by L. A. Witt
Bouncing Back
A Wilde’s Novel
By
L.A. Witt
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
First edition
Copyright © 2018 L.A. Witt
Cover Art by Lori Witt
Editor: Jules Robin
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ISBN: 978-1-64230-025-3
About Bouncing Back
Between his time in the Marines and working as a bouncer at Wilde’s, Elliott Moore has seen it all. In his line of work, breaking up fights is business as usual. When he steps into a lovers’ quarrel one night, though, he finds himself running interference as a traumatized man tries to get rid of a persistent and occasionally violent ex-boyfriend.
Dr. Samir Ramezani has had enough. He just wants to move on from that toxic, abusive relationship, but his jerk of an ex isn’t ready to let him go. When Elliott offers to back him up, Samir is grateful for the help—and irresistibly drawn to the man with the big muscles and a soft touch.
Samir is terrified he’s just jumping from one bad relationship to another, but Elliott isn’t like men he’s dated before. He’s sweet, he’s gentle, and he’s a sucker for Samir’s beloved pets. And Elliott isn’t just protective of Samir—as the chemistry sizzles between them, he’s falling fast. It’s hard not to think this could be the real thing.
That is as long as the vindictive ex-boyfriend who knows all Samir’s weaknesses doesn’t find a way to sabotage it.
This Wilde’s novel is 57,000 words, and can be read as a standalone.
Table of Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Epilogue
About the Author
Chapter 1
Elliott
Before I moved back to Seattle, I was a Marine for twenty years. For eight of the ten months I’d been retired, I’d worked as a bouncer at Wilde’s, the most popular gay bar on Broadway. The two jobs could not have been any more different, but there were some parallels. Coworkers with war stories—literal ones from actual wars—that may or may not have been true. Stupid people who couldn’t hold their liquor. And the fact that three months into my stint at Wilde’s, I’d had the epiphany that bouncing was like combat in the sense that it was ninety-eight percent boredom, two percent sheer terror.
That wasn’t to say it held a candle to having a mortar land way too close to you and your buddies, or that it was terrifying in the way a firefight was. But it kind of was, too. In a room lit only by disco lights, crowded with a lot of bodies moving in a lot of directions, it could get scary when someone got violent or belligerent. Usually it was just a couple’s spat or someone who’d had too much to drink and started throwing clumsy punches. Thing was, I wouldn’t know that until afterward. Once the troublemaker was subdued, outside, and on their way someplace else, then we could all release our breath and be glad it hadn’t been worse.
In the moment, there was just no way of knowing for sure. Knives and guns weren’t hard to hide. Bars had a lot of bottles and glasses, any one of which could turn into a shiv without much effort. A drunk in a violent rage was difficult to distinguish from someone having a psychotic break. When all you could see was two people shouting, but the music was too loud to hear what was being said, there was no telling if they were trash talking or if someone was making an actual threat.
And given that this was a gay bar, and society had only progressed so far when it came to accepting gay men, we always had to prepare for the worst when things got ugly.
The last couple of weeks or so had been pretty quiet. Maybe because it was mid-July and the heat had everyone too lethargic to fight. It was cool and comfortable to me—nothing would ever be “hot” again after the summers I’d spent melting under the Iraqi sun. For people in Seattle, though, anything over seventy was like a collective sleeping spell. Sure, they got bitchy sometimes, but they were too hot and tired to act on it. Miserable for them, good for me. Especially since hot nights also meant thick crowds at Wilde’s, a place that had both air conditioning and ice cold drinks.
Tonight, I was edgy. So were Casey and Julien, two of the other bouncers. No one had said anything, but I could feel it in their posture and in the way they squinted as they watched the crowd, like they were searching for someone. They were both combat vets too. I wondered if it was just an instinct we’d all honed—that sixth sense that said something’s about to go down. After the night insurgents had ambushed my base and killed three of my guys, I never doubted that instinct.
And it was fired up tonight, that was for sure.
A prickly feeling crawled up my back under my tuxedo shirt. I tried not to fidget too visibly. The last thing we needed was bouncers feeding off each other’s agitation.
Casey was tracking someone across the room. A second later, I realized Julien was fixated on the same direction.
I followed their trajectories, and as soon as I figured out who they were watching, I wanted to deck them both.
What’s wrong, idiots? Never seen a Middle Eastern guy in here before?
But…then the prickly feeling under my shirt intensified. Middle Eastern or not, something wasn’t right about him.
Subtly, I craned my neck and watched him. At the bar, he ordered a drink, and when he slid the money across to Chris—Julien’s husband—his hand shook.
I glanced at Julien. His eyes flicked toward me. There was an undeniable and an unspoken is it just me? in his expression.
Abruptly, Casey pushed away from the wall and started shouldering his way through the crowd. My heart sped up. The guy was just having a drink. Nervously, yes, but just having a drink.
But then Julien was on the move too.
Then I realized there was someone else. A white dude in a baseball cap. He was making his way along the bar, headed straight toward the other guy, lips taut and features radiating anger I could feel from here.
Oh shit.
Casey and Julien headed toward the nervous guy at the bar, probably trying to head off any possible confrontation while I made a beeline toward the one in the cap.
None of us moved fast enough—before we could intervene, the guy in the cap grabbed the other guy’s arm. The other jerked away, and the shouting started.
Everything around them erupted into chaos. Men who were close to the action jumped away, creating a human shockwave and making the crowd even harder to push past. Heads turned. Voices nearly rose above the thumping music; the soprano shatter of a glass did.
Julien wasn’t as broad as Casey, and he slipped more easily through the crowd. He and I reached the shouting pa
ir at the same time. I grabbed one. He grabbed the other.
Liam, the shift manager, had materialized out of nowhere—he might’ve come up over the bar for all I knew—and ordered us to take both men outside.
Five steps ahead of you, boss.
Julien and Casey had to struggle with the guy in the hat. The other guy… Hell, he didn’t put up a fight at all. If anything, he shrank against me as we cut through the crowd and made for the door. Was he… Was he shaking?
Outside, I went to the left and the others went to the right, putting about eight feet and three of us between our two fighters. And without the music to drown them out, the shouting came through loud and clear.
“So you’re stalking me now?” the white guy screamed. “What the fuck is wrong with you?”
“What’s wrong with me? I just busted you with your hand down some twink’s pants, and something is wrong with me?”
Then they were both shouting over the top of each other, drowning each other out while Casey, Julien, and I just tried to keep them apart until they ran out of steam.
“Enough.” Liam stepped out, the tinted glass door banging shut behind him and cutting off the noise of the club. “Both of you, shut the fuck up.”
Wisely, they did. Liam was as tall as me or Julien, but he wasn’t exactly a big guy. Still, he could be imposing when he wanted to be, and apparently tonight, he wanted to be.
He looked at one, then the other. After a moment, he turned to the Middle Eastern guy. “You want to tell me what happened?”
The guy swallowed. I couldn’t be sure, but I thought he was deliberately staying behind me, warily watching his…boyfriend, apparently. “I came down here because I heard he was—”
“So you have been stalking me!” his boyfriend exploded. “You’re fucking crazy, Samir. Fucking—”
Liam shot him a look, and the guy shut the hell up. Calmly, Liam turned back toward the one who was apparently called Samir. “Go on.”
Samir glanced at his boyfriend. “I thought he was cheating. Came down here to see for myself.” I couldn’t decide if his eyes were suddenly welling up, or if they had been already and I’d just missed it, but his voice was soft and a little unsteady as he added, “Turned out I was right.”
“That’s fucking bullshit!”
Beside me—partially behind me—Samir flinched. Like flinched. As if someone had raised a hand to him, and it wasn’t the first time.
My blood turned cold. So did Liam’s eyes. I gulped as my boss’s lips pulled into a thin bleached line. Liam had the patience of a saint with even the most belligerent drunks, but there were certain nerves you just didn’t fuck with. This was one of them.
Liam glanced at the boyfriend. Then Samir. Then me. And in an icy, even voice, he said, “Elliott, take him into my office.”
Samir stiffened. “What? I don’t—”
“Easy.” Liam made a calm down gesture, and his voice softened. “You can leave if you want to, but it might not be a bad idea for you to stay with him for a minute.” He nodded toward me.
Samir gulped.
His boyfriend released an exasperated sigh and started to say something, but Julien shot him a glare that was as piercing as one of Liam’s, and he shut his trap.
“It’s your call,” I said to Samir.
Samir shifted his weight, glancing back and forth between all of us. Finally, he nodded.
I herded him toward the door. Behind me, the boyfriend started shouting again, but then the door was open, letting out the noise of the club. Just before it shut behind us, I heard Liam’s murderous tone: “If you know what’s good for you—”
The door cut him off. I’d heard variations of the speech before. By the time Liam was done, that idiot would be wise to avoid showing his face within a two-block radius of Wilde’s.
I led Samir behind the bar and into the office Liam shared with the owner and the other shift managers. There, I offered him a seat.
“You want anything? A beer or something?”
Samir shook his head as he sank into the chair. “I’m fine. Thank you.”
I leaned against the wall beside the door. It was a habit—I was a bouncer, after all—but I had a feeling it was a comfort for him too. If anyone came in here, they’d have to get past me before they got to him.
In silence, he stared down at his wringing hands, and I stared at him. Now that the chaos had calmed, I could actually get a good look at him.
And wow, he was gorgeous. That wasn’t exactly a shock in this club—every attractive queer man in Seattle seemed to flock here to get laid—but he did crazy things to my pulse. He was lean and fit, and slightly taller than me, so probably six-one, six-two, but narrower in the shoulders. The way he’d moved across the club and the way he sat now, his fear and nerves were undeniable, but there was still a certain grace to the way he carried himself.
His face was gorgeous too. Dark stubble along his jaw. Short, jet black hair. Features that were a perfect combination of round and angular. He had olive skin that would probably be a beautiful deep tan after an hour or two in the sun, unlike my pasty ass that would burn in five minutes flat.
I couldn’t see his eyes right then and hadn’t had the opportunity to really look at them earlier. I wondered what color they were.
He scrubbed a shaky hand over his face. Under the scrutiny of the fluorescent overhead lights, some scars on his wrist and forearm stood out, pale against the darker skin. As I subtly looked closer, I noticed more on his other arm and even a few on one side of his face.
My gut clenched. They didn’t look like the remnants of anything catastrophic, but at first glance, neither did the scars on my left arm and ribs, and three of those had gone to the bone.
Slowly, Samir drew in a breath, and then he looked up at me.
Brown. His eyes were the most beautiful dark brown.
“So what happens now?” He sounded exhausted.
“Liam’s probably letting your—” I wasn’t sure how to refer to the asshole in the cap.
“Boyfriend.” Samir deflated a little and shifted his gaze to the floor. “Ex-boyfriend, if I have a fucking spine.”
“Right. Well, Liam’s probably letting him know in no uncertain terms that if he shows up at this club again, he’ll be leaving in handcuffs.”
Samir’s head snapped up. “Can he do that?”
I nodded. “Few years back, he dated a guy who got violent. Fucker stalked him here, then attacked his new boyfriend. After that, the owner gave the managers and the bouncers the right to forbid people from coming back.” With a shrug, I added, “If they do, they’re arrested for trespassing.”
He stared at me for a moment, and some tension melted out of his shoulders. His cheeks darkened and he looked at the floor again. “Guess it’s too bad I can’t have one of you at my house.”
“Do you think he’ll mess with you there?”
Samir chewed his lip. The half shrug was so subtle, it might’ve just been a release of nervous energy. “Don’t know. I mean, he’s terrified of my dog, so that’s a plus.” He laughed humorlessly. “My dog just can’t tell the cops he’s trespassing.”
“No, but you can.”
No response.
Christ. How long had that jackass been treating him like this?
Someone knocked. Samir jumped like I did whenever someone slammed a door.
I gave him a second to breathe, then turned the knob. Not surprisingly, it was Liam.
“Your boyfriend is in the security office.” Liam stepped into the room, and as I shut the door, he took a seat behind the desk. “Do you want to press charges?”
Samir shuddered and quickly shook his head. “No.”
“Are you sure? I have at least two bartenders and a dozen witnesses who saw him put his hands on you.”
Another shudder.
“And he took a swing at one of my bouncers,” Liam growled.
Jesus. I was surprised there was anything left of the guy if he’d tried to hit Case
y or Julien.
“So, is he going to jail for that?” Samir’s voice shook.
“I don’t know yet.” Liam folded his arms on the edge of the desk. “All I have to do is call the cops and get witness statements from my bouncers, and he’s getting charged with assault and battery. Your name doesn’t have to be anywhere near it.” He inclined his head. “But before I do that, I need to know if it’s going to put you at risk.”
Samir drew back. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, he’ll probably make bail. It’s the sad reality of situations like this, but especially if it’s his first offense—” Liam raised his eyebrows.
“It is. On paper, anyway.”
“Right. So they won’t keep him for long. I just don’t want to create a situation where he comes home and takes it out on you.”
Samir pushed out a ragged breath as he ran a hand over his hair. “Fuck.”
“Is he dangerous?” Liam asked the question gently but in a voice that told me he definitely knew the answer.
“I don’t…” Samir sighed. “As long as he’s sober, no. Probably not. Hopefully not.”
Liam studied him for a moment. His eyes flicked toward me, and I gave an apologetic shrug. You know this shit better than I do, boss.
After a moment, he said, “Would you prefer if we just let him go?”
Samir didn’t answer immediately, but when he did, it was a subtle nod. “I think it’s for the better.”
“Are you sure?”
Another hesitation. Another nod. “Yeah. I’m sure.”
Liam chewed the inside of his cheek. Then he picked up the phone and pressed the speed dial for the security office. “It’s Liam. Let him go, but remind him what I told him.” He hung up and looked at Samir. “All right. I’d suggest you stick around for a few minutes just to make sure he’s gone, but for what it’s worth, if he comes back into this club again, he’ll be charged with trespassing.”
“I know.” Samir nodded toward me. “He explained it.”