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by D. H. Lawrence


  is that they calmly assert: We only thrill to perversity, murder,

  suicide, rape —

  bragging a little, really,

  and at the same time expect to go on calmly eating good dinners

  for the next fifty years.

  They say: Après moi le déluge! and calmly expect

  that the deluge will never be turned on them, only after them.

  Post me, nihil!61 - But perhaps, my dears,

  nihil will come along and hit you on the head.

  Why should the deluge wait while these young gentry go on eating

  good dinners for fifty more long years?

  Why should our Latter-Day sinners expect such a long smooth run

  for their very paltry little bit of money?

  If you are expecting a Second Advent in the shape of a deluge

  you mustn’t expect it also to wait for your convenience.

  What Matters

  As one of our brightest young intellectuals said to me:

  It’s not so much what we think,

  or even what we like or dislike, or approve or disapprove that

  matters so very much.

  What matters is what we thrill to.

  We are ultimately determined by what we thrill to.

  And, of course, thrilling is like loving, you have no choice about it.

  Pondering this new truth of the sensational young, I said

  But what do you thrill to? Do you know?

  I suppose, as a matter of fact, it’s getting a little difficult,

  he replied, to thrill to anything.

  A thrill rather easily exhausts itself - take even the war,

  and look at the sodomitical and lesbian stuff - wearing rather thin.

  Beauty, of course! Beauty is still a delicious escape.

  And the pure intellect gives one a last, masturbating sense of

  excited freedom!

  But, of course, one knows that both beauty and pure intellect are

  only escapes,

  mild forms of cocaine; they’re not life, exactly.

  No, when it comes to thrills, there are really very few.

  Judging from the fiction it is possible to read, I should say rape

  was rather thrilling

  or being raped, either way, so long as it was consciously done,

  and slightly subtle.

  Yes, if it’s a keen match, rape is rather thrilling.

  And then perhaps murder. That is to say

  quite cold-blooded, intellectual murder, with a sufficient cool

  motive

  and a complete absence of consequence to the murderer.

  I — should say that was rather thrilling,

  rather thrilling to contemplate.

  After that, of course, there’s suicide - certain aspects perhaps,

  Yes, I should say the contemplation of clever suicide is rather

  thrilling,

  so long as the thing is done neatly, and the world is left looking

  very fooled.

  Quite thrilling, I should say, at least to contemplate.

  For the rest - no! I should say life held very few further thrilling

  possibilities.

  So one of the brightest young intellectuals put it to me.

  And I had to give him credit for his rather exhibitionist honesty.

  And in the intervals of their thrills, I suppose

  they must go on

  they must go on scratching the eczema of their mental itch

  with fingernails of septic criticising.

  Fate and the Younger Generation

  It is strange to think of the Annas, the Vronskys, the Pierres,

  all the Tolstoyan lot

  wiped out.

  And the Alyoshas and Dmitris and Myshkins and

  Stavrogins, the Dostoevsky lot

  all wiped out.

  And the Tchekov wimbly-wambly wet-legs all wiped out.

  Gone! Dead, or wandering in exile with their feathers

  plucked,

  anyhow, gone from what they were, entirely.

  Will the Proustian lot go next?

  And then our English imitation intelligentsia?

  Is it the Quos vult perdere Deus business?

  Anyhow the Tolstoyan lot simply asked for extinction:

  Eat me up, dear peasant! - So the peasant ate him.

  And the Dostoevsky lot wallowed in the thought:

  Let me sin my way to Jesus! So they sinned themselves off

  the face of the earth.

  And the Tchekov lot: I’m too weak and lovable to live! So

  they went.

  Now the Proustian lot: Dear darling death, let me wriggle

  my way towards you

  like the worm I am! So he wriggled and got there.

  Finally our little lot: I don’t want to die, but by Jingo if I do!

  — Well, it won’t matter so very much, either!

  As for Me, I’m a Patriot

  Whatever else they say of me

  they’ll never be able to say

  I was one of the little blighters

  who so brilliantly betray

  the tough old England that made us

  and in them is rotting away.

  I’d betray the middle classes

  and money and industry

  and the intellectual asses

  and cash Christianity.

  but not the England that made me

  the stuff of a man,

  the old England that doesn’t upbraid me,

  nor put me under a ban.

  The Rose of England

  Oh the rose of England is a single rose

  and damasked red and white!

  But roses, if they’re fed too much,

  change from being single and become gradually double,

  and that’s what’s happened to the English rose.

  The wild rose in a sheltered garden

  when it need struggle no more

  softly blows out its thin little male stamens

  into broad sweet petals,

  and through the centuries goes on and on

  puffing its little male stamens out into sterile petal flames

  till at last it’s a full, full rose, and has no male dust any more,

  it propagates no more.

  So it is with Englishmen.

  They are all double roses

  and their true maleness is gone.

  Oh the rose of England is a single rose

  and needs to be raised from seed.

  England in 1929

  England was always a country of men

  and had a brave destiny, even when she went wrong.

  Now it’s a country of frightened old mongrels

  snapping out of fear,

  and young wash-outs pretending to be in love with death

  yet living on the fat of the land;

  so, of course, the nation is swollen with insoluble problems

  and like to become incurably diseased inside.

  Liberty’s Old Story

  Men fight for liberty, and win it with hard knocks.

  Their children, brought up easy, let it slip away again, poor fools.

  And their grandchildren are once more slaves.

  New Brooms

  New brooms sweep clean

  but they often raise such a dust in the sweeping

  that they choke the sweeper.

  Police Spies

  Start a system of official spying

  and you’ve introduced anarchy into your country.

  Now It’s Happened

  One cannot now help thinking

  how much better it would have been

  If Vronsky and Anna Karenin

  had stood up for themselves, and seen

  Russia across her crisis,

  instead of leaving it to Lenin.

  The big, flamboyant Russia

  might have been saved, if a pair

  of rebels like Ann
a and Vronsky

  had blasted the sickly air

  of Dostoevsky and Tchekov,

  and spy-government everywhere.

  But Tolstoi was a traitor

  to the Russia that needed him most,

  the clumsy, bewildered Russia

  so worried by the Holy Ghost.

  He shifted his job on to the peasants

  and landed them all on toast.

  Dostoevsky, the Judas,

  with his sham Christianity

  epileptically ruined

  the last bit of sanity

  left in the hefty bodies

  of the Russian nobility.

  So our goody-good men betray us

  and our sainty-saints let us down,

  and a sickly people will slay us

  if we touch the sob-stuff crown

  of such martyrs; while Marxian tenets

  naturally take hold of the town.

  Too much of the humble Willy wet-leg

  and the holy can’t-help-it touch,

  till you’ve ruined a nation’s fibre

  and they loathe all feeling as such,

  and want to be cold and devilish hard

  like machines - and you can’t wonder much —

  Energetic Women

  Why are women so energetic?

  prancing their knees under their tiny skirts

  like war-horses; or war-ponies at least?

  Why are they so centrifugal?

  Why are they so bursting, flinging themselves about?

  Why, as they grow older, do they suffer from blood pressure?

  Why are they never happy to be still?

  Why did they cut off their long hair

  which they could comb by the hour in luxurious quiet?

  I suppose when the men all started being Willy wet-legs

  they felt it was no longer any use being a linger-longer Lucy.

  Film Passion

  If all those females who so passionately loved

  the film face of Rudolf Valentino

  had had to take him for one night only, in the flesh,

  how they’d have hated him!

  Hated him just because he was a man

  and flesh of a man.

  For the luscious filmy imagination loathes the male substance

  with deadly loathing.

  All the women who adored the shadow of the man on the

  screen

  helped to kill him in the flesh.

  Such adoration pierces the loins and perishes the man

  worse than the evil eye.

  Female Coercion

  If men only fought outwards into the world

  women might be devoted and gentle.

  The fight’s got to go in some direction.

  But when men turn Willy wet-legs

  women start in to make changes;

  only instead of changing things that might be changed

  they want to change the man himself

  and turn the poor silk glove into a lusty sow’s ear.

  And the poor Willy wet-legs, the soft silk gloves,

  how they hate the women’s efforts to turn them

  into sow’s ears!

  The modem Circe-dom!

  Volcanic Venus

  What has happened in the world?

  the women are like little volcanoes

  all more or less in eruption.

  It is very unnerving, moving in a world of smouldering volcanoes.

  It is rather agitating, sleeping with a little Vesuvius.

  And exhausting, penetrating the lava-crater of a tiny Ixtaccihuatl

  and never knowing when you’ll provoke an earthquake.

  What Does She Want?

  What does she want, volcanic Venus, as she goes fuming round?

  What does she want?

  She says she wants a lover, but don’t you believe her.

  She’s seething like a volcano, and volcanoes don’t want lovers.

  Besides, she’s had twenty lovers, only to find she didn’t really

  want them.

  So why should I, or you, be the twenty-first?

  How are we going to appease her, maiden and mother

  now a volcano of rage?

  I tell you, the penis won’t do it.

  She bites him in the neck and passes on.

  Wonderful Spiritual Women

  The wonderful thoughtful women who make such good

  companions to a man are only sitting tight on the craters of their volcano

  and spreading their skirts.

  Or like the woman who sat down on a sleeping mastodon

  thinking he was a little hill, and she murmured such beautiful

  things

  the men stood around like crocuses agape in the sun.

  Then suddenly the mastodon rose with the wonderful lady

  and trampled all the listeners to a smush.

  Poor Bit of a Wench!

  Will no one say hush! to thee

  poor lass, poor bit of a wench?

  Will never a man say: Come, my pigeon,

  come an’ be still wi’ me, my own bit of a wench!

  And would you peck out his eyes if he did?

  What Ails Thee?

  What ails thee then, woman, what ails thee?

  doesn’t ter know?

  If tha canna say’t, come then an’ scraight it out on my bosom!

  Eh - Men doesna ha’e bosoms?’appen not, on’y tha knows what

  I mean.

  Come then, tha can scraight it out on my shirt-front

  an’ tha’lt feel better.

  - in the first place, I don’t scraight.

  And if I did, I certainly couldn’t scraight it out.

  And if I could, the last place I should choose

  would be your shirt-front

  or your manly bosom either.

  So leave off trying putting the Robbie Bums touch over me

  and kindly hand me the cigarettes

  if you haven’t smoked them all,

  which you’re much more likely to do

  than to shelter anybody from the cau-auld blast.

  It’s No Good!

  It’s no good, the women are in eruption

  and those that have been good so far

  now begin to steam ominously,

  and if they’re over forty-five, hurl great stones into the air

  which are very likely to hit you on the head as you sit

  on the very slopes of the matrimonial mountain

  where you’ve sat peacefully all these years.

  Vengeance is mine, saith the Lord,

  but the women are my favourite vessels of wrath.

  Don’t Look at Me!

  My dears, don’t look at me, I am merely terrified of you.

  I don’t know what you want, but I certainly haven’t got it to

  give you.

  No, my poor little penis would be of no use to you

  dear ladies, none whatsoever.

  It’s something else you are after, if you could but formulate it.

  As for bearing my children - why there

  I wouldn’t insult you with the suggestion.

  The son of man goes forth to war

  no more, he sends his daughter

  collecting foreskins.

  But I consider I was sufficiently circumcised long ago.

  My dears, if you want the skies to fall

  they are established on the many pillars of the phallus,

  so perhaps you’ll do it.

  Ships in Bottles

  O — ship in a bottle

  with masts erect and spars all set and sails spread

  how you remind me of my London friends,

  O — ships in bottles!

  Little fleets

  that put to sea on certain evenings,

  frigates, barks and pinnaces, yawls

  all beautifully rigged and bottled up

  that put to sea and sink Armadas

  in a p
ub parlour, in literary London, on certain evenings.

  O — small flotilla of sorry souls

  sail on, over perilous seas of thought,

  cast your little anchors in ports of eternity,

  then weigh, and out to the infinities,

  skirting the poles of being and of not-being.

  Ah, in that parlour of the London pub

  what dangers, ah, what dangers!

  Caught between great icebergs of doubt

  they are all but crushed

  little ships.

  Nipped upon the frozen floods of philosophic despair

  high and dry.

  Reeling in the black end of all beliefs

  they sink.

  Yet there they are, there they are,

  little ships

  safe inside their bottles!

  Whelmed in profundities of profound conversation,

  lost between great waves of ultimate ideas

  they are - why there they are,

  safe inside their bottles!

  Safer than in the arms of Jesus!

  Oh, safer than anything else is a well-corked, glassy ego,

  and sounder than all insurance is a shiny mental conceit!

  Sail, little ships in your glass bottles,

  safe from every contact,

  safe from all experience,

  safe, above all, from life!

  And let the nodding tempests of verbosity

  weekly or twice-weekly whistle round your bottles.

  Spread your small sails immune, little ships!

  The storm is words, the bottles never break.

 

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