by K B Jensen
A Storm of Stories
K.B. Jensen
Crimson Cloud Media LLC.
Contents
Dedication
1. The Breakdown
2. American on the Plane
3. Peter’s Tale
4. The Danish Sun
5. No Exits
6. Chuck and Irene
7. Love in Heels
8. Little Things
9. The Last Word
10. The Musician
11. Fatal Flaw
12. Throwing Stones
13. The Last Stop
About the Author
Acknowledgments
Also by K.B. Jensen
Copyright
To my great loves, K.S. and A.M.S., as well as my family and friends. I count you among the stars.
The Breakdown
The windshield wipers slapped in a steady rhythm. The radio had turned to fuzz and whistles, like it was on the same station as the rest of reality. It’s called a whiteout for a reason, and the wind was whipping the white stuff around like crazy. She was going forty miles an hour, and she couldn’t see much beyond the tiny, yellow circle of her headlights in the dark. All it showed was white on County Road Z. She hunched forward over the steering wheel with her shoulders close to her ears. Her stomach did flips every time the tires started to slide and lose their grip on the road.
“Don’t go out of the grooves,” she said out loud to herself. “It’s going to be okay. Just another twenty miles to go. You should’ve known it was going to blizzard. It’s January in Wisconsin. You need to start watching the forecast.” She heard her father’s voice ringing with that last thought.
She always talked to herself in the car. People at stoplights probably thought she was crazy, but she didn’t care. “Crap,” she muttered.
She saw a dark figure ahead of her with a pair of arms raised, and she slammed on the brakes. The car seemed to float, like a boat moving across water. There was no friction, just a sliding sensation and a slow motion spinning out until the car was perpendicular to the road. Its front had slammed into a snow bank. The impact had swung her head forward and back and sent everything loose in the car flying, including her cell phone.
She got out and there he was lying in the snow bank, a hitchhiker maybe judging by his tattered coat. He wasn’t moving, just lying on the ground with his arms and legs under him. His face was out of view. Worried he might be hurt or worse, she ran over to him, her dress shoes crunching on the snow. Her hands were shaking as she grabbed at his coat and shook his shoulder. She was relieved to see a smile appear on his face.
“You’re an angel,” he said, gasping. “Thank God you stopped. No one else was stopping. I was freezing to death.”
“I could’ve killed you,” she stuttered. “You sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine,” he said. “At least I think I’m fine. You didn’t hit me very fast. It felt like more of a knock. I kind of rolled.” He patted himself down as if to make sure he still had all his limbs and winced slightly as he leaned forward.
“I’m so glad you’re okay,” she said. “But you shouldn’t have jumped in front of my car like that. What the hell were you thinking? You could’ve been killed.”
“Would you have stopped if I hadn’t?” he asked. “I’m freezing to death out here.”
“I would’ve stopped,” she said. “If I had seen you.” She wondered if this was true. Stopping for strangers on the side of the road wasn’t something she usually did, but a snowstorm was different wasn’t it? It could be a matter of life or death. She would have had to make the decision in a matter of seconds, and she wondered what she would have chosen.
“Doubt it,” he said, as if he were reading her mind. “But I’m glad you’re here now. Can I have a ride?”
“Sure,” she said and then turned and looked at her car. The hood of the little, white Mazda was dug deep into the snow bank. The car was facing down into the ditch at an angle, which wouldn’t help when it came time to pull out.
“Shit,” she said. “Can you dig me out of that?”
They tried until they were both coated in white powder. She tried hacking with a scraper against the icy mound, then used her gloves to scoop out the snow, but the car was too far in. He bent down and tried to dig out around the wheels. Her feet were numb and her hands were freezing, but they had barely made a dent in the snowdrift. The snow had colored her blond hair white and she could feel it dampening her hair.
“This isn’t working,” she muttered, wiping the snow out of her eyes. It was hard to see.
She brushed as much of the snow and ice off as she could before she got back in the car, then shook it out of her hair, and slammed the driver’s side door shut. There he was on the passenger side.
Without the blur of snow clouding her vision she noticed he was actually kind of beautiful in a dirty hippie sort of way. Under his gray, wool hat, he had long waves of reddish brown hair and a set of deep, blue eyes. He was the kind of guy you want to take home and give a bath. It was hard to tell how old he was in the dark, maybe in his thirties. He looked at her like he was expecting something, and she snapped back into focus.
“We should call triple A,” she said. “Or the cops. We could call the cops for help, right?”
“That’s a great idea,” he said.
She fumbled for her phone among the debris in the console and swore when she saw it was cracked. Her fingers were icy cold but they fiddled with the buttons. It didn’t turn on. It was a useless piece of plastic with a black, blank screen. The thing had flown out of the cup holder when she slammed on the brakes and hit the dashboard.
“What about you? You got a phone?”
He shook his head and she wondered what kind of person wanders around in a whiteout without a phone. She wondered what kind of person wanders around in a whiteout at all.
“What were you doing out there?” she asked.
“I broke down…” he said.
“Where’s your car?” she asked.
“I don’t know,” he said.
“Are you homeless?” she blurted out.
“Does it matter?” he asked.
“Guess not,” she said, taking a few deep breaths. It was a shallow question, she realized, but she was still rattled. Her hands were still shaking. She wondered if she should be afraid of him.
“What about you?” he asked. “What the hell are you doing out here?”
“I was on my way home from class in Madison after work,” she said. “I’m getting my M.B.A. in an evening program. My parents live in the middle of nowhere and I live with them right now. How about you? What do you do?”
“I’m a jack-of-all-trades,” he said, laughing. “I’m a waiter, a bus boy, an artist, a pickpocket, a sailor and a psychic.” He raised an eyebrow.
“Let me tell you your future,” he said with a grin.
She couldn’t help but laugh nervously as she let him take the wet glove off her hand to examine her damp palm. His gloves were tucked near the heater vent on the dashboard. She wanted to pull her hand away, but he pulled it forward.
There was a small tickle of electricity as he traced the lifeline on her palm with his pointer finger. But then he recoiled and started shaking.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I can’t tell you your future.”
“Why not?” she asked, pulling her hand back and crossing her arms. She leaned away from him.
“Because you can’t tell the future of the people whose destinies run close to yours.” As the words came out of his lips, she noticed he had a small gap between his front teeth. The words made her shiver, not because they were eerie but because she suspected they were true.
The windshield wipers were still slapping
and she wondered how much gas she had left. She was afraid to look. She was afraid of a lot of things. Who was this stranger? Would they freeze to death? Would someone crash into them? She put the car in reverse and let the tires spin for a few minutes. They whirred loudly. The Mazda shuddered, but it did not budge. She gave up and put it back into neutral but left the car running.
She leaned her seat back and he leaned his seat back. She stared at him in the dark for a moment, his blue eyes glittering back at her in the shadows. It made her think of the way the moonlight catches on a snow bank, specks glittering like diamonds. She looked out the window, wishing she could see the moon, but all she saw was white and black, night and snow.
“My parents must be so worried,” she whispered.
“I’ve got a headache,” he said, with his eyebrows furrowed.
“You can sleep if you want to,” she said, trying to comfort him.
“I don’t feel like sleeping yet,” he said. “Why don’t you sleep?”
He was looking at her, and she had no intention of sleeping with his eyes on her like that. His eyes were dilated in the dark, with large black pupils rimmed by light blue. I don’t trust you, she thought. I don’t make a habit of trusting strange men I don’t know who jump in front of my car. Like hell, I’ll sleep. But she was more diplomatically Midwestern than that.
“I can’t sleep. I’ve got to clear the tailpipe of snow so we don’t get carbon monoxide poisoning, wipe off the brake lights so no one slams into us and turn the car on and off to conserve gas,” she said in a monotone voice.
“How do you know all this?” he asked.
“I saw a survival show on TV,” she said. “Discovery Channel, I think.”
“What else did you learn?” he asked, holding his head and wincing slightly.
“That I should’ve put a fucking chocolate bar in the car.”
“Too bad on the chocolate,” he said.
Her stomach growled loudly on cue. She was thirsty too and eyed the white stuff outside. If it melted on her tongue, would it quench the thirst or make it worse? She wondered and then remembered it would only make it worse.
“But I do have a sleeping bag in my car, at least,” she said. “That’s another thing they say you should have. My dad always insisted.”
She reached to the back seat and grabbed for the sleeping bag. It was green and earthy smelling with a few flecks of dirt dotting the slinky fabric. It had been in the car for a long time. She unwound it and spread it out evenly over the driver and passenger sides. It made her feel safer to be under something warm, strangely enough, even though he was under it too. The windshield was covered in a white blanket, and so were the car’s sides. It felt like the world was shrinking, encased in whiteness.
“We could get hit from behind,” he said.
“I know.”
“We could die tonight,” he said.
“I know,” she said, as calmly as she could. Her heart was starting to pound.
“Maybe that’s why I can’t read your fortune,” he said. “Because we’re going to die together.”
His eyes were wide and fearful, and she almost wanted to reach out and pat him on the arm, but she didn’t. She was still afraid of him.
“We should do something to pass the time,” she said. “Take our minds off things.”
He smiled real big when she said that, a little too big.
“Please, I barely know you,” she said. She wished she could kick him out of the car just then, but where would he go? Where would she go? There was nothing but white-streaked darkness outside the car.
“It could be our last night on earth,” he said.
“You’re so cliché,” she said. “No way.” She gritted her teeth.
“You’re gonna change your mind,” he said, the smile still there. “I have a feeling you’re gonna sleep with me before the night’s over.”
“Like hell I will,” she said, leaning away from him.
His hand twitched on his thigh and she could see his fingers gripping his leg, the white knuckles. He loosened his grip and she could see his hands were shaking. Maybe he was actually scared. Scared or angry?
Her leg was starting to bounce around involuntarily. The tension in the car was setting it off. She needed to collect herself so she put on gloves and stepped out of the Mazda. The snow flew into her eyes. She opened her mouth and snow flew in. But the drops melting did nothing for her thirst, and she closed her mouth again. She scraped the snow off the brake lights, shining red against white, and cleaned out the dirty mouth of the tailpipe, oil staining her gloves.
When she stepped back into the car, his eyes were closed, and she thought for a moment, it’s safe to sleep now, maybe, for a little while. The clock on the car read 10:33 p.m. in glowing green digits. She would normally be tired. She turned off the engine. The cold would wake her up. But she couldn’t sleep because she had a stranger in her car, and her heart was still pounding. They needed help.
She heard his voice whisper in the dark, “What did you have in mind then, to pass the time?”
And she looked over at the blue eyes in the dark.
“Stories,” she said. “We could tell each other stories.”
“Confess all our sins?” he asked.
“Well, I wasn’t thinking that extreme,” she said. “But maybe it’s not a bad idea.”
“I killed a man,” he said.
She opened her mouth and let out a slow breath, the kind an animal makes when it freezes in front of a predator. Her eyes opened wide in the bright snowlight. What else do you call the mix of swirling white snow, moon and blackness outside? Snowlight.
And then he started laughing. “I haven’t even told you my name yet,” he said. “And you think I’m going to make that kind of confession.”
So he turned on his side like he was going to sleep, and she stared at the back of his coat. It was brown and tattered and reminded her of a camel. The collar had remnants of what must have once been fur.
The collar was waterlogged. The ice and snow crusted to the coat had started to melt. She could see the trickles sliding down his back in dark ripples. He must be cold, she thought. He must be. Because she was, so she turned on the ignition and there was the soft sound of the Mazda purring. She could smell the gas. The windshield wipers scraped against the ice, and the windows were fogged and dripping wet with condensation. She turned up the defroster. I don’t care if it wakes him, she thought, because he’s playing games with me, and I hate that.
“What kind of person says they killed someone just to get a rise out of a stranger,” she muttered. “Who does that?”
“Someone looking to pass the time, maybe,” he said.
“Well, it’s kind of fucked up,” she said. “Are you trying to freak me out? It’s scary enough picking up somebody on the side of the road.”
Now it was hot and he was still shivering. With the hot air blowing on them, her feet were sweating inside her dress shoes. She had tossed the whole sleeping bag to his side.
“How can you be so cold?” she asked.
“I got wet,” he said. “What do the survival shows say about that?”
“It’s a bad thing,” she said.
“Why don’t you take your jacket off and air out a bit?” she said.
“I don’t want to,” he said, pulling up his collar.
“So why are you out here?” she asked.
“I told you, I had a breakdown,” he said.
“So where is your car?”
“What car?” he said, laughing. “Hey, shouldn’t you be watching the gas?”
“Yes,” she said in an exasperated tone and turned off the engine. His responses were getting frustrating. They didn’t make any sense.
They both watched the needle slide down, as she turned the engine off. It went down from less than a quarter tank to orange to red, like a preview. This is what’s going to happen over the next few hours, she thought.
“I think we should cuddle,” he
said.
She looked at him for a minute. If it were just a matter of appearances alone, snuggling with him would not be a problem, she thought. But he kept messing with her.
“I don’t trust you,” she said.
“I wouldn’t trust me either,” he said. “But what do the survival shows say anyway?”
“They say I should have a working cell phone,” she said, running her thumb along the cracked screen, and then pressing the power button. The phone was unresponsive.
“Who would you call?” he asked.
“My boyfriend,” she said. “I’m sure he’s worried.”
“You don’t have a boyfriend,” he said with a smirk.
“Yes, I do,” she said a little too loud. She shifted her body away from him, uncomfortable in the seat, uncomfortable in the conversation.
“Nope,” he said. “I’m a psychic, remember? You wouldn’t be so wound up, if you had a boyfriend. It’s your mother.”
“Do I need to kick you out of my car?” she said.
“Depends,” he said. “Are you a heartless bitch?”
“Maybe.”
“You’d be willing to kill me because I have bad manners?” he asked. “Interesting.”
“Just trying to pass the time,” she said. This time she laughed, and he didn’t.
She closed her eyes and heard his breath slow down, gradually rise and fall rhythmically in waves that reminded her of the ocean. Her breath and heart slowed down too until she was walking on the beach alongside him, and it was warm and sunny. They were holding hands. The sleep was impossible to resist. Her heart had beaten so long and so hard, had been so wound up and whipped up with the snow, that it wasn’t a choice anymore but an involuntary reaction.
And here we are in the sunshine. No, she thought. This isn’t real. But here we are skipping stones along the water. Here we are dipping our feet into the foamy waves, over and over in the sea salty warmth. “How did we get here again?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” she said in the dream.
When she awoke, there he was with his tangle of reddish brown hair cascading across the seat.