“He doesn’t have to,” Rohan said. “All he has to do is work you into a depressed enough state that you take care of things afterwards.”
“Well,” I smiled up at him, “you could personally ensure I’m in a good enough mood tonight that it carries me through any bad vibes tomorrow.” I got an automatic smile in return but I could tell I’d lost him. Rohan was already thinking through all the ways tomorrow could go wrong, instead of the ways tonight could go right.
The cab pulled around the corner of the restaurant, slowing to a stop before us. Rohan, preoccupied, climbed in. Way to kill sexytime, you dumbass demon.
21
I grew angrier and angrier all the way back because it was clear from the way Rohan handled me with kid gloves that sex was off the table. At this point, I would have taken any handling, kid glove or otherwise. He spent the ride back talking me through various scenarios for tomorrow, spoken in a low voice so the driver wouldn’t hear. My only break was when he had the driver stop at a store to get us each a couple of sports drinks, which I downed in no time.
I tried to concentrate on what he was saying but even being attacked by a demon mutant hadn’t killed the heady mixture of adrenaline and desire I’d felt in the restaurant. If anything, I needed that release more than ever. I crossed my arms over my boobs, trying to get some relief from their heavy sensitivity without it seeming too obvious what I was up to.
This time when I entered the hotel lobby, I had my shoes. That’s about all I could say for my appearance because I looked like an elephant had jizzed on me. Sticky silver slime cobwebbed between my fingers. It had hardened on my face and neck, matting my hair into unsightly white girl dreads.
Unable to help myself, I glanced at the front desk to see who was on duty this evening. Incredibly, it was a different employee, a stylish brunette. Given how she looked at me, like she wished she could snap my photo and pin it to a “do not allow” board, I’m guessing the staff talked. Let the haters hate. I had one objective here: get myself off. Inappropriate? Perhaps. Necessary? Understatement of the year.
Rohan finally finished talking.
“Great. See you tomorrow, boss man.”
He narrowed his eyes at me but I didn’t care. If he wasn’t gonna be a help then he didn’t get to be a hindrance. I was outta–
“Hi, Ro. Lolita.” Lily bounded over to us.
Sunnydale wasn’t the Hellmouth. This lobby was.
Lily’s eyes widened at my appearance, one hand smoothing the skirt of her cute blue dress. I looked down at my own dress in dismay. It had been cute once. My hair had been flirty.
“Drunk guy. Science experiment.” I widened my hands making an explosion sound.
“Oh. Okay.” Lily still looked confused, but screw it. That was as good a lie as I had in me.
I clenched my teeth against a hot spurt of anger at all pretty people. That included Rohan. His shirt had taken the worst of it and since he wore his jacket over top again, he looked just dandy. The bastard. Fuck, I wanted him badly. A rage fuck would have been awesome but I’d settle for a rage wank.
Cuntessa throbbed harder, demanding I do something about her stymied predicament. I mentally fired back that I couldn’t exactly rub one out standing here, could I? I had to get through the small talk first.
“Good conferencing today?” I tried to sound like I genuinely cared. Lily was nice and despite the shitty demon interruptus, or her lofty status in Rohan’s eyes, she didn’t deserve me being bitchy to her.
“It was.” Her hands did half the talking for her. “Do you know how many physicists these days are studying cloud movements and wind? It’s so cool. Oh, and this morning I got invited to a rocket launch when I get back to the States as part of an experiment they want my expertise on.”
That was pretty awesome so I stuck around to ask more about it.
“I was going to get a drink.” Lily pointed over to the bar. “Want to join me?” She included both of us in the conversation.
“Love to,” I said. I’d drink with Satan himself at this point.
Rohan didn’t answer her. He watched us converse with an odd expression on his face. Like this was the first time he’d really looked at us side by side and the differences were staggering.
The world blurred. I tossed off, “Give me half an hour to change,” then barreled across the lobby, blinking rapidly. Stuck waiting for the elevator behind a porter and a cart of stacked luggage, and painfully aware of Lily and Rohan standing behind me, I lost my battle with my cool facade. I ran into the washroom next to the restaurant, slamming and locking a cubicle door.
I used a steady stream of toilet paper on my stupid leaking eyes, familiar with this emotional overload. Same thing used to happen to me before a show, when I’d been pushing myself too hard. Breathing was key. I closed my eyes, embracing the emotions, drawing them inside myself to fuel tonight’s performance. A good night’s sleep and one healthy meal and I’d be dandy.
Three flushes of toilet paper later, I ran dry. Shoulders slumped like Quasimodo, I contemplated opening the lock, not yet ready to walk past Rohan. That moment before I went on stage was an intensely vulnerable one. The last flash of me in my most honest state before I pasted a smile on my face, stepped through the curtains, and dazzled.
Giving myself my “I am fabulous” rallying cry wasn’t going to provide the jolt I needed to get out there. Yanking down my underwear, I plunged my fingers inside me. My head tipped back at the sweet ecstasy.
I rubbed Cuntessa, arching my hips for better access.
Someone knocked on the door of the stall.
“Occupied,” I said, trying not to moan. God, yes, it was happening. I rubbed faster, harder. My muscles tightened, my body trembled.
Again with the knocking. “Someone in here!” I bit my lip, closing my eyes and trying to keep out all distractions as I reached for the shiny finish.
The woman on the other side of the door rapped again.
“Find a different fucking stall,” I snarled. With that, I came hard, muffling my groan with the flush of the toilet. I sat there a second, letting my racing pulse subside enough to be able to pull my underwear up and straighten my dress.
My entire body was infused with a calm, centered clarity. Now I was ready to step into my role once more. I flung open the door, my sharp retort dying on my lips at the sight of the elderly man staring at me. Two other guys twisted around from their respective urinals to glance at me.
Whoops.
“Ladies was full.” I marched over to the sink, refusing to rush the washing and drying of my hands. The glare the desk clerk shot me as I strode through the lobby to the elevator barely rated. I was re-upped and ready to shine. Except I needed a quick make-up and wardrobe fix.
Once showered and changed, I got to the bar to find Lily sitting alone, checking her phone. I sat down across from her, a red glass lamp casting a mellow glow over us. “Where’s Rohan?”
Her perfume, light and sweet, teased my senses, making me feel like I was in a meadow on a bright sunny day. “He got a call from the director about something.”
Me and Lily alone? Oh yeah, shots were in order big time. I ordered vodka for me and Lily asked for a rum and coke. Not even diet because she didn’t need to worry about the calories.
Meow, Nava.
“How do you know Ro?” she asked.
We’d never prepared an answer to that question since most people weren’t interested in how a groupie came into a rock star’s life. Lily was not most people.
“We met at an industry thing.” You know, amazing chick kills first demon, annoying dude accosts her and presents self as leader forcing chick to show remarkable restraint in not clocking him. That kind of industry thing. “What about you?”
Was I going to satisfy my curiosity about her? You bet.
“We went to school together. I’ve known him since first grade.”
Thank God, the drinks were here. “Was he a dark-haired charmer on the playground?”
Lily rolled her eyes. “He was a total brat. Such a tyrant if he didn’t get his way.”
“Yet he seems so easygoing, now,” I remarked.
Lily clinked her glass to mine with a wry smile.
Over the next little while, I learned all kinds of things about Rohan Mitra. His favorite color was green and he preferred savory to sweet. He’d also been a huge D&D nerd. Probably had a constant hard-on getting to actually fight demons in clandestine situations. I finished another drink, the burn helping with Lily’s walk down memory lane.
Lily swirled her straw around in her second rum and coke. “His middle name is Liam.”
Rohan Liam Mitra. It had a nice ring to it. “Where did Liam come from?”
“His dad’s best friend,” she replied, crunching a piece of ice between her even white teeth. “Ro’s godfather.” I couldn’t help wonder with Lily knowing all about his past, and me knowing the secret of him being Rasha, which one of us truly knew him? Or with all his inner demons, if anyone really did?
I was intrigued to learn that she hadn’t been a big Fugue State Five fan either.
“Too emo for my tastes,” she admitted. “Though he’d been writing his depressing poetry even when he was young and runty. He had a growth spurt at fourteen and suddenly he was ‘mysterious.’” Her eyes gleamed. “Girls found him quite attractive after that.”
“‘Quite attractive’ like panties in his locker?”
She giggled. “There were rumors.”
Girls throwing themselves at him, what a surprise. That struck a little too close to home. This entire conversation, learning the mysteries of Rohan was a bit too fangirl, a bit too groupie for comfort. I brushed my shredded napkin into a pile.
Besides, one could only talk about a guy for so long. The conversation veered onto other topics. We discovered that we could both sing the Grease soundtrack by heart. I’d pegged her for good girl Sandy, but her favorite song on it surprisingly, was not “Hopelessly Devoted to You” but “Beauty School Dropout.” Mine unsurprisingly was “There Are Worse Things I Could Do.”
We bonded over sucking at our respective religions with Lily being a Hindu who never met a hamburger she didn’t like, and me, the Jew, believing bacon was a food group.
Lily even explained a bit about geophysics and her specific research with lightning. She was sweet, smart, and as much a person of the light as that little girl I’d seen in the street this morning. I liked her.
She yawned, her hand flying up to her mouth. “Sorry. I should go. Another early morning at the conference tomorrow.”
I signaled for the bill. “Yeah, I’m going to set.”
“You act?”
Constantly. “Me? Ha, no. I’m watching Samson’s chase sequence.”
Her eyes bugged out of her head. “Samson King?!” She looked at me, envy written all over her face. “I’m hoping to meet him at the wrap party.”
Of course she was going. “If Rohan can’t wrangle you an intro, what good is he?”
“Yeah, but it’s not the same as hanging out with him. You are the luckiest girl alive.”
Oh, those deceptive appearances.
Even though my contact with Samson today would be limited since he’d be filming, I was still uneasy. I didn’t know if Samson expected me as Lolita, client of interest, or Rasha, public enemy number one.
While I brushed my teeth, I checked the hotel phone hoping for a message from Dr. Gelman. I even checked my cell though she wouldn’t risk calling it. I’d left her a message last night about turning the demon into a magnet and asking if she had any insights. She understood magic. Maybe she could explain why I’d suddenly acquired a new dimension to my power, one that none of the Rasha had told me to expect. I’d written everything down that I could remember about the fight to deconstruct it with her.
Even though I’d been pretty insistent about speaking with her, she hadn’t called back. She was probably at the physics conference. A mounting feeling of dread hooked in between my shoulder blades. She’d been so skittish when we met at Café Louvre. I kneaded feeling into my fingertips, pulled on an extra pair of socks. Wormed into a sweater.
Preoccupied with concerns over her safety, I barely registered Rohan and Lily breakfasting together in the hotel restaurant.
I used the phone in the lobby to try her but once more it went straight to voice mail, so I left another message asking her to contact me via the reception desk here. I even looked up the conference, calling the contact number on the website and asking if there was any way to page her. There wasn’t, but the person I spoke with informed me that Dr. Gelman was participating on a panel this morning. I thanked the woman for her help, somewhat relieved.
Pushing any lingering concerns aside, I took the time in the taxi to prep for this next Samson encounter. I had to secure a meeting with him tomorrow at the ritual location Drio had texted, so that he and Rohan could finally, irrefutably determine if Samson was a demon.
The taxi pulled up to a hive of activity, the driver conferring with some woman in a yellow safety vest directing traffic. All manner of tents and trailers were set up in a giant gravel field. Beyond it was a stretch of winding highway that had been blocked off.
There was a moment of confusion until the helpful Assistant Director was informed that I’d arrived. She came over to take charge of me, a welcoming smile on her face, a walkie talkie stuck in her waist band, and a massive steaming cup of coffee in the hand not holding a clipboard. A petite blonde force to be reckoned with, she introduced herself as Anya.
About a half dozen people stopped Anya to inquire about one thing or another as she led me over to a large white tent. “Will I be watching from here?” I asked.
“No. You’re going to be outside for a while. I thought you might appreciate grabbing something from craft services first.”
“I get to eat while I’m here?”
She leaned in with a conspiratorial smile. “To your heart’s content.”
If I’d known that, I’d have visited Samson sooner. I filled one Styrofoam cup up with hot, sweet, milky caffeine and another up with M&M’s from the array of snacks laid out.
“Are you tap dancing?” she asked.
I froze, candy halfway to my mouth and guiltily looked down at my feet. I’d been doing paddle rolls. “Yeah.”
“I tapped. How many years?”
“Fifteen. You?”
“Eleven.” We chatted dance for a few minutes. “Forgive me asking,” she said, “but you don’t seem like Samson’s regular type of guest.”
I refilled my candy cup. “Strange times.”
Her walkie talkie squawked to life. “Go for channel six,” she said. A stream of instructions in Czech came at her. “Let me take you to video village.”
We wove past scurrying crew members, including two paint-splattered women working on a flat. Anya assured me that I’d picked the right day to watch them film. “Going out on a high note with the car chase.”
“Samson’s finished after today?”
“Shooting, yeah. A couple tiny commitments for the production left. Well, until the film comes out and the press junket begins.”
Video village turned out to be a grouping of directors’ chairs around several monitors with all kinds of cables snaking out from them. Men and woman stood around the screens discussing everything from camera angles to make-up needs. I recognized Forrest Chang, the director, right away. Not because he was one of the few Asian people, but because he exuded an air of quiet authority, giving due consideration to each question posed to him.
Anya led me to the chair with Samson’s name on it. “Front row seat,” she said. I thanked her, sorry to see her go. From the curious looks shot my way, I could only imagine how people assumed I’d managed to get this guest pass.
Another hour went by. The craft services guy passed out some yummy sandwiches so it wasn’t all bad. At long last, Forrest nodded in satisfaction, his slight smile giving him a boyish air as he watched Sa
mson be led out to the classic hot rod he’d be driving. The actor looked good, dressed in black leather, a helmet tucked under one arm. He tilted his face down for the make-up artist to brush powder across his forehead, but only suffered her ministrations for a minute before stepping back.
He raised his head, looking directly into the camera. At me?
I was kinda far away from him, so I wasn’t sure he could see me, but I stood up and waved a gloved hand at him. Onscreen, he grinned. It was all too bizarre. I sat back down, cradling my coffee between my hands.
Forrest called action and the magic started.
I was glued to the screens, twitching at every sharp turn of the wheel, every dodge, every crazy maneuver Samson pulled. For someone who wasn’t a stuntman, the boy was crazy good.
After the seventh take, Forrest decided he’d gotten what he needed and everyone broke out into applause. Since I didn’t want to get in anyone’s way as they dismantled the monitors to move them to another spot, I stayed in my chair.
Anya eventually came and got me. “He wants to see you.”
I tossed the dregs of my fourth coffee out and followed her.
Samson’s trailer was nicer than Leo’s apartment. Bigger too. Two stories with leather furniture, granite counters in the kitchen, and a freaking screening area, he even had his own make-up room so he didn’t have to share oxygen with lesser cast.
He greeted me clad in a towel, freshly showered. He shook his wet hair, drops of water trailing down his perfect abs. This wasn’t the first time a guy had greeted me this way but it was the first time I felt like I was watching a performance. Disconnected and watching the technical steps involved in “sexy dude” trope play out.
His towel is going to slip now.
Sure enough, there it went, an inch further down his hips. Samson caught it at the last second with an unrepentant grin. But there was no heat in his eyes, only cold appraisal, like a deadly snake.
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