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by Ian Pindar


  with only the wolves for company,

  howling in the wind that whistles through its delicate wires

  sending us to sleep.

  THE KING’S EVIL

  There are no kings inside the Gates of Eden

  BOB DYLAN

  A pox on all kings!

  AN OLD WOMAN, WATCHING CHARLES II’S

  ENTRY INTO LONDON, 1660

  And it isn’t a question of money –

  how much the monarchy costs –

  but they set up a right by assumption,

  by assumption binding posterity

  And Thomas Paine began

  the Rights of Man

  in a room above

  The Angel Inn, Islington,

  attacking the very basis

  of slavery

  arguing that we are all born free

  free and equal in rights

  and have a natural right

  to free speech, freedom of conscience,

  life and liberty

  Yet we are subject to one family:

  the monarch

  and close relatives of the monarch

  and the monarch is first and foremost political

  They sought to suppress

  the Rights of Man

  and indicted Paine

  for seditious libel

  and Paine fled to France

  and was tried in absentia

  and the jury was offered

  two guineas and dinner to find him guilty

  and the bookseller Thomas Spence

  imprisoned for selling the Rights of Man

  America threw off the yoke

  of monarchy. France threw off the yoke

  of monarchy. But we are ruled over

  in perpetuity

  by one family

  and this is regarded as normal

  in a democracy

  bloodlines and blood fascism

  in a democracy

  destiny written in our veins

  ‘we high-born ones’, ‘we well-bred

  with pure blood and pure breeding’

  – ‘our superior genetics’1 –

  born to rule

  to master

  No rational basis but blood

  (and some idiot always says:

  ‘They know how to rule –

  it’s in their blood’)

  But Paine was clear on this:

  hereditary rule

  precludes the consent

  of succeeding generations

  and the preclusion of consent is

  DESPOTISM

  And the monarch will make retribution

  the Tower of London

  once a place of execution

  and on Tower Bridge strange to see

  the hair of the head disappear

  the gristle of the nose consumed away

  the eye sockets …

  All deference is fear

  and not meeting the monarch’s eyes

  is fear and servile fearfulness:

  ‘To monarchize,

  be fear’d and kill with looks …’

  And the monarch is above the law

  Crown Immunity

  and the Privy Council shrouded in mystery

  and the keeper of the monarchy the BBC

  and every royal wedding is a funeral

  for democracy;

  and our elected representatives reprimanded

  for mentioning the monarch in the House

  and the misinformed multitude

  wave flags and worship

  wave flags and worship

  a phantom at the rotten core

  of our botched democracy.

  1 ‘I was brought up to do this sort of work. It is training, experience and genetics.’ Prince Andrew, HRH the Duke of York (Telegraph, 24.10.09).

  LES VACANCES DE MONSIEUR P.

  P. lay in a narrow cot in what one might call

  A state of profound erotic affection

  For La Belle France and all things French. The only work

  He had to do that day was to say

  In a postcard that he was enjoying his holiday,

  Then relax and spend the remainder

  Of his time resting. He was eating the remainder

  Of some kind of pastry – but what to call

  It? Why bother with words? He was on holiday!

  And he believed it made him an object of affection

  Not to speak French, but to point and say

  Nothing. Learning a language is hard work.

  He was English, which everyone seemed to work

  Out from his appearance, some remainder

  Of home. In his postcard he did not say

  He had been kept awake by the mating call

  Of an Australian, screwing the object of his affection

  Into a wall. For Australian backpackers also holiday

  In Paris in November, when it’s cheap. I could have a holiday

  Romance, thought P., but would it work?

  Could incomprehension increase affection?

  We might happily spend the remainder

  Of our lives in silence, but could one call

  It love without language? Who could say?

  P. realised he had a lot that he wanted to say

  To a girl in England and he spent his holiday

  Pestering her with call after call after call …

  Some days he couldn’t get the public telephone to work,

  Others she was not at liberty to talk. For the remainder

  He spoke openly, declaring his affection.

  He knew little about love, but sensed this affection

  Might not be shared when he heard her say,

  ‘You don’t have to call me every day.’ He was deaf to the remainder

  Of their conversation. P. would try to enjoy his holiday,

  Although from that moment on he had his work

  Cut out. For even P. couldn’t call

  This love or even affection. And that one phone call

  Ruined the remainder of what he laughably called his holiday.

  But that isn’t to say he was glad to get back to work.

  CHAIN LETTER

  Fastyng on a Friday forth gan he wende

  Unto the bed wher that sche slepte,

  And she was cleped madame Eglentyne,

  Besely seking with a continuell chaunge

  To change her hew, and sundry formes to don,

  Studying inventions fine, her wits to entertaine:

  With sweet musk-roses and with eglantine.

  (He is starke mad, who ever sayes

  Ill matching words and deeds long past or late

  Could by industrious Valour climbe

  Above the rest, their discords to decide.)

  Proceeding on, the lovely Goddess

  Asleep and naked as an Indian lay,

  Of such, as wand’ring near her secret bow’r,

  By youthful heat and female art

  Of varied beauty, to delight the wanderer and repose

  Wi’ favours, secret, sweet, and precious.

  His look and bending figure, all bespeak

  A stifled, drowsy, unimpassion’d grief,

  That he was forced, against his will, no doubt,

  To own that death itself must be

  Where there is neither sense of life or joys.

  Anxious her lips, her breathing quick and short:

  Her eyes blazed upon him – ‘And you! You bring us your vices

  so near

  And this gray spirit yearning in desire

  As if alive. Will’t please you rise? We’ll meet

  And hand in hand, on the edge of the sand,

  Stepping with light feet … swiftly and noiselessly stepping and

  stopping

  Where the sea meets the moon-blanch’d land,

  The sighing sound, the lights around the shore,

  The irresponsive sounding of the sea,

  Untouc
hed by morning and untouched by noon,

  We can begin to feed.

  Let us go hence together without fear.

  I see what you are doing: you are leading me on.

  What hours, O what black hoürs we have spent.

  Some love too little, some too long,

  Though both are foolish, both are strong

  An’ they talks a lot o’ lovin’, but wot do they understand?

  Consume my heart away; sick with desire,

  I forgive you everything and there is nothing to forgive.

  Now the mind lays by its trouble and considers

  Openair love and religion’s reform,

  The riddle of a man and a woman

  All heavy with sleep, fucked girls and fat leopards.

  Queer, what a dim dark smudge you have disappeared into!

  Drifted away … O, but Everyone

  is an enchanted thing

  A pulse in the eternal mind, no less.

  The songsters of the air repair

  The hopelessness. Whatever hope is yours

  Humanity i love you

  and I am glad that you do not belong

  Under a world of whistles, wire and steam.

  A city seems between us. It is only love.

  I take my curses back.

  Only sometimes when a tree has fallen

  In splendor and dissipation

  In a world of sunlight where nothing is amiss

  I feel as though I had begun to fall,

  the whole misery diagnosed undiagnosed misdiagnosed.

  Think of what our Nation stands for

  Of Captain Ferguson

  In silk hat. Daylight.

  The light is in the east. Yes. And we must rise, act. Yet

  He didn’t fight.

  he played dominoes and drank calvados unTil

  They put him in the fields to dock swedes,

  And the craters of his eyes grew springshoots and fire

  And forty-seven years went by like Einstein.

  My mind’s not right.

  I too have ridden boxcars boxcars boxcars.’

  (An ode? Pindar’s art, the editors tell us, was not a statue but a

  source for bugling echoes and silvered laments. The

  Power of some sort or other will go on

  In the network, in the ruin.

  We repeat our conversation in the glittering dark.

  One – someone – stops to break off a bit of myrtle and recite all

  the lines.)

  If woman is inconstant,

  How I loved those made of stone. And yet poetry has

  Tough lips that cannot quite make the sounds of love,

  strange hairy lips behind

  and I am sweating a lot by now and thinking of

  long legs, long waist, high breasts (no bra), long

  confessions. Lady, I follow.

  And still the machinery of the great exegesis is only beginning,

  it will Invent a whole new literachure

  From a cacophony of dusty forms …

  O but what about love? I forget love.

  The sun dries me as I dance

  On the flowers of Eden.

  Platonic England, house of solitudes,

  I have hung our cave with roses.

  O the dark caves of obligation.

  I remember when I lived in Boston reading all of Dostoyevsky’s

  novels one right after the other

  And yet last night I played Meditations,

  fugitive dialogue of masterwork.

  Perhaps I’ve got to write better longer thinking of it as

  echo-soundings, searches, probes, allurements.

  A few months earlier I had taken a creative writing class:

  ‘The period in history termed Modern is now over’ it said.

  Suddenly I feel silly and ill. This apartment

  invents the world, holds it together in color of

  your body waking up so sweet to me skin

  we sit on the bed Indian fashion not touching …

  I was working on a different poem.

  It was words that detained us, though they do not reach

  the crush of it, the variety,

  in which history itself is vanquished,

  When he names the forgotten names

  as if they might start speaking.

  OF TRUTH

  There was such a truth once.

  I remember it. We all shared it

  like a candle in the dark.

  During the war a piece of bone

  got lodged in it, but you

  didn’t hear it complaining.

  In a cinema after the war

  I saw it looking for its hat

  under the seats.

  It was smaller then, a little hunched.

  I don’t recall the last time

  we met. I think it was in Berlin.

  I’d just been to the lavatory

  when I came out

  to find a girl in blue jeans

  staring at a patch of oil in the corridor.

  Something moved in the darkness

  and I stamped on it.

  SUGGESTIONS FOR FURTHER READING

  When Gypsies first appeared in Europe

  ordinary people began to sit

  on chairs and hallmarks were

  required for silver objects. I intended to go

  to Geneva to fetch my wife, but then

  playing cards became popular,

  and opera and privacy were

  invented, as well as the

  mechanical clock. Midnight struck

  in a domestic interior.

  TWO FIGS

  Upstairs two of them were

  posing in states of rhapsodic

  abandon, their skin rough and

  blemished, not like

  those good-looking girls, genteel

  sisters, standing against

  Chinese tapestries in

  Vienna. They squeeze

  the hearts of men, are

  sardonic, flippant and intense and

  for their heads the season weaves

  spring flowers

  into a crown. A greyhound,

  a mandolin, a fruit dish with

  pears, two figs

  on a table.

  THE PROPHECIES

  I

  When Venus is covered by the sun

  a broken nose will break its heart

  and a question mark will hover over

  a futon in Finsbury Park.

  In February a man named Pixon or Pixer

  will grow a beard in a disputed region.

  Conversations will be interrupted, disconnected,

  leading to the degeneration of knowledge.

  A vixen will be lost in Leicester Square

  and two peacocks will suffer paroxysms

  in Hyde Park, near a cinema complex.

  A woman with small feet will eat

  salted squid in Chinatown

  and strawberries, a prelude to sex.

  II

  In June the instincts will go

  backwards, dragging the economy. Riches

  will turn to rags and winos will be sober, ushering in

  an era of Total Responsibility.

  A man who fears his madness but rebels

  against psychoanalysis

  will leave his umbrella behind

  in an area known as Luxor.

  Late summer will bear witness to the erection of

  stone fences, howls and ghastly cries near

  London, New York, Paris.

  Oh what abominable executions will occur

  before the planets realign, and a boy shot and killed

  in Colorado will be found working in a pizza parlour.

  CASANOVA

  He is unique, like everyone else.

  There is no second chance, no afterlife.

  All he wants is to be a real Casanova,

  give his partner complete sati
sfaction,

  clear his existing credit,

  amaze his friends with his feats of memory,

  save money on a lawnmower.

  He can go neither forwards nor back.

  They mock his accent, astonish him with their predictions.

  He tries to kill his adopted son.

  The walls of the room fall away to reveal

  a cement horizon. He waits for his connection.

  CĀRVĀKA/LOKĀYATA

  Many wanderers and Brahmans who haunt

  the silent and remote recesses of

  the forest say: when the body dissolves

  after death they who break the precepts of

  morality are reborn in the Waste,

  the Woeful Way, the Fallen Place, the Pit.

  Don’t believe it. There is no other world,

  no merit or demerit, no rebirth,

  no karma. Nor is there heaven or hell

  or fruit or result of deeds good or ill.

  Trust only in things: hard things and soft things,

  things that can be eaten and cannot,

  fragrant things and things with an evil smell,

  things movable and things immovable:

  earth, trees, mountains and the lotus flower,

  beasts, people and the music of the flute.

  WINDOWS

  If I had a window for every

  dead plant I’d have a

  balcony too,

  jutting out like a statement of

  fact and leaning on that balcony

  in springtime

  a redhead in designer shades

  and nothing else

  surveying with a smile

  the dazzled traffic.

  When workmen in yellow

 

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