What he’d planned to do was buy the gray back, if he had been taken in by that ranch, buy him if they’d sell him, and take off on horseback for Mexico. But a little thought, a few questions asked, and he knew the land along the Colorado, down into Baja, would be way too hard on a horse. Little if any grass for miles across the desert, little if any water, and much of the Colorado River inaccessible where it ran deep between ragged stone cliffs. Even if he bought a trailer, maybe traded the Chevy for a pickup, it would still be a hard journey, hard to care for a saddle horse. He didn’t have any real destination, didn’t know where, in Mexico, he’d end up. Somewhere along the gulf, but how much feed could he buy there, how much water could he count on? He’d be smarter to wait, to buy some Mexican cayuse later on.
Well, hell, the first thing was to get the money. If it was gone, he couldn’t buy a flea-bitten hound dog.
Parking beside an orange grove he unwrapped a burrito and opened a beer. It was then, as he ate the rest of his lunch, that Misto was suddenly beside him, grinning up at him, yellow shaggy coat, ragged ears, ragged, switching tail. How often had it been this way over their long friendship, Misto abruptly appearing pressing against him, loud with rumbling purrs. Lee stroked his rough fur and offered him a bite of burrito, but Misto sniffed and turned his nose away. Too much hot sauce.
He stopped once more before he reached Blythe, to gas up the Chevy again and use the restroom. The attendant was young and shy, he looked at his feet when Lee addressed him. “Can you tell me the name of that ranch out on the old road to Amboy?”
The young man glanced up at him, turned, and headed for the office. Lee could see him ringing up the sale. Bringing Lee his change, still he didn’t look at him. “That would be the Emerson place,” he mumbled. “It sets just beyond the little airstrip.”
Lee nodded. “That’s the only ranch out there?”
“The only one,” the young fellow said shyly, studying his boots. But he stood watching as Lee pulled away. The ghost cat had disappeared. The car seemed filled with emptiness as Lee headed for the road to Amboy.
Approaching the old abandoned barn on the Amboy road, he parked behind it and, at the base of a boulder, he dug with a rock until he’d uncovered the little folding shovel he’d buried there, and then the saddle and bridle. There wasn’t much left of the rotted blanket. He wiped the leather off as best he could, laid the saddle and bridle in the trunk beside his meager kit. Somewhere down the line, he’d need them. As he headed the Chevy up the shallow mountain the scene came back too vividly, the robbery, returning here in the truck with the dead convict sitting in the seat beside him, the man he had killed to save his own life and who, it turned out, had come in real handy. That day, he had driven up the hills as far as he could, leading the gray with a rope through the open window, the dead man propped in the cab beside him. Picking his spot along the canyon, he’d gotten out, tied the gray at a safe distance, and sent the truck and dead man, with the gun and a few scattered post office bills, over the edge of the ravine, a no-good convict taking the rap for the robbery.
The truck and his companion disposed of, he had moved on up the hills on horseback, buried the money, and ridden back down to the old barn. Had buried the saddle and, when the duster plane came into view, had turned the gray loose, then buried the bridle and shovel. Stepping up into the cockpit, he’d headed for Vegas. No commercial plane to fly him from the empty desert, and the small duster plane left no record. For all intents and purposes, when the post office robbery went down, Lee was already drunk and raising hell in Vegas, cursing and assaulting the Vegas cops, and was thrown in the can there. So far, his alibi had held firm.
Now, heading the Chevy up the shallow desert mountain, he thought he could make it maybe halfway before boulders made the trail impassable and he’d have to walk. Already he could see, high up to the east, the rock formation where the money was hidden.
Before he left the car he backed it around so it was headed down again, the parking brake set, the front bumper secure against a boulder. Moving on up, on foot, the sand hushed beneath his boots with an occasional soft scrape. Lizards scurried away, and once he startled a rabbit that went bounding off. Nothing chased it. Was Misto with Sammie? Would Sammie, in a dream, see him walking up the mountain, watch as he approached the tall rock and began to dig, see him bring up the stolen post office bags? What would she think, how would she judge him? That thought bothered him.
“It’s all I have,” he told her, wondering if his words would enter her dreams. “All I have, for whatever years are left.” A little cottage in Mexico, good hot Mexican food, soak up the hot sun. The money he was about to dig up, that’s all there was against an empty future.
44
IN THE DC-3, as Sammie yawned in Becky’s arms, already Morgan had drifted off, his head on Becky’s shoulder. Becky couldn’t have slept again; her stomach felt queasy from breakfast or maybe from the plane taking off, banking over the city, then lifting fast above the mountains. Below them clouds hung low between the highest peaks, then soon the plane’s shadow raced ahead over mountains mottled with snow. Snowcapped ridges tinted gold by the rising sun surrounded a deep blue lake; far ahead, long white ridges marched, jagged, primitive, stroked with gold.
Last night in the motel room Sammie, sleeping peacefully, had stirred suddenly and sat up, her rigid body silhouetted against the motel lights beyond the window. Becky couldn’t tell if she was awake or still asleep; but a darkness stood across the room slicing fear through her—a dark consciousness more alive than if they faced a human intruder.
“Leave us alone!” Sammie shouted. “Leave my daddy alone. You tried with Uncle Lee, too. You failed with both of them. Now go away. Go away from us. Go bother someone who wants to follow you.”
The authority in the child’s voice held Becky. Morgan was awake and took Becky’s hand. They didn’t speak to Sammie. This was not the kind of dream they were used to. Sammie didn’t reach out to them, frightened. She seemed quite in control, there was a new power in the child. Her strength seemed to press at the dark presence as if driving it back; it smeared and grew thin. “You couldn’t hurt Russell Dobbs,” Sammie said boldly. “You couldn’t hurt Lee or my daddy. You can’t hurt us any longer.”
Her fists gripped the covers. “You can’t direct my dreams. You never could, they never came from you! Go away from us, we are done with you!” She was not a child now, something within her seemed ageless, they could only watch as she faced down the dark that stifled the small room. The child waited silent and rigid as the spirit receded. When it vanished, she turned away—she was a child again, soft and pliant, leaning into her daddy, pulling Becky close, pressing between them until soon she slept, curled up and at peace.
They exchanged looks, but didn’t speak. At last Morgan slept, too. Only Becky lay awake, thinking about the strength they’d seen in Sammie—and then about the days to come. Home again in their own house. Morgan back in the shop he loved. Caroline with her comforting support. Anne a real part of the family now, Anne and Mariol.
With Morgan exonerated, all charges wiped from the books, would time turn back to what life was before? Would the town’s anger be wiped from the books? As cleanly as the legal charges were expunged? Would they be a real part of their community again?
She didn’t think so.
Their true friends, who had stood by them, would embrace them. But the rest of the town, that had turned so cruel, why would they be different now? She couldn’t be friends again with people who hadn’t trusted or believed in Morgan, people they could never trust again. And that was most of the town.
What kind of life would they have among people they could never again feel close to, could never respect? She and Morgan had no reason to embrace their onetime enemies. And what about Morgan’s customers? Would they return to him or would they remain distant, so business continued to falter? Caroline was doing her best to oversee the work, to make appointments, pay the bills, take care of the books
on top of managing the bakery. Even bakery sales had fallen off some. And Becky’s own work? The clients she’d lost were, in her view, gone for good. She couldn’t hope there’d be new work for her. Now, this morning, heading through the sky to Georgia, were they returning not to their regained freedom, but to a new and different kind of confinement?
As if, though Brad Falon was locked away, his shadow still followed them.
She thought about California, the miles of orange groves below as they’d left the city. The open green hills, the small communities lying snugly along the sea. She thought about the way Lee had talked, over supper last night, about watching the ocean surge so close outside his cell window. Thought about the friendliness of the few people she had met, the waitresses and manager at the little motel, and about the kindness of Reginald Storm—her thoughts filled with the bright mosaic of that world, so very different from what they might find at home.
But then, looking down from the DC-3 at the dry desert of Arizona and then soon at the snow-patterned prairies of the Midwest, her thoughts turned to Lee and to where he might be headed in his mysterious odyssey. Already she missed him, she said a silent prayer for him. Give him peace, give him what he longs for in his last years. And then she thought about Misto.
Would the ghost cat know new earthly lives yet to come? But meantime, would he stay with Sammie yet for a while?
And where would he go when he must return to a new life? Into what place and what time? Must the little cat spirit start over each time as a small and ignorant kitten with only his own strong will to guide him? That seemed so cruel.
But how could she understand the patterns that guided the soul of animal or human? She could only guess. Yawning, she looked at Morgan sleeping against her and prayed that life would be good to him now, would be good to all of them as she and Morgan tried, as best they knew how, to protect Sammie and nurture her.
45
LEE’S SHOVEL, STRIKING stone, echoed louder than he liked. Though the desert stretched away empty below him, only scattered mesquite and boulders to conceal anyone observing him. And who would be out there on the empty land alone? But he kept watch as he dug at the base of the tall rock formation, shale falling back again and again so he had to scoop out the hole with his hands. There: his hand stroked hard leather. Quickly he uncovered the saddlebags, hauled them out and dug feverishly into the two pockets.
The stash was there, the packets of money, solidly wrapped as he’d left them. Pulling out several packs of hundred-dollar bills, he found none of them crumbled or torn as if rodents had been at them, no corners chewed by marauding ground squirrels. He tucked a thousand dollars in his left boot, folded a thousand more in his pants pocket, left the rest in the saddlebags, and tied them shut. He covered the hole, scattered sand and debris across so the ground looked untouched.
Carrying the saddlebags, he headed down the mountain, sliding on his heels in a couple of steep places. At the Chevy he shoved them under the front seat, slid into the warm car, and drove on down, thinking again about the gray gelding.
He knew he couldn’t take the gray with him, that was kidding himself. But he’d like one last look, like to know the gray had found a good home, know he was all right. Easing the Chevy on past the old barn, he turned in the direction of the lone ranch, the old Emerson place.
It wasn’t far, a couple of miles. A pair of stone pillars supported a wrought-iron sign: J. J. EMERSON. Parking the Chevy across the road, he slipped in through the gate, shutting it behind him, and headed on foot up the long, rutted drive. Strange, even with all the hill-climbing and digging, his lungs weren’t bothering him too bad. Maybe it was the adrenaline rush of having the money safe. Rocky hills rose behind the ranch house, sparse with brown winter grass. A herd of Hereford cattle was being moved, worked slowly down toward the corrals that surrounded the faded ranch house. He saw the gray, a kid was riding him, likely one of the rancher’s boys, a slight youngster of twelve or so. The three riders pushed the herd in between board fences that funneled them into a catch pen. Lee watched the kid spin the gray to turn back a reluctant steer, hustling the steer on through the gate but never tightening the reins. He watched the way the gelding moved, loose reined and easy, and the sight put a grin on Lee’s face. He hungered to have the gray back, to have him for his own.
The two older riders began to separate the cattle, moving the younger steers into a long chute. The gray’s rider moved away as if their part of the job was done, eased the gray into a small corral without lifting the reins, dismounted, pulled off the heavy saddle and slung it on the fence. Reaching up, the rider took off the wide-brimmed hat that provided shade from the desert sun, releasing a cascade of long blond hair, bright and clean looking. Lee watched the girl pull off her Levi’s coat, revealing a slim female form beneath her Western shirt. A child of maybe thirteen, a little older than Sammie. A child living the life Mae had wanted to live, the life Sammie had never been exposed to, and that was a pity. Lee watched this young girl doing what she loved, doing what she was meant to do. He watched her remove the gray’s bridle, slip a rope halter on him, and tie him to the fence.
She left the corral, returned with a bucket and carrying a sponge and rags. Lee watched her fill the bucket from a tap and hose next to the fencepost, watched her sponge the gray, starting with the sweaty saddle mark, sloshing the sweat off real good, the gray flicking his tail and tossing his head with pleasure. He liked it even better when she turned the hose on him, sloshed him all over, washed his face and wiped out his eyes, the good gelding snorting and shaking himself and asking for more. Lee looked him over, the good shape he was in, well fed but not fat, his hooves neatly trimmed and shod. The girl knew he was watching, but she gave no sign. She swiped the excess water off the gray’s back and rump and neck with a rounded metal tool. She hugged the gray, soaking the front of her shirt, hugged him again, removed his halter, slapped him on the rump, and laughed as he spun away, running the length of the corral.
At the far end he lay down and rolled, twisting this way and that, making a muddy mess of himself. When the girl turned to look at Lee, her gaze was wary, questioning. Lee knew what she was thinking: This horse had appeared at the ranch running loose, no brand, no mark of an owner. They’d taken him in, a nice horse like this. Maybe they’d looked for the owner, maybe not.
Did she think Lee was the owner, that he’d found the gelding at last, after all this time, and had come to claim him?
It was strange they didn’t know where the gray came from. Lee had bought him not that far away, out on the other side of Blythe. Ranchers, horsemen, they knew every horse for miles.
Or maybe these folks did know who’d owned him? Had old bowlegged Rod Kendall, who’d sold him the gray, had he for some reason not wanted the gelding back? Didn’t have the money, or the man’s health was failing? The girl watched Lee, assessing him, her look far older than her youth.
“Rod Kendall died last fall,” she said. “You the fellow who bought the gray from him? Smoke. I call him Smoke.” Lee was silent, watching her. “He’s not for sale,” she said. “I don’t know how you lost him or why it took you so long to come for him. I figure, you abandon a horse like that for over a year, it’s finders keepers. He’s not for sale.”
Lee laughed. “I didn’t come to buy him. Where I’m headed, the way I’m traveling, I couldn’t take him with me. I just wanted a last look, see what kind of shape he’s in.”
Her look eased. The gray trotted back across the corral to shake mud over her, but when he saw Lee he nickered and trotted over, leaned over the fence nuzzling at him, stirring a pain in Lee’s heart. Lee scratched his neck, scratched under his forelock and behind his ears, then gave him a little push, moving him back toward the girl. The gray laid his head on her shoulder, pushing mud into her pale hair. She scratched his ears absently.
“Just came for a last look,” Lee repeated. “Have to be on my way.” He looked the gray over good, filling up on the sight of him. He looke
d hard at the girl, wishing Sammie could live like this, with a good horse to love, free of the hard times, free of the haunts that plagued her.
“Means a lot to me,” Lee said, “that you love him, that he’s with you and cared for.” He reached through the fence and they shook hands solemnly. Then Lee turned away, walked back up the road, got in his car feeling old and alone, and headed for Mexico.
He wasn’t alone long when the ghost cat settled beside him, warm and purring, and Lee knew, hoped he knew, that the spirit cat would stay with him for a while, maybe continue to move between Lee himself and Sammie for as long as he remained in ghost form. Who knew how long that would be, until Misto must return to the world of the living? However long, Lee was glad for his company.
So it was that Lee and Misto worked their way south until they crossed the border to travel along the Mexican side; skirting Arizona, moving down into Sonora, Lee looked south across sage and mesquite to the distant gulf, imagining a small village right on the shore, a little empty hacienda waiting for him.
Each night he slept in the locked car, gun at hand. On a night when he’d parked beneath a grove of tamarisk trees, as he lay dozing, the moon filtering light down through the lacy branches, the ghost cat brought him awake, rubbing against Lee’s face. “Just for a little while,” Misto whispered. And he disappeared, gone into another element. Only his last words lingered. “Sammie’s lonely, too, she needs a snuggle, too.”
MISTO WOULD RETURN to ride with Lee, watching over the old train robber as Lee headed at last where he longed to be. And though sadness filled the ghost cat that the old man traveled alone, he knew that could change. This night as Misto departed, willing himself back to Rome, slipping beneath the covers into Sammie’s arms, she woke and hugged him. “Lee’s all right?” she whispered. “You’ll keep him safe, you won’t leave him for long?”
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