Charlie frowned as Eugene disappeared back into his office. Eugene had been cool toward Charlie since their brief confrontation, if you could even really call it that, the morning Charlie had woken up to find Ava gone. Charlie hated to admit it, but he rather missed Eugene’s strange little pep talks. Even Innocuous Dave had been more standoffish. Charlie couldn’t say he missed his lengthy lectures, however.
Charlie flipped the envelope over and over in his hands, wondering what could be inside it.
We are far more than just a mailroom.
Charlie had thought about that comment many times over the past couple weeks. He still had no idea what Eugene meant, but he did find himself watching his coworkers more closely, both in the mailroom and in the HOT! offices.
And he always kept an eye out for Ava. But aside from thinking he saw her back in Finola’s glass office one time, he hadn’t caught a glimpse of her.
Charlie grabbed his coat and then headed for the elevator. As usual, Ashley, the night receptionist, manned HOT!’s lobby when he stepped out on the fifteenth floor.
“Hi, Ashley. Just bringing Carrie another package.”
Ashley smiled, and Charlie told himself he didn’t see the yellow aura that still appeared around the young receptionist every once in a while. In fact, Charlie told himself he didn’t see a lot of things up on the fifteenth floor. But over his couple weeks working up there, his vision problems seemed to be getting more pronounced.
He’d written most of the strange visual effects off to lack of sleep, which he’d struggled with since his one night with Ava. Or working long hours—he found being in the mailroom was actually preferable to kicking around his tiny apartment. And certainly the lighting and his overactive imagination weren’t helping. Hell, maybe he really did need to look into getting glasses. Anything was better than acknowledging that he was seeing very odd things up on the fifteenth floor.
This evening, when he reached Ms. Hall’s office, the door was ajar as if she was expecting him, and she sat behind her desk typing furiously on her laptop.
“Hello, Charlie.” She greeted him without pausing her work.
“Hello.”
He set the envelope on the edge of her desk and turned to leave, not wanting to interrupt her work.
“Don’t go,” Carrie said, still typing. “I want to talk to you. And could you close my door?”
Charlie frowned, confused by what she could possibly want to speak to him about, but did as she asked, then returned to her desk. Carrie was always friendly and made small talk when she wasn’t busy, but she’d never requested anything like this.
She continued to type for a few more seconds. Finally she hit enter, then closed her computer.
She looked up at him and smiled. “So tell me, Charlie, are you happy delivering mail all day?”
Charlie shook his head, unsure how to answer. “Um, I’m not totally unhappy.” Sort of true, he guessed.
She laughed. “That’s diplomatic. Diplomacy will certainly help you up here.”
Charlie wasn’t sure what to say.
“Eugene says you have a talent.”
“Really?” Again he couldn’t hide his confusion.
“Yes. He says you have a pretty amazing ability that could be very useful to this magazine.”
He shook his head. “I’m not sure what he’d be referring to.”
“He says you have a good eye.”
Charlie frowned. Had Eugene gone into his locker and seen his portfolio? Charlie had the black binder in there, waiting for the right moment to show it to Carrie. He had decided Carrie was his best bet, since in his weeks of working the fifteenth floor, he hadn’t even met Finola. He never even saw her, except when she whisked through the offices, barking orders or shouting demands.
But Eugene must have seen his photos; it was the only thing that made sense. Charlie thought he should probably feel angry that his boss had looked at his private stuff, but since Eugene had clearly been impressed by what he’d seen and recommended him to Carrie, he could hardly take offense.
“I—I have wanted to show you my portfolio for a while, but I didn’t know how you would react.”
Carrie’s brows drew together over her glasses. “I would like to see your work. Yes.”
“I could get it now.”
She shook her head, then tapped the envelope he’d just placed on her desk. “I need to deal with this first. But tomorrow. Come up after work. I’d love to see what you have.”
“Okay,” Charlie said, feeling more excited than he had in weeks. Maybe his situation was finally changing.
“Just out of curiosity,” she said, “do you have any pictures you’ve taken while working here? Of employees or other people affiliated with HOT!?”
“Um—” Charlie paused, not sure if he should admit that he did. “I have taken a few pictures. Mostly of a photo shoot I saw in Bryant Park a month or so ago.”
“I’d like to see those too.”
Charlie nodded, wondering why. They were hardly his best work, but he’d show her whatever she wanted. Then for a moment, he wondered if he was actually going to be in trouble for shooting those pictures. Maybe it was considered some breach of the magazine’s privacy policy or something.
But Carrie didn’t look upset. She simply looked like a smart businesswoman interested in seeing his work. Better not borrow trouble.
“Okay,” he told her, grinning. “I’ll have my work ready for you tomorrow.”
“Very good.” Carrie then reached for the envelope, pulling out a letter cutter to open it. Clearly she was done with him.
His mind whirling with this exciting news, he stepped out of Carrie’s office and straight into someone, a woman from the whirl of skirt and flash of hair, nearly bowling her over in his rush to leave and get to work on his pictures.
His hands automatically shot out to steady the person.
“I’m so sor . . .” The words dwindled to a halt as soon as he saw whom he’d run into, whose arms he held.
Ava stood directly in front of him, her expression as shocked as his. She looked amazing in an evening gown in golds and browns that accented her warm skin tone and dark eyes. Her long hair bounced, full and wavy, around her bare shoulders.
Then once the surprise wore off, Charlie noticed she looked tired. Her golden skin was not radiant with its usual healthy glow and her dark eyes were shadowed with purple circles as if she hadn’t been sleeping at all. But even with those noticeable flaws, she still was the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen.
“Ava. How are you?”
For just a moment, her eyes seemed to eat him up, moving over him with blatant, intense hunger, but then she glanced away over his shoulder and her face, so alive with emotion, simply shut down.
“I’m fine. No harm done.” She shrugged off his hands and stepped away from him.
Charlie frowned, confused by her reaction until he saw she was no longer paying attention to him, but to Finola White, who sauntered toward them dressed in a slinky white gown, followed by a severely stylish man in an expensively cut suit.
Ava prayed Charlie would be so insulted by her cool behavior he would leave before Finola reached them, but he remained rooted to his spot.
“Ava, my dear,” Finola purred, or at least Ava was sure her boss thought it was a purr. To Ava it was like nails on a chalkboard. Her already tense muscles stiffened more as she watched Finola’s attention land on Charlie. “Who is your friend?”
Before Ava could deny even knowing him, Charlie spoke. “Hello, Ms. White. I’m Charlie Bowen. I’m just one of your lowly mailroom staff.”
Finola smiled at that. She liked to be reminded that she was surrounded by peons.
“Ah, you must be new then.”
Charlie nodded, offering her that adorably quirky smile of his. “Yes, I’m fairly new.”
“But you’ve had enough time to meet my Ava, I see.”
Charlie glanced at Ava, and she wasn’t surprised that his pleasur
e at seeing her was gone, replaced with a look of cool indifference. His dismissal hurt, even though she’d done the very same thing to him, and she knew it was the safest reaction for both of them.
“We’ve met.”
Finola nodded, her pale gaze still moving between the two of them.
“Well, I don’t want to keep you,” he said, bowing just slightly in Finola’s direction. Then he nodded toward Ava.
“I’m sorry again,” he said, his voice polite, but just for the briefest moment, Ava saw a flash of hurt in his hazel eyes. Then he headed toward the main lobby. Ava forced herself to not watch him go.
“Well, he’s a good looking man,” Finola said, having no such qualms about watching him leave. “I see the mailroom took my advice to hire more attractive people.”
“So it would seem,” Tristan said. “And more industrious too. It seems quite late for mailroom staff to still be working.”
Apparently that point didn’t interest Finola, because she turned her attention back to Ava. “Shall we go? We are expected at dinner already.”
Ava nodded, relieved that Finola hadn’t sensed anything between Ava and Charlie. Relieved and heartbroken all at once. She knew she’d done the right thing by snubbing him, but it had been so hard. She’d wanted nothing more than to throw herself into his arms and hold him close. She’d thought of him nonstop for the past two weeks and seeing him was as wonderful as it was painful.
She wanted nothing more than to see him again.
Rejected. That was the only word to describe how Ava had reacted to him, at least in front of Finola. She had barely acknowledged him. But Charlie knew what he’d seen on her face when their eyes had first met. He’d seen happiness and pain in her gaze, but she’d managed to suppress both emotions, quite efficiently.
And all because Finola would not approve? No, she probably wouldn’t, and Charlie had already heard for himself that Finola felt as if she owned Ava. So the cold shoulder had been for Finola’s benefit, he was sure.
But that would change once Carrie hired him as a staff photographer. Then he’d be in a position to date Ava, and what could Finola really have to say about that?
Of course, this was all assuming his analysis of the situation and Ava’s reactions was correct. Maybe he hadn’t read her right, and she wasn’t interested in him at all.
He unlocked his apartment and went straight to his camera. All he knew for certain was he needed to do first things first, and that meant getting his pictures printed and ready to show Carrie tomorrow night.
That had to be his first priority even though he wanted nothing more than to find Ava and discover exactly what she was thinking. He popped the media card out of his camera and headed right back out the door. Fortunately he knew a good photo lab that could get him his prints by tomorrow morning.
He’d get this job, and then he’d get his woman.
Chapter Ten
Charlie knew he could count on his buddy at the photo lab: Lou assured him the prints would be ready by noon tomorrow and would be perfect. Part one of his plan was in place.
Now he had to believe that his work would speak for itself and secure him the job working with Carrie. And once he was working for HOT! magazine proper, he’d be that much closer to convincing Ava to date him seriously.
As he approached his apartment building, he slowed his steps, realizing someone sat huddled on the stoop.
Probably a vagrant. But after a few more steps, Charlie could feel his skin prickle with awareness, even though he still couldn’t clearly see who it was. The person straightened as if sensing him too.
“Ava?” he called, sure he must be imagining her. Then the streetlight caught some of the golden glimmer of her evening gown and he could see the mahogany highlights in her hair.
He hastened his pace, hurrying to her. She held her bare arms around herself in an ineffectual attempt to stave off the chill lacing the spring air.
Charlie immediately pulled her against him.
“What are you doing here?” After the weeks of silence and her dismissal earlier tonight, she was the last person he’d expect to find waiting at his doorstep.
She looked up at him, and the raw emotions he knew he’d seen on her face earlier were back. Her eyes were filled with a myriad of emotions. Concern, sadness, fear, desire.
But right this moment, with her finally in his arms again, he could only focus on the desire. That one emotion gave him hope the others could be soothed away.
Without letting her respond to his question, he kissed her. He had to. He had to taste her, feel her heat and response, to know that he wasn’t alone in his desperate need.
She whimpered, the sound despairing and desirous all at once. They kissed with devastated yearning for minutes, hours, Charlie didn’t know, but when they finally parted, there was no denying their need for each other any longer.
Even as Ava shook her head and said, “I shouldn’t have come.”
“Why?” Charlie just couldn’t understand what could be so awful that it warranted their staying apart when they were both clearly suffering.
“You just don’t understand how dangerous this could be.” She looked around her as if she suddenly realized they were still out on the street.
No, he didn’t understand, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to truly talk with her until they were in his apartment. And she was freezing. He kept his arm around her as he ushered her up the stairs.
Once they reached his apartment and they were in the privacy of his living room, he pulled her back against him. Again he kissed her senseless. But then he forced himself to stop. He needed to understand what was really keeping her away from him.
“What is so dangerous, Ava?”
Ava, her cheeks flushed from her reaction to him and her full lips puffy from their kisses, crossed her arms over her chest, this time not from the cold. This time in a stance of protection. She really was scared. He could see it in her eyes. In the tenseness of her body.
“I just shouldn’t have come here,” she finally said, then she met his gaze, her dark eyes pleading. “But after seeing you today, I couldn’t leave things like that. I had to let you know I care about you. And I had to be with you one last time.”
Charlie didn’t comment, but he’d be damned if this was going to be the last time he saw her. Instead he smiled, reaching for her hands.
“Are you worried because Finola wouldn’t approve of her star model dating a mailroom clerk?”
Ava laughed, the sound humorless, weak, nothing like her infectious giggles. “She’d do far more than disapprove.”
He frowned. Was Finola so controlling that she would destroy Ava’s career rather than see her with a man she didn’t think appropriate?
“Well, that doesn’t matter now,” he told her, offering her an excited smile.
“What do you mean?” Ava didn’t appear pleased by his enthusiasm. If anything, she looked more worried.
“Finola won’t be able to disapprove of me long, because Carrie Hall wants to see my photographs.”
She shook her head, her brow wrinkled with confusion. “Your photographs?”
“I’m a photographer. I only took a job in the mailroom at Finola White Enterprises to get my foot in the door and my work in front of someone who could hire me as a staff photographer. And now that is about to happen. I’m meeting with her tomorrow evening.”
“No!”
Charlie frowned, stunned by her emphatic rejection of the idea.
“But this is perfect,” he said, confused by her stricken expression. “I’ll get the career I’ve dreamed about and Finola won’t object to one of her models dating one of her photographers. It’s kind of a perfect solution, if you ask me.”
Ava stared at him, trying to control the panic welling up inside her, making it hard for her to breathe. Charlie couldn’t do this, he couldn’t lose his soul to Finola White too.
“Charlie, there is no such thing as perfect. And if there were, you certainly
wouldn’t find it working for Finola. I know that all too well. You have to believe me, you don’t want to work at HOT!”
Charlie smiled, humoring her. He obviously thought she was being overdramatic, hysterical.
“You are worth it to me. I would walk through the fires of Hell to have a chance to be with you.” He touched her face, his long fingers stroking her cheek.
For a moment, she closed her eyes and allowed herself to savor his touch, nuzzling against him.
Then she said, “But would you sell your soul to the devil?”
“Without hesitation.”
That terrified her.
Charlie moved the hand stroking Ava’s cheek to the back of her head, pulling her close to him. She didn’t resist, rubbing her cheek against his chest.
“I’m so glad you came,” he told her, deciding they weren’t going to get anywhere discussing his plans further. “I’ve thought about you constantly.”
“Me too,” she murmured, not lifting her head from his chest. “I can’t get you out of my mind.”
Happiness filled him. “I’m glad I wasn’t alone in this agony.”
She smiled then, peeking up at him, looking so sweet and adorable. “Misery loves company, huh?”
He shook his head. “Not as much as pleasure does.”
Without warning, he swung her up in his arms, amazed that despite her height, she weighed virtually nothing. She released a surprised squeak, but then settled trustingly against his chest and arms, her own arms looped around his neck.
This time, he wasn’t as lucky as the first. His bed was a jumble of comforter and sheets. But he didn’t care and somehow he didn’t think Ava did either. After all, the bed was going to look far worse by the time they were done.
He eased her down onto the bed, then straightened to admire her. The gorgeous silk gown with its warm colors and fine detailing should have looked out of place, silly even, against the muddle of his simple, utilitarian bedding, but somehow it was perfect.
Ava looked like she was posing for one of her fashion campaigns, glamorous beauty amid the everyday. His body reacted, desire curling down through his belly, centering on the part of him that grew rock hard at the sight of her. At the idea that he could have someone so amazing in his plain little world.
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