Raisa leaned forward, trying to read Amon’s face. “Do you think he was guilty?”
Amon stared out at the water. “Seems likely. But you don’t find out the truth by torturing somebody.” He looked up at Raisa. “The point is, people in Southbridge and Ragmarket are scared to death of the Queen’s Guard, and for good reason.” His gray eyes went flinty hard. “Me, I’d like to tie up Mac Gillen and leave him in a Ragmarket alley overnight. See what’s left of him in the morning.”
Amon’s changing, Raisa thought. I hardly know him anymore. He’s seeing things, and doing things, and learning things while I’m penned up here like a hothouse flower, learning what fork to use.
She put her hand on his arm. “I’ll see that Gillen’s dismissed,” she promised.
Amon grinned, his first real smile of the evening. “So you’ll tell the queen you were chatting with me and I suggested Gillen be let go? I don’t think so.” He shook his head. “No need. I already spoke with my da. If there’s anything can be done, he’ll handle it. But the Guard is full of Gillens. It’s a haven for thugs. There’s only so much a captain can do. It didn’t used to be this way.”
Raisa stood and paced back and forth. “This is exactly what I’m talking about. How can I be princess heir of the queendom and not know what’s going on?” She stopped midturn. “You say people are starving?”
He nodded. “You know we don’t grow much here. The Vale is fertile, but there’s not much other suitable land and our winters are too long. We can’t eat gold and silver and copper. We’ve always depended on trade with Arden and Tamron and the other kingdoms to the south for our grain. With the wars dragging on, what little food comes north costs too much for most people to afford.” He paused, then forged ahead, blunt to the bone. “You can’t assume that because you have plenty to eat that everyone does.”
Raisa was mortified. “I don’t want to be that kind of queen,” she said. “Thoughtless and selfish and shallow and…”
“You won’t be,” Amon said quickly. “That’s not what I meant.”
“Yes it is. And I deserve it. I need to find a way to help people.” But what could she do about it? She might live in a palace, she sat down to a feast every single night, and she had a wardrobe full of clothes—but no money of her own.
She could try speaking with the queen, but she’d had little luck pressing her suit earlier in the week. Based on that conversation, her mother probably planned to spend any extra money she had on a wedding.
Besides, Raisa wanted to do something on her own. Something important. Something emblematic of the queen she meant to be.
She’d felt totally useless since returning to Fellsmarch from Demonai.
Maybe she could empty her closet and sell some of her frilly dresses in Ragmarket and use the proceeds to buy food for people who had none. Though that wouldn’t bring in much money.
And then she had an idea. The more she thought about it, the better she liked it.
She looked up at Amon. “Thank you for telling me the truth. Now that you’ve done that, will you help me?”
He squinted at her suspiciously. “Help you how?”
“Could you carry a message to Demonai and tell them to give it to my grandmother, Elena?”
He hesitated. “I’d need to know what it was about,” he said.
“I’m going to ask her to send one of her best traders down to meet with me at Southbridge Temple day after tomorrow.”
“Why Southbridge?” Amon asked. “Couldn’t they come here?”
“I’m unlikely to be recognized there. And there’s someone at Southbridge Temple I want to talk to. Have you heard of Speaker Jemson?”
“Well, yeah,” Amon said, as if surprised Raisa had heard of the outspoken speaker. “Anyone who’s been to Southbridge knows about Jemson. Only…how are you planning on getting there?”
She shrugged. “I’ll go in disguise. You said I should get out more and see what’s really going on in the city.”
“What?” Amon raised his hands, looking alarmed. “I didn’t exactly…You can’t walk into Southbridge by yourself. I don’t care what kind of disguise you’ve got on.”
“Then come with me,” she said, grinning at him. It could be an adventure, just like the old days.
“One person isn’t enough to keep you safe.” Impulsively, he gripped her hand, as if he could pull her over to his side of the argument. His hand was warm, the palm callused. “Come on, Raisa, why do you have to go on your own? Just make up a story. Say you’re going to temple to worship.”
She shook her head. “That’ll mean an entourage, remember? Armed guard, carriage, and procession? I don’t want that. I want honest answers, and I won’t get that with an escort.”
“If you’re going to Southbridge, you’ll need an armed guard.” When she said nothing, he added, “What are you up to?”
“I don’t want to say until I know if it’ll work.”
“What if I can’t get away? I’ll likely be on duty the rest of the week.”
She stood. “Well, I’m going, with you or without you. If you want to come with me, meet me day after tomorrow at evensong at the far end of the drawbridge.”
“You’re planning to go at night?” Amon said, staring at her as if all his worst fears were being realized.
“Well, yes,” Raisa said. “I’m less likely to be recognized in the dark.”
“You’re also more likely to get your throat cut. Or worse.” He stood also, towering over her, hoping he could intimidate her into changing her mind. “This is a really bad idea. Drop it, Rai, or I’ll tell my da, and he’ll have someone waiting to intercept you.”
Raisa met his gaze directly, though she had to tilt her head back to do so. “And if you do, I’ll just wait and go another time on my own.”
It was their pattern from childhood, and difficult to break. She came up with the bold, dangerous ideas, and he provided the muscle to see them through.
They stood glaring at each other for a long moment.
“I might not be able to reach Elena,” Amon grumbled. That’s how Raisa knew she’d won.
Only—why was he giving up so easily? She scanned his face. He wouldn’t look at her, which meant he was hatching some scheme or other.
Fine. Whatever it was, she’d deal with it. She leaned in, intending a rather chaste kiss on the cheek, but he turned his head and it landed rather close to the corner of his mouth. She jerked back and they stared at each other. Close up, his face was pleasantly stubbled.
“Well then.” She stood, feeling flushed and flustered. “Thank you for coming tonight. I feel like you’re the only friend I have.”
She crossed to the tunnel opening at the center of the temple. “Even if you can’t come to Southbridge, let’s meet here a week from now, and I’ll let you know how it went.”
“If you’re still alive a week from now,” he grumbled.
She grinned at him. “Close the hatch for me, will you?” She began to descend the ladder, feeling more alive than she had since her return to court.
Not that she didn’t feel a twinge of guilt. It wasn’t fair, what she was asking of Amon, and she knew it. He had much more to lose than she did. He was a member of the Queen’s Guard, sworn to her service. His own father, the captain of the Guard, had told him to keep his distance from Raisa.
Then again, it wasn’t like she was asking him to commit treason. She was the princess heir, after all, and he was in her service too.
But he was already in trouble on her account. The Bayars were known to be dangerous enemies, and Micah would be looking for a chance to get back at him. And all her excuses didn’t change the fact that Amon would be the one to suffer if they were found out. A posting to Chalk Cliffs would be the least of it.
C H A P T E R E L E V E N
SANCTUARY
The Southbridge Temple bells bonged four times. The sound reverberated on the cobblestones, proclaiming that it was four in the morning and any sensible person
should be safe in bed. The torches to either side of the blessing entrance still blazed, however, welcoming anyone at need any hour of the day. At this particular moment, Han would have preferred to be hidden in darkness.
Pressing himself into the shadow of the building, Han lifted the elaborate knocker and allowed it to slam against the wooden door a second time. He looked over his shoulder, expecting at any moment to feel the hard grip of the Guard on his arm or the prick of cold steel.
He heard footsteps within, then the rattle of the latch as the door swung in. A white-robed dedicate blinked at him, her pale hair tousled from sleep. She looked to be the same age as Han. “The Maker bless you,” she said, yawning; then her eyes went wide as she focused more closely on him. “What happened to you, mate?” she demanded, her Southbridge accent surfacing. “You been in a fight?” she asked, avid curiosity driving away sleep.
“I need a place to stay,” Han said, and added, “please,” when she still stood frozen. “I swear by the Maker, I’m not here to hurt anybody.” He swayed a bit, and she draped an arm around his waist and helped him to a stone bench in the entryway.
She drew back quickly, brushing at her robes. “You stink,” she said, making a face.
“Sorry. I fell in the river,” he said, closing his eyes as a wave of dizziness swept over him.
“What’s wrong with your arm?” she asked.
He ignored the question. “Could you wake Speaker Jemson, please? It’s important.”
“Well, I don’t know as he’d like bein’ waked at this time of night,” she said. “Can I give him a message in the morning?”
Han kept his eyes closed and said nothing. Eventually he heard her pad away down the corridor. He was nearly asleep when he heard the rumble of Jemson’s voice drawing nearer.
“How badly is he hurt, Dori? You’re sure he’s not one of our students?”
“I don’t know as I’d recognize him, even if I knew him, Master Jemson. He’s right mangled, he is.”
Han opened his eyes to see Jemson looking down at him, tall and severe.
“Master Alister. Thank the Maker you’re alive. I feared the worst.”
“Where’s Mari?” Han asked.
“She’s sleeping, safe in the dormitory. The dedicates have taken charge of her. I sent word to your mother so she wouldn’t worry.”
Han struggled to sit up one-armed. “You got to get her out of Southbridge and back to Ragmarket,” he said. “Nobody can know where I live or that I even have a sister.”
Jemson looked over at Dori, who was listening with great interest. “That will be all, Dori,” he said. “Go on to bed. I’ll manage from here.”
Dori shuffled out reluctantly, with many backward looks.
The speaker knelt in a whisper of fabric so he could look Han directly in the eyes. “Tell me, Hanson, did you have anything to do with those killings?” he asked sternly. “I need to know the truth.”
“No, sir,” Han whispered. “I swear it.”
“Any idea of who might have done it? Or why?” Jemson asked.
Han shook his head. “No. But I’m being blamed. The Queen’s Guard is hunting me.” He looked down at his shoes. “I’m sorry to get you mucked up in this, and I’ll leave if you want me to. It’s just…I got to get off the street and I have nowhere to go. If I can make it up to Marisa Pines, I can stay out of sight up there for a while, but first, I got some business here.”
“I don’t like the sound of that,” Jemson said. “You left this morning on business, and came back bloodied, on the run from the Guard. I think you’d best leave well enough alone.”
“But I have to find out who did the Southies,” Han said. “If it was the Raggers, I need to know. I can’t stay in the mountains forever. I can’t leave Mam and Mari on their own.”
“We’ll see,” Jemson said. “In the meantime, you need healing. If I’m not mistaken, that arm is broken.”
Han had been cradling his injured arm with his other one. It was swollen from elbow to wrist, and turning a nasty blue-green color. His silver cuff was tight, the flesh bulging around it.
“I can’t pay for a healer,” Han said. “Maybe if we bind it, it can wait till I get to Marisa Pines.”
“Actually, there’s someone here who can help, I think,” the speaker said. “Are you able to stand?”
When Han nodded, the speaker said, “Come with me.” Jemson helped Han to his feet and led him down the hall, supporting his good elbow with one hand and carrying a lamp in the other. The usually bustling corridors were eerily silent, the temple sleeping around them. Jemson led him past the sanctuary and classrooms to the stone dormitories where the boarders and dedicates stayed.
They crossed a moonlit courtyard, and Jemson pushed open the door to a room that gave onto the healer’s garden. Inside were two single beds, a table, a straight chair and a rocker, a tub for bathing, a trunk, and a dry sink and basin.
Jemson set the lamp on the table. “Lie down and rest. I’ll be right back.”
Han sank gratefully onto the bed, feeling guilty because he was still filthy from the river, but too tired to do anything about it. Just having a refuge, someplace to sleep for a few hours, was a blessing. His arm throbbed, but he was so tired he fell into a kind of worried waking sleep. It seemed only minutes later that he woke, startled, when someone entered the room and sat on the edge of his bed. He groped for a knife that was no longer there.
“Hunts Alone, what have the flatlanders done to you?” Willo set her healer’s bag next to him and put her cool hand on his feverish forehead.
“Willo?” His mouth was so dry he could scarcely force out the word. “What are you doing here?” Willo never came to the city. She claimed it drained all the magic out of her.
“I had business in Fellsmarch,” she said. She gently examined his arm, and the touch of her hand was like cool water flowing over it, washing away the pain. Rising, she poured water from the pitcher into a cup and sprinkled the contents of a beaded pouch into it. “Here,” she said. “Drink. It’s willow bark. It will help with the pain.”
It was willow bark and turtleweed, and maybe something else, too, because then it seemed he began hallucinating.
A door opened and closed, and he thought he heard Dancer say, “What happened to Hunts Alone? Who did this? Let me see him.”
Then Willo’s voice, some kind of argument, like she was trying to persuade him to leave. Quick footsteps, then Dancer loomed over him, breathing hard, eyes wild, his face gleaming with sweat, his hair hanging in long damp strands. He wore a dedicate’s robe, bright against his dark skin.
“Hunts Alone,” he whispered, extending his hand toward Han’s face.
Dancer’s skin kindled and blazed, and flames pinwheeled out from his body. Han threw his good arm over his face to protect it. Then Willo and Jemson were dragging Dancer back, out of Han’s sight.
“You can’t help him, Dancer,” Willo was saying urgently. “Go with Jemson, and let me work. Please.”
“Dancer!” Han shouted, trying to rise, but the drug made him helpless. Dancer was sick. Dancer was on fire. Fire Dancer.
Moments later, Willo returned. He tried to speak to her, to ask her what was going on, but he couldn’t articulate the words. He was vaguely aware of Willo straightening his arm, saying words over it, splinting it, binding it to his body. And he knew nothing else after that.
He awoke in the late afternoon. Sunlight slanted through the windows, birds were singing, and the scent of flowers wafted through the open door. All good.
He looked down at himself. Somehow they’d bathed him and dressed him in a dedicate’s white robe. His purse was sitting on his bedside table, but his clothes seemed to be missing. The swelling in his arm had gone down dramatically. It was bound tightly to his chest, and there was only a dull ache to remind him of the blinding pain of the day before. With any luck he’d have full use of it by the end of the week. Willo had worked on him before.
Images swirled through h
is mind like smears of wet paint. Gillen’s club coming down on his head. Dancer on fire. Willo’s worried face.
He swung his legs off the bed and stood shakily, realizing he was starving. That was another thing about rapid healing—it left you ravenous. He shuffled barefoot to the door and peered out into the garden in time to see Dori heading his way with a likely-looking tray.
“Mother Willo said you’d be wanting something to eat,” Dori said. “Good to see you up and about.” She carried the tray into Han’s room and set it on the table, then sat down on one of the beds and drew her knees up, propping her feet on the bed frame as if she meant to stay awhile. She had a round, pretty face marred by rather narrow blue eyes and a small, unhappy mouth. He couldn’t tell much about the shape of her under the robes, but she looked rather plush.
“Well, thanks,” Han said, sitting down on the other bed and pulling the napkin off the tray. He’d worried it might be porridge or some other invalid food, but it was a good slab of cheese, a hunk of brown bread, and some fruit. He tucked into it, washing it down with cups of water.
“I’m Dori,” she said, leaning forward and sticking her face in close as if jealous of the attention the food was getting. “An’ you’re Cuffs Alister,” she added, nodding wisely. “I’ve heard of you. Everybody has.”
“Good to meet you,” Han said with his mouth full.
“I’m a first-year dedicate,” she said. “Before that, I lived in Blackberry Alley.”
“Hmmm,” Han said, and when she continued to look at him expectantly, added, “How’d you decide to become a dedicate?”
“Oh, ’twas my mother’s idea,” Dori said. “One less mouth to feed at home, she said. It was that or lady’s maid.”
“Ah. How do you like it?”
“It’s all right, I guess.” She tugged dispiritedly at her robe. “I get tired of wearing these all the time,” she said. “I wish they came in colors, at least.”
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