"I . . .” I start to speak, to ask why she can't take it considering she knows where she's going, but the smile on her face stops me. I suddenly feel disrespectful. "Sure thing."
I shuffle past her and make my way up the stairs. My steps echo as I clamor to the top and take a right.
If I weren’t so in love with the house, I'd probably be more nervous. I have no idea where I'm going or who is awaiting me. I just hope it isn't a dying old woman like in an old movie because that's exactly what this reminds me of.
The door facing me at the end is closed and I glance around, but there's no one to be seen. All of the other doors are closed. There’s just a table sitting on a white rug and a vase full of multicolored marbles on top.
I take a deep breath and knock, hoping this doesn't take long. There’s still hope for that bath if I can get out of here in a snap.
"Come in," a man's voice barks from the other side. It's low with a touch of authority dripping from it in such a familiar way.
My stomach somersaults and I pull my hand away from the door. I stare at it like it's going to give me the answer to the question running through my mind—why do I know that voice?
Before the door can tell me like in a Disney movie, it swings wide. And there Barrett stands, poised like he's ready to have his picture taken.
Oh. Fuck.
One hand in the pocket of his dark grey pants, one resting against the door frame, his eyes shimmer as they wait for my reaction.
My reaction . . .
I start to speak but can only sort of laugh, the words stolen by the sight of him. A crimson-and-white gingham shirt, buttons open at the top to expose a tiny sliver of tanned chest, is nearly my undoing. How he can look better than he did in a suit and tie is beyond me, but it's clearly possible. He's standing in front of me, smirk deepening by the second, gaze dancing across my flushed skin.
Waiting for my reaction . . .
"You ordered food?" My head bobs with the words, my voice much cheerier than I intend it to be. It seems like such a strange question because obviously he did or security wouldn't have let me in here. But the odds of Barrett ordering food from Hillary's by chance and me ending up here are what? Zero? Negative three?
And then it hits me.
“You’re the Mayor. Figure it out.”
My words from last night ring through my head and my cheeks flush in remembrance. Figure it out he did, but did he have to do it when I smell like a deep fryer and he looks like a fashion model?
He grins, flashing his perfectly white teeth, and takes a step away from the door. His shoulders seem to fall, a wash of relaxation waving across his features. "I believe Rose ordered it, but yes, I'm expecting lunch."
The gruffness in his tone from before is suddenly gone.
I take a few steps into his office. Barrett removes some papers from a table beneath a window and then leans against it. He crosses his arms, and much to my dismay, doesn't say a word. It's like he wants me to break the ice, but that fucking grin on his face is melting me faster than I can think.
"How are you today?" he asks carefully, feeling me out.
I consider the inappropriateness of my real answer. Telling him that my body is tingling, that the flame that's just been ignited in my core is smoldering, that the way he touched me in my dreams last night was the best I've ever felt would probably not be the right conversation opener.
"Where would you like me to set this?" I ask instead, holding the box in front of me.
"Right here." He steps out of the way and I place the box on the table. I'm so close to him, I can smell the same spicy scent from last night, the one I haven't been able to get out of my memory. My brain is fuzzy; the look, smell, and energy that surround him are more than my little wits can take. I need air. I need space.
I need a vibrator. Again.
"Enjoy," I say and wait for him to talk, but he doesn’t. I flash him a smile and turn to go. My head is spinning like a top and instead of standing here, feeling awkward, I figure I’ll just leave. But before I can take two steps, a gentle yet firm hand is on my shoulder.
Everything misfires at the connection and I physically jump. My eyes dart to his and I hope he hasn’t seen my reaction. Like the gentleman I know he probably really isn't, he pretends not to notice.
"Do you have somewhere you have to be?" The way he asks the question does to me what it does to everyone else when he talks—it compels me to answer. He speaks in a way that somehow lifts your words right out of you, even if you don't want to say them, like they know better than to deny him.
"Yes." At least my words still remember how to lie.
"I was hoping you'd be able to have lunch with me."
My body screams to stay. Hell, it wants to be lunch. But a part of me is yelling to run while I can because getting swirled into the orbit of Barrett Landry is probably more than I’d bargain for.
He moves effortlessly around the table, not waiting on an answer, and pulls out a chair. I sink into the soft leather, my breathing ragged, as I realize I’ve just committed to lunch with him. As a bubble of panic starts to develop, he pauses, looking at me over his shoulder. His eyes shine, a quiet grin settling over his lips. The look is intimate, his guard down, and I don’t think many people probably see it. My heart flutters.
He busies himself unpacking the containers and sits half of them in front of me, the other half in front of him. It affords me the opportunity to get ahold of myself, to calm down and realize . . . this is okay. I’m okay. It’s just a quick, impromptu meal, albeit one I’m utterly unprepared for.
Unfolding himself gracefully into the leather chair across from me, he opens his lunch. He lifts his eyes and the corner of his lips follow. "This looks great."
I smile, but don't respond. I'm still figuring out how I ended up seated at the table with him.
"Aren't you going to eat?" He nods to my still-closed container.
"I remember telling you I didn't want to have dinner." I bite my bottom lip to keep from smiling and his eyes go straight to my mouth.
He grins, a mixture of a little boy getting his way and a sexy as hell man well on the way to getting his. “Good thing this isn’t dinner then. This is lunch.”
I laugh and his posture relaxes further. I find myself falling into a rhythm with him, just like I did before. “Semantics, Landry.”
“You can’t fault me for playing by the rules. You said if we were meant to see each other, it would happen. I just, you know, made it happen.”
I try to not be swayed by his cheeky grin or his hooded eyes or the way the muscles in his forearm flex beneath the watch on his wrist. Or the way I'm fairly certain he just reached discreetly beneath the table and adjusted his cock.
“That you did,” I say under my breath and pop open the container in front of me. The food looks beautiful, Opal having done a fantastic job at staging the entree, but I can’t eat. There’s no way. My appetite is for one thing and that’s sitting across from me.
"How has your day been?" he asks.
"Lunch was crazy today,” I say. “How about yours?"
"Getting better," he says vaguely and then wraps those gorgeous lips around the fork.
I die. Imagining his lips on my skin, moving across it like they’re doing to the metal tines makes me shiver. I hope he doesn't notice, but it's not like I can control it. I can feel him watching me, but I don't look up. I can't. It'll confirm that what he thinks I'm thinking is true and I'll die of embarrassment.
The silence is awkward, more awkward than a conversation in which I make a fool out of myself, so I take a gamble. "How'd the event go last night? Was it a success?"
"It was. Lots of connections were made although, between you and me, those things are usually pretty boring."
"That's good."
He rests his fork on the side of his plate and sits back, studying me. “Did you do anything after work last night?”
"I went home and slept like a log," I say, conveniently lea
ving out the phone call to Lola and then the date with my vibrator afterwards. "And then I got up and went to work today. Just another day in the life, you know?"
"I do. But you know what they say? All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy."
"Is that so?"
"That's what they say."
"So what do you like to play, Jack?"
When his eyes light up immediately and his lips twitch, I admonish myself for asking that question.
Why, why, why do I do this to myself?
"I play a lot of things very well," he insinuates.
"Do you?"
Shut. Up. Alison.
"Wanna play with me?"
I laugh, trying to ease the sexual chemistry that's now whirling around us like a cyclone. One little nod and I'm sure he's going to pounce, and I'm not sure I'll do anything more than fall on my back and open my legs. And while that'll be fun for however long his stamina runs—which is classified under things I'd like to know—after that, it'll be a disaster. This I'm sure of.
"I don’t think I’m up for that challenge," I grin.
"I'll let you win," he says, his eyes growing wider, tempting me to break.
"I'm going to call bullshit on that."
He laughs, running a hand through his hair. I can almost see a weight lift from his shoulders. He seems even more casual than last night while we walked in the dark. Watching him control a room yesterday was such a turn-on, but watching him like this, relaxed, is maybe even sexier.
An easy breeze floats through the room and my gaze is carried out the window. I can see a line of trees, pines, I think, in the back of the property. It’s so peaceful.
"Do you live here?" I ask.
"No. This is where I come to work when the office is too crazy. We call it the Farm."
"This is your getaway? Very nice,” I approve.
"This isn’t where I grew up, but I feel more at home here than anywhere in the world."
His features morph, turning lighter, more playful. He looks like a little kid showing off his new bike. It’s adorable.
"I had no idea it was even here,” I say. “It’s amazing. So quiet."
"That's the point. I—"
Our gazes land on his desk to a phone buzzing. He looks at me for permission to answer and I nod. He stands and lifts the receiver.
"Yes, Rose?" He pauses and stares at the wall, purposefully not at me. "Send him through." He pauses again. "Yeah, Nolan?"
His posture changes immediately. His back stiffens, his shoulders tense. His volley back and forth with Nolan is all political jargon, the harshness in his tone has returned, thicker than before.
I wonder if this is what he goes through every day. It's even more stressful, I'm sure, than what Hayden went through, and I can't begin to fathom what that must do to his life. I know it's a part of the job, but I wonder how much of himself Barrett has to give up to have this life. And I wonder if he enjoys it.
"My cell is off because I'm trying to get some actual work done," he bites out. He moves confidently around the desk, one hand stuck in the pocket of his pants. He looks in total control, completely assured, a touch aggressive, and it's nothing short of visual foreplay. This call is prepping my body for sex, even though it wasn't meant to.
"If that's the absolute only way to get the votes, then fine," he finally sighs. I can tell he isn't thrilled about whatever he's just agreed to. "Listen, I want a list of other options you've explored before this goes through. I want it perfectly clear that if another way becomes available to achieve this, I want to go with it instead. This is a last resort. You got it?" He listens before planting the receiver firmly in place. He turns to face me, the prior look of amusement long gone. I'm not sure what that call was about, whether he's had a bomb dropped in his lap he must take care of.
“Are you okay?” I ask, my voice low. When he doesn’t respond with more than a furrowed brow, I say, “That wasn’t a rhetorical question.”
"The campaign is a—"
"Barrett," I interject, "your campaign isn't what I was asking about. I was asking about you.”
A slow smile slides across his face and he sits down and leans back in his chair. "In that case, I'm better at the moment than I have been since, well, last night."
I grin.
He pauses for a moment and then leans on his elbows again. "I'm sorry about that call. I don't know what else to say other than welcome to my life."
"Is it always so . . . stressful? Aren't you here to get away from that today?"
"Yeah," he says, blowing out a breath. "It's a part of the job. It's 24/7."
"That must be exhausting."
"It's what I was born to do. Do the things I'm doing now."
"Are you sure?"
"What do you mean, am I sure? Of course I'm sure."
I almost play Devil's Advocate with him, but I don't. I let him be “sure” because really, it's none of my business.
"What are you sure about?" he asks me.
"I'm sure I wasted my time delivering the food.”
I would never tell him that the smile I get in reply is worth it in itself.
"Are you saying you don't like my company, Ms. Baker?"
"I'm saying, Mr. Landry, that you could’ve called and invited me to lunch, not . . . tricked me out here." I lean forward, pasting a serious look on my face. He leans in too, and I fight the smile on my lips.
"I didn't trick you out here," he replies. “I just didn’t give you the choice to tell me no. Again.”
My laughter catches him by surprise. "You're tricky, but smooth.”
His grin turns wicked. "My moves are even smoother."
My cheeks heat, my core burning with a flame that’s starting to burn like wildfire. "Are they now?"
"Smooth as silk. If you're ever inclined to see them," he shrugs, "I'd probably be willing to show you."
I roll my eyes.
"That . . . thing you do with your eyes," he says, pointing at my face, "is almost impressive."
"It's a good thing I didn't come here to impress you then, isn't it?"
His jaw drops slightly before he recovers with a smirk. "It's a good thing I didn't ask you here to impress me."
I start to answer, but he leans closer and cuts me off. The smirk is gone and a softer smile is in its place. It makes my heart stutter.
"I didn't need you to impress me today because you impressed me last night."
"I didn't try to impress you then either,” I whisper.
"I know. That’s exactly how you did it."
My hand begins to shake and I lay it on my lap so he doesn't see. I scramble for a response, knowing this is going to go one way or the other right here, right now. But before I can come up with something, his phone rings again.
"I should go." I push back from the table and stand. He's in front of me before I can move. His eyes are holding mine, just like they did when I first met him. My heart is beating so fast I'm afraid it's going to thump right out of my chest. He overtakes all of my senses—his burning eyes, his jagged breath that matches mine, the feeling of his hand on my arm, and, before I know it, the taste of his mouth against mine.
I take in a quick breath as our lips touch. The contact zips through me, making me tingle from head to toe. I try to pull back, but a hand is at the back of my head pressing me firmly against him. My will to fight flees as his hands fall to the small of my back. I'm completely pulled into his web and I like it. Too much. He kisses in the same way he does everything—with power and passion and with no relenting. It's completely and utterly overwhelming.
He tastes of heat and energy, of confidence and practice. He tastes like a man should taste, and my lips tremble as my senses are overtaken.
His body is as solid as I imagined, his lips as supple and sweet as I dreamed. His lips open mine slowly, leisurely, and he breathes into my mouth. The heat and intimacy cause my knees to buckle and I lean against him, feeling his cock hard against my stomach.
I bri
ng a hand to the side of his face and let it skim across the stubble. He pulls me tighter into him, his hands caressing my back, playing with the hem of my shirt. My breath quickens as his fingertips ghost over the delicate skin of my back and dip beneath the top of my jeans.
A growl emits from his throat, coursing through me and shaking me back to reality.
I pull away . . . and he lets me.
The room feels ten times smaller than it did before.
His breathing is as erratic as mine. We face each other, ignoring the phone that’s ringing yet again. There’s a band pulling us together and I know he feels it too.
“Be ready at eight. Wear something I can get off of you quickly.”
“What?” I take a step back, the lust clearing out of my head at his tone. It’s a command, an instruction, and the sound of it brings back a lot of memories I don’t want to recall . . . and a burst of reality I’d somehow forgotten.
“Tonight,” he repeats. “I’ll have Troy pick you up around eight.”
Holding my hand in front of me, I shake my head. “Look, I think you misunderstand . . .”
The cocky grin on his face would’ve been adorable a few minutes ago. Now, it’s frustrating. “Stop playing hard to get. It’s cute, sure, but I’ve seen it a hundred times and it’s just going to take longer to get to the end point. And, let’s be honest, we will get to the end point with your back—”
I half-laugh, half-snort at his insinuation that he can just bowl me over, interrupting him mid-sentence.
“If the end result is you looking at my back as I walk out of here, then you’re right,” I say simply before taking the few steps to the door.
His brows are pulled together, a look of astonishment on his face. “What are you doing? I know you feel this. I know you want my cock as bad as I want it buried in you.”
“What I want and what I feel aren’t the problem. The problem is that you forgot your manners,” I smile as sweetly as I can. “Apparently you want someone that will bend to your will, jump, fuck when you say so. And if that’s what you want,” I shrug, “try the girl in the red dress from last night, but it isn’t going to be me.”
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