by Angie Fox
Yes, well he had managed to find the orange towel we’d used as a demon target. It was wrapped around his very fine waist.
The rest of the griffins weren’t so modest. “Did you see me?” Kryptos demanded. His olive skin glistened with perspiration, catching bits of sun as it rose over the horizon. “I destroyed many of your dregs. I am the most worthy.”
I snuck a glance. I admit it. And the man had assets.
“Dyonne would be lucky to have you court her,” I told him.
He gave a small bow.
Turns out that was the wrong thing to say because then I had five more hot naked griffins crowding us.
“I caught seven in the air,” Prince Thereos declared. “I am the most worthy!”
A griffin who reminded me a lot of Antonio Banderas pushed his way to the front. “Did you see me?”
Er, I wasn’t sure I felt comfortable looking anymore. Yes, it was an embarrassment of riches, like being mobbed by Chippendales, but this was something for Dianna and Dyonne to sort out – I only had eyes for their brother.
Dimitri turned to the griffins. “You came when I called and fought admirably. Now I have one more request,” he said, as the witches started wolf whistling. “Can you give me a minute?”
They backed off – for now. Knowing these guys, they were counting to sixty.
Dimitri turned to me, mouth quirked. “I just have one question for you.”
“Yes?” I asked, perfectly content to run a finger down his chest.
His arms tightened around me. “How about that date?”
* * *
I left Dimitri with the griffins. It seemed they had much to discuss. I just hoped they’d take time out soon to find some clothes. Some of the witches were starting to take second, third and fourth glances.
Neal didn’t even blink. “This is how it was in the old days. We don’t need clothes to define us.”
“Right-o.” I patted him on the back and moved on, knowing there were some things I could never change, namely Grandma, Neal and anybody who had ever hopped on a Harley and decided to follow me anywhere.
“Lizzie,” he called after me, purple sunglasses still on his head, “I found your dad asleep next to the picnic table.”
Oh geez. “Is he okay?” I asked, trying to see.
“He’s fine.” Neal patted my arm. “I wanted to tell you I just helped him to his bus. It’s the green one. You can’t miss it.”
“Thanks,” I said, appreciation welling up inside me, bordering on affection. I stamped that last part down, even as I closed a hand over his. “I appreciate it. And everything, Neal.”
He gave a small smile and a shrug.
Roxie lay on the ground, still coming around. She sat up on her good elbow, groggy.
“I’ve got you.” Max knelt over her, embracing her as if she was the most precious thing he’d ever seen, which was another first for Max. She ran her fingers along his jaw.
“You saved me,” she murmured, tears in her eyes. “Nobody saves a slayer.”
Max drew her into his arms. “I like to do things differently.”
He kissed her long and hard. I’d never known the hunter could embrace anything other than the idea of death.
She pulled away, her lips swollen. “I still hate you for what you did at the Tic-Tac Club.”
“I know,” Max thundered, moving in for more.
Okay. I turned my back on them. We’d consider her cured of the dreg. I let out a deep breath. That meant Zatar’s awful tag-you’re-it way of killing slayers was finally broken.
As for Max and Roxie? They’d have to figure out anything else on their own.
* * *
Neal was wrong. Dad wasn’t on the green bus. He stood next to it. He seemed twenty years younger than when I’d first seen him — his health restored, his shoulders squared. He was whole and healthy, grinning from ear to ear with life. I could tell right away he was cured.
“Dad!” I launched myself into his arms and he spun me around like I was a little girl again.
He winked and set me down. “You did it, Lizzie.”
He showed me his hands. They were free of the demon’s mark. He’d chosen the light.
“Did you see my angelic powers?” I asked, still not quite believing it.
“Like father, like daughter.”
If I smiled any wider my face was going to break. “It was you too, Dad. We did this together.”
He laughed and borrowed one from me, “A father-daughter kick-butt team.”
Dad grew serious. “Thank you, Lizzie,” he said, his eyes traveling over me as if he were trying to capture the memory. “I won’t forget this.”
“Are you kidding?” I was glad to help him. I’d found my father, that piece of me that had been missing my entire life. This was just the beginning. I had questions about him, his life, angels, you name it. I couldn’t wait to get to know him. “You’ll fit right in with the Red Skulls,” I said, “not that you need to travel everywhere with us.” He had a life. “Besides, New Jersey isn’t that far.” It was the same country. “You could visit.” I could spend weekends in California. We had the fairy paths. Or Dimitri and I could make the journeys together – at griffin speed. It wouldn’t be quite as fast, but we weren’t in a hurry. I could savor this time, this life, with both Dimitri and my Dad.
We’d be one big, happy family.
Dad hovered on the edge of my emotional bubble. “The thing is, Lizzie,” he said, choosing his words carefully, “I have a life.”
Didn’t I know it. “I can’t wait to hear about your life. I’ve never known an angel.”
“I’m not sure I want to be an angel,” he said, heading back for the green bus, taking the steps two at a time. He emerged with a rainbow knapsack, already packed, courtesy of Neal, no doubt.
Wait. “How could you not want to be an angel?” It was his chance to do everything right. He could be the embodiment of love, order, all that was good and true and whole.
Dad hesitated in front of me. “I gave that up, Lizzie. It’s not me.” He gave the same look my equestrian trainer used to give me after practice: Do I really have to tell you that you stink? “Neither is being a dad.”
Fear nibbled through me. “You can learn,” I said with forced optimism.
He could do this. He couldn’t think that he didn’t need to be my dad. “I need a dad,” I said, heart churning, insides mushing, afraid that by even suggesting he didn’t need me that I’d somehow talk him into this idea that was cold and awful and wrong.
My mind swam as he backed away from me.
“I’ve come all this way,” I said. “I’ve done everything right.”
I deserved to have a dad.
“I’m sorry, Lizzie,” he said, turning to leave. “I’m not dad material.”
“But what about everything you said?” I asked, following him away from the buses, toward the lane, toward Neal’s beat up VW bus.
He wouldn’t even look at me.
“You said you wanted to get ice cream together. We were going to sit in a park. You said you wanted to get to know me and tell me about angels and life.” I stumbled on my words and caught them and plowed forward. “You said you wanted me.”
He lowered the driver’s side visor and a set of keys fell onto the seat. “I was desperate Lizzie. I lied. It’s how the world works.”
I stood numb, watching him retrieve the keys. I’d saved his life and his soul.
“What happened with you and Zatar?” Why did he lie?
“Look,” he said, jingling the keys, “Zatar needed to siphon some power. He paid me good. It was a living, right? But then he got greedy and I was in trouble.”
“You sold your power?” Why would anyone sell a gift? Having power isn’t easy. Responsibility is never easy. But it was who my dad and I were. What we were born to be.
“I don’t want it. It’s not me.” He held the door open, regarding me as if I were a clueless child that wasted his time with silly quest
ions and made up fairy tales. “You’re smart, Lizzie. You’ll do fine without me.”
“I wanted a dad,” I said, my voice so small I barely heard it.
He looked at me as emotionless as if this were a business meeting and I was an associate and I hadn’t just followed him across the country and down into purgatory and out to Neal’s bus. His mouth twitched with what might have been regret. “I don’t want a daughter.”
He slid into the VW, closed the door and drove out of my life.
I felt it most in my hands. They shook as tears flowed down my cheeks. I stood in a swirl of hurt and betrayal and soul-shattering loss.
He meant what he’d said.
My dad was gone.
Chapter Twenty-four
I didn’t seek out Dimitri. Or Grandma. Or even Pirate. I didn’t need anyone. Shock and hurt thundered through my body as I put one foot in front of the other – alone.
Slow and deliberate, I placed a shaking hand on the handrail of my red school bus, climbed the stairs and shivered my way to the soft bed in the back.
I clutched the pillows to my face, sobbing into them as if that would take the hurt away. And somehow in the midst of it, I fell asleep.
“Lizzie!” Pirate’s toenails clattered down the aisle. “Lizzie?” The soft weight of him pulled at the covers as he landed next to me. A wet nose invaded the dull ache around my head. “You okay?” He swiped a warm tongue over my cheek. “I’m a dog. I can sense when you feel sad.”
“Come here.” I reached for Pirate as he tried to turn in his usual two circles before lying down. I caught him midturn, which always screwed him up. He twitched his back legs as I drug him up against me.
In the distance, I could hear the disco beat of “Celebration.” That was a new one.
I buried my nose against Pirate’s wiry back fur. The witches had earned their right to let loose.
He squirmed. “You know there’s a party going on out there.”
“I know.” I didn’t feel like celebrating.
“I can help you,” Pirate said, standing up so I was faced with a dog butt.
“You can’t.” I rolled away. My eyes itched. My head hurt from crying. Nobody could help me but my dad and I wasn’t even sure I wanted someone like him in my life anyway.
“Your phone buddy can help you,” Pirate said, his tags clanking as he jumped down onto the floor.
“Who?” I asked, rubbing my eyes. They were swollen to the size of tennis balls, no doubt.
Pirate blinked. “Someone’s been calling you while you were sleeping.”
Maybe it was my dad. Hope flickered, painful as it was. I fumbled in the back of my utility belt for my cell phone. I clicked on the screen.
Hillary Brown.
I clicked to the next call.
Hillary Brown.
In fact, it was like a parade of one Hillary Brown after another.
I clicked the button to return the call. What would it hurt? Maybe I should just tell her everything. Then I could go through all of the rejections at once.
Maybe it would hurt less that way.
I didn’t know how it could hurt more.
“Hi, Mom.” I heard my voice crack as she answered.
“Lizzie,” she sounded surprised – and alarmed.
“What?” I asked, defenses at the ready.
“You called me mom.” She responded with warmth, wonder and a bit of voice cracking herself. Being Hillary, she rallied. “I had a feeling you were having a hard time. Are you okay?”
I drew a shuddering breath. “A lot’s been going on lately. I’m fine. But –” how could I say it? “-you may need to brace yourself.”
“Okay,” she said, some of the crispness returning to her voice.
“You may not want to see me.” She’d been watching over my old condo, planting bulbs, getting the newspaper. She’d been maintaining a life that wasn’t mine anymore.
“Honey, no matter what, I always want to see you.”
Tears flooded my eyes and dropped onto my pants leg. I was afraid to speak, or she’d know.
“Lizzie?” She paused. “Lizzie, come home.”
“I’ll try, Mom.”
“I’ll be waiting.”
* * *
I laid back and stared at the chipped paint on the ceiling of the bus. I was used to knowing what to do. I was the one who always had a plan. Now? I felt so lost.
Eventually, I forced myself to roll out of bed and join the ranks of the living.
I thunked down the front stairs of the bus, and saw Neal had been busy. He’d plastered the outside of my bus with messages scrawled in chalk. Heaven forbid he use paper – recycled or otherwise.
Wake up, sleepyhead!
Oh so Neal had seen me sleep.
Festival 2-nite!
That last word was worse than nails on a chalkboard.
Special events!
They’d better not involve weed.
No use stewing. Even I was getting tired of my mood. And Pirate had already wandered off somewhere, no doubt with Flappy. I grabbed the only clean thing I had left – the red wrap dress from the Ann Taylor outlet.
What the heck? It was a party.
I showered in an eye-searing yellow, orange, blue, purple, you-name-it paisley psychedelic contraption. It featured a hemp rope and pure (read: cold) rain water. I let my hair dry naturally while I swiped on some lip gloss, slinked on my new dress and headed for the party. I had to admit the dress made me feel better. It hugged my curves in the right places and as the lady in the dressing room said, ‘red brings you luck in love.’ I’d sure take that.
The Birkenstocks stayed on the bus as I picked my way barefoot past the prickly brush, keeping to the sandy soil. The late afternoon sun shone warm on my shoulders.
As I neared the cabin, I could see the witches and the griffins, along with Roxie and Max standing quietly in a circle. When I drew closer, I realized it was the memorial ceremony for Betty Two Sticks and Lazy Rita. The news lay heavy in my stomach. I hadn’t realized Rita was gone.
I swallowed and kept walking. This was war. This was destruction on a fundamental level. I almost felt selfish in my misery when those two witches had lost so much more than I.
Dimitri and Frieda opened up for me as I eased into the circle. The power of the witches ebbed over the small clearing by the picnic tables as we said our final goodbye.
When it was over, Dimitri squeezed my hand. “I have a surprise for you.”
“What?” I asked, taken back by his bemused expression.
He’d changed out of his orange towel, which was a shame. In fact, my hunk of a shape-shifting griffin now wore black dress pants and a dark blue shirt. They fit like they were made for him. And how he’d kept a crease for three thousand miles was beyond me.
“Eee,” Frieda threw her arms around me.
I hugged her soft, bony frame. “Okay…what’s up with you?”
When I’d extricated myself from the witch, Dimitri took my hand and led me toward the red cabin.
“What’s going on?” I asked, tucking a lock of lavender hair behind my ear. I was still getting used to how short it felt.
He opened the door to the cabin. “It’s time for our date.”
Shocked, I looked up at my handsome griffin.
“Go on.” He nudged me in the door.
Inside, the yellow-painted room was empty, save for a fold-out table covered with a white towel. Two chairs draped in hemp ribbon clustered around it and two wine glasses sat on top.
He’d even found a bottle of Santorini wine. Greek script curled around the blue label.
“A gift from the griffins?” I asked as Dimitri held out my chair.
“No.” His eyes sparkled. “I’ve been saving this for a long time.” His mouth quirked. “In fact, I bought it the first time I wanted to take you on a date.”
“In New Jersey?”
“In Memphis. About a week after I met you.”
“Aww…” Frieda simper
ed, digging into her white fringe purse. “Where’s my camera?”
“Out,” Dimitri walked over to the cabin door and closed it on a crowd of nosey witches.
I couldn’t help grinning. “We’re never going to get rid of them, you know.”
Dimitri wet his lips, his movements stiff. “I don’t want to.”
He poured the wine into my glass. It was Nykteri, a Santorini white. A few drops sloshed onto the table, which was very un-Dimitri-like. His hand shook slightly as he poured his own glass. It tickled me to think he’d be nervous for a date, and it warmed me to know how much this meant to him as well.
He dropped into his seat. “To beginnings,” he said, holding up his glass. We clinked our glasses and I savored the dry peachy notes of the wine.
“It’s really good,” I told him, noticing he hadn’t even taken a sip.
His eyes found the floor before they found me again. “I was going to wait, but I have to do this now.”
The door opened a crack. He ignored it. Or maybe he didn’t notice. Dimitri knelt down on one knee and I really didn’t want to believe what I thought was going to happen next.
My loyal, strong griffin knelt in front of us with an expression that nearly shattered me. “From the first time I met you, I knew you were special, but I never knew you’d come to mean everything to me. I understand our life isn’t easy and it isn’t always pretty, but I do know that I can’t imagine my life without you in it. I would never leave you. You keep thinking I want land or power or all these other things when, Lizzie, all I’ve ever wanted is you.”
Tears flooded my eyes and I looked at him and I knew that this was the purest, surest, most wonderful kind of love he could give. And it was more than I could have ever hoped to receive. I was overwhelmed and humbled and blessed.
His hand dug into his pocket and, shaking, drew out a perfect silver ring. “Lizzie, will you marry me?”
I swallowed, nodded and cried some more. “Yes,” I whispered as he hugged me tight, “yes.”
The biker witches cheered.
* * *
That night, we sat around the campfire. Me cuddled with Dimitri. Max and Roxie, a deliberate yard apart. And Grandma with Neal. We’d deal with those two later. The rest of the Red Skulls were content to lounge around with forty-ouncers in paper bags. Recyclable, of course.