by Judith Rock
He woke with tears on his face and was still awake when the rising bell sounded.
Chapter 25
ST. ODILON’S DAY, SATURDAY, JANUARY 4
The night’s darkness had thinned a little by the time the youngest day boys were pouring through the stable gate under Charles’s watchful eye. At the ends of the lane, lanterns swung as the lay brothers there walked back and forth. So far there had been no trouble at all. But muted talk ran along the file of black-gowned boys, and they looked anxiously over their shoulders, still fearful that Thursday’s attack would happen again.
“All is well,” Charles said quietly. “And silence now, if you please, messieurs,” the rule being that talk ceased at the gate. He held up his lantern and looked along the lane to see how many more boys were still to come. When all the students were inside the college, he would go out and look for Reine. Lying awake after his dreams, he’d settled with himself that before he took his suspicions of Marin to La Reynie, he had to talk with Reine.
Seeing that the line of boys was still long, he went back to thinking about his dreams. The nun had been the least disturbing of his phantoms. Perhaps Marin’s talk of the Sacred Heart had summoned her, Soeur Marguerite Marie, the Visitandine who had revived the old Sacred Heart devotion after her vision of resting her head on Jesus’ heart. It was Pernelle’s visitation that had disturbed him, and profoundly. His famished sinking onto the bed, onto her body, his cheek on her warm naked breast . . .
“No!” he said desperately, loudly, shaking his head. The last boys in the line jumped and looked wide-eyed at him, and he managed a reassuring smile and waved them through the gate. Then he raised his lantern and signaled to the brothers at the ends of the lane that all the boys were safely inside the college. The brothers signaled back and went to report to the officers at the front doors, as Père Le Picart’s plan for the morning demanded.
Charles was shutting the gate when the sound of quick footsteps at the end of the lane made him open it again and go out to see who was there. A woman, just visible in the slowly lightening morning, was passing the lane’s end, walking toward the rue St. Jacques. By her shape, she was the same woman he’d seen yesterday morning. But this time he realized that what he recognized about her were the heavy braids coiled around her head. She was one of Reine’s companions, one of the beggars in the stable the night he’d fed them. He called to a lay brother to lock the gate and ran down the lane, hoping that the woman could tell him where to find Reine.
When he reached the end of the lane, the woman wasn’t in sight. Charles started down toward the rue St. Jacques, thinking he’d see her going in one direction or the other. But as he passed the old building that had belonged to the college of Les Cholets and was now part of Louis le Grand and undergoing renovation, the light of the lantern he still carried fell on the snow drifted and piled against the wall. Charles stopped, gazing at the little slope of snow. From the top of the old wall stones had fallen, and under the well-trampled snow they made a rough ramp to the top of the wall. Charles wondered if the woman in the lane had disappeared so quickly because she had gone over the wall. Looking, perhaps, for leavings from the workmen to steal and sell? Cautiously, Charles mounted the frozen slope and held up his lantern to light the court of the old building. The courtyard was empty, but its carpet of snow was full of crossing footprints. Not workmen’s prints, because he knew that no work had been done on the building since Christmas Eve.
Charles jumped down into the court and followed the prints to the low, iron-bound door. The wood around the door’s old lock was broken and the lock useless. Warily, holding his lantern high, he pushed the door open. When he was sure that the anteroom beyond was empty, he went in and promptly stumbled over a workman’s bucket. The anteroom was cluttered with debris from the repair work, and a line of planks leaned against a wall. A strong draft was blowing from behind the planks. Curious, Charles shifted two of them where the current of air was strongest, put out a hand to feel the wall behind, and felt only emptiness. He let his lantern shine into the emptiness. Worn stone stairs opened at his feet. Caves, he thought. Cellars. Like Louis le Grand, Les Cholets would have cellars beneath it, cellars probably much older than the buildings themselves. Père Damiot had once told him that the city was honeycombed with caves built before anyone’s memory, many of them connected, some leading all the way to the river. Rat squeaking echoed up the stairs, and Charles backed away. If the woman he’d seen was down in that rat-infested place, she could stay there. There were other ways to find Reine.
He was replacing the plank he’d moved when someone screamed in the cave, a harsh, guttural scream that shaded into the high pitch of terror and stopped abruptly. Dear God, Charles thought, the woman from the lane! He flung the plank to the floor, grabbed the lantern, and started down the stairs, telling himself how stupid he was being. He was alone, he was unarmed, he knew nothing at all about the cause of the scream. Except that it came from a human throat. Someone down in that ancient darkness was terrified of more than rats, terrified beyond reason, maybe beyond hope. With every step, he expected the scream to come again. It didn’t, but when he reached the bottom of the stairs, he heard voices—distant, arguing, he thought, though he couldn’t hear the words. The sounds whispered off the stone of the walls and ceiling, making him unsure which way to go. But if he went any way at all, how would he find his way back? He moved the lantern slowly, close to the floor, until he saw a loose fragment of stone. Marks on the wall would show him the way back—if the lantern’s candle lasted that long.
Straining to make out words, he went slowly and quietly, giving himself at least those small protections. Only a fool would burst in on an argument after hearing a scream like the one still echoing in his head. Time seemed to melt into the darkness. Charles turned a corner. Now he could hear words. And he recognized one of the voices.
“You killed her,” Marin was shouting. “My blessed Claire! You murdered all her sweetness and took her sacred heart, God damn you to the lowest hell!”
“No, I didn’t. I didn’t mean to. Not her! And it was for you, don’t you—”
Marin howled with rage, the other voice cried out in pain, and then there was silence.
Charles froze, listening. Nothing. Only the rats. And then a sound that wasn’t rats threaded its way toward him, a steady calm sound. He crept forward a few steps. A high, sweet voice was singing very softly. Charles felt his way around another corner and saw a faint glow, like fire. With the glow came the song’s words.
“Little white Paternoster, sent by God from paradise . . .
now I lie down—”
Coughing stopped the voice, and the angle of another corner cut off the glow. At nearly the same moment, the candle flame in Charles’s lantern guttered and died, leaving him in darkness thick as Paris mud. The darkness seemed to pull at him and hold him back. A desire not to see, not to know who or what was singing beside the hidden fire, assailed him. The voice began again, crooning the garbled, ancient prayer every peasant knew, less prayer than magic.
“Now I lie down on my bed, an angel at the foot,
two angels at the head . . .”
Charles forced himself forward and the cellar opened out. Beyond a fire built on the stone floor, the singer leaned over someone resting in his lap. Charles’s breath caught in his throat, and he put a hand on the cave wall to steady himself. Marin was sprawled across the singer’s lap—the singer was Jean, his keeper. Blood streamed from the old man’s chest and ran across the floor into the fire. Smiling, carefully turning aside the long-bladed knife he held, Jean gathered Marin more closely to him and began singing again. Charles felt the hair rise on his scalp.
“The Virgin Mary sweetly says, lie down now, do not be afraid.
The good God is my father, the good Virgin is my mother,
the three apostles are my brothers.”
A whimper began from the deep shadows veiling the cave walls and was abruptly hushed. There were other peo
ple there, Charles realized, motionless against the stone. Jean went on singing.
“The Virgin Mary walked in the meadows,
Madame the Virgin met Saint John.
Where is God, she begged to know.
On the cross tree, I tell you so,
His feet hang down, His hands are nailed,
a little white thorn cap on his head.
Who says this prayer, both morn and night,
shall surely go to Paradise.”
Jean fell silent, stroking Marin’s shaggy hair. A shuddering sob from one of the women huddled against the wall made Jean look up, and he saw Charles.
“Don’t worry, maître,” he said hoarsely. “Marin has ridden my Little White Paternoster straight to paradise; he is already walking in the meadows with the Blessed Virgin.”
Charles moved slowly out under the stone-ribbed roof. “Give me the knife, Jean,” he said quietly. If he could get the knife, at least there would be no more deaths. Not here, anyway. “You don’t need it anymore.”
“I do need it.” Jean kissed Marin and smoothed the white hair back again. “Reine knows.”
Charles stopped. “What does Reine know?”
“She saw. But she didn’t tell Marin. That was good. But when he came to himself—he did sometimes—he remembered that she’d had it.”
“Reine had it? Had what?”
“Not Reine.” Jean held out his left hand and showed Charles the little heart resting on his palm. “Martine stole it.” He closed his fist tight around the heart. “She stole it years and years ago, but now I have it back.”
Charles gaped at him. “Martine? You knew Martine?”
Jean began to cough again, doubling over until his forehead rested on Marin’s body. Realization washed over Charles and nearly turned him sick. Understanding came, but not like light, only deeper and more mournful darkness.
“You killed Martine,” Charles whispered. “You’re Tito.”
“I didn’t mean to kill her! The heart was mine, not hers! They beat me when I tried to take it back. Then I wanted to give it to Marin. And God wanted it, too. I went to Martine’s house and the angels unlocked the door and took the bar away. I went up to her chamber, but she wasn’t there and I couldn’t find my heart. Then I heard her outside, talking to someone. So I waited, and when she came in, I asked her for it. She said terrible things and hit me. I was only trying to cut the ribbon, but—” He shuddered and his fever-bright eyes pleaded with Charles to see the right of his complaint.
“Reine recognized the heart,” Charles said relentlessly. “She knew you took it from Martine.”
“It was mine! I took it for him, I loved him, he called me his son. He wore it around his wrist because the ribbon was too short for his neck. But when he remembered he’d seen it on Martine”—tears glistened in Jean’s cavernous eyes—“he called me a murderer and beat me with his stick. I thought he was going to kill me. I won’t let anyone take it away from me, not ever again!”
Keeping his eyes on the knife Jean still held, Charles moved a little nearer.
Jean brought the knife up, pointing at Charles. His eyes glittered, but with rage now, not tears. “I’ll kill you if you try to take it. Like I had to kill the other man. I was sorry. But he saw her dead. I knew he’d tell someone and they’d take my heart again.”
“Who saw you kill her?” Charles kept his tone quiet and even. He thought he heard a rustling sound in the passage to the cave but didn’t dare take his eyes from Jean.
“He didn’t see that. If he’d seen that, he would have known it was an accident, he only saw her fall down when I cut her. But he ran away. I had to chase him and it made me cough so hard I thought I would die, too.” Jean began to cough again, and blood from his mouth spattered Marin’s chest.
Charles moved almost quicker than sight, circling to come behind Jean and take the knife. But a new scream, one that might have risen from hell, filled the cave and spun him toward the entrance. Reine burst from the darkness, pulling her own small knife from the scarves wound around her waist, and flung herself on Marin’s killer.
“He loved you, he loved you like a son!”
The man who had arrived with her tried to grab her, but he was too late. Jean lurched sideways and Reine’s thrust went over his head, sending her off-balance. Jean sliced upward with his own blade and ripped through her layered clothes as she fell. Then he reared onto his knees, gripping his knife in both hands, ready to stab downward, but Charles and the other man caught his wrists. Charles jerked him backward, away from Reine, who was lying across Marin’s legs, and twisted his arms until the knife dropped from his hand. Charles was pulling at the cincture around his cassock, thinking to restrain Jean with it, when the other man dropped to his knees beside Jean.
“See to Reine,” he cried, “I’ll manage this one.”
Recognizing the man as Richard, the beggar with the fleur de lys branded on his cheek, Charles left Jean to him and went to Reine. She was struggling to sit up, feeling herself for wounds.
He knelt beside her. “Are you hurt, Reine? Can you walk?”
She shook her head. “I am not hurt. Not my body. He only tore my finery.” Her face crumpled and she tenderly folded Marin’s hands across his breast. “My poor Marin, my poor old darling.” She bent and laid her cheek on his veined, dirty hands. “He loved his damned Jean, he called him his angel. God forgive me!” She straightened, crooning and rocking, lost in tears, stroking Marin’s hands and smoothing his hair.
Leaving questions for later—or never—Charles said the prayers for the dead. The other beggars, still hanging back in the safety of the shadows, drew closer and joined him where they could, filling the cave with murmuring echoes. It seemed to Charles that he’d done little else these last days but pray for the dead and those in danger of death. But then, who was not in danger of death? And what was his business, if not to pray? When he finished, he went back to Jean. The beggar Richard was sitting beside him, and the boy was shaking with fever now, coughing and exhausted. Charles took off his cloak and covered him.
Richard said, “He’s had the lung sickness awhile now. I think it won’t be long until he goes where he’s going.”
Charles nodded and watched the other beggars slip away, glad to have them gone before he summoned La Reynie.
Reine wiped her face on her skirts. “Get Nicolas, Richard,” she said, holding something out to him. “Take this, he’ll know it. Bring him here. Only him, do you understand?”
Richard jumped up and took the square of wood she held out. He peered at it and shook his head in wonder. “It’s exactly like Marin. It’s your best, I think.”
“He was my best. My mark is on the back. Give it only to Nicolas.”
“No, Reine, I’ll go,” Charles said. “They won’t let Richard in.” He moved so that he could see what Reine had given the man and caught his breath. The face carved in a few inches of heavily grained wood was Marin to the life. “It’s beautiful,” he said, marveling at her skill.
Reine took a deep, steadying breath. “When they see my mark, they will let Richard in. I want you to stay here, maître; I have things to say before Nicolas comes.”
Richard took a last look at Jean, who was shivering and murmuring to himself under Charles’s cloak, and put the carving inside his jacket and went. Charles poked at the nearly dead fire with his foot and took refuge for the moment in the mundane.
“Where do you get wood?” he said. “From the workmen’s store?”
Reine pointed to the place where Charles had entered the cave. “There is kindling there, beside the archway from the passage. And a few bigger pieces, too.”
Charles went to the archway and returned with an armload of wood. “All from the workmen?” he said, putting the wood down near the makeshift hearth.
She smiled a little, one hand resting gently on Marin’s still chest. “The workmen leave much that is useful. When things disappear, they accuse the apprentices of taking them to sell.
When the apprentices swear that we are the thieves, the masters hit them for lying. But we usually stay here only when the men are not working. With fire, it’s none too bad. They even leave buckets and there is water down at the Saint-Séverin fountain.”
“I would guess, too, that there is another way out of here?”
“Of course.”
The fire blazed up, crackling and spitting, and Charles settled beside her on the floor, but where he could see Jean, who seemed to be sleeping now.
“I am so sorry about Marin,” he said. And sorry for thinking he was a killer, he added silently. “This Jean. He is really Tito? Martine Mynette’s servant?” He shook his head, still hardly able to believe it.
Reine nodded.
“You knew who he was all along.”
“Yes, but I didn’t know until I was in the passage and heard him speak that he’d killed Martine. May heaven forgive me, I thought Marin had killed her.” She bent and kissed the old man’s cooling cheek. “I would see Jean when I visited Renée. And I’d seen Martine’s little necklace once or twice—in summer, when she wore her bodices cut lower.” She sighed. “My poor Marin had seen it, too. Marin and I used to beg there often enough, winter and summer, and the girl would bring us out clothes and food. She was very properly brought up. Most of the others who stay with us don’t know whose the heart was. Beggars in Paris come and go, like birds. But Marin knew. At least, when he was himself, he knew.”
“I begin to see,” Charles said. “Jean gave Marin the heart. And this morning Marin remembered whose the heart was and accused him of killing Martine. Only Marin called her Claire and said Jean had taken her ‘Sacred Heart.’ Then Marin started beating Jean with his stick . . . and Jean killed him.”