Poems and Ballads and Atalanta in Calydon

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by Algernon Swinburne


  A little respite from tears,

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  A little pleasure of life;

  For life was not then as thou art,

  But as one that waxeth in years

  Sweet-spoken, a fruitful wife;

  Earth had no thorn, and desire

  No sting, neither death any dart;

  What hadst thou to do amongst these,

  Thou, clothed with a burning fire,

  Thou, girt with sorrow of heart,

  Thou, sprung of the seed of the seas

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  As an ear from a seed of corn,

  As a brand plucked forth of a pyre,

  As a ray shed forth of the morn,

  For division of soul and disease,

  For a dart and a sting and a thorn?

  What ailed thee then to be born?

  Was there not evil enough,

  Mother, and anguish on earth

  Born with a man at his birth,

  Wastes underfoot, and above

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  Storm out of heaven, and dearth

  Shaken down from the shining thereof,

  Wrecks from afar overseas

  And peril of shallow and firth,

  And tears that spring and increase

  In the barren places of mirth,

  That thou, having wings as a dove,

  Being girt with desire for a girth

  That thou must come after these,

  That thou must lay on him love?

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  Thou shouldst not so have been born:

  But death should have risen with thee,

  Mother, and visible fear,

  Grief, and the wringing of hands,

  And noise of many that mourn;

  The smitten bosom, the knee

  Bowed, and in each man’s ear

  A cry as of perishing lands,

  A moan as of people in prison,

  A tumult of infinite griefs;

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  And thunder of storm on the sands,

  And wailing of wives on the shore;

  And under thee newly arisen

  Loud shoals and shipwrecking reefs,

  Fierce air and violent light;

  Sail rent and sundering oar,

  Darkness, and noises of night;

  Clashing of streams in the sea,

  Wave against wave as a sword,

  Clamour of currents, and foam;

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  Rains making ruin on earth,

  Winds that wax ravenous and roam

  As wolves in a wolfish horde;

  Fruits growing faint in the tree,

  And blind things dead in their birth;

  Famine, and blighting of corn,

  When thy time was come to be born.

  All these we know of; but thee

  Who shall discern or declare?

  In the uttermost ends of the sea

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  The light of thine eyelids and hair,

  The light of thy bosom as fire

  Between the wheel of the sun

  And the flying flames of the air?

  Wilt thou turn thee not yet nor have pity,

  But abide with despair and desire

  And the crying of armies undone,

  Lamentation of one with another

  And breaking of city by city;

  The dividing of friend against friend,

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  The severing of brother and brother;

  Wilt thou utterly bring to an end?

  Have mercy, mother!

  For against all men from of old

  Thou hast set thine hand as a curse,

  And cast out gods from their places.

  These things are spoken of thee.

  Strong kings and goodly with gold

  Thou hast found out arrows to pierce,

  And made their kingdoms and races

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  As dust and surf of the sea.

  All these, overburdened with woes

  And with length of their days waxen weak,

  Thou slewest; and sentest moreover

  Upon Tyro an evil thing,

  Rent hair and a fetter and blows

  Making bloody the flower of the cheek,

  Though she lay by a god as a lover,

  Though fair, and the seed of a king.

  For of old, being full of thy fire,

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  She endured not longer to wear

  On her bosom a saffron vest,

  On her shoulder an ashwood quiver;

  Being mixed and made one through desire

  With Enipeus, and all her hair

  Made moist with his mouth, and her breast

  Filled full of the foam of the river.

  ATALANTA

  Sun, and clear light among green hills, and day

  Late risen and long sought after, and you just gods

  Whose hands divide anguish and recompense,

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  But first the sun’s white sister, a maid in heaven,

  On earth of all maids worshipped – hail, and hear,

  And witness with me if not without sign sent,

  Not without rule and reverence, I a maid

  Hallowed, and huntress holy as whom I serve,

  Here in your sight and eyeshot of these men

  Stand, girt as they toward hunting, and my shafts

  Drawn; wherefore all ye stand up on my side,

  If I be pure and all ye righteous gods,

  Lest one revile me, a woman, yet no wife,

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  That bear a spear for spindle, and this bow strung

  For a web woven; and with pure lips salute

  Heaven, and the face of all the gods, and dawn

  Filling with maiden flames and maiden flowers

  The starless fold o’ the stars, and making sweet

  The warm wan heights of the air, moon-trodden ways

  And breathless gates and extreme hills of heaven.

  Whom, having offered water and bloodless gifts,

  Flowers, and a golden circlet of pure hair,

  Next Artemis I bid be favourable

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  And make this day all golden, hers and ours,

  Gracious and good and white to the unblamed end.

  But thou, O well-beloved, of all my days

  Bid it be fruitful, and a crown for all,

  To bring forth leaves and bind round all my hair

  With perfect chaplets woven for thine of thee.

  For not without the word of thy chaste mouth,

  For not without law given and clean command,

  Across the white straits of the running sea

  From Elis even to the Acheloïan horn,

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  I with clear winds came hither and gentle gods,

  Far off my father’s house, and left uncheered

  Iasius, and uncheered the Arcadian hills

  And all their green-haired waters, and all woods

  Disconsolate, to hear no horn of mine

  Blown, and behold no flash of swift white feet.

  MELEAGER

  For thy name’s sake and awe toward thy chaste head,

  O holiest Atalanta, no man dares

  Praise thee, though fairer than whom all men praise,

  And godlike for thy grace of hallowed hair

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  And holy habit of thine eyes, and feet

  That make the blown foam neither swift nor white

  Though the wind winnow and whirl it; yet we praise

  Gods, found because of thee adorable

  And for thy sake praise worthiest from all men:

  Thee therefore we praise also, thee as these,

  Pure, as a light lit at the hands of gods.

  TOXEUS

  How long will ye whet spears with eloquence,

  Fight, and kill beasts dry-handed with sweet words?

  Cease, or talk still and slay thy boars at home.

  PLEXIPPUS

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  Why, if she ride among us for a man,

  Sit thou for her and spin; a man grown girl

  Is worth a woman weaponed; sit thou here.

  MELEAGER

  Peace, and be wise; no gods love idle speech.

  PLEXIPPUS

  Nor any man a man’s mouth woman-tongued.

  MELEAGER

  For my lips bite not sharper than mine hands.

  PLEXIPPUS

  Nay, both bite soft, but no whit softly mine.

  MELEAGER

  Keep thine hands clean; they have time enough to stain.

  PLEXIPPUS

  For thine shall rest and wax not red to-day.

  MELEAGER

  Have all thy will of words; talk out thine heart.

  ALTHÆA

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  Refrain your lips, O brethren, and my son,

  Lest words turn snakes and bite you uttering them.

  TOXEUS

  Except she give her blood before the gods,

  What profit shall a maid be among men?

  PLEXIPPUS

  Let her come crowned and stretch her throat for a knife,

  Bleat out her spirit and die, and so shall men

  Through her too prosper and through prosperous gods,

  But nowise through her living; shall she live

  A flower-bud of the flower-bed, or sweet fruit

  For kisses and the honey-making mouth,

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  And play the shield for strong men and the spear?

  Then shall the heifer and her mate lock horns,

  And the bride overbear the groom, and men

  Gods; for no less division sunders these;

  Since all things made are seasonable in time,

  But if one alter unseasonable are all.

  But thou, O Zeus, hear me that I may slay

  This beast before thee and no man halve with me

  Nor woman, lest these mock thee, though a god,

  Who hast made men strong, and thou being wise be held

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  Foolish; for wise is that thing which endures.

  ATALANTA

  Men, and the chosen of all this people, and thou,

  King, I beseech you a little bear with me.

  For if my life be shameful that I live,

  Let the gods witness and their wrath; but these

  Cast no such word against me. Thou, O mine,

  O holy, O happy goddess, if I sin

  Changing the words of women and the works

  For spears and strange men’s faces, hast not thou

  One shaft of all thy sudden seven that pierced

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  Seven through the bosom or shining throat or side,

  All couched about one mother’s loosening knees,

  All holy born, engraffed of Tantalus?

  But if toward any of you I am overbold

  That take thus much upon me, let him think

  How I, for all my forest holiness,

  Fame, and this armed and iron maidenhood,

  Pay thus much also; I shall have no man’s love

  For ever, and no face of children born

  Or feeding lips upon me or fastening eyes

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  For ever, nor being dead shall kings my sons

  Mourn me and bury, and tears on daughters’ cheeks

  Burn; but a cold and sacred life, but strange,

  But far from dances and the back-blowing torch,

  Far off from flowers or any bed of man,

  Shall my life be for ever: me the snows

  That face the first o’ the morning, and cold hills

  Full of the land-wind and sea-travelling storms

  And many a wandering wing of noisy nights

  That know the thunder and hear the thickening wolves –

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  Me the utmost pine and footless frost of woods

  That talk with many winds and gods, the hours

  Re-risen, and white divisions of the dawn,

  Springs thousand-tongued with the intermitting reed

  And streams that murmur of the mother snow –

  Me these allure, and know me; but no man

  Knows, and my goddess only. Lo now, see

  If one of all you these things vex at all.

  Would God that any of you had all the praise

  And I no manner of memory when I die,

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  So might I show before her perfect eyes

  Pure, whom I follow, a maiden to my death.

  But for the rest let all have all they will;

  For is it a grief to you that I have part,

  Being woman merely, in your male might and deeds

  Done by main strength? yet in my body is throned

  As great a heart, and in my spirit, O men,

  I have not less of godlike. Evil it were

  That one a coward should mix with you, one hand

  Fearful, one eye abase itself; and these

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  Well might ye hate and well revile, not me.

  For not the difference of the several flesh

  Being vile or noble or beautiful or base

  Makes praiseworthy, but purer spirit and heart

  Higher than these meaner mouths and limbs, that feed,

  Rise, rest, and are and are not; and for me,

  What should I say? but by the gods of the world

  And this my maiden body, by all oaths

  That bind the tongue of men and the evil will,

  I am not mighty-minded, nor desire

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  Crowns, nor the spoil of slain things nor the fame;

  Feed ye on these, eat and wax fat; cry out,

  Laugh, having eaten, and leap without a lyre,

  Sing, mix the wind with clamour, smite and shake

  Sonorous timbrels and tumultuous hair,

  And fill the dance up with tempestuous feet,

  For I will none; but having prayed my prayers

  And made thank-offering for prosperities,

  I shall go hence and no man see me more.

  What thing is this for you to shout me down,

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  What, for a man to grudge me this my life

  As it were envious of all yours, and I

  A thief of reputations? nay, for now,

  If there be any highest in heaven, a god

  Above all thrones and thunders of the gods

  Throned, and the wheel of the world roll under him,

  Judge he between me and all of you, and see

  If I transgress at all: but ye, refrain

  Transgressing hands and reinless mouths, and keep

  Silence, lest by much foam of violent words

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  And proper poison of your lips ye die.

  ŒNEUS

  O flower of Tegea, maiden, fleetest foot

 

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