“I want the motherfucker dead.”
Chapter 6
Brandon
If yesterday started with a bolt of lightning—I’m still not over the fact that Zoey’s mother’s killer is the bastard responsible for my parents’ demise and neither is she—today starts with a clap of thunder.
Hurricane Katrina. Clutching Gucci, clad in his latest pink designer outfit and matching bow, she storms into the living room where Zoey and I are eating breakfast on the couch and dissecting all the mind-boggling motives behind our intertwined cases. A uniformed livery trails her, wheeling a massive pink suitcase.
“What the hell is she doing here?” she shrieks, shooting eye daggers at Zoey and cutting our conversation short.
“I had Zoey stay over because of her concussion.”
“You mean that stupid little bump on her head you blew me off for?” Adjusting her gazillion dollar fur coat, she looks at me harshly. “You owe me a dinner.”
“We can go to the Polo Lounge tonight.” I turn to Zoey. “Zoey, can you please make us a res—”
Katrina cuts me off. “It’s too late. I’m off to New York for Fashion Week. I’m taping segments there for my series.”
Great. A week away from her! I inwardly sigh with relief. I need the time to think things through. I still don’t feel a thing for her in my heart or my soul. Nor can my brain remember a damn thing about our past. And she does nothing to arouse my cock. The only thing she gets up is my blood pressure.
My relief is short-lived. Not only does the obnoxious mutt growl at me, but Katrina also throws me a curve ball.
“And, darling, you’re going to meet me there next Thursday. Scott booked The Letterman Show for us.”
What the fuck! This is all news to me. Why didn’t Scott tell me? Or even Zoey? I ask my fiancée why I’m just learning this. She tells me it happened last minute—on her way over here.
“I don’t think I can make it. I’m shooting all next week.” And I don’t want to leave Zoey alone.
“Make it work. And be sure to bring Gucci with you.”
I deconstruct her words. “What are you saying?”
“I’m leaving Gucci with you. As much as I would love to take him with me, it’s way too cold in New York for my little boy to be running around from show to show. And I just haven’t had the time to buy him a winter coat and booties.” She turns to the stoic livery. “I’ve packed all his LA outfits, his favorite toys, and his special dietary needs. He prefers home-cooked meals and is especially fond of poached eggs with smoked salmon.”
“What about his bed?” I stammer.
“Darling, Gucci only sleeps in real beds. So, he’ll be sleeping with you. Get used to it.” She smiles smugly while the menacing dog growls at me again.
“Oh, and by the way, while I’m here, can I please have my birthday present? Scott told me you bought me a bauble.”
Balls. I totally forgot about it. And have no idea what Zoey purchased with my credit card. Hopefully, it’s in her car, which is still parked at The Farmer’s Market.
Zoey covers for me. “Katrina, it hasn’t arrived yet. Brandon special ordered something for you online from Tiffany’s. It should be here any day.” She pauses, taking a long breath. “It’s beautiful.”
God, I love my assistant! She’s the one who deserves something special from Tiffany’s.
Katrina flashes a smile before her catty green eyes narrow. “Follow up on it, Zoey. And Brandon, be sure to bring whatever it is to New York. I want to show it off on Letterman.”
“I will,” I mutter, making a mental note to have Zoey arrange for a PA from the show to pick up her car later today. Taking her back to The Farmer’s Market so soon might upset her. I’m also going to call Scott and tell him to cancel my appearance. If Katrina wants to go on Letterman and tell the world about our relationship—or lack of one—fine. I’ll just FedEx the bauble to her.
Katrina cuts into my thoughts. “Now, Brandy-Poo, take Gucci from me.”
Is she kidding? The last thing I want to do is hold that nasty, finger-biting beast. Snarling, it bears those tiny razor-sharp teeth and eyes me hungrily. The painful memory of being bit on the toe by the vicious canine flashes into my head.
“Um, uh…” This is pathetic. Seriously? Me, Kurt Kussler, TV’s most fearless action hero, is afraid of an itsy-bitsy, teeny-weeny little dog.
Thank God, Zoey steps in. “I’ll take him.” Standing up, she gathers the little white fur ball from Katrina and holds him in her arms. Wagging his tail, the dog seems to like her.
“Very well. And Zoey, since you’re the live-in maid around this place, don’t forget to walk him three times a day. His walking schedule is in the suitcase along with his pooper scooper and leash.” Katrina eyes Zoey with scorn. “I just hope with your condition and weight, you can keep up with him.”
I mentally growl at my fiancée. It’s time for her to stop insulting my priceless assistant. “Katrina, please apologize to Zoey. There was no need to say that.”
Katrina shoots me a dirty look before my assistant responds.
“Katrina, I don’t need your apology. And just FYI, I’m in great shape.”
I can confirm that. Every luscious curve of her body drives me crazy with desire. And it’s not just her body. Or her adorable face. Over the last forty-eight hours, I’ve grown connected to her in ways I never imagined. And it’s not just because her mother’s murder and my hit and run may be connected. Or the fact that she saved my life. It’s more than that. She makes me laugh and lets me be myself. I feel comfortable opening up to her and she listens. And I love how she believes in me despite my own insecurities. Maybe my amnesia has released feelings I previously suppressed.
Katrina rolls her eyes and then kisses Gucci on the head. “Be a good boy for Mommy.”
Afterward, she gives me a peck on my cheek. “Goodbye, darling, I’ve got a plane to catch. See you on Thursday night.”
“Right.” Wrong.
She snaps her fingers at the livery guy. “Chop chop. We don’t want to be late.” She parades out of my living room with the chauffeur trailing behind her.
“Zoey, what are we going to do with this beast?” I ask after I hear their car pull away.
“We’re going to take care of him.” Smiling, she lifts the mutt up to her face. “Hi, sweetie pie. Say hello to your new mommy.”
To my astonishment, the fluffy little dog wags his tail again and laps her face.
“He really likes you.”
Zoey giggles as Gucci continues to lavish her with kisses. I have to admit…it’s so damn cute.
“Mr. Taylor, if you don’t already know, I’m very likable.”
And very kissable.
Maybe dog sitting will be fun. Just the thing we need to get our minds off Frank fucking Donatelli. And my mind off Katrina.
Gucci follows Zoey everywhere. The little white dog is a boundless bundle of energy and spins circles around the house. At noon, before I head over to the set, Zoey tells me she’s going to walk him.
“Are you going to put on one of his outfits?”
“No way. Gucci’s a boy and all his outfits are pink. Katrina has him totally confused. Poor thing.”
I laugh. My connection to my loveable assistant can’t be denied and grows closer by the minute. She’s like my soul mate. We both come from loving, hard-working middle-class families, have suffered personal tragedies that are strangely related, and share a sense of humor. Plus, a passion for James Bond. There’s nothing I have in common with spoiled “It girl” Katrina, except for the celebrity factor. She and her controlling mother only royally piss me off. Whatever I once felt for her is not coming back. Maybe my accident and amnesia have made me a changed man—changed what attracts me to a woman.
“Gooch, come here,” Zoey calls out, breaking into my thoughts. The high-energy canine scampers up to her.
“Now, sit,” she orders with a firm hand gesture.
I can’t believe my eyes. At
her command, the dog instantly sits and patiently lets her attach his leash to his pink rhinestone-studded collar.
“Good boy! Ready for a walk?”
The dog wags his fuzzy little tail and whimpers, knowing what’s in store.
Holding the leash, Zoey heads toward the front door.
“Wait. I’m coming with you. With your concussion, you can’t walk alone.”
And besides a long walk in the fresh air will do us both good given the mind-bending events that have gone down in the last twenty-four hours. I tell her we shouldn’t think or talk about Frank Donatelli. She agrees.
It’s been a long time since I’ve taken a walk in my neighborhood. I live at the top of a long, private winding road. There are no other houses along it. Just dirt, brush, and assorted wildflowers. While I’ve driven up and down this road numerous times since returning home, walking down it makes me really appreciate the beauty. And the beauty of my companion. Her lustrous chestnut hair shimmers beneath the early afternoon sun and her ponytail dances with the Spring-like breeze. Gucci sniffs everything and is enjoying every minute of his walk.
Halfway down the hill, I stop. A rush of déjà vu surges in my head. My eyelids flutter.
“Zo, stop for a minute.”
She does as asked. “What’s the matter?”
I tug at my lower lip in deep thought. “I remember something…I was here. This is where I had my accident.”
She turns to me, her eyes lit up. “Yes! Do you remember it?”
Squeezing my eyes, I search my memory. My mind is a dark abyss.
“No,” I say glumly, snapping my lids open.
Disappointment is etched on Zoey’s face. “It’ll come back to you. I just know it will. Don’t give up.”
Don’t give up. The words knock at the walls of my brain. They were spoken here. I’m positive.
“Zoey, did you say to me: ‘Don’t give up?’”
The expression on her face turns to shock. Her jaw slackens and she stammers out one word. “Y-yes.” She pauses. “Do you remember anything else?”
She looks at me anxiously while I rack my brain. Think, man, think! I finally shake my head no. Then, I remember one more thing. I’ve never thanked her for saving my life.
“Thanks, Zo, for being there for me. I would have been road kill if you hadn’t found me.”
I wonder what it was like for her to find me unconscious in a pool of blood. The little girl who witnessed her mother’s senseless murder and watched her bleed to death before drowning. Her watering eyes are a clue. A few tears escape. I brush them away, and while I savor their warmth on my fingertips, they’re ripping me apart.
“Zo, stop crying”
She blinks several times. “I can’t forget that day. Oh, Brandon, if you’d died, I would have—”
Almost the very words she uttered in my Bond dream! Maybe my subconscious was telling me she was the one who came to my rescue. I cut her short and put my forefinger to her quivering lips.
“Shh. I’m okay. You saved my life. I would have done the same for you.”
Her glistening eyes grow wide and she gazes up at me. “Really?”
“Yeah, really.” At this moment, I realize how much my assistant means to me. I need her like the air I breathe. So much I would kill for her. For a minute, the thought of Donatelli invades my brain and rage fills my bloodstream. The fucking bastard! I inhale deeply and mentally shove the image of him to the back of my head. Taking in the tranquil beauty around me, I flick Zoey’s upturned nose. All sadness evaporates. She flashes her dimpled smile with those sensuous lips I’ve come to adore. God, she’s cute. A ray of sunshine.
Gucci tugs at the leash and I chuckle. “Looks like someone’s getting impatient. C’mon, let’s hike some more.”
We randomly turn up another desolate winding road. The uphill path is very rustic and rocky. And narrow. It cannot be traveled by car, only by foot. Paparazzi-safe. Zoey and I walk together in silence, she and the dog a little ahead of me as the dirt road isn’t wide enough to accommodate the two of us side by side.
“You okay?” I ask her, amazed by the grace and ease with which she navigates the challenging path. And the way she moves her delicious ass.
“Yeah. This is really beautiful. I’ve never been up this way.”
“Me neither.” At least I think I haven’t set foot here before.
And then Zoey lets out a gasp. She’s stumbled on a loose rock. I catch her before she tumbles and hold her firmly in my arms.
She exhales. “Ooh, that was close. Thanks for the save.”
Letting go of her, I step in front of her. “You don’t need another trip to the hospital. I’m going to lead and I want you to hold my hand.” Her gaze meets mine. Before she can utter a word, I grasp one of her beautiful hands and then continue our upward trek. Gucci keeps up with us.
Stopping once to let Gucci take a leak, we reach the top of the canyon in twenty minutes. The panoramic view is mind-blowing. In one direction, we can see the Griffith Park Observatory, the Hollywood Sign, and the snow-topped San Bernardino mountains. In another, we can see downtown LA with its skyscrapers kissing the cerulean sky, and yet in another, the Pacific.
“Wow! I’ve never seen the ocean that color,” exclaims Zoey, still holding my hand.
“Yeah. It’s pretty amazing.” The color really is remarkable—an intense, dense turquoise. The expanse resembles a rich panel of velvet.
Soaking in the spectacular view, we share a long stretch of silence, our hands still locked together. It’s as if we’ve been connected like this forever. Panting, worn-out Gucci lies down.
A feeling that I cannot describe sweeps over me. It’s more than just the view or the acute awareness of my companion’s long slender fingers entangled with mine. So close to heaven, it’s an aliveness like I’ve never felt before. I wonder if Zoey’s experiencing it too.
Letting go of her soft hand, I gently turn her by her shoulders so she’s facing me. My heart is singing and my cock is humming. With one hand, I tilt up her chin. Her milk chocolate eyes melt into mine.
“Zoey, what are you feeling?”
“The same thing you are,” she whispers.
My lips descend. And then, she jerks away before her soulful eyes meet mine once again.
“Brandon, we should head back. You’ve got to be on the set by two and I have a shitload of work to catch up on.” Her voice is thin and unconvincing.
“Right.” The little dog barks—I’m not sure whether to second the motion or protest it.
We head back in silence, our hands and hearts and pasts entwined. Katrina nowhere on my mind.
My day on the set goes great. I’m rocking it. I’ve got my lines down and everyone’s in tip-top form. The relationship between Kurt and his assistant Mel is developing, and for the first time, Mel opens up to Kurt about her own tragic past. Just like Kurt, she’s lost a loved one, her own first true love, though from illness. While Kellie Fox, the adorable, talented actress playing the part, is making it so easy for me to deliver my lines, method-actor me draws from all the emotions I feel for Zoey. I put everything I feel toward her into them.
Later, after the sun sets, we shoot an action sequence on location. At a big deserted warehouse located in downtown LA. The cat and mouse game between Kurt and his late wife’s assassin continues. For the first time since my accident, I hold a gun and aim it at my target. Bang! Let me tell you, there’s nothing like having a big gun between your legs and another between your fingers you can shoot off. I channel all the rage I feel toward Frank Donatelli into my acting. The way my legendary teacher, Bella Stadler, taught me to do. The memory of this special person in my life has returned and given me a lot to think about.
The night shoot culminates with a life-or-death car chase through the dark desolate city streets with Kurt pursuing his nemesis, The Locust, in his yellow Ferrari at close to one hundred miles per hour. Adrenaline races through my veins. Bang! Bang! Bang! Close to midnight, we film th
e episode’s final cliffhanger scene—a huge truck is coming at Kurt head on!
“Cut! That’s a wrap,” shouts out Director Niall Davies through a megaphone. “Great job, everyone. Enjoy your weekend and see you all bright and early on Monday.”
Wow. The week’s gone by so fast. A PA helps me out of the car.
“You were awesome, Brandon. I can’t wait to see the dailies and to find out how this season will conclude.” He hands me a bottled water.
“Thanks. You’re going to be surprised.” The twist with Mel and Kurt professing their undying love has been kept very guarded. No one except me, the producer, the head writer, and the Conquest Broadcasting execs know about it. Even Niall and my co-stars haven’t been told what’s going to happen.
Doug DeMille, the show’s Executive Producer, strolls over to me, and gives me a man pat on my back.
“Great work, Brand-O.”
I take a glug of the water and say thanks.
“Hey, I meant to tell you I got a call from your manager. He says you’re doing Letterman next Thursday.”
Damn. I forgot to call Scott to cancel the appearance. For the first time all day, Katrina enters my mind. I haven’t missed her one iota. My mother used to tell my father when he went on his annual weekend fishing trips that absence makes the heart grow fonder. It always did for the two of them. They couldn’t be wait to be back in each other’s arms, big smelly fish and all. I feel nothing for Katrina except relief that she’s three thousand miles away.
“That’s a problem, right?” Fingers crossed he says yes because the last thing I want to do is fly to New York and freeze my ass off. Or play the Bratrina game with my fiancée and the wisecracking king of late night television. What’s more, I want to stay close to Zoey and her father’s investigation.
“Not at all. I spoke to the network brass, and they want you to do it. It’s great publicity for you and the show. We’ve changed the production schedule around so you’re free and clear.”
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