Despite myself I was being drawn in. ‘He mind losing?’
‘No. Losing funds - or losing face - never frightens him.’
‘This seems a gamble too. Something to do. He has no driving sense of injustice or ambition. At least Gordianus displayed some intensity! If the worst Crispus can complain about is that in Africa Vespasian ran short of cash, the man is certainly not driven by maniacal jealousy-‘ Helena’s stillness beside me was helping me crystalize the problem for myself. ‘He could be won over. He has talent; he deserves a position. But the Emperor sent the wrong man to reclaim him. Crispus thinks I’m about as important as a ball of fluff in a lamb’s tail; and he’s right-‘
‘He’s wrong!’ Helena frowned, with only half her concentration. ‘You can manage it.’ Suddenly she turned to me, leaning against my side. ‘Oh Marcus, I can’t bear all this - Marcus, hold me! Please, just for a moment-‘
I moved abruptly away.
‘Other men’s women hold certain attractions-but excuse me, I’m not in the mood tonight!’
She stood straight as a spear, and I heard her deep, shocked breath.
I had shocked myself.
Time to leave. A chair in the Marcellus livery drew up nearby. Rufus was nowhere in sight.
‘There were two things I needed to tell you,’ Helena whispered fiercely. ‘One I must deal with by myself! But I am asking you to go with me to the villa-‘
‘Why not your handsome friend?’
‘Because I want you.’
‘Why should I work for you?’
She looked me straight in the face: ‘Because you are a professional and you can see I am afraid!’
I was a professional. She never forgot that. Sometimes I wished she would.
‘All right. The usual rates,’ I answered softly. ‘The same rules as before: if I give you instructions don’t argue, just follow them. And to do the job properly I need to know what frightened you-‘
Helena said, ‘Ghosts!’
Then she walked to her chair without a backward glance, knowing I would follow her.
It was a single chair. I had to stalk the two miles to the villa behind it, chewing over my anger about Rufus as I went.
Helena had four bearers and two fat little boys with torches, all of whom started looking at me as if they knew exactly why her ladyship had brought me along. Going up the mountainside there were plenty of places where we could pause to admire the panorama, and I ground my teeth as I sensed the bearers’ contempt when we continued without stopping and they realized their mistake.
The house lay in silence.
‘Let me go first -‘ I was her bodyguard again, keeping her close to me as I helped her from the chair, glancing round behind us as we went into the portico, then stepping ahead through the house door before I steered Helena in herself. Because we were in the country there was no need to summon a porter; the great doors pushed open easily without bolts or bars.
‘Come with me, Falco; it’s vital that we talk-‘
At intervals along the corridors small pottery lamps burned, though no one was about. Helena Justina hurried to the upper floor. We reached a heavy oaken door to what I guessed was her bedroom. As I put my hand on the latch I inspected her set face. I said briefly, ‘I can’t work in a bad atmosphere. Being rude to a client was unprofessional; I apologize.’ Then I opened the door without waiting for an answer, and moved her in past with a light touch of my arm.
There was a short corridor where a slave could sleep, though Helena was never the type to keep attendants by her all night. Beyond a closed curtain the bedroom was lit, but after I closed the door behind us the length of six paces lay dark. I said something conventional like, ‘Can you see your way?’ Then I found Helena in the darkness, turning back to answer me, so I had to decide rapidly whether to step back deferentially - or not.
The decision made itself. It was a long kiss, with a great deal of pent-up frustration on my side, and if I really thought she was sleeping with the magistrate you may wonder why I did it.
I was wondering myself. But I had no objection to showing the young lady that whatever she was obtaining elsewhere, she might find better value in the rough grip of her bodyguard .
Just as I was deciding I had convinced her, a metal lamp crashed over in the room.
LVI
Blazing with indignation, Helena reached the inner room first. I glimpsed someone scrambling out through a folding door, narrow ribs, thin legs, light hair and jaw-line beard, dressed in a white tunic, yet familiar. I ought to have caught him; we were equally surprised, though his lying in wait for the lady gave my anger a real edge.
I had to let him go. I had to, because when she rushed into her bedroom, Helena gasped and stumbled in a faint.
I managed to support her as she fell; she was unhurt. I lifted her onto the bed, caught up a handbell and shook it ferociously, then rushed outside to look. A long balcony ran the full length of the building with several stairs to ground level and doors into all the upper rooms. The man had vanished. I sped back to the indoor corridor and bellowed to raise the alarm.
Helena was already coming round. Muttering reassurance I stooped over her, unknotted her belt and unhooked her blue beads; she started protesting confusedly. She wore a fine chain too, which was twisting against her neck. I freed that, expecting an amulet.
Stupid: Helena drove off the evil eye all by herself. Hung on the chain was my silver ring. Instinctively she grabbed it back from me.
In response to my rumpus people started invading the room. I shoved my way out past them, leaving Helena to explain, then set off after our trespasser. I had no doubt it was Barnabas.
I hared round to the stables, convinced that was where he lurked. The trainer Bryon appeared, looking startled. He was muscular and a substantial weight, but before he knew what was happening I had him by both arms and had grazed his head pushing him backwards against a wooden post.
‘Where is he?
His eyes went automatically to the block where they kept the race horses. I set off, running lightly across the yard. The high-strung champion, Ferox, reared up in panic and struck his hooves on the woodwork, though his bottlebrush companion whinnied at me with pleasure. I glanced round frantically. Then I knew: a short wooden staircase led up beside the rackety nag’s stall to an overhead loft. I went up without a second thought. The freedman could easily have smashed in my skull as I pushed up the hatch; luckily he was not there.
‘Oh highly salubrious!’
It was the best-appointed hayloft I ever saw: a fretted bed, an ivory table, a cupid with a superb bronze patina holding a conch-shell lamp, a shelf of flagons, the remains of a three-course meal on a silver table tray, olive stones scattered like rabbit droppings - an untidy man… No occupant.
The evil green cloak was hung on a peg, close beside his bed.
Bryon was calming Ferox when I descended the stain. ‘Well, I’m still looking for Barnabas - only now I know he’s here.’
There was no doubt that the staff had been told to keep mum about the freedman’s existence. Bryon scowled at me sullenly. ‘He comes and goes. Mostly he goes; he’s gone now.’
Ferox struggled wildly again, and Bryon complained I was frightening the horse. ‘We can do this the easy way, Bryon - or not!’
‘I don’t know where he is, Falco - maybe talking with the old man. Discussing him is more than my life’s worth-‘
‘From what I know of Barnabas, that’s true!’
I stormed out.
I knew I had no hope of finding him, but if the old man and he were in open confederacy I reckoned the freedman would feel safe to remain on the premises.
I raged all through the farm frightening chickens, then searched the house. This time I meant everyone to realize I knew about him. I burst into empty salons, opened up attics, invaded the library. I turned over bedrooms, sniffing the air to judge whether anyone had recently been using them. I pawed the latrine sponges, counting how many were wet
. I checked dining couches for dust or lack of it. Not one of the bleary-eyed slaves whom I rousted from their cubicles would be able to claim any longer that they did not know a thin man with a beard had been in their master’s house, and that the Emperor’s bad-tempered agent wanted him. They tumbled out and stood around half-naked until the villa was a blaze of lamps: wherever he had hidden himself, he must be stuck there now.
I made them drag chests from inglenooks and turn over hogsheads that stood empty in corners. After my efforts it would take them a week to put the place to rights. There was not a bale of unwashed laundry I had not unroped with a stab of my knife, or a grain sack I had not kicked until it split. A bag of chicken feathers they were saving to stuff a mattress made a fabulous mess. Cats fled yowling from my path. The roof-top pigeons shuffled their feet in the darkness, and cooed unhappily.
In the end, I banged into the day room where Helena and Marcellus were sitting together in silence, shattered by the devastation I had caused. Helena had a long woollen shawl wrapped tightly round her chest. I threw an extra stole across her knees.
‘Did you find him?’ asked the Consul, no longer pretending.
‘Of course not. I’m a stranger; he must know your villa inside out. But he’s here! I hope he’s cramped in a bread oven with his face in the ashes and a loaf-rake poked in his ear! If he’s taken to threatening your daughter-in-law, I hope someone lights the oven while he’s there!’
I dropped on one knee beside Helena Justina. Marcellus must have seen the way I looked at her. I no longer cared. ‘Don’t worry; I won’t leave!’
I could sense her suppressed anger as she addressed Marcellus over my head in a voice that shook with indignation. ‘This is incredible!’ It seemed as if she had been waiting for my support before she tackled him. ‘I can hardly believe it - what was he doing in my room?’
‘Foolishness. Did you recognize him?’ the Consul asked guardedly.
‘I should do!’ blazed Helena. I had the odd sense that what she was saying meant more to Marcellus than to me. ‘I suppose he wants to speak to me. I won’t see him tonight when I’m tired and overwhelmed. Let him come tomorrow, and be properly announced-‘
I stood up abruptly. ‘Lady, this is not on!’
‘Don’t interfere, Falco!’ The Consul flared up in ill-restrained anger. ‘You have no business here; I want you to leave!’
‘No; Falco is staying,’ Helena returned in her steady way. ‘He is working for me.’ They fought over it in silence, but she had spoken so quietly he could see she was adamant.
The Consul shifted with irritation. ‘Helena is in no danger here, Falco. No one will invade her privacy again.’
I wanted to rage that Barnabas was a killer, but decided not to make him doubly desperate by emphasizing that I knew.
Helena gave me a faint smile. ‘Tonight was a mistake, but not a threat,’ she said to me. I stopped arguing. A bodyguard’s role is to fend off attackers; explaining their filthy motives is for liberal philosophers.
I pointed out to Marcellus how weary Helena was, and in view of what had happened earlier, made no bones of the fact I intended to see her all the way to her room.
Helena’s bedroom was full of servants. For her safety’s sake I welcoined them. Besides, now things were so serious it was best not to play around with bright ideas like kissing her in corridors.
I brought her in, then winked chirpily at her. Making them feel safe was part of the first-class service I reckoned to give. ‘Well, this is like old times!’
‘I am so relieved you are here!’
‘Forget it. You need protection. We’ll talk tomorrow. But expect me to veto any suggestion of you seeing Barnabas.’
‘I will if I have to -‘ She hesitated. ‘There is something about him you don’t know yet, Marcus-‘
‘Tell me.’
‘After I see him.’
‘You won’t. I’m not intending to let you be exposed to him again!’ She took a furious breath, then subsided as her bright eyes dashed with mine. I shook my head tenderly. ‘Ah lady! I can never decide whether you are my favourite client - or simply the most quarrelsome!’
She buffed me on the nose with her knuckles, like a pet who had been a nuisance. I grinned, and left her, still capped with the golden net that made her look so young and vulnerable. Maids flocked round to help her prepare for bed, and I managed to believe we were on good enough terms again that Helena Justina would happily have dismissed her women and kept me.
I prowled round on guard all night. She would expect that.
Barnabas put in no further appearances, though I kept up a steady tread, hoping he would hear my relentless patrol as I continued watching out for him.
LVII
Next morning I took Helena down to Oplontis and left her with Petronius and Silvia while I went back to Herculaneum to collect my things.
‘You look disgruntled. I hope I’m not to blame!’ Aemilia Fausta gurgled with girlish sarcasm. I had been up all night and the hour’s sleep I had snatched while Helena was breakfasting had only made things worse. I had hitched a ride in a dung cart; I had the fly bites to prove it and felt too bilious to face an Aemilia’s luncheon of oozing pickled eggs.
Aemilia Fausta, who wanted the world to know she had been ferried home last night by the great Aufidius Crispus, pretended to apologize for leaving me in the lurch. ‘I was unable to find you, Falco, to tell you my plans-‘
‘I knew your plans; Crispus told me his.’ It was not the time for Fausta to indulge in badinage. ‘Don’t fret,’ I growled. ‘The place was full of women who were after me… Sailed home in the Isis, eh? I trust nothing scandalous occurred?’
Fausta heatedly denied it (which left the indelible impression something had). I could not imagine that any bachelor alone with her on a pleasure boat could allow himself to overlook the chance.
‘Madam, make it your rule in Muse: just do what seems natural, and apologize to the musicians afterwards!’
Luckily at that point the kitchen erupted into one of its fits of clattering so she had to sweep off to play the mistress of the house. She looked like a woman who could shout at a kitchen maid. I scowled after her, thinking about Helena Justina, who looked as though when she saw some stupid girl making a mess of cleaning a cauliflower, she would grasp the knife quietly and demonstrate the way it should be done… Then I thought that perhaps what Aemilius Rufus wanted from Helena was a wife to train his cook.
Loathing Rufus, I extracted my salary from the house steward, then found Fausta again to say goodbye.
‘I shall miss my music lessons!’ she admonished me gaily. She seized the cithara (which Crispus must have brought back on the yacht too, polite man) and started plectruming away like a Muse who had been given a lecture from Apollo on the need to keep her standards up. I commented on the nerve-racking vitality.
‘Does this mean that Aufidius Crispus made things up?’ I still hoped he had attempted to shed Fausta, but my heart sank; his behaviour with women was evidently as fickle as Helena had warned me it often was with horseflesh and might yet be over politics.
Fausta murmured in a prim voice, ‘If Aufidius Crispus was to achieve the supreme honour there would naturally be a place for an Empress at his side…
‘Oh naturally,’ I rasped. ‘Someone gracious who will not object when he prods dancing girls with his princely staff of office! He won’t achieve it - because I for one will be ripped to shreds by the Furies before I let him do it. Aemilia Fausta, if you want an honourable position you could achieve better by marrying someone like Caprenius Marcellus, especially if you presented him with a child -‘ (This illustrates the low type of client I usually worked for.) I intended to leave Fausta’s imagination to judge how the noble role of motherhood might be achieved in view of the Consul’s poor health and advanced years, but she looked so complacent I spelt it out vindictively; ‘Get his name on a contract then find yourself a charioteer or bathhouse masseur wh
o will help you make an old man very happy - and set yourself up for a long and wealthy widowhood!’
‘You’re disgusting!’
‘Just practical.’
Barracking her about Crispus had upset her equilibrium. Uncertainty swept over her again. Her head bowed towards the cithara, that pale hair in its faultless chignon looking like unyielding new lacquer on a hard stone bust. ‘So you’re leaving me… My brother tells me you are working for Helena Justina now.
We stared at one another, both remembering the last time Fausta had mentioned her brother and Helena in one breath.
I brought out carefully, ‘I think you made a mistake.’
‘What was that?’
‘Your brother,’ I said levelly, ‘does not tangle with your friend.’ I was sure of it. The magistrate had let Helena leave the banquet with a wave from afar. He was the type who would. But I happened to know that if Helena had a lover she kissed him goodbye.
‘Then it must be someone else!’ Aemilia Fausta lost none of her spite. ‘Perhaps,’ she suggested, ‘the man you have been hired to protect her against?’
The woman was ridiculous. I refused to waste effort arguing.
By that time, in any case, it had struck me that my new client had gone with me to Oplontis that morning a little too readily; I raced back there without more ado. I was right. Helena Justina had a mind of her own. The minute I had disappeared towards Herculaneum, she had made some excuse to Silvia and set off back to the Villa Marcella by herself.
No doubt about it: she was hoping to see Barnabas.
I found her at the villa on a daybed in the shade, pretending to sleep. I tickled her foot with a flower. She opened her eyes meekly.
‘Either do what I say, or I give up the job.’
‘I always do what you say, Falco.’
‘Do it - and don’t tell lies!’ I refused to enquire if she had seen the freedman, and she did not volunteer. Anyway, there were too many servants about for a discreet chat. I stretched out under a box hedge. I felt desperately tired. ‘I need to sleep. Wake me if you decide to shift from here.’
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