by Wilbur Smith
The matter was closed, I knew him so well, that great infuriating oaf, whom I loved with all my heart. He meant exactly what he said, and would cleave to it at any cost.
‘Then what will you do, damn your stubborn heart?’ I flared at him. ‘Nothing that I say has any weight with you. Do you want to face this on your own? Are you suddenly too wise to heed my counsel?’
‘I’m willing to take your counsel, just as long as it has sense to it.’ He reached out and drew me down beside him. ‘Come, Taita, help us. Lostris and I need you now as never before. Don’t desert us. Help us find the honourable way.’
‘I fear there is no such thing,’ I sighed, my emotions bobbing and spinning like a piece of flotsam caught in the Nile flood. ‘But if you will not seize the crown, then you dare not stay here. You must sweep Lostris up in your arms and bear her away.’
He stared at me in the moonlight. ‘Leave Egypt? You cannot be serious. This is my world. This is Lostris’ world.’
‘No!’ I reassured him. ‘That is not what I had in mind. There is another pharaoh in Egypt. One who has need of warriors and honest men. You have much to offer such a king. Your fame in the Lower Kingdom is as great as it is here at Karnak. Place Lostris on the deck of the Breath of Horus and send your galley flying northwards. No other ship can catch you. In ten days, with this wind and current, you can present yourself at the court of the red pharaoh in Memphis, and swear allegiance to—’
‘By Horus, you are determined to make a traitor of me yet,’ he cut across me. ‘Swear allegiance to the usurper, you say? Then what of the allegiance I swore to the true Pharaoh Mamose? Does that count for nothing with you? What kind of man am I, that can make the same oath to every king or renegade that crosses my path? An oath is not something to be bartered or reclaimed, Taita, it is for life. I gave my oath to the true Pharaoh Mamose.’
‘That true Pharaoh is the same one who will marry your love, and will order the strangling-rope to be twisted around your neck,’ I pointed out grimly, and this time even he wavered.
‘You are right, of course. We should not stay in Karnak. But I will not make myself a traitor or break my solemn oath by taking up the sword against my king.’
‘Your sense of honour is too complicated for me.’ I could not keep the tone of sarcasm from my voice. ‘All I know is that it bodes fair to make corpses of us all. You have told me what you will not do. Now tell me what you will do to save yourself, and rescue my Lady Lostris from a hateful fate.’
‘Yes, old friend, you have every right to be angry with me. I asked for your help and advice. When you gave it freely, I scorned it. I beg your patience. Bear with me a while longer.’ Tanus sprang to his feet and began to prowl about like the leopard in Pharaoh’s menagerie, back and forth, muttering to himself, shaking his head and bunching his fists, as if to face an adversary.
At last he stopped in front of me. ‘I am not prepared to play the traitor, but with a heavy heart I will force myself to play the coward. If Lostris agrees to accompany me, and only if she agrees, then I am prepared to take flight. I will take her away from this land we both love so well.’
‘Where will you go?’ I asked.
‘I know that Lostris can never leave the river. It is not only her life and mine, but her god also. We must stay with Hapi, the river. That leaves only one direction open to us.’ He raised his right arm, gleaming with muscle in the moonlight, and pointed south. ‘We will follow the Nile southwards into the depths of Africa, into the land of Cush and beyond. We will go up beyond the cataracts into the unfathomed wilderness where no civilized man has ever gone before. There, perhaps, if the gods are kind, we will carve out another Ta-Meri for ourselves.’
‘Who will be your companions?’
‘Kratas, of course, and those of my officers and men who are game for the adventure. I’ll address them tonight and give them the choice. Five ships, perhaps, and the men to work them. We must be ready to leave by dawn. Will you go back to the necropolis and fetch Lostris to me?’
‘And me?’ I asked quietly. ‘You’ll take me with you?’
‘You?’ He laughed at me. Now that the decision was made, his mood took flight, high as the bating falcon launched from the gloved fist. ‘Would you truly give up your garden and your books, your pageants and your building of temples? The road will be dangerous, and the life hard. Do you truly want that, Taita?’
‘I could not let you go alone, without my restraining hand upon your shoulder. What folly and danger would you lead my mistress into, if I were not there to guide you?’
‘Come!’ he ordered, and clapped me on the back. ‘I never doubted that you would come with us. I know that Lostris would not leave without you, anyway. Enough chatter! We have work to do. First, we will tell Kratas and the others what we intend, and let them make their choice. Then you must go back to the necropolis and fetch Lostris, while I make the preparations for our departure. I’ll send a dozen of my best men with you, but we must hurry. It is past midnight, and well into the third watch.’
Silly romantic fool that I am, but I was as excited as he was as we hurried back to the regiment’s encampment below the temple and the causeway. I was so elated that my sense of danger was dulled. It was Tanus who picked out the sinister movement in the moonlight ahead of us and seized my arm and drew me beneath the shelter of a stunted carob tree.
‘An armed party,’ he whispered, and I saw the glint of bronze spearheads. There was a large band of men, thirty or forty, I estimated.
‘Bandits, perhaps, or a raiding party from the Lower Kingdom,’ Tanus growled, and even I was alarmed by the stealthy behaviour of the armed men ahead of us. They were not using the tow-path of the canal, but creeping through the open fields, spreading out to surround Tanus’ encampment on the river-bank.
‘This way!’ With a soldier’s eye for ground he picked out a shallow wadi that ran down to join the river, and he steered me to it. We jumped down and ran doubled over until we reached the perimeter of the camp. Then Tanus sprang out of the wadi and roused the camp with a bellow.
‘Stand to arms! On me, the Blues! Form on me!’ It was the rallying cry of the Blue Crocodile Guards, and it was taken up at once by the sergeants of each company. Instantly the camp boiled to life. The men sleeping round the fires leaped to their feet and snatched up their stacked weapons, while the officers’ tents burst open as though the men within had never slept but had been waiting, tensed and ready for Tanus’ command. Sword in hand, they raced to their stations, and I saw Kratas in the forefront.
I was amazed by the swiftness of their response, even though I knew that these were all battle-tested veterans. Before I could draw a dozen excited breaths they had formed in their phalanxes, with overlapping shields and long spears thrust outwards facing the darkness. The strange band out there in the night must have been as startled as I was by this militant display, for although I could still make out the vague shapes of many men and the gleam of their weapons in the gloom, the murderous charge we were all expecting from them never materialized.
The instant that Tanus had his formations in line, he ordered the advance. We had often debated the advantages of offensive action over defence, and now the massed squadrons moved forward, poised to break into a full charge at Tanus’ command. It must have been a daunting spectacle to the men out there in the darkness, for a voice hailed us with an edge of panic in its tone. ‘We are Pharaoh’s men on the king’s business. Hold your attack!’
‘Hold hard, the Blues!’ Tanus stopped the menacing advance, and then called back, ‘Which pharaoh do you serve, the red usurper or the true pharaoh?’
‘We serve the true king, the divine Mamose, ruler of the Upper and the Lower Kingdoms. I am the king’s messenger.’
‘Come forward, king’s messenger, who creeps around in the night like a thief. Come forward and state your business!’ Tanus invited him, but under his breath he told Kratas, ‘Be ready for treachery. The smell of it is thick in the air. Have the fire
s built up. Give us light to see.’
Kratas gave the order and bundles of dry rushes were flung on to the watch-fires. The flames leaped up, and the darkness was thrown back. Into this ruddy glow the leader of the strange band stepped forward and shouted, ‘My name is Neter, Best of Ten Thousand. I am the commander of Pharaoh’s bodyguard. I bear the hawk seal for the arrest and detention of Tanus, Lord Harrab.’
‘By Horus, he lies in his teeth,’ Kratas growled. ‘You are no felon with a warrant on your head. He insults you and the regiment. Let us at them and I’ll thrust that hawk seal up between his buttocks.’
‘Hold!’ Tanus restrained him. ‘Let us hear the fellow out.’ He raised his voice again. ‘Show us the seal, Captain Neter.’
Neter held it aloft. A small statuette in glistening blue faience, in the shape of the royal hawk. The hawk seal was the king’s personal empowerment. The bearer acted with all the force and validity of Pharaoh himself. On pain of death, no man could question or hinder him in the course and commission of the royal business. The bearer answered only to the king.
‘I am Tanus, Lord Harrab,’ Tanus conceded. ‘And I acknowledge the hawk seal.’
‘My lord, my lord!’ Kratas whispered urgently. ‘Do not go to the king. It will mean your certain death. I have spoken to the other officers. The regiment is behind you, nay, the entire army is behind you. Give us the word. We’ll make you king before the new day breaks.’
‘My ear is deaf to those words,’ Tanus told him softly, but with a weight of menace in his tone more telling than any growl or bellow. ‘But only this once, Kratas, son of Maydum. Next time that you speak treason, I will deliver you to the king’s wrath with my own hands.’
He turned from Kratas to me, and drew me a little to one side. ‘It is too late, old friend. The gods frown on our enterprise. I must trust myself to the king’s good sense. If he is truly a god, then he will be able to look into my heart and see for himself that it contains no evil.’ He touched my arm, and that light gesture was to me more significant than the warmest embrace. ‘Go to Lostris, tell her what has happened, tell her why it has happened. Tell her I love her and, whatever happens, I will do so through this life and the next. Tell her I will wait for her, to the ends of eternity, if need be.’
Then Tanus ran his sword back into the scabbard at his side and with empty hands stepped forward to meet the bearer of the hawk seal. ‘I stand ready to do the king’s bidding,’ he said simply.
Behind him his own men hissed and growled, and rattled their swords against their bucklers, but Tanus turned and quieted them with a gesture and a frown, then strode out to confront Neter. The king’s guard closed in around him, and then at a trot they moved away along the tow-path of the canal, back towards the necropolis.
The camp was filled with angry, bitter young men when I left it and followed Tanus and his escort at a discreet interval. When I reached the necropolis, I went directly to my Lady Lostris’ quarters. I was distressed to find them deserted except for three of her little black maids, who in their usual lazy and lackadaisical manner were packing the last of their mistress’s clothing into a cedar-wood chest.
‘Where is your mistress?’ I demanded, and the eldest and most insolent of them picked her nose as she gave me an airy reply, ‘Where you can’t reach her, eunuch.’ The others tittered at her powers of repartee. They are all of them jealous of my favour with my Lady Lostris.
‘Answer me straight, or I’ll whip your insolent backside, you little baggage.’ I had done so before, so she relented and muttered sulkily, ‘They have taken her to Pharaoh’s own harem. You have no influence there. Despite your missing balls, the guards will never let you pass amongst the royal women.’
She was right, of course, but still I had to make the attempt. My mistress would need me now, as much as she ever had in all her life.
As I feared, the guards at the gate to the king’s harem were intractable. They knew who I was, but they had orders that no one, not even the closest members of Lostris’ retinue, was to be allowed to go to her.
It cost me a gold ring, but the best I could achieve, even with that extravagance, was the promise that one of the guards would take my message to her. I wrote it out on a scrap of papyrus parchment, a bland little attempt at encouragement. I dared not relate all that had befallen us, nor the peril in which Tanus now stood. I could not even mention him by name, and yet I had to reassure her of his love and protection. As an investment, it was not worth the price I was forced to pay. Hardest of all to bear, I learned later that my gold had been entirely wasted and that she never received the message. Is there no man we can trust in this perfidious world?
I was not to see either Tanus or my Lady Lostris again until the evening of the last day of the festival of Osiris.
* * *
The Festival ended in the temple of the god. It seemed once more that all the populace of Greater Thebes was packed into the courtyards. We were jammed so tightly that I could scarcely breathe in the press and the heat.
I was feeling wretched, for I had slept little for two nights in succession on account of the worry and the strain. Apart from the uncertainty of the fate of Tanus, I had been further burdened by my Lord Intef with the onerous duty of arranging the wedding ceremony of the king to his daughter, a duty that ran so contrary to my own desires. Added to which, I was parted from my mistress, and I could scarcely bear it. I do not know how I came through it. Even the slave boys were concerned about me. They declared that they had never seen my beauty so impaired, or my spirits so low.
Twice during Pharaoh’s interminable speech from the throne, I found myself swaying on my feet, on the very point of fainting. However, I forced myself to hold on, while the king droned out the platitudes and half-truths with which he sought to disguise the true state of the kingdom and to placate the populace.
As was only to be expected, he never referred directly to the red pharaoh in the north or the civil war in which we were embroiled, except in such broad terms as ‘these troubled times’ or ‘the defection and insurrection’. However, after he had spoken for a while it suddenly became plain to me that he was referring to every one of the issues that Tanus had raised in his declamation, and attempting to find remedies for each of them.
It was true that he was doing so in his usual inept and vacillating fashion, but the simple fact that he had taken notice of what Tanus had said braced me and focused my wandering attention. I edged forward in the press of humanity until I had a better view of the throne, by which time the king was speaking about the impudence of the slaves and the disrespectful behaviour of the lower classes of our society. This was another issue that Tanus had mentioned, and I was amused to hear Pharaoh’s solution. ‘From henceforth the slave-owner may order fifty lashes to the insolent slave, without recourse to the magistrate to sanction such punishment,’ he announced.
I smiled when I remembered how this same king had almost wrecked the state twelve years previously with another proclamation that ran in the exact opposite direction to this latest pronouncement. Still idealistic at his coronation, he had set out actually to abolish the ancient and honourable institution of slavery. He had wanted to turn every slave in Egypt loose and make him a free man.
Even at this remove in time, such folly is still incomprehensible to me. Though I am myself a slave, I believe that slavery and serfdom are the institutions on which the greatness of nations is founded. The rabble cannot govern itself. Government should be entrusted only to those born and trained to it. Freedom is a privilege, not a right. The masses need a strong master, for without control and direction anarchy would reign. The absolute monarch and slavery and serfdom are the pillars of a system that has allowed us to develop into civilized men.
It had been instructive to see how the slaves themselves had rebelled at the prospect of having freedom thrust upon them. I had been very young at the time, but I too had been alarmed at the prospect of being turned out from my warm and secure niche in the boys�
� quarters to scavenge on the rubbish-heaps for my next crust of bread with a horde of other freed slaves. A bad master is better than no master at all.
Of course, the kingdom had been thrown into chaos by this folly. The army had been upon the brink of revolt. Had the red pharaoh in the north seized the opportunity, then history might have been written differently. In the end our own pharaoh had hastily withdrawn his misguided decree of manumission, and managed to cling to his throne. Now here he was little more than a decade later proclaiming increased punishments for the impudence of a slave. It was so typical of this hesitant and muddling pharaoh that I pretended to mop my brow in order to cover the first smile that had creased my face in the last two days.
‘The practice of self-mutilation for the purpose of avoiding military service will in future be strongly discouraged,’ the king droned on. ‘Any eligible young man claiming exemption under this dispensation is to appear before a tribunal of three army officers, at least one of whom is to be a centurion or officer of superior rank.’ This time my smile was one of reluctant approval. For once Pharaoh was on the right tack. I would dearly love to see Menset and Sobek displaying their missing thumbs to some hardened old veteran of the river wars. What tender sympathy they could expect! ‘The fine for such an offence will be one thousand rings of gold.’ By Seth’s bulging belly, that would make those two young dandies pause, and my Lord Intef would have to meet the fine on their behalf.
Despite my other concerns, I was beginning to feel a little more cheerful, as Pharaoh continued, ‘From this day forward it will be an offence punishable by a fine of ten gold rings for a harlot to ply for trade in any public place, other than one set aside by the magistrates for that purpose.’ This time I could barely prevent myself from laughing aloud. Vicariously Tanus would make puritans and honest men of all of Thebes. I wondered how the sailors and the off-duty soldiers would welcome this interference in their sporting lives. Pharaoh’s period of lucidity had been short-lived. Any fool knows the folly of trying to legislate to man’s sexual foibles.