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  ankle was encircled by a rusty manacle. She was bound

  like those creatures.

  Where was she?

  And how had she gotten here?

  Slowly she stood. She swayed as her head threatened

  to escape her shoulders. She leaned her hand on the wall,

  then snatched it away from the slime which had oozed

  into her hair. In disgust, she pulled away. The chain caught,

  toppling her. Her cry of pain and outrage was lost beneath

  the moans in the room.

  Pulling herself up to her knees, she jerked on the chain.

  It was securely attached to the wall. She sat back on her

  heels.

  Where was she?

  Darcy stood again and moved the single pace she could

  in either direction. Even on tiptoe, she could not see

  anything through the window except a tree and sunlight.

  There was no clue to where she was.

  Horror raced through her. That monster near the maze

  was her last clear memory. She had been a fool to follow

  Hastings alone. In retrospect, she knew she had been

  baited. But why?

  A screech came from the opposite side of the room,

  and she cringed. This was as appalling as the monster. A

  hand settled on her shoulder. She screamed.

  “Shut yourself up, dearie,” snapped the woman who

  wore a simple blouse and skirt the same limp color as her

  dishwater hair. She bent and unhooked the chain from the

  wall. Holding the links as if she were an organ grinder

  leading a monkey, she pulled on them in a silent order.

  “Take it off me. It hurts,” Darcy whispered. She was

  afraid any sound would create renewed shrieks from the

  others.

  “Just come along, dearie.” The woman tugged on the

  chain.

  Darcy considered arguing, but she did not want to be

  left in this oozing hell with beasts which had lost every

  sign of their humanity. Lurching after the woman, she lifted

  her nightgown up to keep it out of whatever pooled on the

  floor. Her head spun on every step. When she was led

  through the door, the woman locked it with another iron

  key.

  In shock, Darcy stared. They stood in a wide, tiled

  hallway. Benches were spaced along the wall which

  smelled of fresh paint. Again the woman jerked on the

  chain.

  “That hurts,” gasped Darcy.

  “Then do as you’re told.”

  She was tempted to snap back she would cooperate if

  she knew what was going on, but said nothing while the

  stooped woman led her along the corridor. From beyond

  the doors along the wall, she could hear more pitiful

  sounds.

  “What is this place?” she asked.

  The woman mumbled something.

  “I didn’t hear what you said.”

  Opening a door, the woman shoved her forward. Darcy

  fell to the floor. The hard stones cut into her knees, and

  she heard material rip. Dampness from the floor mixed

  with the blood dripping along her legs.

  She stood and stared at this strange room. The tiles on

  the floor continued up the wall and across the ceiling.

  Mildew blackened the grout between them, and spider

  webs along the ceiling were filled with insect carcasses

  and dust. Several buckets of water were set in one corner,

  and a bench topped by a single, threadbare towel leaned

  precariously against the wall in front of her. The water

  appeared clean, but the buckets were coated with

  something she would not want to get close to in order to

  discover what it was. A pair of windows, no wider than

  her forearm, were set high on one wall. Iron bars blocked

  what little light seeped through the filthy glass.

  “What is this place?” Darcy asked, fighting not to be

  ill.

  “You’re at the asylum, dearie,” said the woman.

  “Asylum?” She whirled to face the woman. “What do

  you mean?”

  “It’s simple, dearie.” The woman snapped the chain

  onto a ring on the wall. “You were brought here to rest

  your brain.”

  “I’m not mad!”

  “Of course you don’t believe that, dearie. Nobody in

  here believed that when they first arrived. Then they

  learned how mad they truly are.” The woman reached for

  the ribbons at the collar of Darcy’s nightgown. When Darcy

  slapped her hands away, she said, “Listen, dearie, do as

  you’re told, or I can make sure you end up with more

  bruises than you have already.”

  Backing away a half step, she whispered, “There’s

  been some mistake. I’m Darcy Kincaid, and . . .”

  “I know what your name is.”

  “If you know my name, please contact Rosewood Hall.

  They’ll tell you that I’m employed there.” Desperation

  crept into her plea. “They’ll tell you I shouldn’t be here.”

  “Dearie, who do you think sent you here?”

  “There has to be a mistake.” She could not keep the

  panic from her voice. “No one there would send me here.”

  “Really?” The woman chuckled shortly. “Now are you

  going to get out of that nightgown, or do I have to show

  you what we do to bad ladies who don’t cooperate?”

  “What are you going to do to me?”

  “Nothing, if you behave.”

  Darcy wanted to snarl at the woman, but feared any

  reaction would label her mad. Longing to dismiss this as a

  nightmare, she knew it was all too real. When the woman

  reached for the ribbons on her torn nightgown, Darcy could

  not keep from backing away again.

  The woman’s voice grew cold. “If you don’t let me

  take that off you, you’re going to learn right now how we

  treat those who don’t behave.”

  Darcy loosened the nightgown. Curses, which Jaddeh

  had told her were a thousand years old, filled her mind as

  the woman watched every motion. The tattered garment

  slipped to the wet floor, and the woman kicked it away.

  “Go ahead, dearie.”

  “Ahead?” Darcy whispered.

  “Take off your smallclothes.”

  “No.” She put her hands over the laces of her chemise.

  The woman struck her across the face. When her head

  hit the wall, tears exploded into her eyes, but Darcy did

  not let them fall. The woman ripped the silk from her.

  Darcy cried out in horror, but nothing halted the woman

  until she reached for the jeweled pendant.

  Darcy batted her hands away. “Don’t touch that.”

  “You must take it off.”

  “No!”

  “If you don’t, I shall—”

  “If you touch this, I’ll claw out your eyes.” She smiled

  fiercely. “Or maybe Thoth, the ibis god, will do that. You

  risk inciting the ancient gods by trying to take it from me.”

  Superstitious awe filled the old woman’s eyes. She

  said nothing for so long Darcy wondered if she had

  forgotten how to speak. Finally, the woman said, “Stand

  there.”

  Before Darcy could react, cold water was poured over

  her head. She shivered as she tried to reach for the towel

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bsp; on the bench. Her hands were knocked away. She stared

  at another woman who was standing by the door. This

  woman was as large as Simon but far broader. Slate gray

  hair hung along the sides of her face, but her smile held

  Darcy’s eyes. Her smile and the small whip she held.

  “This the one who’s been causing all the trouble, Mrs.

  Rale?” the huge woman asked.

  “She doesn’t seem interested in cooperating at all,”

  said the woman who had doused her with water. “I think

  she should learn some manners.”

  The huge woman stroked the whip eagerly. Stepping

  forward, she smiled as Darcy edged away. “She’s scared.

  She’s not as stupid as some of them.”

  “After all, Miss Johns, she got herself a job at

  Rosewood Hall. I hear she’s seduced the younger Dr.

  Garnett, too. Heard he hasn’t been quite right since the

  accident that killed his mother and sister.”

  Darcy listened as they gossiped as if she could not

  understand them. She started to protest.

  Miss Johns raised the whip.

  Darcy cowered away, trying to protect herself before

  they drove her truly mad. She thought of Mrs. Rales’ words.

  The other inmates had not thought they were mad when

  they first arrived. Then they faded into madness. Or had

  they been pushed by these horrible women?

  Miss Johns’ eyes twinkled as she let the leather whip

  slither along Darcy’s wet shoulder. “You have a lot to learn

  about keeping your mouth shut, girlie. If you don’t—”

  The door opened. Ripping the towel out of Mrs. Rale’s

  hands, Darcy held it between her and the man in the

  doorway. Thinning, black hair was long behind his large

  ears. His lips were compressed in a tight line. He glanced

  at her through thick glasses and looked away as if she

  were of no consequence.

  “I didn’t realize it took two nurses to tend to one

  inmate.” His voice was as icy as the water splashed over

  her head.

  “This one’s not following orders.” Miss Johns scowled.

  “No?” His gaze settled on Darcy. She raised her chin,

  even though nothing stood between them but the ragged

  towel. “Mrs. Rale, dress her and bring her to my office. I

  suggest you find something else to do, Miss Johns.”

  The huge woman grumbled and tossed a gray,

  shapeless garment at Darcy. It resembled the ones she had

  seen on the poor creatures in the other room.

  “You heard the doctor,” said Mrs. Rales, shoving the

  dress into Darcy’s hand. “Put it on.”

  “I need my undergarments,” Darcy returned in the

  same tone.

  When Mrs. Rales stepped toward her, Darcy raised

  the garment against her as a shield. The material strained

  as Mrs. Rale snatched it away and pulled it over Darcy’s

  head.

  Mrs. Rale sneered, “Forget your ladylike airs here.

  No one cares what a madwoman wears.” She chuckled as

  Darcy tried to pull the too short garment past her knees.

  Darcy was pushed toward the door. The chain caught,

  and the iron tore into her ankle. Behind her, she heard

  laughter and a click. Mrs. Rale held the end of the chain in

  one hand. With the other, she motioned for Darcy to go

  out. That was one order Darcy was happy to obey. She

  hoped the man who must supervise this asylum would listen

  to her.

  She was ushered into an office which was not so

  different from Simon’s. It was well decorated. Dark

  burgundy draperies had been drawn to cover the windows,

  so she had no idea if it was day or night outside. With her

  head aching and blood oozing from her knees and her right

  ankle, she was grateful when the man pointed to an

  overstuffed sofa. She watched as the chain was locked to

  a ring set at the base of shelves holding thick books.

  She shivered. Why hadn’t Simon come for her? Her

  hands clenched. If something had happened to Hastings,

  Simon might be so focused on his father he assumed she

  was busy taking his manuscript to be posted. If Hastings

  had not returned to Rosewood Hall either, maybe a search

  was underway. Her burst of hope vanished. Nobody would

  think to look for her here. How many hours had passed

  since she followed Hastings into the wood?

  As soon as Mrs. Rale went out, the dark-haired man

  stated, “I am Dr. Berger. I’m in charge of this asylum. You

  should remember my name. Dr. Berger.”

  “Dr. Berger, you don’t need to repeat it. I’m not

  insane.” She rubbed her hands together, then halted when

  he glanced at them. “If you’ll contact Dr. Simon Garnett

  at Rosewood Hall, he’ll assure you I’m not insane.”

  He folded his hands behind his back and peered at her

  through his thick lenses. “I have been in contact with

  Rosewood Hall. I can assure you we don’t incarcerate

  someone lightly.”

  “If you have contacted them, then why am I still here?

  Didn’t Simon tell you I’m sane?”

  “I was told by Dr. Garnett that you’ve shown

  increasing signs of agitation in the past few weeks.”

  “Of course,” she cried, leaping to her feet and ignoring

  the clank of the chains. “I’ve been working hard. Simon’s

  manuscript needs to be in London by month’s end. The

  work has—”

  “Taxed your fragile, feminine system,” he finished

  smoothly as he put his hands on her shoulders, forcing her

  to sit. When one slid beneath the thin fabric of her gown

  and stroked her bare skin, she shrieked and tried to shove

  his hand away. He chuckled as he clamped his fingers on

  her shoulder and said, “You’re going to need my personal

  attention, Darcy. I shall do everything necessary to bring

  you back to health. You, of course, will cooperate.”

  “No! Not with this!” she spat as she fought to break

  his grip. She moaned when his fingers twisted through her

  wet and tangled hair and forced her head back.

  “You don’t know what you’re saying.” Amusement

  tilted the corners of his lips as his other hand moved from

  her shoulder to settle on her knee. “I’m your doctor, Darcy.

  I want only to help you.”

  She slapped his bold fingers away, but groaned again

  as he tightened his grip on her hair.

  When he released her suddenly, he said, “It’s such a

  shame.”

  She did not want to play his sadistic game, but she

  needed to get word to Rosewood Hall. “Please send a

  message to Simon. He will tell you the truth.”

  “Dr. Garnett was very honest with me, for he is deeply

  concerned about your strange behavior.”

  Her stomach cramped. “If you sent a message to him,

  then you should know I’m as sane as—”

  “Anyone in here,” he said with a laugh. “Who do you

  think told us of your recent idiosyncracies?”

  “Simon told you . . .” A horror, greater than any other

  today, filled her as Dr. Berger so matter-of-factly spoke of

 
Simon sending her to this place. It was not possible.

  Something was wrong—terribly wrong—and it was not

  her mind.

  She had thought Simon cared for her. How sweetly he

  had wooed her with kisses and caresses! With ease, he

  had convinced her to stay at Rosewood Hall to help him

  finish his precious book. Now it was finished . . .

  “At first,” said Dr. Berger, “he thought your tales of

  lights near the maze were just nightmares. Then, he feared

  there was more to your tales.”

  “They aren’t tales. They’re true.”

  “I’m sure you think so.” He patted her head, but his

  caress along her face was anything but fatherly. When she

  pulled away, he went to the door and called, “Mrs. Rale,

  Miss Kincaid is ready to go to the private room we have

  arranged for her.”

  Darcy looked from one face to the other. There was

  menace in his words. What did he mean? She stood as her

  leash was unlatched from the wall.

  “My dear Darcy, we shall help you,” Dr. Berger said.

  “You needn’t worry about that.”

  “If you touch me again, I’ll scream so loud they’ll

  hear me in Halyeyn.”

  “Touch you? Are you hallucinating again?” Dr. Berger

  laughed. “Go with Mrs. Rale, my dear. You’ll learn soon

  we mean only to help you.”

  Trying to retain as much dignity as she could when

  she was being led about like a dog on a chain, Darcy

  stepped past him and into the hallway. A door was opened

  only a few paces away. When she was shoved inside, she

  hit the opposite wall. Putting out her hands, she realized

  she could span the tiny cell. Her dressing room at

  Rosewood Hall was larger. A single breath told her it had

  not been cleaned in weeks.

  “You’ll stay here and be quiet,” ordered Mrs. Rale.

  “Here?”

  “Sit on the floor and be quiet.”

  Darcy grasped the woman’s drab sleeve. “Would you

  sit on this floor?”

  “Just shut up!” Mrs. Rale hit her again.

  Darcy reeled back. Before she could straighten, she

  heard the horrifying click of a key. Her manacle had been

  hooked to another ring on the wall.

  “No,” she moaned. “Don’t leave me here.”

  “If you make a peep, you’ll feel more than my hand.”

  Mrs. Rale closed and locked the door behind her.

 

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