Welcome to Forever

by Annie Rains

  “That was fast.”

  “I’m a pro at patching tires,” he said, relieved there wasn’t damage to the chair. Ben’s fragile ego was another story. “I’ll pick him up after school.” He placed his empty coffee mug on the counter and headed toward the door, feeling her follow behind him.

  “Again, I’m s—” she began, stopping when he turned back. “Right. I already said that. Well, hopefully our next meeting will be under better circumstances.”

  A few lurid fantasies of reasons he’d like to be called back to her office filtered through his mind. Reining in his imagination, he waved. “See you this afternoon, Kat.”

  As he walked through the front office, he tipped his head at the young secretary, who was smiling like the cat who’d swallowed a canary. What was that about? He probably didn’t want to know. He had bigger things to worry about. Tonight, he’d have to break his son’s heart and tell him that his mother was going back to war—that she’d volunteered to go.

  Micah climbed into his Jeep and headed toward the military base. If Jessica was going to be an absentee mother, he’d just have to be a better father. That meant no more dating women like the last one he’d gone out with—Nicole. And certainly no ogling his son’s principal. Even if he was interested in dating, Kat Chandler had a ring on her left hand, which made it as clear as the diamond at its center that she was off the market.

  —

  Dinner sizzled on the stove in front of Kat—a can of SpaghettiOs.

  “You know, if you keep cooking for me, I might not go back to Doug when he gets home. I might stay with you,” Val said, pulling her thick, black hair into a ponytail. “The dad is hot, by the way.”

  Kat kept her eyes on the food. “Dad?” she asked, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible. She knew exactly who Val was referring to. Her matchmaking best friend always brought up the single, remotely attractive men who graced Seaside. Although, in Micah’s case, attractive was an understatement. He was so hot, he practically had steam rising from his muscled body. His social skills, however, were slightly lacking and, as hot as he was, he could be a bit of a jerk. A well-intentioned jerk, but…

  “Yeah. The DILF,” Val continued.

  Kat turned the heat down on the stove and served up two bowls of pasta. “Do I even want to know?” she asked, plopping on the stool beside Val’s.

  “Dad I’d Like to Fuck. You know. Guys call it MILF, Mom I’d Like to—”

  Holding up a hand, Kat shook her head, always surprised at the things that came out of the local preacher’s daughter’s mouth. “Got it. Geez.” Laughing, she stirred her pasta. “On that note, I spoke to Julie last night. She’s coming to town this weekend.”

  Val emitted a low grunt as she ate. “Alert the presses.”

  Kat looked over, her mouth quirking to one side. “She says she wants to take me out to the bars and nightclubs in search of my rebound guy.”

  “Bars and nightclubs? She does remember that this is still Seaside, the place where we were born and raised? Only one bar and zero nightclubs.” Val’s brows hung low. “Besides, I’m your best friend. I’m the one who’s supposed to help you find your rebound guy.”

  “You know I’m not looking for a relationship right now. It’ll just be us sitting around and checking out Seaside’s selection. Besides, I was thinking that you could come with us.”

  Drawing back, Val’s eyes widened. “Oh, no. I have never been a huge fan of your sister. Hanging with you two would only spell a weeklong migraine for me.”

  Kat scooped pasta into her mouth, considering this. “We’ve been out of high school for nine years. Don’t you think it’s time to shake hands and make up? Turn the other cheek, or whatever your dad would advise, per the Good Book.”

  Val’s bright blue eyes bore into hers. “She stole my boyfriend right from under my nose. It’s unforgivable. And I don’t like the way she treats you. When was the last time she even called to ask how you were?”

  “Before last night? A year ago maybe. We have busy lives.”

  Val shook her head, returning her attention to her dinner. “You aren’t too busy for anyone. You’re the most caring, giving person I know. Julie, on the other hand, is a soul sucker. She’s the one who’s too busy to grace her own hometown, even after John was killed.” Val’s expression softened as she realized what she’d said. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to—”

  “It’s fine. I’m done crying into my SpaghettiOs.” Unless she’d had too much to drink, which she rarely ever did.

  “Did you ever make it to that support group? The one at the Veterans’ Center?”

  Swallowing thickly, Kat shook her head. “No.”

  “Why not? I think it’d be good for you. You could connect with other Marine widows.”

  “Except I’m not a widow. John and I were never married, remember? It just wouldn’t feel right. A lot of the people who go to those meetings were married for years. They have kids.” Kat reached for her glass of water, her mouth suddenly as dry as paper.

  Val watched her for a moment, and then sighed dramatically, setting her fork down. “Fine. I’ll consider hanging out with you two.”

  “Really? Yay! It’ll be fun, I promise.”

  Val’s gaze lowered to the ring on Kat’s left hand. “You might want to put that in your jewelry box while she’s here, though.”

  Staring down at the sparkling, oval-cut diamond, she shook her head. “I can’t…yet. But I have started packing up his stuff. That’s progress.”

  “Yes, it’s…progress.” There was a playful hint to Val’s tone, lightening the mood for both of them.

  “It’s just hard. I hope you never have to go through it.”

  Val’s body tensed beside her. “Just because I’m dating a Marine, doesn’t mean he’s going to die.”

  Crap! She hadn’t meant to say what she’d been thinking. She just didn’t want her best friend to go through what she had. “I know. I didn’t mean anything by that. I’m sure Doug will come home safe and sound. Most Marines come home safe and sound.” She heard her voice waver as she spoke, those pesky emotions rising to the surface.

  Looking up, she offered her best I’m-completely-together-smile, knowing Val wouldn’t buy it the way most did. Kat allowed herself a temporary moment of self-pity—something reserved only for when she was alone or with her best friend—and then she was done. Back to the positive. The future. “He was the one who encouraged me to take this job as principal. He believed I could do it, that I’d make a difference.”

  “And you are,” Val said softly.

  “I’m trying, but look at today. It was the first day of school and already there was vandalism and a student popped the tire of another child’s wheelchair.”

  “Two incidents. No big deal. You were perfect.”

  “Huge deal.” Kat set down her spoon, no longer hungry. “Don’t you remember how the last school year ended? Seaside Elementary was becoming known for its incidents rather than the fact that we have top-notch teachers and some of the highest academic scores in the state.”

  Val nodded. “We’re a military town. It’s kind of natural for the kids to duke it out. Like dogs marking their territory.”

  This roused a smile from her—one of the reasons she loved Val. “You’re comparing my students to dogs?”

  “Or wolves. It’s the hierarchy of nature, or some shit like that.”

  Kat collected her bowl and headed to the sink. “That’s it. You’re cut off from the Discovery Channel.”

  “So, what are you going to do?” Val asked, following behind her.

  “I don’t know yet. But I’m going to do something, in John’s honor. I’m going to turn Seaside Elementary into a place where students accept each other, care about each other—”

  “And you’re cut off from the Hallmark Channel.” Val gave Kat’s shoulder a playful shove, then jumped as the phone rang in her pocket. “It’s Doug,” she said, reading her caller ID. “I’ll take it outside.”

>   Kat watched her friend disappear out the front door. Glancing down at her engagement ring, she thought about Julie’s announcement that she was coming home for a visit. Julie was a lot of things, but Val was wrong about her. Her sister wasn’t a soul sucker. She just had a different way of doing things. And if Julie had it her way, by the end of next week, she’d have John’s stuff boxed up, the engagement ring on its way to a pawnshop, and a new man in Kat’s life, possibly in her bed.

  Well, that last part might be nice. She’d just have one ground rule—no Marines.

  —

  Micah glanced at Ben in the rearview mirror. He wasn’t smiling. It had been a rough first week—not horrible, but it hadn’t lived up to Ben’s hopes—and now Micah had to stop procrastinating and finally tell him that his mother was deploying again.

  “Pizza?” he asked, meeting Ben’s gaze in the rearview mirror.

  “On a school night?”

  “Yeah, why not?” He tried to act like it was a spur-of-the-moment thing. Those rarely happened in the Peterson household, though. His workload and Ben’s disability necessitated a schedule, which he did his best to maintain.

  Ben scrunched his face.

  “All right. Fine. If you don’t want pizza—”

  “I do,” his son protested, slurring his words the way he did when his muscles were tired. And there was that lopsided smile.

  Micah turned the Jeep Cherokee into the parking lot for Kirk’s Pizza House. It was the only pizza joint in Seaside, and the place was packed. A hostess showed them to the last table in the back and Micah followed, as Ben carefully maneuvered his chair down the narrow aisles.

  When they were seated, Ben seemed to shrink in his chair. “You have something to tell me.” It wasn’t a question. “Otherwise, we’d be having boring chicken and green beans. That’s what you laid out this morning,” he said.

  Damn, my kid is smart.

  Micah licked his lips, stalling like the old Mustang he’d had when he was sixteen. “Maybe I didn’t want boring chicken and beans tonight,” he said, silently thanking God when the waitress interrupted, bringing them glasses of water and breadsticks. He wasn’t ready to talk about Jessica yet. Couldn’t they just enjoy their night for a while before his ex squashed it with her proverbial combat boots? “So, tell me about your day.”

  Ben blew a breath toward a lock of dark hair falling in his honey-colored eyes. He’d inherited those from his mother. His left arm was too stiff to swipe the hair away, and his right arm—the strong one—was locked on a breadstick, slowly submerging it in pizza sauce. “We had a rally.”

  Micah grabbed his own breadstick. “A pep rally?”

  “Yeah.” Talking while he chewed, his son’s muddled words were even harder to understand. “Principal Chandler added a new subject to our curriculum. It’s called Good Deeds. We’ll be emailing the wounded soldiers at Camp Leon and writing letters to people in nursing homes. She’s also changing after-school detention to something called the Friendship Club. If you get in trouble, you have to stay after school and work on the campus doing recycling and making new friends.”

  Micah didn’t know what kind of friends were to be made in detention, but before he could think too much on it, the waitress was back to take their orders. He ordered a large pizza, half with just spinach for him and half with ham and sausage for Ben. His little man was a meat lover, and tonight he deserved whatever he wanted. “A club for misbehaving kids, huh?” he asked, recapping the conversation. Breaking his own rule, he reached for a second breadstick, promising himself that he’d run an extra mile in PT tomorrow. “That would’ve been nice last year, huh? A mean kid club.”

  Ben stopped dipping his bread for a second, and Micah immediately regretted bringing up the bullies.

  “Friendship Club,” Ben corrected quietly, his voice so low that Micah had to guess at what he’d actually said. “And the kids in the club have to do nice things for everyone.”

  “Even the girls?” Micah soured his face in a weak attempt to make his son laugh.

  Ben glanced up, not even cracking a smile. “Dad, I’m in third grade now. I’m allowed to like girls.”

  “You are?” This was news to him.

  “And I was thinking…” The tone of his voice, more confident now with a hint of wanting, made Micah’s heart beat in an uh-oh rhythm.

  “You should start liking girls again, too.” His son swiped at his hair, staring at him expectantly across the table. “I won’t get in the way anymore. I promise.”

  “In the way? Anymore?” Micah leaned forward. What was Ben talking about?

  “Like with Nicole.” Ben’s gaze fell on the table.

  Micah groaned at just the mention of the name. He’d only dated Nicole a couple weeks. “You know that wasn’t you, right? She just wasn’t right for me. Wasn’t right for us.”

  “But I think I know who is right for you—I mean us.” Ben looked up, eyes wide like they got when he was about to ask for a too-expensive toy or an extra serving of dessert.

  Suddenly, Micah was rethinking taking his son out for pizza. The night was quickly turning into a discussion about his love life. Or lack thereof. “Who?”

  “Principal Chandler.”

  Kat’s succulent green eyes came to mind. And the sparkling diamond on her left hand.

  Clearing his throat, he leaned back and scratched the side of his jaw. He was stalling again, looking for the right response to his son’s suggestion. “And what makes you think we’d be a good match?”

  “Because she also likes spinach on her pizza.”

  Micah furrowed his brow and followed Ben’s gaze to a table across the room, where Kat was eating alone.

  As if sensing people watching her, she looked up from a stack of papers on the table and a slow smile formed. Tonight, she wore her corn silk hair down, letting it cascade around her shoulders.

  Micah forgot to chew the last bite of his breadstick and started to choke. After plowing a quick fist into his chest to get the food down, he looked back across the room.

  She had a concerned tilt to her eyebrows that relaxed as her gaze moved to Ben, who was happily waving her over with his right arm.

  “Ben, she looks like she’s working,” Micah said. And he wasn’t prepared to share space with a woman who looked like that.

  “People don’t work at dinner, Dad,” Ben said, a duh unfolding in his voice that made Micah all too aware that puberty wasn’t far around the corner. Ben waved at her again.

  Shifting in her seat, she looked around at the other patrons. Then, she slowly got up and began walking in their direction.

  The sight of her made his heart, and other places, rev. No more stalling in this Mustang. Those curves were lethal and that face was one he could look at for a very long time.

  He didn’t blink.

  Good thing for that ring on her finger, because looking at the beautiful woman now, he thought she might be a good match for him, too. She was still Ben’s principal, though, and kind of his boss, so getting involved with Kat Chandler was completely out of the question.

  Chapter 4

  Kat smiled warmly at the DILF, as Val had so crudely labeled him.

  She flinched inwardly. Had she just thought of one of her student’s fathers as a dad she’d like to…? That was not in good principal form.

  “Hey, Kat,” he said as she approached.

  Just the sound of his voice made her breath grow shallow. She’d already stood for a solid second at their table without saying a single word. Say something, her brain demanded. “Hey, you two. Looks like we had the same idea for dinner tonight.”

  Ben nodded, the motion not quite rhythmic. “We never have pizza on a weeknight. It means I’m in trouble.”

  Micah’s dark eyebrows jumped at the claim. “No, it doesn’t. Maybe I just want to enjoy my son.” He looked at her again, melting all her bones. “Looks like you’re alone,” he observed.

  “My friend canceled. Which is just as well. I have wo
rk to do.” She glanced back at the papers on her table. Work that would be smeared with pizza sauce before it was all said and done.

  “You can join us if you want,” Ben said.

  She started shaking her head to argue. “No. That’s okay. It looks like you’re having family time.” And her hormones were currently begging her to rip his father’s clothing off. What was wrong with her these days? Get a grip, girl.

  “Pleeease join us, Principal Chandler. That’d be so cool.” Ben’s eyes were large and hopeful as he looked at her.

  At his age, the school principal was still a superhero. And she had to admit, she kind of liked being a superhero.

  “Dad, tell her we don’t mind,” Ben said, looking at Micah.

  Micah hesitated, and then lifted his eyes to meet her gaze. “We, uh, don’t mind.”

  She read his body language loud and clear, though—he minded. But disappointing such an adorable third grader had to be a sin, she thought, turning back to Ben. “Well, if you’re sure.”

  “You can sit right there beside my dad.” Ben pointed at the narrow seat.

  If she sat there, she’d barely have elbow room. She would be rubbing up against the handsome father that, yes, she was very attracted to despite her earnest wish that she wasn’t. Even though he’d been considerably nicer toward her at their last meeting, he was still a parent—one whose trust she was working hard to earn.

  “Please. Join us,” Micah urged, surprising her and leaving her with very little choice.

  “Okay then. I’ll just go grab my pizza and put my papers away.”

  Ben cheered as she walked back to her table.

  Why on earth had she just said yes? It was bad enough that she’d practically drooled over Micah’s tightly molded muscles as he’d lifted his glass just then. Checking out a student’s father crossed some ethical line in the principal handbook, didn’t it? She’d just have to spend the dinner focusing on Ben, which wouldn’t be too hard. With his adorable glasses and limitless curiosity, he was already leading the pack for her favorite student this year. Not that she had favorites.