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by Lionel Trilling


  I don’t know what your politics are, but they don’t matter in what I’m

  talking about—I’m talking beyond politics. In nearly twenty years, out

  of those millions of people, not one young man has forced his way for-

  ward with his creative talent. They groom that one composer, What’s-his-

  name. Advertising, just advertising. He lives off Beethoven, via Brahms

  and he makes it look like a cultural continuity—very useful, as the real

  people there of course know. At the beginning of the revolution, there was

  some real work done, when you would least expect it, in the midst of a

  civil war, in the midst of starvation. But it’s done with now. And the fact

  is that Russia is right. Literature—art—it was a phase of man’s develop-

  ment and Russia is showing the way to the new phase. And you know as

  well as I do that the arts cannot survive. Let me put it this way—”

  At this moment the waiter appeared to remove their plates and serve

  their coffee. Outram waited to resume his speech until the waiter was at

  some distance. It was as if what he had to communicate was a secret.

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  “Let me put it this way: that Russia has perceived before any of us

  that the arts, about which we are so politically sentimental, are one of the

  great barriers in the way of human freedom and decency.”

  Vincent wanted to object, but his mind was not responding to his

  will. It was not possible to answer a statement so extreme—it was not

  merely that it was wrong, but that in the extremity of its wrongness it

  carried him outside the borders of known discourse. If Outram had said

  to him, “You, Hammell, are a liar, a pimp and a traitor,” he would not

  have been able to argue it. He could only wonder if it were true, else why

  should Outram have said it. He had his second political insight of the

  luncheon, he understood the power of the accusatory lie. He saw that it

  was not Outram’s ideas that he had to meet. The ideas of this man whose

  intelligence was so beautifully stamped on his face were so foolish and

  shallow that it was almost as if Outram were saying aloud, desperately,

  “Pay no attention to my ideas—look only at the impulse behind them.

  Look there!”

  And it was exactly the impulse behind them that Vincent knew he

  had to meet, the pain, the wild sense of loss and the consequent desire

  to destroy. And it was exactly that impulse that was too strong for him.

  It numbed his mind and made his will impotent. He had no response

  to make, neither to defend himself nor to help Outram. He had checked

  Outram once and saved them both. But he could not do it again. He sat

  silent, passive to whatever Outram might go on to say in development of

  his wild theme.

  “But all that doesn’t matter,” Outram said with a dismissive and con-

  cluding sweep of his hand. “The fact is that they are dead, and putres-

  cent. Tell me, what does the name ‘Jorris Buxton’ mean to you?”

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  The change of subject was bewildering and irritating. He of course knew

  who Buxton was. But he could see no reason why the capricious intro-

  duction of even a very adequate minor poet and novelist of thirty years

  before should shunt him off from the answer he must make. What Out-

  ram had been saying had a quality of conviction beyond what it should

  have had. It made Vincent’s spirit sink down toward the despair which

  was all too ready for it. Outram seemed to have some wish to depress

  him. He was responding to that wish against his will, yet willingly. But

  he managed to resist. He ignored Outram’s question about Buxton and

  said, “I think you’re wrong. I think you’re looking at it over too short a

  span of time. The human spirit does not change its needs so easily as you

  seem to think.”

  The slight tremor with which he uttered these words was really the

  expression of the misery which had invaded his mind. But it gave to what

  he said a great intensity, the color of a high conviction. To Vincent him-

  self the words sounded insincere, but in Outram’s face he saw a flicker

  of response, an almost childlike heed, and he perceived the ambiguity

  of Outram’s intention. In all his twenty-three years he had not learned

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  so much about human conduct as he was learning in this brief hour.

  And on this latest piece of knowledge, the awareness that Outram want-

  ed his guest to fight his despair—or at least wanted that as much as he

  wanted to impose his despair—he was able to act, although Outram’s

  dominance of face, its strength and beauty and bitterness, seemed to for-

  bid manipulation. “No,” Vincent said and shook his head fiercely, “the

  human spirit doesn’t willingly diminish itself, even if it contracts mo-

  mentarily at times.”

  The phrase which he had already used twice, “the human spirit,”

  would ordinarily have disgusted him, but on this occasion he clung to it

  and used it again.

  “Do you see so much that supports that fine idea? Christ, look around

  you,” Outram said.

  His matter was the same, but his manner had changed. He said,

  “We’re all dead men, walking dead men. Even you, Hammell, young as

  you are—you’re a walking dead man with the rest of us.” But now it was

  as if he were making a genial joke, stating a comfortable absurdity.

  He said very levelly and quietly, “There is only one man I’ve ever met

  whom I respect, and pretty soon he’ll be really dead. I asked you about

  Jorris Buxton. He’ll soon be eighty. For me he is the last manifestation

  of heroism in the human race. Men were like that once. Or maybe they

  were. But he is the last. But for me he also points the way to the new race.

  What do you know about him?”

  “Well, I must confess that I didn’t know he was alive—”

  “That’s not surprising,” Outram said drily and morally. “Very few of

  his countrymen know that he’s alive. But what do you know about him?”

  “Not much, really. It seems to me that back in the ’eighties he taught

  Greek in a little college in New England. He published a volume of lyr-

  ics in the Greek manner. Then he seems to have given up teaching and

  to have travelled a good deal. There were, I think, a couple of books of

  travel. Then he took up painting and then he wrote three novels. The

  novels were never popular, though every now and then someone discov-

  ers them and writes a little essay. I read one of them quite a while ago.

  After the turn of the century he seems to have stopped writing and to

  have dropped from sight. I’m afraid that’s all I know.”

  Outram was nodding to each of the facts of Vincent’s recitation.

  “Yes,” he said, “dropped from sight.” And he sat there as if musing ele-

  giacally, his fine eyes focussed into the distance.

  “Now I’ll tell you a little more,” he said. “When Buxton was forty, he

  gave up the arts. Like that! He just gave them up. America didn’t want

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  him as a writer or a painter. Perhaps if he had been wan
ted he would have

  been better. He knew he was good, but not really of the first rank, and I

  suppose that that helped him make up his mind. But don’t think he made

  his decision in a fit of pique. It was an act of free will, or as nearly an act

  of free will as we can imagine. At any rate, it was an act of self-understand-

  ing. He knew he had simply outgrown the arts. Outgrown them. Can you

  understand that? He never had to worry about money—when he was still

  a young man he came into a sizeable legacy. And at forty he felt that he

  had grown up. Do you know what he did?—evidently you don’t. He be-

  came a physicist. He engaged a tutor and in a year he had learned every-

  thing that a brilliant student learns in four years of college. I asked him

  once if he had found it difficult and he shook his head and said that every-

  thing he had learned seemed to be there inside him ready to be unfolded.

  That is, he was a genius. He went to M.I.T. and his doctoral thesis is still

  famous. That was thirty-odd years ago. He took jobs in several of the great

  physical laboratories. He went to Europe and studied mathematics. A few

  years ago he retired to the country. He’s a neighbor of mine.”

  Harold Outram took a cigarette and lighted it slowly. “Do you know

  what mathematical physics is?” he said. His voice became suddenly very

  quiet as if a large peace had been imposed upon him. “Do you know

  that there are men who with paper and pencil construct the plan of the

  universe down to its subtlest, most secret aspects, sitting alone, with no

  tools but their minds?” Out of the raptness of his voice there came a

  note of accusation, as if Vincent had been unconsciously persecuting the

  mathematical physicists of the world.

  “Buxton is one of the leading mathematical physicists of the country.

  Of course you wouldn’t know that, being a literary man. You’re surprised

  to know he’s alive. And I didn’t know it myself until a year ago because

  I’m a kind of literary man myself, a vulgar cheapjack journalist. Or was.

  Did you know that?—I mean Buxton’s position as a scientist?”

  “No,” said Vincent, consenting to admit again the admitted fact. “I

  didn’t know it. It’s a fine story.”

  “Fine story. It’s the story of our time.” And again there was accusa-

  tion in the voice.

  “I’ve recently come to know him. He lives near me at Essex where I

  have my place. Naturally I don’t talk much to him—what would I have

  to say to a man like that? But whenever I speak to him—well, nothing in

  my life has ever meant so much to me. Can you understand that?”

  “Yes, I think I can understand it,” Vincent said in a neutral voice.

  But his heart was beating with presentiment. Something in Outram’s

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  manner suggested that something was still to come for which all that

  had been said, with its passion and confusion, was but a preparation.

  Outram took a long breath and put out his cigarette with delicate care.

  He seemed to relax as if he had at last reached level ground after an ex-

  hausting ascent. He leaned back in his chair, regarding Vincent as from

  a distance.

  “Perhaps you can begin to see where I’ve been leading. Buxton, after

  all, can’t last very long. We want his story told. He ought, I suppose, [to]

  tell it himself. He won’t. But we’ve got him to promise to help a biogra-

  pher. Buxton will talk, he will answer questions, he’ll supply documents.

  What we are looking for is the man to write the book.”

  Vincent had the sensation of being able to reach out and touch it, so

  firm and certain did the great opportunity seem, so impossibly material-

  ized out of the fantastic but passionate hope of his tennis court bet with

  himself. As solid and real as a hunk of mineral placed on the table, the

  opportunity was before him.

  There it was, but it had not yet been offered and Outram had fallen

  silent. For a moment Vincent said nothing. Then he said, “Why don’t you

  do it?”

  “For Christ’s sake!” said Outram. He spoke not with anger but with

  a kind of intense exasperation, as if some old friend had made an error

  about him after every chance of knowing better. He said with large kind-

  ness, “Hammell—Vincent—get this straight in your relations with me.

  I’m finished, I’m through. Get it straight, Vincent, so that it doesn’t make

  trouble between us. I know what I am. I know all about myself.”

  “And besides,” he went on, “we want to give a young man this

  chance.”

  But having gone this far, Outram still did not say what every nerve in

  Vincent’s body wanted him to say.

  “You say ‘we’—‘we want,’” Vincent said.

  “‘We’ is several people, but chiefly Garda Thorne and myself. She

  lives near me and she has very strong feelings about Buxton too.”

  If the mineral had been wonderful in its solid reality, it now began

  to glow with light. And with a gentle and reassuring light at that. For if

  ever anyone stood as a negation of all the desperate denials that Harold

  Outram had been making, it was surely Garda Thorne with her wholly

  enviable career. In the perfection of everything she did, in the quiet, deli-

  cate integrity of her life, she, though a woman, stood to many young men

  like Vincent as an assurance that virtue was possible. And as the mineral

  glowed, “Do you want it?” Harold Outram said at last.

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  To keep his gravity, for he was in danger of smiling foolishly, Vincent

  carefully moved his water-tumbler from one place on the table to an-

  other. Then he was able to look up at Outram and say, “Yes.”

  “Good,” Outram said with decision. “You’ll be hearing from me

  about the details. I’m sure they’ll be satisfactory.” He put out his hand

  across the table and they shook hands with seriousness.

  chapter 10

  Nine women sat awaiting the arrival of Vincent Hammell. The room they

  sat in was beautiful and bright; its broad windows looked out on the lit-

  tle lake around which the buildings of Meadowfield were disposed. The

  women sat around a table of plate-glass and their nine handbags lay in

  an archipelago upon its great lucid surface.

  Of the nine women, all were very wealthy. They made Vincent’s first

  experience of wealth and nothing he had learned from books or even

  from the gradual growth of the fortune of Toss Dodge’s family had pre-

  pared him for what he found. It seemed to Vincent that only in the case

  of one of them, Miss Anderson, the chairman of the group, had wealth

  been a true condition of life, shaping and marking her as nothing else

  could have done. She alone bore something of the imagined appearance

  of wealth, the serenity and disinterestedness to which wealth is supposed

  ideally to aspire.

  Vincent supposed that either the size or the age or the nature of

  Miss Anderson’s fortune had led her—as fortunes of a kind sometimes

  do—into an historical lapse, an aberration of her sense of time. For Miss

  Anderson, althou
gh not “old-fashioned” nor long past her youth, seemed

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  not to inhabit quite the same present in which her friends lived. She

  seemed, indeed, to live in reference to certain delicate points of honor

  such as Edith Wharton, but few after her, would have been concerned

  with. It might be assumed, for example, that some high moral deci-

  sion, its meaning now obscured, accounted for the unmarried state of

  a woman _____ [blank in original] so pleasant as Miss Anderson. It was

  surely to be laid to some sacrifice of herself, some service of an idea. The

  idea which she served would not have to be very complex or important,

  but still it was an idea. Perhaps this explained the “historical” impression

  she made, for to many people the present consists of things, while the

  past consists of ideas. Like the past, Miss Anderson was a failure, yet in

  some way she continued to exist with a gentle unsought authority which

  perhaps came from her friends’ dim response to the power of the idea

  and their recognition of the magical, if limited, potency of the past.

  Now and then Miss Anderson submitted to Vincent’s criticism the

  stories she wrote. They were elaborate and literate—well written, the class

  called them—but they had no relation to any reality Vincent could iden-

  tify. In the world of Miss Anderson’s stories, servants were old and loyal,

  wives hid nameless diseases from their husbands or silently bore the

  most torturing infidelities, or found themselves hideously in the power

  of depraved lovers; memories played a great part, the memories of single

  passionate nights or of single significant phrases, and it sometimes hap-

  pened that flowers or white gloves were forever cherished. When Vincent

  discussed these stories with Miss Anderson, he was always surprised at

  the small conviction with which he spoke about their lack of reality—he

  almost believed as he spoke to her, that there might actually be such a

  world beyond his strict modern knowledge.

  The distinction which Miss Anderson had was perhaps but a weak

  one, yet it gave Vincent Hammell a standard by which he could fairly mea-

  sure the inadequacy of her classmates. If she did not carry the power of

  her position, she at least seemed to carry its tragic consciousness. Wealth

 

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