by Ray, Lexie
“There,” I breathed. “There, there.”
He kissed me, his lips hungry and bruising, swallowing the moans of pleasure I was making at the twisting of his fingers. He handled one of my breasts roughly with his free hand and the painful pinch at my nipple added enough dimension to my pleasure to send me straight into an orgasm.
It was more relief than ecstasy, more comfort than completion. It had been so long since I’d had any physical contact whatsoever that my body had come incredibly quickly.
I held onto Tyler as the last throes of my climax left me. He kissed my temple and smoothed my curls. I liked seeing my fingers twined in his, his tan playing nicely on my mahogany skin.
“Ready?” he asked, and I realized I was daydreaming.
“I’m always ready,” I said, reaching for him.
We took pleasure in undressing each other. It was like unwrapping the gift you wanted the most out of all of them, revealing it bit by sweet bit.
Tyler was as cut as I’d imagined him beneath that black T-shirt two weeks ago at the Braxton Speakeasy. This was a man who took care of himself, who honed his body into an absolute weapon. And his cock, once I’d relieved him of his boxers, was impressive. I took it in my hand, pressed my thumb over the slit, and was rewarded with a shining bead of moisture.
Making sure he saw me, I raised my hand to my mouth and licked my thumb clean, savoring the tiny essence of him on my tongue.
His reaction was deep and instantaneous, kissing me hard, using the hand in my hair to push my head back to accommodate his demanding tongue and strangely soft lips. Everything about the man was hard except for those lips.
He guided his cock to my very willing pussy. As big as he was, it slid easily in, helped by his earlier finger acrobatics. I gasped anyways, the feeling of him inside my body arousing and comforting at the same time.
Tyler waited for a few minutes, letting me adjust to his length and girth, holding his weight up on his bulging arms, and kissing my jaw and neck.
“I need you to fuck me,” I said raggedly, lifting my legs until we had them propped up against his shoulders. “Please, Tyler. Please. I just want to feel good.”
“You don’t have to beg me for anything,” he said, angling his hips outward and then down into me. The force of his thrust made me exhale with a tiny scream, my moans and whimpers growing in volume and intensity with each subsequent movement.
There had been nothing as good as this, not ever. I was fully convinced of this fact. Tyler was a sexual god and I was lucky enough to worship him. His set a perfect pace that challenged and stimulated me. And the angle of his cock, the sparks he kept striking, my earlier preparation, just the joy at being intimate with someone again made everything boil over again.
I tensed up, crying out and clawing at Tyler’s arms as I came again, this orgasm blinding me with its ferocity. My first climax had been something to help me maintain myself, to steel my courage and tell me that I was strong enough to keep going.
This climax gave me something to live for, something that was clearer and immediate and wonderful.
Tyler crushed me to his strong chest and groaned softly in my ear, his muscles tight and hard, his cock pulsating inside my body. A stickiness between my legs and his flagging thrusts told me that he’d come, too. Good. That was good. Everything was good.
I fell asleep wrapped around his body, but I woke up sometime during the night to an empty bed, the apartment silent. My phone was by the bed, and I tapped it to see that the alarm had been set to allow myself plenty of time for tomorrow’s meeting.
There was also a glass of water. I drank deeply, gratefully from it and fell back into blissful sleep.
I felt calm and confident the next morning, getting dressed in a nice dress and blazer and taking my time while doing my makeup. I got a coffee on my way to Sisters Together and met Chuck Bloom there.
“Are you ready?” he asked as we caught another cab to the courthouse.
“I am,” I said, nodding and smiling at him. “Whatever happens, I’m ready.”
It was still hard to see Ben there for many different reasons. I couldn’t help but think about how this could’ve been different. What if Ben and I had raised Trevor together? That was an impossibility, but still a pretty thought. However, when Ben raised his eyes to meet mine briefly, it was a reminder that I didn’t know the person sitting across from me. It made me wish that there was more than a table between us, but I doubted he would do anything in the presence of two lawyers.
“Please begin and tell us the reason we’re meeting this morning,” Chuck said stiffly, and I was suddenly positive that he knew about the restraining order. Why hadn’t he told me earlier?
“My client has asked for a restraining order against your client,” Ben’s lawyer said coolly.
Maybe if Tyler hadn’t warned me, I would’ve been shocked. Maybe I would’ve tried to argue or voice my disbelief. I didn’t give anyone at that table the satisfaction of seeing me come apart at the seams. I watched the lawyer politely, waiting for him to say something else, but he seemed surprised that I wasn’t at the very least tearing my hair out.
I didn’t give them the satisfaction, and knew that Tyler would be proud.
Chuck looked impressed, then cleared his throat.
“My client had concerns about her son,” he said. “Any good mother would want to ensure her child’s safety.”
“Ms. Crosby is an absent mother,” Ben’s lawyer said. “Her unannounced presence at his home stunned my client, as did her resistance when he asked her to leave.”
When he asked me to leave? More like when he threw me bodily out the door. I could bring up the pictures of the bruises on my phone right now, but I stayed impassive. Getting upset would only delight Ben and hurt my cause.
“Let’s go over the findings from CPS,” Chuck suggested. “What were the results from the home visit?”
Ben’s lawyer shrugged. “All they found was a happy and healthy little boy whose intelligence is advanced for his age, proving that he’s been well cared for while his mother was too busy to be with him.”
I bit my tongue so hard that it bled.
“We’d like to explore custody arrangements,” Chuck said, tapping his pen against the table. “My client has every right to see her son.”
Ben’s lawyer shook his head. “She deferred her rights when she gave up her baby to his father’s family,” he said. “The Paxton’s have been solely responsible for the boy and are prepared to raise him into adulthood and beyond. Your client simply can’t provide the same quality of life that the child has become accustomed to.”
“We’ll let the judge decide that,” Chuck said brightly. “Is that everything?”
Ben’s lawyer spluttered a couple of times. “You mean that you’re actually going to take this to trial?” he asked. “You don’t have a chance. Your client was a prostitute …”
“‘Was’ being the operative term here,” Chuck said, standing up. I did the same.
“That simple fact is going to murder you in court,” Ben’s lawyer said incredulously. “You’re wasting your time.”
“My client wants to see her child,” Chuck said. “She is also independently successful. No, she might not have the coffers that the Paxton’s have. But she has love, and a comfortable lifestyle to raise any happy child. You’ll be hearing from us, gentlemen.”
“Shimmy.”
Ben’s cold voice made me freeze at the door. Chuck tried to propel me forward, but I had to hear what he was going to say.
“This is only going to get worse,” he told me, his eyes devoid of life. They were so different from Tyler’s, which sparkled with deep emotions that I wasn’t sure I’d ever unravel. I liked the mystery too much.
“That’ll be all,” Ben’s lawyer said quickly, seizing Ben’s shoulder and squeezing. “We’ll look forward to hearing from you.”
Chuck waited until we were back in a taxi before whooping and pounding my back.
/> “I want to take you to my poker night, girl,” he said, “but I don’t want to play against you. You have a stone face, let me tell you. We’ve gotten them shaken up about something.”
“They don’t want to go to trial,” I said.
“Damn right they don’t,” Chuck agreed. “A trial means public record. The Paxton’s don’t want to smear that precious name of theirs.”
I held my tongue. The biggest reason that the Paxton’s didn’t want to go to trial was because they were hiding something that I was going to root out.
“You’re working with someone other than me, aren’t you?” Chuck asked when we reached Sisters Together again.
“I’ve hired a private investigator,” I said.
Chuck nodded. “That’s how you knew about the restraining order.”
“Please be honest with me in the future,” I said. “I need to know exactly what I’m facing so I can know what to do next.”
Chuck shook his head. “I really underestimated you, Shimmy,” he said. “Good for you about the private investigator. I hope you turn up some real dirt at the Paxton’s and get your son back in the process.”
It was my turn to shake my head. “My son is my priority,” I said. “Everything else is just collateral.”
Chuck whistled. “Sounds like you’re going to war.”
“Going to war?” I laughed. “I’m right in the middle of it. I’ll let you know when we’re going to make our next move.”
“Fair enough,” Chuck said, shaking my hand before catching another cab.
I thought about going in to say hello to Jasmine, but I knew she was busy. Plus, I was eager to get back to the shop. I trusted my new employees, but I hated leaving them alone too long. It was my boutique, after all, and I was responsible for seeing that it stayed successful.
Business was brisk as I arrived, one of my assistants manning the register. I sent the second to open another register to expedite the long line and started helping customers myself. It was so nice to be able to immerse myself in this, to forget about all the hard things I was facing.
I was usually able to banish all non-work-related thoughts as I helped customers, but something kept invading my mind.
Tyler. I couldn’t help but dwell on the evening we’d spent together, the intense kisses, the slap of our flesh against each other, the absolute frenzy in which we’d devoured each other …
“I know that look,” a customer said playfully as I gave her another size in one of our hottest selling cocktail dresses.
“That look?” I asked, bewildered.
“The look you had just now,” she said, draping the dress over her arm. “You’re in love.”
I laughed and shook my head as the customer raised her eyebrows knowingly and pulled the curtain to the dressing room shut.
But her observation—as casual as it was—gave me pause. Was it possible that I was more than just physically attracted to Tyler? I felt like I barely knew him. Was it possible to be in love with someone you knew practically nothing about?
I walked around the store, straightening clothes on the shelves and racks, the simple task soothing. I tried to tally up the things I knew about Tyler. He was formerly a part of the FBI. He was now a private investigator. He didn’t like to cross personal boundaries. He was good at what he did. He had a tender streak. He was sexy as hell.
In short, I knew nothing about the man that I found myself becoming more and more attached to. I wondered if he’d think it was too forward if I invited him out to dinner. Hell, I was lucky he didn’t think it was too forward when I threw myself at him last night.
An enormous crash pierced my train of thought, and several people screamed. I looked to the front of the boutique to see that the display window had been shattered, a brick resting in the middle of the shards. A car sped off and my customers looked at me, shocked.
I made my way to the front, picking my way over the glass.
“Is everyone all right?” I asked loudly as curious passers-by stared in. “Anyone hurt?”
“Just scared to death,” a woman said, her hand clutching her heart.
“That was a pretty unpleasant way to interrupt the afternoon,” I said, and a few customers tittered. “I’m sorry that this happened, but I’m glad no one was hurt. If you would accommodate me, I’d like to close a little bit early today. Please proceed to the register with any purchases you’d like to make and I would be happy to give you a discount on them.”
Surprised sounds filled the boutique, and the customers did as I asked. I didn’t want them to be scared to come back, and I wanted their eyes off of me for a few minutes.
I had seen the piece of paper fastened to the brick with a rubber band, and I wanted to look at it without anyone else looking at it with me.
I unfolded the paper as discreetly as I could and examined it. It was blank except for a single sentence: “I told you so.”
I swallowed and kept my face like stone, the poker face that Chuck Bloom had admired so much. Slipping the paper into my pocket, I pulled my phone out and dialed.
“I’m here.”
I turned and looked up at Tyler before ending the call and slipping my phone back into my pocket. It made the paper crunch, reminded me that the father of my child was out to get me, promised me that my fight was nowhere near over.
His face was handsome even with concern painted over his normally placid features.
“Did you see anything?” I asked.
He nodded slowly. “But this isn’t the place to discuss it,” he said. “Why don’t you let your assistants and police handle this?”
“Police?” I asked. “I thought we were treading softly now.”
“Filing a police report is the natural thing to do,” he said. “It doesn’t imply that you know who did it, even though you do know.”
“Yes,” I said softly. “I do.”
“And it’ll help you file with your insurance company,” he said smoothly.
After the cops came by to take my statement and a couple of other witnesses’ statements, my insurance agent came by. She took some pictures and then we swept up the glass and nailed up some pieces of plywood until the next morning, when the repairmen would be there to put in some new glass.
The responsibilities gave me something to do, but once everything was cleaned and boarded up, I was shaking again.
“You’ve done well,” Tyler soothed, wrapping me up in his arms after everyone else had left. “You’ve done very well.”
“We had them scared at the meeting this morning,” I said, my voice muffled against his shirt, breathing in his intoxicating scent. It was somewhere in between pine and a musky vanilla. Simply smelling it made me feel safe.
“And that’s why this happened,” he said. “Because you have them feeling threatened. They’re trying to stop you from going to trial.”
“That’s because they have something to hide,” I said, pulling away from Tyler.
He gave me a megawatt grin. “Look who’s the detective now,” he said.
“As we were leaving the meeting, Ben said that things were going to get worse,” I said, biting my lip.
“Intimidation,” Tyler said. “Trying to get you to stop what you’re doing.”
Wordlessly, I pulled the paper that had accompanied the brick into my boutique out of my pocket.
Tyler read it, just as silent, and gave it back to me.
“Are you keeping all of this evidence somewhere?” he asked.
I nodded. “A safe in my apartment,” I said. “It’s all there. Photos, everything.”
“Good.” Tyler ran his fingers through my curls and looked at me. “When you’re trying to save a child from a dangerous place, you don’t go in with bombs and machine guns.”
“I know that now.”
Tyler held up a finger. “You sneak in, using every rule of stealth and subterfuge until you see the child safely out.” He paused, his blue eyes delving into my own, traveling to my very core, ferret
ing out what exactly I was made of.
“And then you drop a fucking bomb,” he said.
I grabbed his face and kissed him, and he lifted me up against him, shoving my skirt up to around my waist and tearing my panties off of me in his haste. His fingers were there, teasing me, stretching me, preparing me for his sweet cock. He propped me up on the countertop with the registers and removed his fingers, making me moan with impatience.
“Good things come to those who wait,” he chided, grinning and unfastening his pants.
He was back against me in an instant, drinking in my kisses, trailing his hand down my heaving chest. I wanted to slow down, to revel in his caresses, but we didn’t have the luxury of time or location. The adrenaline of the brick through my display window made it impossible for me to slow down my desperate clawing at his shoulders, the way I drew my legs around him and dragged him toward me.
“I’m going to give you what you need, baby,” he said, the pet name making me shudder with something I couldn’t name. “You don’t have to worry about a single thing. I’m going to give you everything you need.”
With that, he plunged into my soaking pussy, dragging me to the edge of the countertop and keeping me there, balanced precariously. It was hard to relax or enjoy myself when I was afraid I was going to go tumbling to the floor.
“I’m not going to let you fall,” Tyler whispered against my mouth. “Trust me. Let yourself go.”
It was easier said than done, but I tried for his sake. He was right. His strong arms pinned me in place even as he thrust up into me. I was safe. I was secure.
I hugged his neck and dragged my teeth up his throat, kissing him as he panted, rubbing my hands over the fuzz of his cropped blond hair. His cock was a piston, plunging into me again and again, a machine, its sole purpose to give me comfort and pleasure.
I muffled a howl of completion into his shoulder, biting the skin hard to keep from making too much of a racket. We could hear commuters walking by just on the other side of the plywood. For the first time, I was grateful for the brick that broke the window. There was no way Tyler and I could’ve had sex in here with that expanse of glass.