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by Lionel Trilling


  He could not tell, but jealousy implied the estimate of value, of store set

  upon something. And as he walked to his luncheon appointment with

  Outram, it seemed to him that what Kramer had expressed was not an

  evaluation of Vincent’s youthful advantages or of Outram’s power. No

  one could be more precise in his use of language than Kramer, and he

  would have said envy if he had meant it. Jealousy meant that Kramer had

  in mind the connection that might develop between his two friends. It

  was love that Kramer had been thinking of rather than power, and to ex-

  ist with Outram in Kramer’s emotion gave Vincent a kind of parity with

  the man he had not yet seen. He felt an excitement which he thought of

  as confidence.

  It stood him in good stead, this confidence, for Outram had ap-

  pointed the Athletic Club as their place of meeting. He was staying at the

  Club, which of course quite became his position, and the Athletic Club

  at lunch hour was quite different from the Tennis Club of the morning.

  The Tennis Club was, at best, gentility—that is, status without power—

  and even its gentility was lately being somewhat eroded. But the Athletic

  Club was the power that made status. It proclaimed its nature in the

  largeness of all its furnishings, in the solidity of the walnut that panelled

  its walls and the permanence of the leather that covered its armchairs,

  in the very darkness of the great lobby, in the smell of the bar that was

  just off the lobby. Vincent felt sure that no club in New York or even

  London could better give the feeling of massed masculine force. One

  of Kramer’s stories about Harold Outram had for its occasion a drink

  at the Harvard Club, and Kramer had been annoyed at Vincent’s quick

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  foolish cry, “What does it look like—the Harvard Club?” Yet, as of course

  Kramer sensibly saw, a young man with Vincent’s work to do would nat-

  urally have a sociological interest in any number of things, in settings or

  ways of life or manners that he would not necessarily approve of. Vincent

  and his friends liked to think. Or these were the scientists of the great

  plants with their rather dry but not unfriendly looks [ sic]. Had anyone at

  any other time said to Vincent Hammell that reality was made here, he

  would have loftily resisted the idea. But now he felt it to be true, and he

  braced himself against the fact, feeling impalpable.

  He really did not know how to think about power. His mind turned

  to the appearance of the men about him. Here, if one saw tweeds, they

  were not the heavy stiff harsh tweeds that members of the university

  wore. And actually what one saw most were dark, softly-hanging cloths,

  distinguished from each other only by differences of pattern of the sub-

  tlest kind. Vincent had reason to be glad that instinct had taught him

  that if one must dress cheaply one did best with suits of grey flannel,

  with shirts of white oxford, with ties of the simplest stripe—they were far

  harder to find than might be supposed—and with sturdy, but not extrava-

  gantly sturdy, shoes. He despised himself for being aware of his propri-

  ety, but he could not help it. He comforted himself with the thought that

  such matters had not seemed trivial to Balzac and Stendhal, from whom

  he had learned the name of Straub, the great tailor of the Restoration, al-

  though be could not have named the tailor that made these men around

  him so beautifully unnoticeable.

  It was a small and frivolous mind that could be aware of appearance

  when so much reality was all about him: he was sure of that. These men

  made the things and decisions that affected the lives at least of thou-

  sands, perhaps of millions. That was power, that was the creation of real-

  ity. But he could not conceive the joy of that. All that he wanted was the

  license to move freely and without embarrassment in the world, to be

  swift and simple and a little touched with glory.

  chapter 6

  “This room,” Mr. Rykstrom said to Harold Outram, “is my last large

  work. A little painting I still do, mornings, before the real day begins,

  because if you come from my country early rising is in the blood. Yes, in

  the blood. But it is only a little painting on little pictures. Nothing large

  any more. Some day I return to my old scale. Meanwhile from my re-

  sponsibilities there are many pleasures. And you too must find—”

  Mr. Rykstrom left it to Harold Outram to know what he would find.

  He meant that Mr. Outram like Mr. Rykstrom had left the life of art for

  the life of administration, a sad choice but having its heroic compensa-

  tions.

  Harold Outram said, “A job, Mr. Rykstrom, is in any language a dirty

  job.”

  This young man was making things hard for Mr. Rykstrom. It was

  not Mr. Rykstrom’s intention to ask very much of the Peck Foundation.

  He chiefly wanted to involve the Foundation in the principle of aiding

  Meadowfield. His eye was to the future. But something was not going as

  it should. Outram was the kind of American Mr. Rykstrom admired—

  handsome, rapid, efficient and clothed with power. With such Americans

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  Mr. Rykstrom got on very well. But they did not usually show such irri-

  table, almost petulant, sensitivities as Harold Outram showed, quite as if

  he had a bad digestion. There had been the occasion when, in the office,

  going over the list of the faculty, Mr. Rykstrom had come to the name of

  Solocheff. “That Solocheff,” he had said, shaking, his head, “that Solo-

  cheff. A man not without talent, you understand, but not our best type.

  A Jew as we discovered, not a Czech at all. And like all Jews, a radical in

  secret. You know—a little bit radical, the way they are. He does not really

  fit.” That was all Mr. Rykstrom had said, yet when he looked up from the

  list he saw Outram openly scowling at him.

  This had been the more disconcerting because, although Mr. Ryk-

  strom was opposed to Jews on principle, the principle being their exces-

  sive tendency to abstract intellectuality, he had no feeling against Solo-

  cheff himself, who was actually not very clever. He had merely wanted to

  suggest to the secretary of the Peck Foundation how sound Meadowfield

  was. The late Mr. Peck had been known to dislike Jews.

  And now there was the moment when they were standing in the

  great reception hall known as the Saga Room, its walls covered with Mr.

  Rykstrom’s murals representing incidents from Scandinavian story, and

  Mr. Rykstrom was moved to say, “So you, an artist, deal with the mil-

  lions of Frank Ewart Peck, and I, an artist, deal with the fortune of Gilbey

  Walter, and we deal with each other. It is funny, isn’t it?” In his boyhood,

  Mr. Rykstrom had read in novels of people making statements through

  clenched teeth but he had never actually seen that phenomenon until

  Harold Outram answered his question by saying, “Very funny.”

  Mr. Rykstrom could not understand on what principle his guest was

  showing resistance. This handsome young man, this American type, was


  clearly making a reference to something within himself that was hostile.

  Mr. Rykstrom was used to an American division of feeling, the reference

  to a principle which was not the one by which the man daily acted. In

  most cases this had been useful to Mr. Rykstrom. It frequently took the

  form of a kind of generous guilt and he had come to think of it as a char-

  acteristically American emotion. It was what he counted on to swell the

  endowment of Meadowfield and no doubt it had even been responsible

  for Meadowfield’s creation. A situation in which the arts were involved

  seemed especially to bring it into play. But Meadowfield was not having

  the anticipated effect upon Harold Outram.

  It occurred to Mr. Rykstrom that his guest had perhaps been talk-

  ing to the people at the university. But this did not seem likely and in

  any case Mr. Rykstrom could not take the university’s rivalry with any

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  seriousness. The City University had never recovered from the decisive

  defeat which Meadowfield represented. It was still not able to explain

  what terrible error it had made that had decided Gilbey Walter to divert

  to the creation of Meadowfield the huge sums once clearly destined for

  the university. As any member of the department of philosophy or of

  English literature could have explained, men can endure catastrophe if

  they can only give a meaning to it—and so, after ten years, it was still a

  lively question what was the act of president or trustees, or some dean or

  professor, or even some student, that had brought about Gilbey Walter’s

  terrible change of heart. But nothing had ever been discovered to make

  the event understandable. One day the university believed that it had

  in store a great future of libraries, laboratories, gymnasiums and high

  salaries. The next day it knew that these things were dreams and that a

  strange institution to be called Meadowfield was to be a reality. Not all

  the wisdom of the university could make the explanation. It could only

  counsel a tragic acceptance. The hopes were now in the past and there

  was nothing to do but to remain proud, earnest and second-rate.

  The university was alone in its grief. No doubt, if it had been made

  richer and handsomer by Gilbey Walter, the interest and affection of the

  city would have gone out to it. As things were, the city took its pride and

  pleasure in Meadowfield and probably understood it better than it would

  have understood even an expanded and renovated university.

  On three square miles of good ground, not far from the limits of the

  city, Gilbey Walter had constructed his center for the artistic life of the

  region. Within two years he had built and staffed a school of painting,

  another of sculpture, another of architecture. There shortly followed a

  school of instrumental and vocal music, a school of musical composi-

  tion. The arts of dramatic production, including opera, had a building

  to themselves, with four theatres, three small and one large, and many

  workshops. Textile design and manufacture had been provided for, as

  well as ceramics and glassware.

  In addition to its training of professional artists and craftsmen, Mead-

  owfield reached out to touch the city’s life at many points. With great suc-

  cess it introduced the pleasures of community singing. It taught adults

  the arts of finger-painting and clay-modelling and instructed housewives

  in interior decoration. And although its original program had not includ-

  ed specifically intellectual pursuits, it had come to devote some part of

  its efforts to study-groups and with so much success that more and more

  of the city’s organizations put their cultural problems into the efficient

  care of Meadowfield. But the chief intention of Gilbey Walter had been

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  to establish here in the Middle West an institution which would be a

  home for every art. He had had it in mind to check the emigration of the

  young artists to the East and to Europe and to attract here the great fig-

  ures from Europe and the East. The latter intention was an afterthought.

  If it seemed to contradict the regional premise of Walter’s great enter-

  prise, actually it was a true expression of that premise. For one thing, it

  was a kind of revenge, a raiding of the metropolitan centers. And then

  the scheme required that the great cities should confirm its defiance of

  them. And the men of the old centers of culture had been drawn to this

  mid-western American outpost. The French, it is true, were not well rep-

  resented among the foreign artists who came to Meadowfield. To Gilbey

  Walter while he was alive and to his representatives after he was dead,

  this was not entirely a matter of regret. The French practice of the arts

  took an insufficient view of the part which national feeling plays in the

  creations which most truly speak to the human spirit. It was rather from

  the nations which had a just and exacerbated sense of national suffering

  and national destiny that the Meadowfield faculty was drawn. Certain

  Finns, Poles, Letts [ sic], Croats, Czechs and Germans fitted admirably

  into the plan. They had a quick response to the young musicians who

  wished to write compositions entitled Prairie Suite and to the ideals of

  young painters who, tired of theories, wished to record the lives of what

  they called their own people.

  Harold Outram disliked Meadowfield. He tried to keep this feel-

  ing in check. He held before his mind the genuine beauty of the

  buildings—Meadowfield had been in existence for no more than ten

  years, but its brick and stone had been so well chosen for color that

  its buildings seemed ageless, an effect the founder had insisted on; all

  the Meadowfield buildings had been designed to conform to the con-

  tours of the ground, and where the ground had been flat, contours had

  been wonderfully contrived, so that one felt that all these buildings,

  organized around the lovely little lake, were the natural and beautiful

  consequences of geological forces; with their long low modest lines,

  they seemed reluctant to rise above the earth from which they sprang.

  Surely these buildings, Harold Outram thought, must represent some-

  thing good in the institution. It was necessary for him these days to be

  extremely careful. He had in his hands some part of the future of the

  nation—it was as simple and as important as that. He must not feel

  the irritation he did feel. He admired the fabric that he was shown, the

  glassware, the pottery. But he found that he was soon bored by them,

  then annoyed. He reminded himself how important it was in the life

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  of a people that it should produce beautiful objects. Yet he could not

  overcome his feeling that he was being involved in something frivo-

  lous. It was surely a deficiency in himself that he was unmoved by the

  paintings he saw. They expressed the national life—each painting had

  its due amount of vigor or of serenity and sometimes its due amount

  of violence. There was something very cleanly about these paintings,

  they were hard and firm.
He had made too many mistakes, he had led

  himself into too much suffering to be able to judge them truly. He was

  indifferent to the paintings but he did not dare explore his mind to jus-

  tify his indifference.

  “If I dislike them,” he said to himself in the explicit, formulated

  way he had taken to using, “they must be good. Or good enough to be

  endowed.”

  For he knew that although he had made up his mind to do noth-

  ing for Meadowfield, the decision was mere childish play. There were no

  two ways about it—Meadowfield was a going concern, its endowment

  large and safe, its purposes sound and not only sound but democratic, its

  management able to handle whatever plans for expansion it proposed.

  After he had caused Mr. Rykstrom sufficient uneasiness, he would rec-

  ommend the grant, a large one. But as they entered the Saga Room to-

  gether to look at Mr. Rykstrom’s murals, he gave himself the pleasure of

  disengaging his arm from Mr. Rykstrom’s guiding hand.

  When they were back in Mr. Rykstrom’s beautiful blond office, Mr.

  Rykstrom said gently, “And now you have seen all. It is very beautiful, is

  it not? Very well conceived?”

  And Mr. Rykstrom said, “I have given up my own art to it—I am no

  longer a painter, I am an administrator. But I do not regret the loss. You

  can understand that?”

  This time Harold Outran was touched. He smiled generously to Mr.

  Rykstrom and said, “Yes, I can understand it.” But as soon as he had said

  it, he knew that he did not understand it as Mr. Rykstrom wished it to be

  understood. If conceivably Meadowfield was being administered by an art-

  ist, the murals in the Saga Room had been painted by an administrator.

  He picked up the handsome Meadowfield catalogue in its earth-

  brown cover. He sifted through its pages. “Now explain to me again what

  you mean by your ‘Organizational’ courses.”

  “Gladly,” said Mr. Rykstrom with executive briskness. “You under-

  stand of course the assumptive principles on which Meadowfield was

  founded. The hand,” and Mr. Rykstrorn held up both his strong hands,

  “the eye,” and with one finger Mr. Rykstrom struck his temple, close to

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  the corner of his eye, “the thorax and diaphragm,” and. Mr. Rykstrom

 

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