by Quinn, Cari
She straightened her shoulders. “Thanks.”
Meg smiled. “Most people would be babbling about how awesome they were.”
Harper shrugged. She’d eaten lunch with Mick Jagger for three months straight when she was eleven. She just didn’t get starstruck.
“I don’t know if you’re the ultimate professional or if you’re jaded.”
“Both.”
Meg chuckled. “That’s probably very true. I hired you because of your roadie background, not your knife skills.” Harper’s back stiffened. “Now, don’t get upset. I know you’re going to leave me.” Meg held up her hand before she could interrupt. “You’ve got talent in the kitchen. Admirable talent. But you’re not really suited for the everyday food on a tour. You’ll end up doing something absurdly awesome someday. Until that someday, I want you with me.”
“Okay…” Harper trailed off.
Meg wrapped her fingers around Harper’s hands. “I like you because—for the most part—you don’t let these guys get under your skin. I’ve had many a chef cave under the pressure of this job. And not just the crazy hours we have. The tour is filled with parties, drugs, sex—hell, that’s my favorite part.” She winked. “But most can’t handle it.”
Harper had caved to one of those pressures. So many times, she wasn’t sure how she was going to live without it when next week came. She lifted her chin. “I grew up with musicians. They don’t interest me.”
“Well, not unless they’re six foot five and built like a damn Adonis.”
Harper felt her face flame, but she kept her mouth shut. What the heck could she say?
“See? If I was pounding the hell out of that fine man, I’d be screaming it from the rooftops.”
Harper’s mouth dropped open. Brain whirling, she snapped her mouth shut with an audible click of teeth.
Meg tapped Harper’s cheek lightly. “Again, my case in point. I don’t blame you. For fuck’s sake, I admire you. That’s a tree I’d have climbed in a snap. And even better, you don’t let it get in the way of working. I can’t say I’d be the same.”
“My work is important.”
Meg tucked her dark hair behind her ear. “Oh, honey. Don’t be so serious. You’re young. You’re supposed to be banging the hell out of a bunch of guys. And you will. The first rock star is always the hardest to get over.”
“Been there, done that.”
Meg’s eyebrow rose. “Really?”
Harper tucked her fisted hands into her apron. She hadn’t meant to say that, dammit. “It was a long time ago.”
“Filled with secrets, Pruitt. You’re just full up to the neck with them, aren’t you?”
She lifted a shoulder. There was no way she was bringing her teen idiocies into this conversation. Not when Meg turned into a gossipy teenager with four shots of tequila in her.
Meg folded her arms across her chest. “I think I need to get you drunk one night before the end of the tour.”
“I’d drink you under the table.”
With a laugh, Meg clapped her hands sharply. “You just might. I’d be willing to try out that bluff, though.”
“Harper, what temperature do you want these at?”
Harper turned at Annie’s voice. “Five hundred for seven minutes.” She looked back at Meg. “So, this VIP? Do you need me to do something special?”
“Yes, actually. He’s a man’s man. Absolutely freaking delicious. Wait until you see this guy.” Meg fanned her face. “But he doesn’t do chicken. So I need you to do a few fillets for him and the Oblivion boys. Something that doesn’t need to stay hot.”
“Record exec?”
Meg shook her head, and her jet black hair danced. “Designer, actually. Up and comer that’s taking L.A. and New York by storm. I think he’s looking at that kid, Simon, to model for him.”
Harper’s eyes widened.
“Yeah. The guy’s name is Roman.”
“Roman…?”
“That’s it. Just Roman. He’s a bit eccentric, and completely wild from what I’ve seen on Google. Seriously, the damage I’d do to this guy is absurd.”
Harper laughed. Meg’s raw honesty still astounded her. She hadn’t thought it was possible with all the things she’d seen in her life. “Okay. I’ll set up a simple cold menu that doesn’t include sissy chicken.”
Meg grinned. “I do love the boys that are unapologetic carnivores.”
“And I like feeding them. Just him? Or does he have a crew with him?”
“Plan for ten in all.”
Harper pulled her phone out of her pocket and tapped in a few notes. “No problem.”
“Normally I’d take this one, but Johnny’s on a freaking rampage, and I have to do some damage control. He’s made three of my girls cry this week. I need to do a little nut twisting.”
Harper winced. “Better you than me.”
“Oh, the glory of being the boss.” Meg slapped Harper’s arm. “Kick ass, kid. They’re going to set up at the pavilion behind us.”
Harper nodded and whirled back to her kitchen. Finally, her first break to actually do a menu. She shouted out orders for the main meal and snagged Annie after the chicken was set up on the steel trays.
“Okay, Annie. We’ve got a special menu to prepare. I need you to do a spring mix salad.” She moved to the huge fridge and pulled out goat cheese, plum tomatoes, sprouts, and a red onion.
“For how many?”
“At least ten.”
Annie nodded and pulled out a cutting board and one of the glittering red and black knives from the magnetic strip. Harper set her up on a corner of the counter space.
And they both got to work.
Within an hour they had a three course meal set up: large salads with a fillet across the top, drizzled in Harper’s own honey sesame dressing, a sushi plate for the Oblivion guys, and a chocolate mousse garnished in her candied strawberries, drizzled in ganache.
And because she knew the Oblivion people could pack it away, she added a bunch of bacon-wrapped chicken. She’d never seen so many skinny people with huge appetites in her life.
Annie opened up one of the carts and they loaded up. The karma gods were looking out for her because miracle of miracles, they actually had a paved path that led to the pavilion where the meeting was to be held.
As they crested the hill, she caught sight of Deacon. He’d donned what she thought of as his off-stage rocker clothes. Battered jeans, and equally battered shit kickers. He had his leather cuffs on, which definitely meant work-mode. But instead of one of his vintage t-shirts, he had a button down silvery grey shirt on, untucked, and his hair was down.
In the five weeks since she’d met him it had grown to lay on his shoulders in heavy chestnut waves with just the hint of sun-kissed gold. The aviator glasses completed the entire look.
And destroyed her damn panties.
The man was above and beyond delicious, and for the first time he truly looked like a rock god.
“That is a hot pack of men over there. I don’t know how Jazz doesn’t trip over her tongue daily.”
Harper hid a smile. “Gotta agree with you.”
“Is it wrong that I want to do a lot of illegal things to the lead singer?”
“There’s a line.”
“I don’t care,” Annie said with a sigh. “It would be worth it.” They were both at the rear of the cart, pushing it up the incline. “Can I ask you something?”
“Only if I can reserve the right to say no comment.”
Annie blew out raspberries. “That’s probably going to be your answer.”
Going on instinct, Harper took a deep breath. “Yes, I’m seeing Deacon.”
“No shit?” Annie’s bright blue eyes widened. “I’d heard some people talk, but you seem so…I don’t know. Unaffected, maybe?”
Harper hissed, wishing for her work gloves when the metal cart bit into her palm. “Have you looked at him?”
Annie laughed. “You are human.”
Harp
er slid her gaze to the redhead with the wild curls that just wouldn’t be contained under her work bandana. “Of course I’m human.”
“Well, duh. But what I mean is, you work all day, and then you disappear at night. We see you in the morning, and you’re never late.” Her words tumbled over each other in her haste to spit out whatever she wanted to say before they got to the pavilion. “But all you do is work. We never see you at the parties.”
“So, I’m a human bore?”
“Oh, God, this isn’t coming out right.” Annie banged her head on her hands wrapped around the edge of the cart.
Harper snorted. “Relax, Annie. I know I’m not exactly Miss Social.” Her gaze zeroed in on Deacon again and those shoulders that made her crazy. “I’m not hiding this thing with Deacon, but I’m not shouting it from the rooftops either.”
“Considering Johnny Cage has gone through about five—that I know of, mind you—girls on the staff, yeah, I don’t blame you.”
“Deacon’s not like that.”
“Oh, really?” Interest burned in Annie’s voice.
Dammit. She’d totally fallen for that one. “We’re having fun. That’s all there is to it.”
“Put in a good word for me. I want to have fun with Simon.”
“Bat those big blue eyes at him and you’ll be golden.”
Annie rolled her eyes. “Oh yeah, the orphan Annie look is totally going to get the hot rock god.”
“Like you’d say no if he banged you to ‘The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow’.”
Annie stopped in her tracks, and Harper braced herself on the cart so it wouldn’t wheel back down the incline.
“What?”
Annie’s laughter rang out loud enough that Deacon and Nick turned to look at them. Which only made her laugh louder. “I can’t believe you said that.”
“You were begging for it.”
Annie sighed. “I so totally would.”
Harper’s laugh mixed with Annie’s and suddenly the cart was moving a helluva lot easier. Harper looked up, and Deacon’s wide, dimpled grin filled her view. “Hello there.”
“Hi, yourself. Need a hand?”
Her lips would not behave. They instantly slid into a goofy smile. “I wouldn’t say no.”
“You should have texted me, I would have come down to help.”
“It’s my job to get sweaty, big guy, not yours.”
His eyes tracked to Annie then back to her and his dimple deepened.
“Deacon meet Annie.”
“Pleasure.”
Annie’s gaze was decidedly lower. In fact, it was centered around his bulging biceps. “Pleasure’s entirely mine.”
“Head out of the gutter, Annie. Or I’ll make you go back to the tent.”
“Right.” Her twinkling eyes made it above Deacon’s neck, and they softened immediately. He had that effect on any and all women. Harper included.
Kind eyes that had an innate warmth that made everyone feel at ease. Pair that with the dimple and the mop of soft hair he was disarming. Today, with the added bonus of rocker wear, he was downright lethal.
They finally got to the level ground of the pavilion and Deacon rounded the cart to slide his hand around her waist.
“Working here.” But she didn’t try to pull away. She couldn’t. Not when every touch reminded her that he wanted her. Worse yet, that one of them was going to be her last—far too soon.
The tips of his fingers had snuck under the ties of her apron, the hem of her shirt, and brushed the dip of her spine, down into her jeans. Long clever fingers that knew just where to touch, even in a room full of people. She wanted to close her eyes and let him pull her inside the cocoon of warmth they created together.
To let him drag her inside until the energy and passion that swirled between them turned off her brain. A place that only Deacon could create.
He pushed her back until the cart blocked them from prying eyes. Well, most of her anyway. Her ancient jeans gave way to his wide palm, cupping her ass. He slid one thigh between hers, bringing her tight against him. “Lunch isn’t until one.”
She shot a look at the cheap watch taped to the cart. “It’s 12:57, smart guy.” There, her voice didn’t even tremble.
He ground her against his muscled thigh, those damn clever fingers already sliding between her cheeks. She moved restlessly against him, conscious of how sweaty she was from working. He didn’t seem to care.
In fact, his eyes were glowing with intent behind his amber sunglasses. So thoroughly Deacon and yet not. Just a touch darker. The subtle change in his demeanor started with a stare. Then the scrape of his leather cuff against her ass as he reached a little deeper until the tips of his fingers teased inside her.
She dragged in a breath. The man made her crazy. He also made her bold. The clench of his jaw as he watched her always revved her up.
“I can do a lot of damage in three minutes,” he said in the voice that usually followed her into sleep.
She gripped the front of his shirt. The smooth material was hot to the touch thanks to the sun-strength heat that seemed to pour off the man.
He pulled her closer until the seam of her jeans bit into the front of her. The sudden friction and the slow pulse of his almost penetration somersaulted her from playful teasing to the freight train collision of an orgasm. His mouth hovered over hers, but didn’t connect.
Instead, her pussy was detonating with the quickest orgasm of her life, and he was eating her with his eyes.
“I want inside you so bad,” he whispered into her mouth. His lips were velvet against hers, his breath filling her mouth with mint and chocolate. So close and still not covering her the way she wanted, while the punishing burn of denim and cotton sliced her brain into two. Rational logic ran for the hills as color blasted around the fringes of her vision.
In the center was Deacon. Her fingernails dug into the impenetrable muscle of shoulder and neck, as she tried to drag him down to her.
“You’re soaked,” he panted against her mouth. “My cock would slide in so easy.” His ridiculously long fingers could only reach so far. Just a tease.
Just a fucking tease.
“Like the cliffs, when I was so deep inside you that we wore Red Rock dust for days. It was etched into my palms from trying to climb inside you.”
“Deacon,” she said against his mouth. It was all she could manage as memories of that night finished her off. “I can’t—I need.”
And then he was finally giving her that one thing. His mouth. Sealed around hers, his tongue as invasive and hard as his cock could be. Fuck—if she had her way, the way it would be later.
He pushed further down until she heard the tear of her ancient seams and her button gave way just enough that he finally got his fingers inside of her. He growled into the kiss and held himself there. She clenched around him, her body strung so tight her muscles shook. He ground her against his thigh, his groan as strangled as hers. Shaking, decimated, appalled, she folded silently into the white noise of her release.
By the time she realized where she was again she had handfuls of his hair in her fists and she was pretty sure she’d actually blacked out for a second.
Noises and laughter insinuated themselves into their cocoon. The madness that had switched off rational thought dissipated. Deacon withdrew from her quickly. Off-balance, she grabbed his forearms.
“Wow.”
Harper whirled around, backing into Deacon and his steel girder of a fucking hard-on. He twisted his fingers into her belt loop, holding her there.
Annie was back. She stood frozen with a clipboard pressed to her chest. “Now I know why you disappear. I would, too.”
“Crap.” Harper pushed her hair out of her face. Deacon was as bad as she was about getting his hands in her hair.
He cleared his throat and she felt him buttoning his shirt behind her. When he shifted away, she made a circle and sure enough, her clip was on the ground.
Harper stood and wound her hair
back on top of her head. Her gaze clashed with Deacon’s and she saw the heat there and the humor.
Training, a lifetime of goals, and some untapped well of willpower saved her. She pushed him back. “Go away. You are a troublemaker.”
He wrapped his long, elegant fingers around her wrists and pulled her forward. It didn’t matter that Annie was right behind them, didn’t matter that she should be professional right now, she went up on her toes and met him in a quick, hot kiss. She poured all the frustration and thanks into the meeting of mouths. When she dropped back down on her heels, she drowned in his shielded gaze.
Cripes, he still had his sunglasses on. She thanked whatever karma points she was cashing in that her apron covered her busted button because it felt like she was peeled open and on display.
For a split second, he was going to ask her to do something stupid. She could see it in his eyes. In the way he looked around. In the tightening of his jaw. Finally, he let her go and took a step back. “Tonight.”
“Tonight,” she agreed.
Twenty-One
September 7, 1:08 PM - Our Strange Little Life
Deacon climbed onto one of the picnic tables, propping his feet on the bench seat. He pulled his shirttails forward as he braced his elbows on his knees, hunching forward to hide the painful hard-on behind his zipper.
Watching Harper didn’t help. Her scent clung to his shirt, his hands, his skin. She eased around a large banquet table, where a tray full of perfect salads sat beside a stash of commercial salad dressings along with a gravy boat of something she’d made.
By now, he could tell the difference between the efficiently cool Harper that did her job, and this one that oozed pride in her work. She’d done this spread. She’d been chosen by Food Riot because of the quality of her work.
She was the ultimate professional while on duty, with a seriousness that could melt away into a smile to a co-worker or client. This was what Harper was meant to do.
The realization of that tightened the muscles of his back and arced into his neck with a lance of unease.
She was meant for this as surely as he was meant for the stage. And yet, when they overlapped, she was the first person to actually feel like home to him.