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by Anne Doughty


  She broke off, delighted to see a broad smile on his face. He looked a different person, younger, easier and happier.

  ‘Emily Hamilton, you are one remarkable lady,’ he said slowly. ‘You’d make a good general if you weren’t a lady, but I’m glad you are and I’m grateful,’ he continued soberly. ‘Now, how do I press flowers? Between finger and thumb or with a mallet?’

  Thursday, 10th June, 1943

  My dear Cathy,

  I was so delighted to get your letter and I do apologise for not replying immediately.

  I had a quiet morning in the conservatory last Friday, but first Chris Hicks arrived and we talked for a long time about his family and mine and then, just after he’d gone, Daisy, arrived gasping that Mary had fallen and couldn’t get up. She’d been off school with a bad cold and had run up the hill to tell me.

  I’m afraid she’s sprained her ankle rather badly and is only just able to hobble around, so I’ve been going down the hill each morning to help with the jobs she simply can’t manage. Typically, just when I’m busy there, the vegetables are shooting up, there are pounds of peas and beans to pick and because its bone dry and not a sign of rain, I’m having to water. I love watering, as you know, especially in the cool of the evening, but I seem to end every day ready to fall asleep in my chair, when yet once again I had thought I would spend the evening writing to you.

  So, my dear, let me begin in case anything else should happen to prevent me getting this letter to you at your new address by the weekend.

  What wonderful news! Da and I were so delighted and relieved to hear that you’d found a real flat with your own front door. There is no doubt having a room and sharing kitchen and bathroom is very problematic, though of course, you didn’t have any choice whatever.

  I was particularly delighted that it is an old house divided into floors and that you are at the very top. I know it’s a nuisance when you’ve shopping to carry all the way up, or rubbish to bring down to the bins, but I got the feeling that you and Brian were glad to be private again and to have that view over those old gardens with real trees.

  I know you’ll want to go back to your work with the WVS, indeed, I know it is now required that you work, as you have no children, but do see if you can get some time in which to settle in. Even in a furnished flat, you can make things nicer, especially as you are so good with a needle, but it does take time.

  I am enclosing a small gift which I hope will buy something to brighten or freshen the flat. Da says my garden is just growing money and I must admit it is nice to feel I can send you some. I’m sure you’ll be pleased to know I’m opening an account for Jane and Johann. You and Brian had a whole year’s separation before you decided you couldn’t wait any longer, but Jane may have much longer to wait than that and, unlike you and Brian, she can save very little from a nurse’s salary.

  Yes, Johnny is well. His letters are very short, but mercifully they have been more frequent lately after some dreadfully long gaps. I now really understand that saying: NO NEWS IS GOOD NEWS. While there is no letter from his Commanding Officer or the M.O.D. we must be grateful that he is alive and well, even if we don’t hear from him.

  The postmark on this recent one was obliterated, as one expects, but the fragment of stamp poking out from the Censors marks looked slightly exotic, certainly not Europe. Both Da and Chris Hicks say that somewhere in the Mediterranean is most likely. After the Allied successes in North Africa they both agree it is only a matter of time before there is a landing on the European coast, perhaps Greece or Italy. So he may be moving again in the near future.

  There has been nothing from Lizzie. Jane and I did talk about her when she was last home and she said she thought Lizzie had another stripe. I’m afraid I’ve got mixed up and can’t work out how many that is now. Do please tell me in your next letter. I’m glad you are still in touch and hope to see her when she comes to London. It is sad that she hasn’t written to us, but sometimes family can seem a burden, even when they don’t mean to be. Give her our love.

  Da is as busy as ever, but mercifully there are no ‘extra’ problems, if you know what I mean. A certain person we cannot name has escaped over the border, but has been interned by the Garda and we think the ‘mole’ is a young man you knew from school days. Very large and very strong, but not very bright.

  Goodness, do you remember one of your girlfriends once wrote in your autograph book:

  When you marry Jimmy and have twins

  Don’t come to me for safety pins!

  I’m afraid he was a bit of a joke at school, but it was never unkind, at least to his face.

  Now, my dear Cathy, this letter is getting out of hand. Looking at that last sentence I think I am wandering, so I will stop and either catch the bread man or walk down the hill to post this myself.

  Da sends his love with mine and we wish you and Brian joy of your new home. Take care of each other,

  Lots of love,

  Ma.

  Emily was watering in the vegetable garden when Alex arrived home that evening a little earlier than usual.

  ‘Don’t let me get in the way of the good work,’ he said smiling wearily.

  ‘I’d nearly finished,’ she said, placing the hose carefully in the trench alongside the beans. ‘If I leave it on for another ten minutes or so it’ll do the job for me,’ she explained, as she came up and gave him a kiss.

  ‘Wasting water?’ he said sharply.

  She burst out laughing.

  ‘If there’s one thing we don’t have to worry about on this island it’s having enough water,’ she retorted, shaking her head. ‘Have you forgotten what last autumn was like? I’m surprised the Silent Valley didn’t overflow.’

  ‘I like teasing you,’ he said quietly, as they stepped into the kitchen.

  ‘What news from Bann Valley Mills,’ she asked, as he flopped down on a kitchen chair while she lit the oven.

  ‘Had a brief word with your friend Daisy Elliot,’ he replied with a grin. ‘Said to send you her best and hoped you were well.’

  ‘Oh that’s nice of her. How is she?’ she asked, as she stepped into the larder, took up the casserole she’d made in the morning and put it in the oven.

  ‘Pleased with the plan the pair of you hatched out between you,’ he replied matter-of-factly.

  ‘Hmmm,’ she muttered, straightening up, ‘But is it working?’

  ‘She thinks so. Jimmy wasn’t happy about giving up the sweeping and tidying, but then he discovered he could tidy the stores to his heart’s content, as the saying is. He does have a remarkable memory, so it doesn’t actually matter all that much that he can barely read. Head Storeman says he’s getting on grand, can do the work of two men when it comes to lifting or carrying, and he remembers everything he’s ever laid a hand upon.’

  ‘And I presume you have no classified parts in the store rooms?’

  ‘Not a thing. He could list every spare stenter hook or shuttle and no one would be a bit the wiser.’

  ‘Oh Alex, that is good news. What about money? Does he earn a wee bit more?’

  ‘No, not for that job. We couldn’t bend the rules on that, but we found a way round, or rather Daisy did. She suggested we give him a small weekly gratuity for being on twenty-four hour standby as a First Aider.’

  ‘And how’s he managing that?’

  ‘Very well, I’m told. He’s still very slow when he bandages, but he’s good at it. And he’s so pleased with himself. That’s the nicest part.’

  ‘Oh that’s lovely, Alex. Isn’t it nice to have good news? I told Cathy that your man Patrick Pearse Doherty had been interned, so that’s the end of his bomb making career,’ she said cheerfully. ‘Oh Alex,’ she went on instantly, ‘don’t look like that. I’m not an idiot. I didn’t mention his name to her in a letter …’

  She broke off, looked at him carefully.

  ‘Are you teasing me again?’

  ‘Yes,’ he said, smiling. ‘Shall I go and turn off the Silent
Valley while you serve up?’

  ‘And what news from the Home front?’ he asked, as they finished their meal and took their coffee into the sitting-room.

  ‘I finally managed to write to Cathy and I had a visitor. He sends his greetings and says he thinks he’ll see us for dinner every two months now and not every three.’

  ‘Chris? How did he get away?’

  ‘That’s what I asked him too, given he can never come and have a meal with us. He says it’s a kind of inspection. He rather suspects that he’s about to be asked to take more lads and train them faster.’

  ‘Makes sense. But hard on Chris. It’s fairly concentrated training as it is, but then there was a time when pilots were being turned out in two weeks.’

  ‘Was there? But surely Johnny was nearly three months at Greencastle.’

  ‘Possibly that was due to lack of staff and aircraft,’ he responded. ‘As far as I remember, they weren’t building fighters over here at that time. Shorts were on Sunderlands and planes for Coastal Command, so they’d have to get planes for training from across the water. But over there during the Battle of Britain, training just got shorter and shorter.’

  ‘And the losses in training got higher, like poor Ritchie.’

  He nodded and said nothing.

  ‘Chris had a problem with his little girl,’ she began, when she had collected herself and could be sure her voice was steady.

  She told him about their efforts on behalf of Tilly.

  ‘He’s gone off with some red rose petals and he’s promised to show me his sketches when we go up to meet the next new team. And then he solved a problem for me,’ she laughed, having just remembered.

  ‘And what was your problem?’

  ‘Surplus production and inadequate transport,’ she replied crisply.

  ‘And how did he solve that without misappropriating scarce resources?’

  She laughed.

  ‘The one thing I hadn’t thought of was how much a camp eats,’ she replied, shaking her head. ‘They have stewards looking for fresh food all the time, so they can take everything I can grow. They’ll come and collect it when it suits me and if I need pickers, he’ll send the most homesick boys he has and expect me to cheer them up.’

  ‘And he’s going to pay …?’

  ‘Yes, of course. We did argue a bit, because he offered me far more than the W.I. but I said no, the W.I. was the going rate. So we agreed I was to have a small bonus in coffee. I think our supply is now guaranteed. Aren’t we lucky?’

  ‘We are indeed,’ was Alex’s heart-felt response. ‘Long may it continue, as the saying is.’

  Throughout the long weeks of June and into July, it seemed as if everything that could go well, did go well. To begin with, Alex had to work even longer hours while the machinery cannibalised from the mill in Manchester was re-installed in the most elderly and worn of the Bann Valley machines, but the results of his effort were instantaneous and tremendously encouraging. Production rose immediately, stoppages were much less frequent and everybody in the workforce seemed happier.

  As Robert Anderson said to him one morning, ‘Sure if ye go home worn out and frustrated, you don’t get much value from a bit of leisure, but life’s easier for everyone when we’re not worryin’ about breakdowns and failin’ our quota all the time. An’ this weather’s great, whether you want to dig your allotment, or try for a fish down at Corbet Lough, or just sit doin’ nothin’. It would lift your spirits.’

  As the fine June weather continued, it did indeed lift spirits and pale, tired faces began to look less pale and strained. The open spaces round the mills, the lakeside and the river walks, were full of work people in the meal breaks, sitting in the sun or chatting to friends or feeding the swans. The dances laid on by local social committees were so crowded, and the summer evenings so fine, the dancers spilt out into the street pursued by the sound of Glenn Miller’s big band from wireless or gramophone.

  Emily didn’t spend much time doing nothing, but she made sure she didn’t overdo it in the garden and that she had sitting down time every day. She used the space to write letters to friends and family, who hadn’t written to her for a while, and she read devotedly, sitting under a tree in the flower garden, or in the conservatory when the day clouded over.

  The social events arranged for Chris’s boys went well, the picnics now moving to the beaches or the lakeside. Emily and her helpers were delighted when some of the young Americans, always so willing to help them fetch and carry, came and asked them soberly if their regulation-issue book of helpful information had misinformed them about the rainfall in Ireland. Where was all this rain they’d been warned about?

  One of the happiest outcomes of Emily’s letter writing was a sudden and unexpected response from her elder sister, Catherine, in Enniskillen. Catherine had never been a great letter writer, but knowing of Emily and Alex’s friendship with Hugh Sinton, now an aeronautical engineer who regularly visited Fermanagh to work at Castle Archdale, she’d kept in touch by sending Emily the local paper, the Impartial Reporter from time to time. Now, in response to Emily’s missive, she actually took up her pen to comment on life in an Ulster county in which, according to the newspaper itself, every fifth person was American.

  21 June 1943

  My dear Emily,

  I’m so glad you’ve enjoyed the newspapers I’ve sent. It was a miserable substitute for writing to you but I can now confess that, after the girls all got married and I retired from teaching, I became very depressed. The war didn’t help, until suddenly, quite recently, I shook myself up and volunteered to serve in a canteen.

  Quite what our mother would have made of me doing such a menial task, I hate to think, but it opened my eyes to the well of need all around me and now, like everyone else, I have too much to do and too little time to do it.

  I did appreciate your long letter. I won’t attempt to ‘reply’ to it now, but I will share with you some of my observations. I’ve been feeling rather like an anthropologist stepping out into an unknown culture. In fact, dare I confess, I’ve been collecting up some material towards writing a book. I’ve always wanted to write and at least it’s something you can do in your old age should your legs give up on you.

  What inspired me to begin with was a young American quoting the old saying which he’d only just heard:

  ‘In summer, Lough Erne is in Fermanagh

  In winter, Fermanagh is in Lough Erne.’

  That set me thinking about where in time Fermanagh was to be placed. What do you make of this?

  ‘If I were given £500 I would not put my foot inside a picture house. I consider them filthy places.’

  This was said by one of our local worthies addressing the Boys Brigade. He then went on and told the boys he got up at 5.a. m. every morning and spent two hours talking to God, and again ten minutes before his dinner.

  Do you realise, Emily, that in one local cinema only married couples are permitted to sit together. Otherwise, the boys have to sit on one side and girls on the other?

  However, to set against this straight-laced view I must tell you that smuggling is a popular pastime. The lists of goods harboured (a new word for me) are quite fascinating. Recently at Lisnaskea it amounted to 5 dozen cycle freewheels, 25 dozen tubes rubber solution, 9 dozen brake blocks and 9 dozen cycle repair kits.

  People harbour the most extraordinary things. One woman had hundredweights of turnip and mangold seed. When he fined her, the Resident Magistrate commented that she had enough to plant all of Fermanagh!

  But last week produced an even more extraordinary haul: Sarah Ann Maguire has harboured 12 cwts 7 stone and 2lbs of rice, also 1,125 lbs of horse nails, 5cwt of boot rivets and tingles and 210 lbs of toe plates.

  This time the prosecutor said there were enough nails to shoe 3,000 horses and there were only 200 in the sub-district!

  Now that I’ve confessed to you what I’ve been up to, I promise I will send the newspaper every week, so that you can follow thes
e activities for yourself and I will then try to write letters as thoughtful and interesting as yours.

  Meantime you will be pleased with the item on page 4 about the greatest convoy battle of the war. Not only did 95% get through, but there is a new weapon being used against the U-boats. Of course, they don’t give details, but I suspect this is another Ulster contribution to the war effort, and perhaps we shall hear further good news in due course.

  Now it is time for me to don my green overall. Sometimes I feel like Mrs Mop, but that’s better than feeling like Mona Lot.

  Thank you again for writing,

  My love to you and Alex,

  Catherine.

  Emily was delighted by her sister’s letter and by the prospect of having the Impartial Reporter every week. She had always found local papers a fascinating source of information, often throwing quite new light on the important events reported by the BBC. What she was not expecting was such a rapid clarification of the hint Catherine had dropped regarding the biggest convoy battle of the war and the possibility that there was a local connection.

  Letters from Sarah Hadleigh were rare. Either she was out of the country with her diplomat husband, Simon, or she was immersed in some project of her own, almost certainly connected with the well-being of working women.

  Her letter was short and bore the signs of haste.

  My dear Emily and Alex,

  My abject apologies, as per usual! I do actually think of you often, but that is as far as it gets.

  However, I have some wonderful news which I’m sure will delight you as much as it delights me. My dear son Hugh has been summoned to Buckingham Palace to receive an award for some important work he has done, of which I may not speak.

 

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