.
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