Doc didn’t stride off. Instead, he announced, “I sent for the house and extra lumber to construct Duncan’s workshop.”
“The men will all want to help, but this kit—will it come with instructions?”
“Aye, and each piece is numbered. ‘Twill require two cars on the train to hold all of the material.”
Mercy kept hanging up clothes. “Two! That much to make a house?”
“It surprised me, too.” Rob reached over and held the hem of the dress she’d taken from the basket.
“You’ll get wet.” She tried to tug it away.
“I’m sweltering, lass. That’s not a threat; ’tis a promise.” After she pinned the calico dress to the line, he pinched the cloth on either side of the waist. “You’ll be needing new frocks soon.”
Mercy pretended she hadn’t seen nor heard him.
“You’ve not asked, and I’m—”
“I’m not asking anything.” She snapped a dishcloth in the air, then savagely pinned it up.
“Between Christmas and New Year’s.” His words came out in a patient tone. “I just thought you might want to know.”
Heat soared from her bodice to her forehead. Rattled, she tried to jam the wrong end of a clothespin onto the line.
“If it’s too hard for you to discuss, I could write down a few things for you.”
“Let me be!” Once she cried out the words, Mercy felt guilty. “I don’t want to be rude. Just please leave me alone.”
“I respect you immensely, Miss Stein, and I’ll respect your wishes.” He didn’t even pause but changed the topic. “Your grandda is healing better than I anticipated, but I’d best not find him working too hard. If he is, I’ll scold him like he’s six instead of sixty.”
“Duncan’s with him.”
“Good, good.” He nodded. “Duncan’s grown quite fond of your grandda and Peter. They didn’t get a single nibble whilst fishing yester noon because the three of them kept trading jokes and made too much noise.”
“Fish don’t have ears.”
“Ah, but they do.” The doctor pulled a pair of britches from the basket and held it to the line so she could hang it. “They have an ear stone and little hairs inside at the back of the head. They sense vibration—much like you feel the vibration of a tuning fork or a bell.”
“Hmm.”
“Just because we canna see something doesna mean ’tisn’t there.”
Everyone knows that. Why would he say such an odd thing?
“Though I canna see the Almighty, I still know He’s with me because of how He resonates in my heart.”
I used to feel that way. Now I don’t. God hasn’t listened to me or talked to my heart for months now. She glanced at the doctor, and he gave her a quizzical look. Embarrassed at her thoughts, she stammered, “It is odd, you speaking of fish and God in the same discussion.”
His eyes twinkled. “Ooch! Now, lass, many a man will tell you ’tis no place like sittin’ by a stream with a pole in your hand to let your heart go still. ‘Be still, and know that I am God.’ Aye, I’m thinkin’ that verse applies to the hours when I fish.”
Eager to veer away from discussing spiritual matters, she pretended to play with a clothespin. “So then, go talk to Grossvater in the cornfield. Maybe he could take you fishing sometime.”
“That I will.”
As the doctor walked off, Mercy hung the last of the laundry and went to the garden. She picked some vegetables and took them inside. The doctor had said he stayed busy when his heart ached. Mercy envied him. No matter how hard I work, nothing fills up the emptiness inside me—nothing but that evil man’s child.
Chapter 9
No being surly,” Rob warned Chris as they rode to the Stein farm.
“Of course he willna be surly.” Duncan thumbed back his hat. “ ’Tis Peter’s birthday, and Chris wouldna think to spoil it with a dark mood.”
“I’m not surly.” Chris shifted the box on his lap. “I’m impatient.”
Duncan looked at Rob. “Peter’s growin’ a year older today, and I’m thinking Chris is going backward in age.”
“You chose more fireworks than I did.” Chris gave Duncan a mock scowl. “But if you think they’re just a schoolboy’s toy, I’m sure Mercy would let you stay in the kitchen and wash dishes while the rest of us enjoy the lights—don’t you think, Rob?”
“We’ll not light a single one till everyone can enjoy them.”
Chris smirked. “Duncan, you’re my witness. Rob just volunteered to do dishes.”
“Aye, that he did!”
Rob chuckled. “Since when did I mind getting my hands wet? Washing dishes is a far sight easier than sterilizing my instruments.”
Duncan moaned.
“Keep talking about that.” Chris grinned at Rob. “Duncan goes green whene’er he even hears about blood and gore. It means there’ll be more food for us.”
As they approached the farmhouse, Peter ran out to greet them. “We get to have a picnic! Grossvater said we could!”
As they hitched their horses, Peter hopped from one foot to the other. “You got three horses now?”
“Aye, we do.” Chris gave his gelding an affectionate pat.
“Was yours sick, too?”
“Nae. Just bad-tempered. His owner didn’t know how to treat him.”
“There’s not a beast alive Chris couldn’t charm,” Duncan boasted.
Mercy came out onto the veranda. “Except a skunk.”
Rob chortled. “Aye, and that’s the truth. Chris, will you be telling the lass, or do I?”
Mercy’s eyes widened. “The skunk didn’t—”
“No,” Chris snapped. He heaved a sigh. “You were right. The skunk was in that log. While she went to our porch for the eggs, I chopped up the log so she’d move on.”
“And she took every last one of her kits with her,” Duncan added.
Rob gave Mercy a slow smile. “So mayhap you ought to be reminding Chris what gingerbread is to go on the new house.”
“I’ll remind him later.” Mercy pushed a golden strand of hair behind her ear. “I wouldn’t want to spoil his appetite.”
“Mercy made a cake for me. Wanna come see?”
“Later, Peter.” Mercy made a shooing motion. “Go take the blanket and spread it out. Don’t lay it by the redbud tree. There’s an anthill there.”
“And after I do, I getta choose a watermelon.”
“Now, I think I’m going to have to set this box down and help you with that chore. We’ll find the biggest watermelon in the garden.”
Peter went up on tiptoe. “What’s in the box?”
“A surprise.” Chris set the box down on the veranda. “It’ll be the last thing we do today.”
Peter shuffled backward. “It’s not a switch is it?”
“What,” Rob asked, “would make you think of a thing like that?”
“Johann’s father says that when he’s been naughty.”
“I see.” Rob heard the gritty undertone in Chris’s voice.
“Mr. Honig is a firm man, but fair.” In spite of the heat, Mercy wrapped her arms around herself. “It’s a case of his bark being worse than his bite.”
“That’s good to know.” Chris straightened up.
“I think you’d better worry about my bite.” Rob grinned. “I’m smelling fried chicken. While the others go spread out the picnic blanket and choose a melon, I’ll come help with the food.”
“That kind of help will leave the rest of us hungry,” Duncan predicted.
“He wouldn’t do that to us.” Peter looked up at him. “Would you, Doctor?”
“Never. I’d be sure to save out three pieces—one for you, another for your sister, and the last one for your grandda.”
“Does the gizzard count as a piece? It’s awful small.”
“Seeing as it’s your birthday, I’d save that one for you as a treat.”
“Okay, but I like the leg.”
“Hey!” Chris looked at
Duncan and half bellowed in outrage, “They’re plotting to leave us out.”
Duncan crooked his finger at Peter. A moment later, he whispered something in the boy’s ear that sent him into a fit of giggles.
“The both of you are up to no good.”
“And what else would you expect of us?” Duncan settled his arm around Peter.
Five minutes later, Rob held a tray with dishes on it. A substantial thump sounded from one of the bedrooms, and an immediate shhh! followed.
“What—” Mercy wheeled around toward that room.
“Else do we need to take out?” Rob cut in as he stepped in front of her. He tilted his head toward the direction of more rustling and winked. “That chicken platter is heavy. Do you want to take it out now”—he shook his head from side to side—“or get it on the next trip?” He nodded.
Mercy took the cue. “Perhaps the next trip. Right now, I could take the potato salad out.”
“Aye. That’s a fair plan. So off we go. How many watermelons are in your garden?”
“I haven’t counted.” Mercy stepped out of the house.
Rob followed and immediately set down the tray and held a finger up to his lips. He shut the door and stomped twice in place, then lightened his footfall to imitate the sound of them walking away. He winked at Mercy.
She carefully set down the bowl she carried and gave him a baffled look.
He held up one hand and crooked one finger at a time to count down five seconds. “Ah-ha!” Rob shouted as he threw open the door.
Peter screamed, and Duncan caught the platter of chicken before it fell. They traded a guilty look.
“What’s wrong?” Chris demanded as he hastened up the steps.
“What’s wrong?” Duncan groused. “I’ll tell you what’s wrong. You didn’t cause sufficient diversion!”
Mercy’s eyes popped wide open. “Christopher, you were a part of this, too?”
“It’s your fault,” Chris retorted.
Pressing her hand to her bosom and sounding completely bewildered, Mercy said, “I am to blame?”
“Aye, ’tis a fact.” Chris nodded.
Rob smiled at her. “You’re a grand cook, and we’re desperately hungry men.”
Mercy laughed. “You are all little boys having your fun. Now, everyone, carry something and we will have supper.”
Duncan held fast to the chicken platter and headed out the door. The look on his face dared anyone to reach for a bite. Mercy slipped to the side and picked up the bowl she’d set down, while Chris rumbled to Rob, “She thinks ’twas all a game.”
Duncan let out a bark of laughter.
Rob couldn’t. He was too focused on Mercy to pay much attention to his brothers. For the first time since he’d met her, Mercy had laughed.
Throughout supper, Rob hoped to hear her laugh again. Chris and Duncan were in rare form, teasing one another and pulling Peter or Mr. Stein into the middle of nonsensical debates. Mercy smiled a time or two, but that was it.
After they’d demolished the supper and decimated the cake, Chris surveyed the scattered collection of plates. “Well, Rob, I’m thinking you willna hae to work too hard, washing the dishes. We practically licked them clean for you already.”
“Speak for yourself,” Duncan said in an affronted tone. “You might hae eaten like a ravening beast, but I didna stoop to that level. Neither did Rob. We sopped up the last morsels wi’ Mercy’s fine bread.”
“That, we did.” Rob grinned. “It was efficient and mannerly. Mercy, you’ll have to excuse Chris. He’s never been one to act civilized.”
The banter continued as they carried everything back to the house. Even as Rob washed the dishes, Duncan dried them, and Mercy put them away, lighthearted teasing kept on.
“Now?” Peter pled. “Now can I see what’s in the box?”
“Sure.” Duncan swung Peter upside down and carried him in that position out onto the porch. “ ’Twill be dark enough to play with these in just a little while.”
“I can’t open the box when I’m hanging like this.”
“Rob,” Chris asked, “did you hear that? Peter’s seven now, and he’s still a weakling. Do you have a tonic to help?”
“Eww!” Peter squirmed. “Tonics taste awful. I don’t want any!”
Duncan flipped him right side up and set him down. “I dinna blame you. Rob’s potions taste e’en worse than his cooking—and that’s saying a lot.”
Peter knelt by the box and pried off the lid. “Grossvater! Look! A giant paper candle!”
“It’s called a Roman candle.” Duncan sat beside Peter. “It’s a firework. They’re beautiful but dangerous.”
Peter accidentally bumped the box. “Mercy! There are two of those Roman paper candle fireworks.”
“Gently lift those off and look deeper in the box,” Rob instructed.
Peter eagerly complied. Three more layers yielded an assortment of fireworks. “Can we set them all on fire now?”
“It would be safest to have a few buckets of water on hand first,” Rob said. “Don’t you think so, Mercy?”
“Ja, that would be wise.”
After Peter fetched the water, Rob insisted that three buckets of sand were also smart. “If something accidentally goes up in flame, we need to be ready.”
Mercy gave Rob a puzzled look as Peter dashed off after one last bucket. “Do you not want him to set off the fireworks?”
“Oh, we will. I was delaying a bit because when it’s darkest, the lights shine more brightly.”
They all enjoyed the showers of light. As the last one burst into a wondrous display, Rob looked at Mercy. He’d hoped to see joy shining in her eyes. Instead, the sadness he saw there made his breath freeze in his lungs. Just as quickly, he tamped down his emotions. Pity would cripple her. The prudent thing to do was to treat her just as if she weren’t tormented by the violence that begot the bairn she carried. If I’m to be able to treat her medically, I must not allow compassion to weaken me. She has friends and family—there are a strong handful of those, but she’ll have but one doctor—me. They can fret o’er her emotions. Me—†tis her health and that of the babe with which I must concern myself. I’ll guard my professional demeanor and keep enough distance that I not lose my objectivity.
Mercy filled a bucket with cool water and grabbed a pair of dish towels. She walked out into the field.
“Danke.” Grossvater dipped the first towel into the water and handed it to Duncan, then wet the other. The men continued to discuss plans for threshing as they cooled down—first with the damp cloths, then by taking huge gulps straight from the edge of the pail.
“Lunch will be ready in an hour.” She headed back toward the house. Duncan and Christopher Gregor had participated in the reaping of the fields, and the wheat had dried. Men in the county pulled together to do the next step—moving from one farm to the next with the big steam threshing machine. Women helped one another feed all those hungry men—at least they always had. This year was different.
Grossvater owned the only reaper in the county, and everyone had borrowed it. Years ago, all of the farmers went together and bought a thresher. Each farm used it in turn, in the same pattern as the reaping went. The Stein farm would be the first to have all the men come for threshing.
But Mercy knew the women wouldn’t all come with big vats of food and fill the day with happy chatter. They barely spoke to her at all, and only when it was unavoidable. Carmen and her sister felt the same way the doctor and his brothers did—that she bore no blame for the child. Asking Carmen and Ismelda to come help cook had been embarrassing, but Mercy had done so to avoid the shame of not being able to feed the men.
She dreaded threshing day. Three days later, as soon as the men began to arrive, Mercy knew her fears had been well founded.
Chapter 10
My mother—she is not feeling so good today. She sent this.” Otto pushed a large bowl into Ismelda’s hands. “She’s sick?” Ismelda made a sympathetic sound.
“Is there anything I can do to help?”
Mercy tore herself away from the scene just outside her kitchen door. It all hurt so much—for Otto to be courting another girl so soon, for his mother to have suddenly turned cold and silent, and for the women to all shun her as they did.
Over the next half hour, man after man arrived. A few ventured toward the kitchen with a dish or loaf of bread. Weak excuses accompanied those offerings.
Working feverishly, the three women did all they could. Carmen had come over for the past two days to help make things in advance. Even then, as the men all washed up at the huge tubs of water and Mercy scrambled to put the last dishes on the tables, she worried there wouldn’t be enough to satisfy them.
Texas held many different cultures, but until recently the German community had stayed pretty much to itself. Foods the men expected were on the table—ham, roast beef, fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy, cucumber salad, coleslaw, pickles, pickled beets, watermelon pickles, green tomato relish—but also now, there were dishes they’d not known. The exotic dishes Carmen and Ismelda made seemed so out of place—yet Mercy pretended the spread was the same as it had traditionally been.
Grossvater raised his hand in the air, and the men went quiet. “I want to thank all my friends and neighbors for their help. Let’s say grace and eat!”
Well-worn straw hats came off.
The food flew off the tables just as quickly. Between filling cups and putting out more food, Mercy had an excuse to dash around and not speak.
In times past, the men spoke little as they ate—mostly just, “Pass me the gravy,” and, “Good chicken, Miss Stein.” This meal, as if to make up for the lack of women calling things to one another, the men tried to fill the silence with hearty jokes or conversation. The awkwardness didn’t keep them from decimating apple pie, raisin pie, blue plum kuchen and cakes. The custard with caramel on it that Carmen called flan seemed to please the men.
When the men went back to work, Carmen surveyed the tables. “I’ve never seen men pounce on food like that!”
“They liked your ta-mals.”
Carmen laughed. “Tamales. I didn’t make them very spicy. If I want, I can season them so your tongue begs for deliverance.”
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