Poems and Ballads and Atalanta in Calydon

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by Algernon Swinburne


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  Are gods, Félise.

  Immortal are they, clothed with powers,

  Not to be comforted at all;

  Lords over all the fruitless hours;

  Too great to appease, too high to appal,

  Too far to call.

  For none shall move the most high gods,

  Who are most sad, being cruel; none

  Shall break or take away the rods

  Wherewith they scourge us, not as one

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  That smites a son.

  By many a name of many a creed

  We have called upon them, since the sands

  Fell through time’s hour-glass first, a seed

  Of life; and out of many lands

  Have we stretched hands.

  When have they heard us? who hath known

  Their faces, climbed unto their feet,

  Felt them and found them? Laugh or groan,

  Doth heaven remurmur and repeat

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  Sad sounds or sweet?

  Do the stars answer? in the night

  Have ye found comfort? or by day

  Have ye seen gods? What hope, what light,

  Falls from the farthest starriest way

  On you that pray?

  Are the skies wet because we weep,

  Or fair because of any mirth?

  Cry out; they are gods; perchance they sleep;

  Cry; thou shalt know what prayers are worth,

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  Thou dust and earth.

  O earth, thou art fair; O dust, thou art great;

  O laughing lips and lips that mourn,

  Pray, till ye feel the exceeding weight

  Of God’s intolerable scorn,

  Not to be borne.

  Behold, there is no grief like this;

  The barren blossom of thy prayer,

  Thou shalt find out how sweet it is.

  O fools and blind, what seek ye there,

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  High up in the air?

  Ye must have gods, the friends of men,

  Merciful gods, compassionate,

  And these shall answer you again.

  Will ye beat always at the gate,

  Ye fools of fate?

  Ye fools and blind; for this is sure,

  That all ye shall not live, but die.

  Lo, what thing have ye found endure?

  Or what thing have ye found on high

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  Past the blind sky?

  The ghosts of words and dusty dreams,

  Old memories, faiths infirm and dead.

  Ye fools; for which among you deems

  His prayer can alter green to red

  Or stones to bread?

  Why should ye bear with hopes and fears

  Till all these things be drawn in one,

  The sound of iron-footed years,

  And all the oppression that is done

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  Under the sun?

  Ye might end surely, surely pass

  Out of the multitude of things,

  Under the dust, beneath the grass,

  Deep in dim death, where no thought stings,

  No record clings.

  No memory more of love or hate,

  No trouble, nothing that aspires,

  No sleepless labour thwarting fate,

  And thwarted; where no travail tires,

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  Where no faith fires.

  All passes, nought that has been is,

  Things good and evil have one end.

  Can anything be otherwise

  Though all men swear all things would mend

  With God to friend?

  Can ye beat off one wave with prayer,

  Can ye move mountains? bid the flower

  Take flight and turn to a bird in the air?

  Can ye hold fast for shine or shower

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  One wingless hour?

  Ah sweet, and we too, can we bring

  One sigh back, bid one smile revive?

  Can God restore one ruined thing,

  Or he who slays our souls alive

  Make dead things thrive?

  Two gifts perforce he has given us yet,

  Though sad things stay and glad things fly;

  Two gifts he has given us, to forget

  All glad and sad things that go by,

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  And then to die.

  We know not whether death be good,

  But life at least it will not be:

  Men will stand saddening as we stood,

  Watch the same fields and skies as we

  And the same sea.

  Let this be said between us here,

  One love grows green when one turns grey;

  This year knows nothing of last year;

  To-morrow has no more to say

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  To yesterday.

  Live and let live, as I will do,

  Love and let love, and so will I.

  But, sweet, for me no more with you:

  Not while I live, not though I die.

  Goodnight, goodbye.

  An Interlude

  In the greenest growth of the Maytime,

  I rode where the woods were wet,

  Between the dawn and the daytime;

  The spring was glad that we met.

  There was something the season wanted,

  Though the ways and the woods smelt sweet;

  The breath at your lips that panted,

  The pulse of the grass at your feet.

  You came, and the sun came after,

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  And the green grew golden above;

  And the flag-flowers lightened with laughter,

  And the meadow-sweet shook with love.

  Your feet in the full-grown grasses

  Moved soft as a weak wind blows;

  You passed me as April passes,

  With face made out of a rose.

  By the stream where the stems were slender,

  Your bright foot paused at the sedge;

  It might be to watch the tender

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  Light leaves in the springtime hedge,

  On boughs that the sweet month blanches

  With flowery frost of May:

  It might be a bird in the branches,

  It might be a thorn in the way.

  I waited to watch you linger

  With foot drawn back from the dew,

  Till a sunbeam straight like a finger

  Struck sharp through the leaves at you.

  And a bird overhead sang Follow,

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  And a bird to the right sang Here;

  And the arch of the leaves was hollow,

  And the meaning of May was clear.

  I saw where the sun’s hand pointed,

  I knew what the bird’s note said;

  By the dawn and the dewfall anointed,

  You were queen by the gold on your head.

  As the glimpse of a burnt-out ember

  Recalls a regret of the sun,

  I remember, forget, and remember

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  What Love saw done and undone.

  I remember the way we parted,

  The day and the way we met;

  You hoped we were both broken-hearted,

  And knew we should both forget.

  And May with her world in flower

  Seemed still to murmur and smile

  As you murmured and smiled for an hour;

  I saw you turn at the stile.

  A hand like a white wood-blossom

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  You lifted, and waved, and passed,

  With head hung down to the bosom,

  And pale, as it seemed, at last.

  And the best and the worst of this is

  That neither is most to blame

  If you’ve forgotten my kisses

  And I’ve forgotten your name.

  Hendecasyllabics

  In the
month of the long decline of roses

  I, beholding the summer dead before me,

  Set my face to the sea and journeyed silent,

  Gazing eagerly where above the sea-mark

  Flame as fierce as the fervid eyes of lions

  Half divided the eyelids of the sunset;

  Till I heard as it were a noise of waters

  Moving tremulous under feet of angels

  Multitudinous, out of all the heavens;

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  Knew the fluttering wind, the fluttered foliage,

  Shaken fitfully, full of sound and shadow;

  And saw, trodden upon by noiseless angels,

  Long mysterious reaches fed with moonlight,

  Sweet sad straits in a soft subsiding channel,

  Blown about by the lips of winds I knew not,

  Winds not born in the north nor any quarter,

  Winds not warm with the south nor any sunshine;

  Heard between them a voice of exultation,

  ‘Lo, the summer is dead, the sun is faded,

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  Even like as a leaf the year is withered,

  All the fruits of the day from all her branches

  Gathered, neither is any left to gather.

  All the flowers are dead, the tender blossoms,

  All are taken away; the season wasted,

  Like an ember among the fallen ashes.

  Now with light of the winter days, with moonlight,

  Light of snow, and the bitter light of hoarfrost,

  We bring flowers that fade not after autumn,

  Pale white chaplets and crowns of latter seasons,

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  Fair false leaves (but the summer leaves were falser),

  Woven under the eyes of stars and planets

  When low light was upon the windy reaches

  Where the flower of foam was blown, a lily

  Dropt among the sonorous fruitless furrows

  And green fields of the sea that make no pasture:

  Since the winter begins, the weeping winter,

  All whose flowers are tears, and round his temples

  Iron blossom of frost is bound for ever.’

  Sapphics

  All the night sleep came not upon my eyelids,

  Shed not dew, nor shook nor unclosed a feather,

  Yet with lips shut close and with eyes of iron

  Stood and beheld me.

  Then to me so lying awake a vision

  Came without sleep over the seas and touched me,

  Softly touched mine eyelids and lips; and I too,

  Full of the vision,

  Saw the white implacable Aphrodite,

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  Saw the hair unbound and the feet unsandalled

  Shine as fire of sunset on western waters;

  Saw the reluctant

  Feet, the straining plumes of the doves that drew her,

  Looking always, looking with necks reverted,

  Back to Lesbos, back to the hills whereunder

  Shone Mitylene;

  Heard the flying feet of the Loves behind her

  Make a sudden thunder upon the waters,

  As the thunder flung from the strong unclosing

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  Wings of a great wind.

  So the goddess fled from her place, with awful

  Sound of feet and thunder of wings around her;

  While behind a clamour of singing women

  Severed the twilight.

  Ah the singing, ah the delight, the passion!

  All the Loves wept, listening; sick with anguish,

  Stood the crowned nine Muses about Apollo;

  Fear was upon them,

  While the tenth sang wonderful things they knew not.

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  Ah the tenth, the Lesbian! the nine were silent,

  None endured the sound of her song for weeping;

  Laurel by laurel,

  Faded all their crowns; but about her forehead,

  Round her woven tresses and ashen temples

  White as dead snow, paler than grass in summer,

  Ravaged with kisses,

  Shone a light of fire as a crown for ever.

  Yea, almost the implacable Aphrodite

  Paused, and almost wept; such a song was that song.

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  Yea, by her name too

  Called her, saying, ‘Turn to me, O my Sappho;’

  Yet she turned her face from the Loves, she saw not

  Tears for laughter darken immortal eyelids,

  Heard not about her

  Fearful fitful wings of the doves departing,

  Saw not how the bosom of Aphrodite

  Shook with weeping, saw not her shaken raiment,

  Saw not her hands wrung;

  Saw the Lesbians kissing across their smitten

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  Lutes with lips more sweet than the sound of lute-strings,

  Mouth to mouth and hand upon hand, her chosen,

  Fairer than all men;

  Only saw the beautiful lips and fingers,

  Full of songs and kisses and little whispers,

  Full of music; only beheld among them

  Soar, as a bird soars

  Newly fledged, her visible song, a marvel,

  Made of perfect sound and exceeding passion,

  Sweetly shapen, terrible, full of thunders,

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  Clothed with the wind’s wings.

  Then rejoiced she, laughing with love, and scattered

  Roses, awful roses of holy blossom;

  Then the Loves thronged sadly with hidden faces

  Round Aphrodite,

  Then the Muses, stricken at heart, were silent;

  Yea, the gods waxed pale; such a song was that song.

  All reluctant, all with a fresh repulsion,

  Fled from before her.

  All withdrew long since, and the land was barren,

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  Full of fruitless women and music only.

  Now perchance, when winds are assuaged at sunset,

  Lulled at the dewfall,

  By the grey sea-side, unassuaged, unheard of,

  Unbeloved, unseen in the ebb of twilight,

  Ghosts of outcast women return lamenting,

  Purged not in Lethe,

  Clothed about with flame and with tears, and singing

  Songs that move the heart of the shaken heaven,

  Songs that break the heart of the earth with pity,

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  Hearing, to hear them.

  At Eleusis

  Men of Eleusis, ye that with long staves

  Sit in the market-houses, and speak words

  Made sweet with wisdom as the rare wine is

 

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