by BETH KERY
“You worthless little mongrel. Get back to your room, like I told you!” Emmitt bellowed, spraying spit. Jake turned, wiping the spittle off his cheek, his heartbeat pounding in his throbbing ear. What was he going to do, holed up in his room, blinded as to what his uncle was doing? That little room would be his coffin.
For a few seconds, his fear strangled him. Emmitt was going to find out what he’d done. He’d kill him. How could he have thought he could trick him? As he headed toward his room, everything turned hazy and weird in his vision, like he was underwater. What would it be like, dying?
“Wait!” Emmitt yelled. Jake turned slowly, unable to hide any of it anymore: His secret plan. His hatred. His fear. He was sure his uncle would see it written large on his face.
“Get me my coffee first,” Emmitt said dismissively, wiping his nose on his sleeve and walking over to the sink.
“Yes, sir.”
He went over to the cabinet and found the largest mug on the shelf.
• • •
An hour later, he placed one of the two backpacks he carried on the dirt near the barn door. He cautiously removed the chain and opened the door. A bar of sunlight penetrated the gloom. He looked up. Her pale face appeared over the edge of the loft, the light turning her hair into a red-gold halo around her head.
“Jake?” she whispered.
He picked up the backpack and quickly and silently moved past the drugged dogs. One of them—Wilhelm—stirred slightly, and Jake’s heart flew into his throat. Harper gave a little groan from above him. She’d seen the dog move, too.
“It’s okay,” he assured himself as much as her as he flew up the ladder. “Wilhelm twitches in his sleep all the time.”
“Stop,” she said in a quivering voice.
He halted and glanced up in surprise. He was only three feet from the edge of the loft. She peered down anxiously, her long hair draping her face.
“I don’t have any clothes on,” she reminded him desperately. She was on her knees, looking down at him. He could see the tops of her bare shoulders, and was reminded that her hands were bound behind her back.
“I have clothes for you in my backpack,” he explained. He remained still, rapidly working through some potential scenarios as to how to minimize her embarrassment and just as quickly dismissing each one as soon as he had it. “I’m sorry, but I have to come up there in order to untie your hands . . .” He faded off when he saw her distress. He couldn’t even tell her to cover herself, because she couldn’t with her hands bound behind her. Harper realized that, too, of course.
She nodded once stiffly.
He scurried up the ladder, hearing her scoot back into the shadows as he did so. She didn’t say anything, but he sensed how wild she was to remain invisible. He kept his eyes averted as he removed some old jeans, a large T-shirt, and some socks from his backpack. He had to look up to locate her in the loft, though. Her pale skin shone, even in the shadows. He gritted his teeth in resolve and walked toward her. Moving as quickly as he could to minimize her humiliation and his own discomfort, he knelt behind her and went directly to work with his pocketknife multi-tool on the twisted rope that bound her wrists. After a moment, she whimpered softly.
His mouth twisted in fury. Damn Emmitt. He’d used the roughest hemp rope he possibly could have to tightly bind her. Her wrists were abraded, both her skin and the hemp smeared with blood. “I know, I’m sorry,” he mumbled, because in his efforts to free her, he couldn’t help twisting the rope into her surface cuts.
“It’s okay. Just get it off me,” she said in a choked voice.
A torturous moment later, the length of rope fell to the loft floor. She cried out in pain when her arms fell forward. They’d been bound behind her for so long that lowering them hurt.
“It’s okay. I’ve got you,” he said, springing up and coming around to the front of her. He reached down, grasping her upper arms.
“No,” she whispered, wincing in pain. “Put the shirt on me first.”
“But—”
She looked up, a beam of sunlight illuminating her upper face, allowing him to see not just her despair, but her determination.
He immediately bent to the floor of the loft and lifted his old Mountaineers T-shirt. He shoved it over her head gracelessly. She tried to lift her hands to get them in the armholes. Her moan of pain pierced him.
“Help me,” she whispered, grimacing. Her arms weren’t functional yet, after being bound behind her for so long.
He grabbed one of her fisted hands. “I’m sorry,” he apologized, cringing at the pained expression on her face as he lifted her hand and poked it through the armhole. She sighed in relief when she could lower her arm.
“They’re prickling,” she muttered, referring to her arms. “It hurts so bad.”
“The nerves are waking up. It’ll get better soon,” Jake said in a hushed tone, scrambling to free her trapped hair from the shirt. He glanced down and froze. Having one arm in the T-shirt had pulled the cloth in a diagonal direction across her chest. One small, perfectly shaped breast was left exposed while the other was covered.
“Jake?” she whispered, and he saw she was trying to lift her other hand, but her nerves still weren’t cooperating. He realized he’d been gawking at her stupidly and rushed to help her. Once the T-shirt was pulled down over her hips, she seemed fortified. Her misery had been replaced with determination by the time he helped her to stand.
“What do we now?” she whispered. “Where are we going?”
“I’m going to get you out of here.”
“Where’s that man? Your uncle?” she frowned when she said uncle. Jake had never been more ashamed of his kinship to Emmitt Tharp.
“I hope he’s dead,” Jake said, holding up the jeans for her to put on. “But I think he’s just asleep, like the dogs.”
“He’ll come after us, won’t he?” she asked as she scuttled into the jeans. He noticed that she had to pull hard to close the fly. Her hips were rounder than his . . . fuller. His little-boy jeans almost didn’t fit her.
“He’ll come,” Jake replied grimly, jerking his gaze off the vision of her uncooperative fingers clumsily moving over the fly. That was one task he didn’t dare help her with.
“Where will we go?” she whispered, grabbing a sock when he offered it to her.
“There’s no time to explain.” She reached out for him instinctively when she tried to lift her foot to put on the sock. Jake braced her by grabbing her upper arm.
“But—”
“We have to get out of here and into the woods, or you may never see your parents again. Do you understand?”
She stared up at him, her jaw going slack, her eyes wide. He’d been sharp.
“You said you’d do what I say. We have to go. Now. I don’t know how the dog tranquilizers work on a man. Emmitt might wake up at any minute. And there might be other men arriving at any second to take you. Emmitt wouldn’t wait long for payment.”
Her face went blank with shock.
“I can keep you safe, Harper. But you have to hurry.”
She shoved her other foot hastily into a sock. Maybe his entire meaning hadn’t sunk in. But the hint of the foulness of Emmitt Tharp’s plans for her had penetrated.
“No shoes, I guess?” she whispered.
“I’ve got shoes for you. They’re in your pack. You can put them on, but later. Emmitt’s a good tracker. One of the best in these mountains.” He knew she didn’t understand him from her blank expression, but there wasn’t time to explain.
“Time to go.” He put out a hand, and she took it, stepping toward him. For a second, they looked at each other somberly. They were almost exactly the same height.
“Why are you doing this?” she whispered.
“I don’t know,” he replied honestly. “But I can get you back to your parents.”
But Jake had worked with animals his whole life. He understood that mastering his fear and showing Harper confidence would go a long way in gaining her cooperation. If they had any chance of getting through this, he couldn’t have her panicking at every turn.
“Trust me,” he said, holding her stare.
“I do.”
He was a little stunned by her lack of hesitation, but took pains to hide it. For some reason, her unquestioned trust allowed him to make a decision he’d been dreading.
“Here. This pack is yours,” he said, handing her a worn army surplus backpack. She slung it over one shoulder, wincing.
“Okay?” he asked.
She nodded.
“There’s one more important thing I have to do before we get off Emmitt’s property.”
He headed toward the ladder, determined that Harper not be a witness to his grief over that final task.
Present Day
Harper lounged on her terrace. The hot August day was quickly morphing into a pleasant, cool evening. She’d thought that the brisk, invigorating air would help her to focus on some edits. It wasn’t working, though.
Summer had always been a magical time for her growing up. Her father loved cooking out and her mother doted on her garden. How many comfortable, delicious meals had she shared with her mom and dad over the years on their terrace? They hadn’t seemed like anything special at the time. Memory gave those family dinners a golden quality, though, a sweet, elusive flavor. She ached, knowing she’d never share that feeling of easy companionship or unquestioned love again.
Her terrace looked so barren and empty by contrast.
Don’t move. Stay like that. You have no idea how exciting this is for me. You’re so beautiful. I want to play with you a little more. Okay?
The memory of Jacob giving her those steamy directions lanced through her momentary sadness, dissolving it.
Her mind kept wandering to those moments on that yacht last night. She frowned, recalling how cool and aloof he’d been just seconds after making her burn. She stared into space, her cheeks heating as she remembered how she shook in pleasure beneath his knowing hand . . . and later, how he took possession of her so completely.
It was hard to push him out now. It was like he’d taken up residence in her brain.
Damn him.
But isn’t it better than sitting here, feeling sorry for yourself because you’re alone?
All day, her sex had felt tingly and slightly tender. That, in combination with her uncontrollable thoughts about what he’d done to her on that double chaise lounge, made her feel constantly on the sharp edge of arousal and annoyance. Unfortunately, not even her recollection of his coldness could dampen her body’s reaction.
Admitting defeat, she tossed the story and her edits onto a patio table. Without telling herself to do it, she pressed her pelvis down against the wrought iron seat, getting pressure on her sensitive sex. When she realized she was trying to figure out just how private her deck was from her neighbors, she stood abruptly.
Great. The guy acts like a complete jerk, and yet you were considering masturbating outside while you fantasize about him. You are such a loser.
She gathered up the story and headed inside, now highly aware of the tension at her sex and the fact that her cheeks were hot. Once she was inside, she drew the blinds. Her heartbeat began to throb in her ears in anticipation. Okay, so she wasn’t going to do it in potential view of a nosy neighbor. But she was going to do it.
To make matters worse, it wasn’t the first time she’d masturbated today, either.
She lay down on the couch and lifted her skirt to her waist. When her fingers slipped beneath the waistband of her panties, she thought of his fingers doing the same last night, how he’d caressed the sensitive skin above her mons and then slid those long, masterful fingers between her labia. It’d felt so good. How did he do it, touch her more knowingly than she even touched herself?
And later, how he’d asked her permission to hold her wrists while he fucked her . . . how she’d granted it. It’d excited her, knowing that he held her at his mercy, that she had to take him.
And he’d been a hell of a lot to take.
God, yes. No matter what a jerk he’d been, this was better than dwelling on the loneliness.
She recalled watching him put the condom on his rigid erection, the shape and the color of the flaring, smooth cockhead. He was so beautiful. She craved him, even now. Before he’d behaved so coldly in the aftermath, she had a vague fantasy about him binding her with cuffs or some kind of ties. Even so, it wasn’t really the idea of restraints themselves that excited her. It was his intense focus on her, how he became aroused when she was helpless to resist him. Not that he’d needed to be concerned about her resisting him. She’d been a goner in that department, hands restrained or not.
He’d warned her that he was going to screw her hard. And he had, locking his feet on the frame of the lounge and taking her without mercy. It’d been so good. So hot. She’d come without expecting to, without the usual rise of tension and the slow burn. She’d combusted because that was the only thing you could do around Jacob’s pounding cock.
She moaned, her hand moving faster between her thighs. She’d be coming again soon. Her excitement at the vivid memories and the buildup of tension over the past several hours was too much.
A gasp popped out of her throat. She yanked her hand from her underwear, sitting partially up, shocked by a brisk knock on her patio door. Shit. Who the hell was it? She considered just not answering, but realized it might be a neighbor. Maybe one of them really had seen her on the patio just now and had come over to greet her. She was still the new girl on the block, and had met only a few of her neighbors so far.
Flustered, she stood and smoothed down her skirt. “Just a second,” she called, hurrying to her kitchen where she hastily washed her hands. A moment later, she lifted a blind and peered out. She let it shut with a snap.
Jacob stood on her terrace.
She remained unmoving for a second, her breath stuck in her lungs. Finally, she drew up the blinds with a jerking motion and opened the door.
For a few strained seconds, they just stared at each other.
“What are you doing here?” she managed eventually.
His gaze flickered across her face. She clenched her teeth. Was she flushed? Her cheeks certainly felt warm.
“I was out for a walk,” he said slowly. “Is this a bad time?”
“No. I was just doing the dinner dishes.”
“I didn’t see anyone in the kitchen. I thought maybe you weren’t here.” He noticed her stunned, questioning glance. He pointed in the direction of the kitchen. “I wasn’t eavesdropping. It’s just that you walk past the kitchen window coming from the beach, and there weren’t any lights on in there.”
Heat redoubled in her cheeks at being caught in a lie.
“What do you want?” she repeated.
“I wanted to talk to you. About last night.”
She glanced aside, shielding her discomfort. He looked good tonight. As usual. The voice in her head sounded bitter. She resented the way he evoked this attraction in her with so little apparent effort on his part. He was dressed casually in cargo shorts, running shoes, and a heather gray sports shirt. His clothing seemed to emphasize all the things she was trying to forget, yet had just been remembering with such clar
ity on the couch seconds ago: his fascinating eyes, his lean torso, his muscular shoulders and chest . . . those long, strong legs that had powered his cock inside her with such eye-crossing results . . .
“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” she replied, her voice sounding hoarse. She cleared her throat. “Maybe we ought to just let things lie.”
“I can’t do that.”
Her gaze jumped to his face.
“Not until I apologize. I honestly didn’t mean to offend you last night. It’s just that—”
He broke off abruptly and glanced aside. There it was: one of those rare cracks in his armor. He was either genuinely uncomfortable, or he was a terrific actor.
“What?” she asked, opening the patio door a few inches more without being aware of what she was doing.
“You remind me of someone I knew once.”
Dusk was falling. A warbling robin penetrated the billowing silence.
“I was—” His mouth went hard and he glanced away again. He shut his eyelids tight for a second.
“I was . . . I was embarrassed,” he said gruffly.
Her heartbeat began to drum in her ears. His admission struck her as poignant and rare. She had the definite impression this man didn’t open up often, if ever.
“Why?” she asked softly. She felt for him in that moment. She really did, despite her reservations. Still, she wasn’t going to let him off easy. A muscle flickered in his lean cheek.
“For losing control.”
“I didn’t think you lost control, Jacob.”
He regarded her silently, his face a solemn mask . . . his eyes windows to a turmoil she couldn’t understand.
“But I hear you saying you think you did,” she continued quietly. “So . . . I reminded you of this person from your past, and you think it made things extra . . . intense for you?” She took a deep breath for courage. “And so you closed off in the aftermath, because it felt like too much, considering how briefly we’ve known each other?”