Oh, my God.
‘I’m in the middle of something,’ I demur, wincing, because The Billionaires’ Club is founded on three tenets: exclusivity, privacy and exceptional customer service. My door is always open to members. ‘I only have a few minutes.’
‘I’ll send him in.’ She disconnects the call and I stand up quickly, my mind spinning. I have about ten seconds to get my thoughts in order.
I’m wearing a cream suit made up of a pencil skirt and a fitted blazer, with a lemon-yellow silk camisole beneath. No bra and my traitorous nipples are already straining against the soft fabric in anticipation of the fact he’s about to be here in my office, my sanctuary. I look around quickly for anything that could give me away.
I’ve had a manicure since the ball—the nails that were bright pink are now a muted beige. I took great care that night to remove any identifying jewellery. My lips were painted bright red whereas now they bear just a hint of gloss, and my long hair tumbles in waves over one shoulder. I pull on it and then remember my eyes...that he remarked on.
Crapola.
I swing around behind my desk and grab my handbag, lifting my oversized Jackie O–style black sunglasses out and pushing them onto my face right as Emily opens the door.
‘Mr Rothsmore,’ she announces, a slightly bemused look crossing her face as she sees me in my disguise.
My voice! Oh, crap. He’s heard me talk. No, he’s heard me scream, over and over. Argh!
‘Thank you, Emily.’ I spent a lot of time with my grandparents, just outside St Louis, so the southern drawl isn’t much of a stretch.
Her bemusement increases. ‘Would you like anything to drink?’ she prompts.
‘We won’t have time for that,’ I say, still in a voice that hums with the Deep South. ‘I’ve only got a few minutes.’
Emily’s trying not to laugh. Crap.
At least Nicholas doesn’t look any the wiser.
‘Well, if y’all change your mind,’ she says, with a wink at me right before she pulls the door shut behind her, leaving me alone with sex god Nicholas Rothsmore in the middle of my Manhattan office. I’m grateful the lenses of my glasses are darkly reflective, so I can stare at him without him having any idea.
He’s wearing jeans today, low-slung and faded, with a long-sleeved black T-shirt. It’s snowing out, so I imagine he’s left a jacket somewhere, and I imagine it to be distressed leather, something that goes with this billionaire-bad-boy-about-town look.
I manage not to drool, but my tummy is clenching with serious lust.
‘Imogen.’ His voice is crisp, professional, but that doesn’t matter, I hear it filtered through lips that have kissed me all over, sucked my nipples until pleasure exploded through me, and I find myself unable to push those memories away. My breasts ache now and heat fires low in my abdomen.
He crosses the room, extending a hand for me to shake, and my pulse shoots up a thousand notches; my body temperature skyrockets.
Act natural. Act natural.
I skirt around my desk, holding my own hand out, and I realise my fingers are trembling, just a little but enough for me to feel incredibly self-conscious. He doesn’t appear to notice as he shakes my hand.
‘Ignore the glasses,’ I explain a little stiltedly. ‘I had an operation.’
An operation? On what? My corneas?
If he thinks it’s a weird excuse, he doesn’t say anything. Maybe he presumes I had a big weekend and am wearing sunnies to cope with the hangover.
‘I need your help.’
Straight to it, then.
‘Sure, have a seat.’
‘I’m fine.’ He ranges to the windows, his stride long and lean, his body powerful. I mean, he looks powerful and sexy and yet I imagine him naked and my knees almost buckle beneath me.
He stares out at the city, snow falling fast beyond my window, the buildings lit up despite the fact it’s mid-afternoon.
‘Well, Mr Rothsmore, how can I help you?’
‘I was at the masquerade last weekend,’ he murmurs, still not looking at me. And I’m glad, because it means I get to look at him. And keep looking. At his broad shoulders, his narrow hips, his firm ass, his long legs. Legs that have straddled me, legs that have pressed hard against mine.
He turns around and again I’m glad for the glasses. He’s waiting for me to speak. I swallow, bringing much-needed moisture to my mouth. ‘Yes?’
A single word, husky and dry.
‘I met a woman there. I didn’t get her name but I’d like to speak to her. Can you put me in touch?’
My heart hammers like nobody’s business. I’m dying inside. ‘I...’
My pulse is thready in my veins.
‘You know privacy is one of the member guarantees,’ I hear myself saying, moving to the bar across the room and pouring myself a mineral water. I take a sip to buy time.
‘Yes,’ he agrees, his eyes narrowing slightly.
‘That guarantee benefits everybody.’ I move to my desk, propping my hip against it with what I hope passes for nonchalance.
‘Nonetheless, the club is about networking and I have a proposition I’d like to make her.’
I swallow, desire flushing through me. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be! One night, no strings, no more. But, God, I want to push him to the floor and kiss him, hard, and beg him to make love to me. I sweep my eyes shut for a second.
Safe in the knowledge I’ve deleted Miss Anonymous from our forums, I shrug. ‘Have you checked the app?’
‘She’s not there, despite the fact we exchanged messages. I’d appreciate it if you could have someone from IT locate her and give me the details.’
I’m floored. And kind of flattered. ‘That would definitely be against membership rules.’
‘And you don’t break the rules, ever?’ he prompts, lifting a brow, and he’s just so perfectly rakish that my heart does a funny little tremble. I definitely broke the rules last weekend, even if they’re just rules of my own creation.
‘Rarely,’ I say with a small smile, which I quickly flatten. I smiled a lot that night. I can’t give myself away. In fact, I really need to wrap this up. As much as I don’t want him to go, he has to.
That night was an aberration. An itch I needed to scratch, and I scratched it. A lot.
‘Then perhaps this will be one of the occasions you will?’
I am instantly reminded that he is from a very wealthy, very ancient British family, a member of the aristocracy. He speaks with an authority and arrogance that would usually piss me off, but coming from Nicholas it is incredibly hot.
‘I’m afraid not.’
His eyes narrow. I suspect he doesn’t often get told ‘no’.
‘Not even if I make it worth your while?’
My heart turns over in my chest. ‘What are you suggesting?’
‘A million-dollar donation to Chance. For a name.’
My sharp intake of breath is involuntary. It takes me several seconds to process this. My fingers tremble. I curve them around the water glass and sip, needing to process this.
‘A million dollars.’ He’s found his way to my Achilles heel and I’m sure he knows it.
Because I make it a policy of taking whatever I can for the charity. Even my parents’ donations, when I have mostly wanted to tell them to go to hell and take their ‘too little, too late’ conscience-pricking gifts with them.
I take everything that’s offered because I know the charity is now the wall that stands between life and death for so many helpless, impoverished children out there.
‘For a name,’ he murmurs, his hands in his pockets as he watches me intently.
‘Who is she?’
‘I only know that she’s single,’ he says with a grimace that signals frustration.
‘That probably accounts for seventy-
five per cent of our female membership.’
He scowls at me. It shouldn’t be hot but it is.
‘We exchanged messages. She’s deleted them, and disappeared off the forums.’
I can’t tell him the truth. But that doesn’t stop me from asking, ‘Why do you want to find her?’
He stares at me for several long seconds, a muscle twisting in the base of his jaw. ‘It’s personal.’
I dip my head forward, trying to slow my breathing, hoping my cheeks won’t be too pink. ‘So is the member’s information. If you want me to look into our records and find out who she is, then I’ll need more to go on.’
His eyes stick to me for a long time and I want to rip off my glasses so I can look him right in the eyes. I want to rip his clothes off. I want to fuck him right here.
Oh, my God.
What’s happening to me? I’ve been single for four years and it never bothered me, but now I can’t be in the same room with a man without wanting to leap into bed. Not bed. Desk. Floor. Window. And not a man. This man.
‘Fine,’ he grunts. ‘We spent time together in the Intimate Rooms.’
There’s a part of me that deeply appreciates his discretion, even though he doesn’t know I’m Miss Anonymous. I’m glad he’s not going into all the sordid details of what we shared. I appreciate that he’s respecting our privacy.
‘That’s what the rooms are for.’
‘I’d like to see her again.’
The room is suddenly a void, as if a black hole has opened up and swallowed us. The atmosphere grows thick, the air is heavy in my chest. Everything’s different.
‘Why?’
His eyes explode with strength. ‘That is also personal.’
I swallow, desire unfurling in my gut like a slow-slithering snake. I want him. I want him so badly. But that’s crazy. I don’t do relationships, and I particularly don’t do relationships with men like this. Entitled, wealthy, spoiled, arrogant.
Even when they’re savant-like in bed.
I clench my hand into a fist to ball up my own temptations.
I have to get rid of him before I do something really stupid. Like giving in to this.
One night. That was all it was meant to be.
‘If she’s deleted her profile, it suggests she doesn’t want to be found, Mr Rothsmore.’ His name in my mouth is so sexy. I want to kiss it against his skin.
I watched him get dressed on Saturday night. I lay in bed sated and so full of pleasure, and I watched as he pulled on his shorts, his trousers, donning the tuxedo he’d had on earlier. Even after sleeping together, that simple act of voyeurism felt strangely intimate.
‘Perhaps.’ His eyes narrow.
‘In which case, I can’t help you.’
‘For a million dollars, you’re not willing to discover who she is?’
I wait a moment.
He pulls a card from his pocket. It’s jet black, matte, thick, with gold writing across the front. As he brings it closer I make out his name and, beneath it, a series of numbers.
‘I’ll tell you what, Imogen. You find her and ask her to call me. Whether she does or doesn’t, the million dollars is yours regardless.’
I stare at the card, the trap he’s unknowingly set one I refuse to enter. Because it’s dishonest. I can’t take his money under these circumstances. I mean, the woman he’s looking for is standing right in front of him.
‘A million dollars? You must have shared something pretty special.’
Damn it! Why the heck did I ask that? I jackknife off the edge of the desk, leaving his card where he’s placed it.
‘You could say that.’
Oh, God. I didn’t need to hear that. Temptation is slicing through me.
And yet, he’s loaded. Seriously loaded. A million dollars isn’t even small change to him. It’s the lint in his pocket after he’s got rid of his small change.
And Chance is my life’s purpose.
I toy with the morality of this, mentally tossing it back and forth.
‘I’ll try to find her,’ I say, quietly.
It seems to placate him. He nods, moving towards the door. ‘Then I won’t take up more of your time. You’ll let me know, one way or another?’
His hand curves around the handle. He’s leaving. I swallow back an urge to shout the truth at him.
‘Count on it.’
* * *
Count on it.
Her words jam against me, hard, holding me completely still. I’m back in Sydney, in the Intimate Rooms.
‘That’s what you want?’ I asked her.
‘Count on it.’
Count on it. Common enough, I guess, but no.
I spin around, catching her staring at me. Except it’s impossible to tell because of those damned glasses she’s been wearing.
Suspicion moves quickly to certainty.
I shut the door and stride across the room, and it’s so unexpected that she doesn’t even have time to react. I stand before her for a second, and now I look at her lips and I kick myself for not realising sooner.
I lift a hand to the glasses and pull them from her face before she can comprehend what I’m doing.
Those eyes, eyes that have stared into mine as pleasure made her wild with insanity and desire, look back at me, heavy with surprise now. Those lips that I have tasted and dragged between my teeth form a perfect ‘O’.
‘Miss Anonymous,’ I drawl, and before she can answer I lift my hand around to the base of her skull and pull her head forward. I’m kissing her, kissing her first with exploration to test my theory, even when I know I’m right. And as I feel her familiar mouth, taste her sweetness, my kiss turns hard and heavy with censure for trying to hide from me, for lying to me, for being about to let me walk away.
She makes a strangled noise into my mouth and I swallow it; my body, denied the pleasure of hers for nine long nights, throbs with a need that will not be suppressed.
And whatever impulse had prompted her to try to get rid of me, it’s gone now, as her hands lift urgently, pushing at my shirt, running it up my body, so her palms connect with my naked chest, her fingertips finding their way back to paths she explored last weekend.
‘You were going to fucking hide from me.’ I curve my hands around her ass, lifting her onto the edge of her table, spreading her legs. The skirt she’s wearing splits with an almighty sound and she laughs, that husky sound having been imprinted on my memory in some strange way.
‘It was meant to be one night, we agreed,’ she says, tilting her head back so I can run my mouth down her throat, my teeth lightly nipping at the flesh on her collarbone. I feel her tremble beneath me and I have no time for the sensual seduction I thought I’d be engaging in. It’s been nine nights and I don’t think I’ve gone that long without sex since—
Well, since ever.
I reach into my back pocket, pulling my wallet out and flicking it open to find a condom without breaking our kiss. I move higher between her legs; the skirt splits more. I don’t fucking care.
I undo the button of my jeans and slide the zip down, freeing my rock-hard, aching cock. I shift for a second, just long enough to rip the packet open and push the condom down my length, and then I lift my head to stare at her for a long second, my eyes laced with a thousand and one feelings—anger, annoyance, heat, need, mockery, impatience.
‘You were going to fucking let me walk away just now?’
She bites down on her lip and in response moves forward, her hands against my chest, her face tilted, her lips seeking mine. I deny her that kiss, instead lifting her off the edge of the desk, using my hands to push the scrap of lace at her core aside, and sliding her onto my cock, stifling a moan as her muscles squeeze me so tight I convulse a little.
I take one step across her office and push her back against the thick, cold
glass, bracing her there as I push into her hard. The eyes that meet mine are the same—exactly the same. And she knew it! Those fucking glasses.
Anger that she wanted to hide from me crests in my gut and I kiss her, pressing her head against the glass as my body takes command of hers. She is crying my name into my mouth, over and over, her nails digging into my shoulders, her heels pressed to my back.
Her muscles tighten, her whole body vibrates and her cries get louder and faster. At the moment she comes I let go of my own control, I stop fighting this, exploding with a guttural roar, pushing myself hard against her as I come buried deep inside her; finally feeling this release and giving myself over to it completely.
It is fast. It is animalistic. It is bliss.
I hold her, locked between the glass window and my frame, my body weight keeping her where she is, unwilling to put distance between us yet.
I push my head up, my cock still inside her, and fix her with an assessing gaze. ‘What game are you playing, Imogen?’
Her throat moves as she swallows. ‘Game?’ It’s husky, the southern accent forgotten, and her voice just as I remember it from Sydney.
‘Does fucking members without their knowledge give you a thrill?’
Her spectacular, memorable eyes widen. ‘No!’ Her denial is sharp and fierce. ‘I’ve never done that before. You were the first. And the last.’
Given my own attitudes to sex, it feels faintly chauvinistic that I’m relieved at that, but I am. I don’t like the idea that she uses her position to find her way into bed with members.
‘Why did you lie to me?’
‘I didn’t.’ She drops her eyes. I shift my hips, my dick already growing hard again, surprising her so she jerks her attention back to me quickly.
‘We agreed to a night. That’s the deal we had. It’s all I wanted.’
My laugh is spontaneous and deep, a sound of disbelief. ‘You didn’t want this?’
I have the satisfaction of seeing her cheeks flush pink. ‘I...shouldn’t have.’
‘Why not?’
She shakes her head, and slowly she shifts before me, her expression going from sexy deer in the headlights to the force of nature I know her to be—the woman who set all this up off her own back, who’s created an unbelievable empire.
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