Alex closed his eyes. "I love you. I've known it for a long time. And I just want a chance to show you how much."
My world was spinning. I was barely able to whisper around the lump in my throat. "I love you, too."
His eyes opened and the naked longing burning in them made my stomach flutter. Our lips touched together tenderly. Alex's tongue slid against my parted lips and then slipped inside my mouth. I pulled him against me, so desperate for every inch of his body against mine.
Our kiss deepened and my need suddenly grew from a slow burning desire into a fiery conflagration of pure lust. My hands slid under his shirt, trying to memorize every line of his hard body as my mouth devoured his. The aching throb in my pussy intensified and became more demanding; I needed to feel Alex inside me. I grabbed at his pants, frantically trying to unbutton, unzip or just make them disappear altogether.
Alex broke our kiss and stopped my hands. "Whoa, Lena. Slow down. I don't want to rush through this, babe. I want to enjoy every second with you."
I gulped a huge breath of air trying to control my passions. Almost shaking with need, I gazed at Alex expectantly.
He sat back on the bed. "Take your shirt off for me."
I fought the urge to tear my shirt off as quickly as I could. Instead, I pulled it slowly over my head and tossed it aside. Alex stared at my lacy black bra and the luscious cleavage it helped create.
"Mmm. Now take off your bra."
Alex's eyes never left me as I unhooked my bra and slipped it off. The ache in my pussy grew deeper as I sat beneath his smoldering gaze.
"Gorgeous. I want to slide my mouth all over your skin. And circle those pink nipples with my tongue until your squirming underneath me."
I inhaled a sharp breath. I fought the urge to start squirming right that very second as my nipples tightened under his intense scrutiny.
Alex suddenly jumped up and grabbed his phone. "Can I take a picture of you?" He sounded excited about the idea.
I covered my breasts with my hands. "I don't know, Alex. That can lead to all kinds of trouble-"
"I won't if you don't want to, but I wouldn't show anyone. And my phone is always locked. No one will see it, but me. I'm going to be missing you so damn much..."
Surprising myself, the thought of being photographed naked was turning me on. I trusted Alex completely. "Okay. I want to try, but if I don't like the picture you have to delete it. And I don’t want my face to be in the shot, okay?"
Alex smiled, "Okay. I would never hurt you, Lena. Promise. Now uncover yourself."
I slid my hands away from my breasts waiting for Alex to snap the picture.
"Hold on a second. I want those nipples to be nice and perky." His thumb ran slowly over my nipple. I felt it grow even tauter under his touch. He leaned forward and took my other breast in his mouth, running his tongue over my nipple, flicking it relentlessly until it was painfully hard. I moaned softly as the sweet agony of desire built in my pussy.
I was panting slightly as Alex stepped back.
"Oh, God. That looks perfect." He snapped a picture and then looked at it. "Beautiful."
"Can I see it?"
Alex shook his head. "When I'm done. Now, take off your shorts."
My hands shook as I unbuttoned my shorts. I could feel the wetness of my desire soaking through to my black panties.
Alex flashed me a gorgeous bad-boy smile. "Lean back on your elbows and arch your back up a little bit."
I leaned back, letting my head fall backwards and my hair spill on the bed as I arched my back, thrusting my chest out. I heard the click of another picture.
His voice sounded rough and sexy. "Now the panties, Lena. Take them off."
I took my time sliding them down my long legs. My body was on fire for him. I needed him more that moment than I've needed anything in my life.
He looked directly at me, his eyes half-lidded with lust. "Now spread your legs open for me."
With my heart beating like crazy in my chest, I slowly opened my legs. My pussy was throbbing with demand as Alex's stare branded trails of fire all over my body.
The scent of my arousal reached my nose as Alex clicked another picture. "Fuck, yeah. God, you are so wet. You're so gorgeous, Lena."
The click of the camera on the phone sent sizzling jolts of pleasure straight to my core. I leaned back again, thrusting my chest out and spreading my legs further.
Alex groaned. "Oh, God. You're driving me insane." He clicked another picture. "Lena, my mouth is going to feast on that sweet pussy of yours until you're screaming out my name."
The air crackled between us, but Alex just stood there looking at me with fire blazing in his eyes.
I was done with pictures; I needed him now. "You seem to be all talk and no action, Alex."
My hands slid up my stomach and I rubbed my palms over my nipples. I tweaked them with my fingers as I spoke, "My nipples are so hard. They need to be sucked. I want your lips surrounding them, sucking them into your mouth, pulling on them, because they hurt so bad for you."
At first, it felt slutty talking like that, but when I saw the effect it had on Alex, it emboldened me and drove me further.
My right hand slipped down my stomach and slipped over my mound. "And this pretty pussy feels so empty right now. I want your mouth right here, too."
Alex seemed frozen to the spot. My finger started circling my swollen clit. "I want your lips right here. Kissing me. Sucking me."
Then my finger started sliding up and down the entire length of my slippery slit. "And your tongue rubbing and licking up and down here. And see how wet I am for you? I want you to taste my juices. I want your tongue to push inside me."
Alex groaned as I slipped a finger inside my juicy hole. "And your fingers can rub me in here too. Until you take out that magnificent cock of yours and slide it deep into me."
Alex looked shaken.
He dropped his phone on the end of the bed and grabbed my leg, pulling me toward him. I laid back and closed my eyes as he positioned his mouth between my legs and ravished me.
He did everything that I had told him I wanted and more. His tongue teased my clit mercilessly as his fingers parted my silky folds and firmly stroked my pussy. As his fingers tormented me with unfulfilled promises, ever so close to my juicy center, his lips sucked on my clit, his teeth nipped gently at my swollen nub. I moaned as my hips lifted from the bed to demand even more of his mouth.
My head thrashed on the bed as my body writhed beneath his intimate touch. My moans grew more frantic as I built towards a monstrous release. When his finger slipped into my hot center, I was overwhelmed with a mindless red-hot pressure. I yelled out his name as another finger joined the first, stretching my insides and rubbing my inner walls.
Tiny white lights danced in my eyelids as I exploded around his fingers. I felt the molten juices of my climax as my muscles spasmed around Alex's fingers. His tongue quickly replaced his fingers as he lapped at my creamy release.
As my quaking muscles began to slow their frantic shuddering, Alex joined me lying next to my side. I smiled, feeling so blissfully alive, and pulled him to me. I kissed his lips tentatively, tasting my sex on his mouth.
His hand strummed up and down my body softly, leaving my skin shivering and aware, as he deepened our kiss, kissing me passionately. There was something sinfully erotic about lying naked underneath Alex while he was still fully clothed. I let myself become swept away by the sensations, his mouth possessing mine, his hands worshipping my body. As his hands caressed my body, expertly playing the peaks and valleys, I began to feel the dull ache of need once more between my legs.
I squirmed underneath him as I pleaded, "Alex, please. I need you."
His fingers found my sensitive clit. "You're not screaming yet."
Gasping at the jolts of pleasure radiating from my clit, I barely managed to reply, "I will be if you don't get your clothes off now."
Alex pressed a finger into my wet center. "I won't be
able to stop myself once my clothes are off."
I moaned as his finger rubbed in and out of me. I felt an orgasm already beginning to rise up inside me. "Alex, I'm going to come again soon and I want you to be there with me."
My pussy clenched in agony when his fingers left me to undress. He slid his t-shirt off in one fluid motion. I'm not sure if he was wearing anything under his jeans, but if he was, it all came off at the same time. My eyes flicked to his thick cock and I felt a shiver of anticipation. But as he lowered himself towards me, my eyes were drawn to his tattoos. For a moment, it wasn't Alex that was about to take me, but a sexy bad-boy - a rock star.
Alex spread my legs apart with his knees and pressed the head of his cock against my quivering pussy. I whimpered as he slid the tip through my wet sex, teasing me without mercy. His cock pressed slightly into my slippery center, spreading me open and teasing, before it withdrew and rubbed against the length of my slit. I watched his face as he alternated between glancing at me and concentrating on the visual of his cock slowly slipping into me.
He was driving me wild with need, leaving me throbbing to feel his cock buried deep inside me. My hips thrust upward, demanding more. "Alex, I can't hold back much longer."
Alex looked at me. "Don't hold back, baby."
His cock plunged into me. I gasped as he slid so easily and so deeply inside. As he began to thrust into me the pleasure rapidly grew to unbearable heights. I was racing toward climax as each thrust took me closer and closer towards a mind-blowing ecstasy.
I was yelling out his name and my fingernails were raking across his back. Alex was hurtling me towards the edge of oblivion. His thrusts became faster and I was lost. When his thumb reached down to rub my clit with each stoke, I exploded. A flood of bliss washed over me, and wave after wave of pleasure coursed through my body.
As my muscles clenched frantically around his cock, Alex let go. One deep thrust and I knew that he was pumping his seed inside me. We clung to each other as our bodies slowly came back down to earth. My body was still trembling with tiny shockwaves when Alex pulled out. He laid next to me and gathered me in his arms.
I was basking in the wondrous afterglow of our lovemaking. And feeling so completely in love. I snuggled deep in his arms, breathing in his intoxicating scent... And must have fallen asleep.
At first I thought I was dreaming again. But the warm body below me was definitely real. I could hear his heart thudding beneath my ear. I opened my eyes and saw that Alex was watching me. "Did I fall asleep?"
Alex smiled, "Yes."
I felt his cock pressed against my belly. A jolt of awareness sliced through me as I realized how hard he was. "How did I end up on top of you? And why didn't you wake me?"
Alex's fingers trailed over my ass and up my spine. "You just kept inching up on top of me in your sleep - I'm certainly not complaining. And I wanted you to rest up."
I kissed his chest. "Did you have something in mind?"
"I just want to hear you screaming out my name again." His fingers lazily traced circles on my back.
I slid down his body, raking my hardened nipples across his skin, and kissing a trail down his toned abs, down past his belly to the tip of his bulging cock. My tongue licked the drop of slightly salty pre-cum off the tip of its head before my lips sealed around him. My tongue laved his cock, working the ridge and the sensitive underside of it, as I gently sucked.
I took more and more of him into my mouth as I continued to lick and suck. I felt an ache of pleasure in my own core as Alex became more excited. I could have stayed there forever, bringing him pleasure, bringing him to completion. I wanted to make him lose control, to come in my mouth, to taste his essence. But he stopped me.
"Come here, Lena."
I climbed up to be next to him. He kissed me tenderly. Our kiss was the joining of two connected souls. We touched each other not in a panicked, frenzied groping, but in an emotional and sensual exchange. I explored his body as he touched me, bringing me to a burning hunger just as devastatingly overpowering as the frenzied joining before.
He made love to me slowly, locking eyes with me as he thrust deep inside. A cluster of powerful emotions gnawed at my soul before becoming absorbed by the mindless ecstasy of my approaching orgasm. I cried out his name again as bliss overtook me. When he joined me in release, I felt complete.
I knew our time together was slowly ebbing away as we lay entwined together. "Alex, can I see the pictures you took?"
Alex sat up and retrieved his phone. He lay down next to me and opened up the pictures.
I squirmed with embarrassment as he clicked through each one. "They're very... provocative."
Alex laughed. "They're hot."
"You're sure no one is going to see them?" My fingers traced the tattoo on his upper arm.
"Positive. Believe me, I'm not going to let anyone see them. They're just for me."
I tentatively asked, "Have you done this with other girls? I mean, take pictures."
Alex kissed my forehead. "I don't want to remember other girls. Just you."
"That didn't answer my question." I'm not sure why I wanted to know so badly.
Alex sighed. "Other girls have sent me pictures. But why would I want to talk about other girls when I have you right here with me? I don't want to be with other girls, I want to be with you."
"Have you ever made sexy videos before?"
Alex inhaled sharply. "No. But maybe I should, I am a rock star as you keep reminding me. That would be so sexy, babe. We can try it out. Take it slow - start by filming and not recording it at first."
I could barely look him in the eye. "It sounds kind of hot. I think you're corrupting me."
Alex dragged me on top of him. "I think you're amazing."
I loved feeling our bodies together, his hard length under mine, our skin touching. "Alex, if I'm going to let you keep those pictures, I'm going to need a picture of you to remind me of tonight."
Alex's face fell. "You want a picture of my dick? It's kind of spent right now. Not exactly what I'd call provocative."
I giggled. "No! Although I wish I had thought of that sooner... I just want a picture of us together."
Alex got up and found my phone. He laid back down beside me and we put our heads together smiling up at the camera. At the last moment as the flash lit us up, Alex planted a big sloppy kiss on my cheek. The shutter clicked just as I scrunched up my nose laughing.
The cute picture was the epitome of Alex and me. That was the Alex that I loved, not the rock star, but the boy from college.
I was still giggling at the goofy picture when a pounding at the door startled me.
"C'mon Alex. Johnnie wants to leave. We've been waiting out here for over an hour already." It sounded like Tyler.
I heard Alex muttering 'Fuck' as I sprang up from the bed and started hunting down my clothes and dressing quickly. Alex slipped his jeans on and then grabbed me, halting my frenzied dressing. "I'm not ready to say good-bye yet."
I swallowed past the lump starting to form in my throat. "It's better this way. I don't think I could handle a long drawn out goodbye where I could potentially blubber all over myself. I need to go."
I pulled out of his arms and finished dressing silently. When I had gathered all my stuff, Alex led me out of the room and through the bus.
As Tyler saw us emerge, I heard him mutter, "Finally."
We passed him by and Alex led me off the bus. I could see Tommy and Melissa standing back waiting. Alex turned me to face him and pulled me into his embrace. He whispered into my ear, "I love you."
My voice came out shaky as I repeated it back to him. "I love you, Alex."
I heard him say good-bye as I turned around and walked away. I held back the tears as walked through the parking lot. I was vaguely aware of Melissa catching up to me and guiding me toward the car.
"I'll drive, honey. Don't worry. I didn't drink much. That Tommy sure knows how to get down to business."
I ma
naged to laugh weakly as I got in the car. My mind was replaying the last fleeting look in Alex's eyes as I turned away. He looked so lonely. I remembered the words to the song he sang to me. And I knew Alex's song would haunt me in my dreams - my dreams of Alex when he was far away.
My phone buzzed, interrupting my melancholy thoughts. It was a text from Alex.
Miss you already.
Chapter Eight
Three weeks after Alex had said goodbye to Lena, he still couldn't shake his dark mood. He walked around with a permanent scowl on his face, except for when he was on stage. But as soon as their set was done, Alex felt his mood spiral downward. It was after a performance when he felt the worst.
Adrenaline would be pumping through his veins, as the band would finish their last song. He would slowly come down from his high just as the night really started rocking. His friends would be partying around him and he would just obsess about Lena. Checking for texts. Missing her so badly.
He knew that the band was beginning to notice that he was becoming a wet blanket. It pissed him off that he couldn't even enjoy himself without Lena. Sure, he wasn't going to sleep around on her, but he could at least have some fun just hanging out. What was wrong with him?
He had started drinking more to get through the endless nights. At least when he got smashed, he could crash on the bus and not spend his nights thinking about her. And occasionally, a little pot helped to mellow him out a bit. Lately he had been seriously tempted by harder stuff. Jesus, he was falling apart.
If he could make it five more weeks, he'd be okay. Five fucking weeks. The band had a three-day break in between Houston and Dallas. The other guys all grew up in that area, so they'd be visiting friends and family back home. And Lena had promised to fly out to see him. She was coming to their Houston show and then she would be all his for three days.
His cock thickened in his pants just thinking about her. He pulled out his cell phone and checked for new messages. None. Damn. It was shit like this that bothered him. A new message from her could have his heart racing. No new messages sunk him into despair. It was fucked up. He had to get his shit together.
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