The clock dizzied, the hands turning round as the hours passed. Frustration grew on their faces as their search deepened, both because they had found nothing, and because they had not farmed the work out to less experienced officers who had little else better to spend their time on. Knox never let anyone else do the work, because only he knew what they were looking for, or so he thought. The reasons for this behavior was a topic he tried not to broach with himself.
“Knox, look at this.”
Lane summoned him over to his desk, waving his hand in the air in the feigned belief that such an admonishment would make a difference. Knox's bones creaked as he moved, the hinges needing oil if he was not to rust away.
“What did you find?”
“It's a letter, written by Hobbes, but not addressed to anyone.”
“What's so interesting about that.”
“Nothing. It's what the letter says.”
“Paraphrase it.”
“Hobbes is writing to tell someone about getting kidnapped. He says he got picked up off the street, driven in circles in the back of a van, and then was knocked out with drugs. Then he says he woke up back at home, in bed, when his alarm clock went off. That's weird, right?”
“Yes it is. That sounds like a clue to me, the first one we've had.”
“Yeah, but how are we going to put it to use?”
“We're going to dissect every word of that letter, and we'll figure something out. He wouldn't have written such a thing if he wasn't trying to get some important information to someone. The answer is in there, it has to be.”
“You want me to go old school and print you out a copy?”
“You're starting to learn, kid. Oh, and good work, by the way.”
“Did you just say . . .”
“Leave it be, kid.”
Chapter 15
Artificial Suns
Detective Knox's eyes lost focus as the words on the page slowly metamorphosed into a Rorschach test, the lines and curves losing their form and function, devolving into a scattered mess of sharp-edged ink. Hours had passed by in a blur, the light becoming flimsy and blue as day turned to night, and artificial suns powered his quest. This was not a way to achieve success, he knew, but giving up, even for a moment, seemed to be the coward's way out. Detective Lane had rested enough for the both of them, Knox felt.
His eyes ran over the words repeatedly, stretching their meaning to find something that would tell him what he needed to know. The message was clear, but it wasn't pointed enough to show him the way forward. In that way, the letter taunted him, tantalized him with the prospect of finding the answers he so desperately sought. All that needed to be done was crack the code, find the truth hidden in the enigma. That task seemed more daunting with each passing minute, as the hands on the clock tried to outrun one another.
Detective Lane returned with fresh eyes, enough energy replenished to convince an onlooker he was still alive. Leaning back in his chair, he held the paper above his head, watching the light from above filter through the cheap parchment. It was as though heaven itself was shining through, or so he would say, as a thought occurred to him.
“What if we have this all wrong?”
“I'm sure we do. What's your point?”
“I mean, what if instead of this letter telling us exactly what happened, it's telling us where to look for the real answers?”
“How is that going to help us? There isn't a location in there.”
“I know, but hear me out. If a guy gets kidnapped, what would make him hide whatever he knew about it? He didn't report it to us, and he didn't tell his kids about it.”
“We didn't ask them. They might know.”
“Let's assume they don't, since I'd like to think at least one of them would have mentioned such a thing.”
“That's a dangerous assumption to make. People aren't as good as you think, but go on.”
“So if he didn't tell anyone about it, why write the letter at all, and leave it on an encrypted flash drive that no one could get into? It doesn't make any sense.”
“Murder doesn't always make sense. Sometimes, you find that it's all just random.”
“You're a pessimist.”
“Yes I am, and for good reason. There's no reason to be positive.”
“Whatever. All I'm saying is that, in light of knowing about the kidnapping, we might want to take another look at the whole case. The best place to hide something is in plain sight. How much do you want to bet we've already seen exactly what we're looking for without knowing it?”
“I'm not a betting man, remember.”
“Do you have to be so literal about everything?”
“No, but watching you get worked up amuses me.”
Detective Lane sprang from his seat, embracing the fumes of youth that had not yet been burned off. Long fingers wrapped around thick stacks of folders, clutching the papers with a tight grip. A low grunt escaped his lips as he picked up the files, feeling the weight of the case as he positioned the pile high above his desk, then releasing them with dramatic flair. They tipped off axis, sliding off one another as they landed, but without the thunderous noise he had hoped for.
Knox looked at Lane, tired consternation on his face, as though he had seen the sad ending coming all along. He reached out, thumbed open the first file, hesitating to touch it, like a predator approaching its kill. Lane gathered himself, found his voice, and continued.
“Somewhere in these files, among all this evidence, is the answer we're looking for.”
“And you expect me to sit here and read these hundreds or thousands of pages all over again, just because you have a hunch?”
“Do you have a better idea? What I know is that this kidnapping is the best lead we've got, but we don't have any clues to work with. So yes, if this has even a slight chance of pointing us in the right direction, I think we have to do it.”
“Fine, but first you have to go get us some coffee. Real coffee, not that slop that gets served around here. If I'm going to focus, I can't have half my brain wondering if that aftertaste is copper or arsenic.”
Detective Lane gathered his coat under his arm, throwing a quick glance at his partner, who was oblivious to his existence in that moment. He wondered if such focus, such indifference to the presence of another living soul, was the cost of being a great detective. This might be the purpose of his life, but he was not sure he was willing to pay the price for the honor. What he had learned from Detective Knox, above all else, was that life outside the confines of the precinct only served to dilute the work. Lane was not pure in that way, nor did he think he ever could be. His future depended on Knox being wrong.
Detective Knox was lost in the words on the page, reading them in the new light Lane had provided. Meaning and intent often differ, because language is not perfect, and even when trying to bare the depths of the human soul, there are no words that can perfectly encapsulate a complex thought. We do the best we can to form our ideas into digestible pieces, but every mind works differently, and there is no way of knowing if our experiences of joy and pain, or color and sound, are the same as another’s. Language requires assumptions, and those get us in trouble, because they are a weakness of the mind.
These thoughts cascaded over Knox's consciousness, leaving him pondering the complexities of the universe. He was not foolish enough to think he could answer the deepest questions of philosophy, but only when he felt insignificant, like a speck of dust floating towards a light bulb that would vaporize it without an eye catching the act, did he truly understand himself. Being powerless was the ultimate strength, and his tangents of thought clarified his thinking.
Detective Knox was far away from reality as Lane returned, the pungent aroma of bitter coffee seeping through his cocoon and returning him to the moment. As his eyes focused, he could see Lane at his own desk, sipping the steaming liquid. Knox picked up his cup, slowly letting the first drops fall from the rim onto his tongue, savoring each one. He did this b
ecause he knew it was a rare treat, and he would soon have to drain the cup as though pumping his tank full of fuel, because time was never set aside for making sure they were taking care of themselves. Compared to the gravity of their work, their own health, mental and physical, was secondary.
“Knox, you were off in your own little world there again. Am I really such bad company?”
“You're ok . . . for another person.”
“We can't all be as charismatic and entertaining as you.”
“I'd settle for as quiet.”
“Now that we've gotten that out of our system, did your trip into the Twilight Zone while I was gone net us any results?”
“It just might have. I was thinking, when Hobbes describes being driven in circles, you would assume he's talking about the kidnappers being evasive, making sure he doesn't know where they're going, right?”
“Sounds right to me.”
“But what if that's not the case. This crazy city was built over the course of so many years that nothing about it makes any sense. There isn't a neat array of streets. There are sections around the old parts that loop in all sorts of insane ways, because that was all the land the government could take at the time.”
“You're thinking that he mistook a winding road for evasive action.”
“Exactly. There's one road that fits the bill almost exactly. A guy like Hobbes probably wouldn't have ever been on it before, since it leads straight into the heart of crud-town. It had to be unfamiliar to him.”
“If that's the case, we know what area he was headed into.”
“And we can narrow it down even further. I spent enough time working that part of town to know that none of the crews down there would be into this sort of thing. All we have to do is find the places that aren't under any of their control, and we'll be in business.”
“That's some awfully good detecting, partner.”
“Yeah. It's amazing how much can be done when you're not around to bug me.”
* * *
The city darkened as Detectives Knox and Lane drove deeper into its underbelly. As the city grew richer and more sophisticated, the old parts were tossed aside, left to rot in the shadows of the new towers erected as monuments to modernity's ego. These charred remnants of what the city used to be were breeding grounds for discontent and evil, with demons filling the vacuum left by the mass exodus. Few dared go further into the dark heart of the city than necessary, a segregation that served all sides well.
Detective Knox had spent much of his life on those streets, chasing down the specters that haunted the nights of the good people of the city. He had caught more than his share, but the supply was endless, and his desire for the job no longer burned. As long as he could take on the hydra of evil one head at a time, as long as he could solve the cases put before him, he was content with himself. Mental strength was required, but his will had not slipped, and he was unbowed by the depravity he had to witness.
“Have you spent much time in this part of town, Lane?”
“No, I can't say I have. Or that I want to.”
“It's a good education. This is where you learn if you have the stomach to admit who we really are.”
“You make it sound so charming.”
“It's a fact of life. Not everything we do is like in a mystery novel. Real life is ugly, messy, the sort of thing you wish you could forget. It infects your eyes, then it burrows into your heart. Eventually, you rot from the inside. That's the best-case scenario.”
“Do I even want to know what's worse?”
“Nope.”
“Good. So what do we know about this place?”
“According to my friend who still works this beat, there are only a handful of places that aren't under any control. Those are our likely sites, so we'll start with the one closest to the main road and branch out from there.”
“Something tells me whoever did this wouldn't want to go any further off the beaten path than they had to.”
“Precisely. You're catching on.”
The pair sat in silence the rest of the way, as the landscape grew filthier with each rotation of the tires. They were in a part of the city where car doors locked reflexively, where anyone walking down the street was viewed as a threat, where peace was a foreign concept. Detective Lane was not oblivious to the suffering that existed in his own city, but there had always remained enough of a separation to allow him to ignore what life was like in a world where death stalks you at every turn. Coming face to face with reality, however, he realized how naïve he had been.
The brakes bit in, bringing the car to a stop in a place it would rather drive straight through. Bouncing on loose springs, Detective Lane's head bobbed back and forth, as though nodding in endless reaffirmation. Knox was in no such state, with one foot already out the door, the stale air pouring in and overtaking the heat. Lane followed, gingerly, wary of letting his focus slip for even a second. Knox looked back at him, the glare in his eyes unmistakable.
“Stop being a wuss. Nothing's going to happen to us. No one around here would dare do anything to put this place back on our radar. It's like when you have a bee flying around your head. If you leave it alone, it'll leave you alone.”
“I always get stung.”
“That's because you're a schmuck. Just keep your mouth shut and follow me.”
Hinges hung by threads, the door held in place by the grip of dirt. Detective Knox pulled gently, and the door wobbled and almost fell on him. He pushed it aside, exposing the entrance to what could optimistically be called a building. The structure was failing, the cracks counted like the rings on a tree, telling the story of how long it had been since anyone considered it worth inhabiting.
Detective Lane swung his flashlight through the darkness, illuminating the way before he dared step inside. Knox had left him behind, venturing in, chuckling at the thought of his partner frozen in fear. Knox switched on his own light, looking into the folded corners of blackness. Nothing about the room looked out of place, if such a thing could be said about a crumbling remnant. Broken glass and bits of machinery filled the corners, dust and grime painting them all the same flaccid shade of invisible.
Detective Knox had seen enough, and spun around on his heel to leave, a habit he’d adopted as a youth, one that wore out his shoes in a way that made him appear an inch shorter than he really was. As he spun to a stop, his eyes were blinded by Lane's light, barely a foot from his face. Knox shielded himself, blinking hard to clear the ghosted image. Seeing ghosts there was likely enough but he did not need to add to the confusion.
“What are you shining that damn light in my eyes for?”
“Sorry, I thought you saw what I did.”
“What did you see?”
Knox turned around again, still blinded by Lane's light. The edges were hazy, and Knox could not see anything. Frustration tinged his voice as he spoke, a level of angst that Lane could see something he could not.
“Nothing. I see nothing.”
“What's so special about that? This place is empty.”
“It's too empty. Look again, the entire middle of the room is bare. There's not a shard of glass, or a piece of dust, to be found. It looks like someone swept it up, and not long ago.”
Detective Knox hated to admit it to himself, much less to Lane, but the observation was keen. The scene did look too clean, too organized for being in the middle of a rotten husk of a building. He stepped forward into the center, wincing as he knelt to the floor, getting a closer look.
“Something happened here.”
“Do you think this is where he was taken?”
“I do now.”
Knox spotted a discoloration. He moved closer, to verify his instincts. Putting a handkerchief over his finger, he touched the spot, then held the red blot to his eye.
“Is that blood?”
“Yes, Lane, it's blood. Get a sample, and we'll send it to the lab. We'll have to wait for confirmation, but I think we found what we were loo
king for.”
“A clue.”
“Yup. Now we have something to work with.”
“So we might just solve this case after all.”
“There's hope.”
“See, I told you optimism pays off.”
“Work pays off. Optimism just makes you unaware of how miserable you are until you get there.”
“Forget I said anything.”
“I always do.”
Chapter 16
Unreflected Sunshine
Home for Detective Knox was not where the heart was, it was a distraction from his work, an unwelcome pause in the obsessions running roughshod through his mind. He had been told it was important to have balance in one’s life, but there were times when trying to act like a good and normal person got in the way of what he truly wanted and he struggled to muster the effort to engage in personal interaction.
For him, being antisocial was not a choice, it was a genetic predisposition. People were an allergen, and isolation was the only medicine he knew of. The others at the precinct wondered how he had ever acquired a life outside of work, since he displayed no desire to have one. The truth of the matter was that everyone and everything that mattered to him outside his job had been acquired before there was one. In those days, when he did not have an endless string of puzzles to consume his every waking moment, he had had the energy to put on a brave face and attempt human intimacy.
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