by Lex Martin
Those big, blue eyes widen, and she glances down. “Oh, um. That.” Maddie shakes her head. “I guess I didn’t want to hear you move on. You know, eventually date other women."
Fucking hell. I scrub my face. “Babe, I can't help what happened before we got together, but I can tell you this. You're the only woman I've ever wanted to see first thing in the morning. The only one who made me want something other than football. Who made me think I could have more out of life."
Her lips twist as she fights a smile. “The only one?”
“Yup.” I kiss her. “Now stop thinking I’m about to run off with some random chick. If you and I didn’t work out, I’m pretty sure I’d barely be able to get up out of bed, much less mess around with other girls. So no more freakouts, okay?”
She nods, laughing.
When her laughter subsides, she raises her hand to my face. Smiling, I kiss her palm and lean closer to bite her wrist. She giggles, and I kiss up her arm until I reach her shoulder. “What do you say? Move in with me. Be mine.” Pulling her so she straddles my lap, I tilt my head back and stare at this beautiful woman, who’s soapy and slick and such a fucking vision my chest hurts.
She leans down to kiss me, and her hair falls forward, casting a curtain around us. “On one condition.”
“Anything. Name it.”
“I get to come to some of your games.”
My heart? That muscle in my chest that’s carried me through grueling practice after practice and workouts that made my whole body burn? It cracks open with the love I have for this girl.
“It would be my honor to have you there, sweet thing.”
A wry smile lifts her lips. “Even if I’m rooting for the other team?”
I stare at her, straight-faced, and lock my jaw. Her smile drops, and then, when I know she’s doubting whether she should be joking like that, I tickle the fuck out of her.
“Kidding! Kidding!” she screams, laughing.
Water splashes all over the floor, bubbles are in her hair, and I’m damn near positive I never want to get out of this tub.
CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
- Daren -
Maddie is wearing a charcoal-gray suit and a cream-colored blouse, looking like she’s about to cover the White House. Realizing that this scandal has hurt her chances of doing something like that makes me sick to my stomach. Because this girl could do it. She has that kind of talent and drive.
I’m hoping today at least mitigated the damage.
It’s been a long day of talking to attorneys, ours and WNEN’s. We told her employer she forgot her laptop at home so my father’s tech expert can take a look at it first. I’m afraid if we hand it over to the station, it’ll mysteriously fall down a flight of stairs, destroying any evidence. Because for all I know, her smarmy producer Spencer did this so he could perv on her. Luckily, her battery died the morning the story broke, so she hasn’t been online, which hopefully means no one has remotely hacked it this week.
When our team of lawyers finishes talking to her, Maddie heads for me with her arms crossed. She lowers her voice. “I’m relieved this is over for now, but I’m pretty sure I can’t afford those guys. You should have talked to me first before you got the biggest law firm in Boston to represent me.”
Of course I sent her in with the best lawyers money could buy. I want my girl to be protected. Because if her job tries to hold her in any way responsible for this, I will lose my shit. Our firm has already contacted the FBI in hopes of expediting the search for the fucker who hacked her.
Frowning, I shrug. “Money is no object. I’m paying for it, and before you give me any attitude, remember that we’re a team. We’re in this together, and if I want to pay to help my girlfriend deal with all of this bullshit, she’s going to let me.”
She rolls her eyes, but a smile is playing on her lips. “Why are you talking about me in third person?”
“I thought it would help you see how objective I’m being.”
She laughs softly, resting her palm on my chest. “Okay, Clutch, but seriously. It’ll take me like fifty years to pay you back.”
I stroke my chin. “You can make me brownies.”
At that, she really does laugh. “Brownies?”
“Yup. Every week. Think of it like you’re working off the debt.”
“So… basically a lifetime of brownies?”
“That sounds about right.” I grin and kiss her on the cheek, whispering, “And if you want to serve those to me naked, I won’t complain.”
She swats at my arm, chuckling, and I pull her to me. “You’re terrible.”
“That’s part of my charm.” I bat my eyelashes, and her mouth opens as she inhales quickly. Did I just make her swoon? Good God, I love this girl. “Maddie, baby, how about we get out of here?”
By the time we make it back to the hotel, she looks exhausted. I tuck her into bed and head into the living room to make a few calls and update my parents. They’ve been Maddie’s biggest supporters through all of this without any judgment.
My parents and I have talked more this week than the last several years combined, and I’m relieved to be rebuilding our relationship. I still won’t agree to accepting Mason’s—um, my father’s—inheritance, but for now we’ve tabled the discussion.
When I get off the phone, I’m about to order some room service when my phone lights up again. Quentin.
“Hey, man.”
“Hey, stud. How ya doin’? Gotta say I don’t envy you this week. We all miss you over here. When ya gonna be back?”
“Day after tomorrow. I’ll get in a few practices before this weekend. Thank fuck it’s a home game. Not sure if Coach will use me, so I hope you’re playing nice with Brentwood.”
“He’ll play you. Trust me. But that’s not why I called.”
I shift the phone to my other ear. “Lay it on me.”
“I’ve been thinking about Maddie and her situation. It got me wondering about something.”
“Spill it. You’re making me anxious.”
He lets out a sigh. “Well, I started thinking about how those girls were always able to get into your room. They got around security, the room switches, everything.”
That has my attention. “What are you thinking?”
“You only told a handful of people that you had moved rooms, right? But somehow those chicks always knew where to find you.”
My heart is starting to thud hard. “Yeah.”
“So I called up Shayna.”
“Who’s Shayna?”
“One of the girls in Dallas. The cute little blonde one who had those tattoos on her nipples.”
“Christ.” I run my hands through my hair. “I didn’t get a good look at her, man. I saw that she was naked and asked her to leave. Obviously, when you offered to walk her out, you got a closer look.”
He laughs. “Anyway, she tells me some guy told her how to get in your room. He texted her an update after you switched to that other suite down the hall.”
“What the fuck?”
“Exactly. You got a pen?”
Blood is roaring in my ears. It takes me a full minute to realize Quentin asked me a question. “What? Yeah. Hang on.” I head over to the desk. “Shoot.”
He rattles off a number. When he’s done, I’m still confused. “So this is Shayna’s number?”
“Nah, man. It’s the dude who told her how to find you.”
* * *
When I enter the bedroom, I’m surprised to find Maddie awake. She’s staring at the TV with tears streaming down her face.
“Babe, don’t watch that shit. It’s just going to upset you.”
She sniffles. “I’m not upset.” She lifts her head to me, a smile on her face.
I turn to face the flatscreen and realize she’s watching my impromptu press conference the other day. It’s being rerun on ESPN.
“I’m sorry about saying anything about you hating Jacob. That’s no one’s business.”
She shakes her head.
“It’s fine. I called him a few minutes ago. He’s not mad about the video leaking. He says he feels worse knowing what I saw that day. I told him I’m over it.” A deep sigh leaves her. “He told me I could say whatever I wanted about that video—why I took it, what happened—and that he was cool with it.”
My eyebrows lift. Guess the guy’s not the dirtbag I thought he was. “He’s been surprisingly quiet about it.”
“He’s up in Vermont training, so he wasn’t super plugged in to the story.” Her head tilts forward, and she wipes her cheek. Then she motions toward the TV. “I was just overwhelmed about what you said. The whole ‘I need to go find my girlfriend’ thing kinda got to me.” Those big, blue eyes lift to mine.
“I’m a lucky bastard.”
“Yeah, you said that.”
I laugh and sit next to her. Hugging her to me, I get ready to share what Quentin just told me. “We need to talk.”
“Mm?”
I unload all of the details, the ones I hadn’t shared with her when I was on the road because I feared her reaction. But now’s the time for her to understand how insane it has gotten. Because if we’re in this for the long haul, and God knows I am, we need transparency. Being in public the way we are, it’s too easy to twist the truth, and I need Maddie to trust me. Which means I have to tell her shit that won’t always be pleasant, but she tells me she can handle it, and I have to trust she can.
She chews on her bottom lip. “So those girls always found their way into your bed on every road trip.”
“Yup.”
“And you’d walk in to find them naked. Every time.”
“Yup.”
“But you kicked them out.”
“Yup.”
She laughs. “Can you say something more than ‘yup’?”
“Yup.”
Blowing out a breath, she rolls her eyes, but she’s fighting a smile. “Okay.” She pushes her hair out of her face, and her expression grows serious. “Basically, you’re saying that someone tipped off these girls so they knew how to find you.”
“Possibly. But I’m not ruling out the idea that someone actually sent those girls to my room. It’s too coincidental. I know NFL players can live crazy lives sometimes, but I’ve never been like that. I’ve never welcomed those kind of situations. And for it to happen in city after city? I don’t think I’m that popular.”
She laughs and reaches over to kiss me. “You probably are that popular, Clutch, but I’m not going to think about that now. What happens next?”
“I’ve already given the phone number Quentin snagged to our attorney and private investigator. Hopefully, they’ll dig up something.” I kiss her forehead, relieved to have all that shit out on the table. “Now, for the really important question.” Her brows pull tight, and I kiss her nose. “Do you want a jersey with my number for Sunday’s game?”
The grin on her face could light the night sky. “Hell, yes, I want a jersey.” She rubs the scruff on my face, a rueful expression in her eyes. “Are you sure it’s okay if I come on Sunday? I don’t want to cause any problems or be a distraction.”
“It’s fine. I promise. Jax and Clem are coming, so you won’t be alone.” I trace a finger over her cheek. “I talked to Coach Reynolds this morning. Gave him an update. I’m planning to head in to practice day after tomorrow. Think you’ll be okay without me?”
Her eyes widen. “Yes, of course. I hate that your schedule is being thrown off because of me.”
I tug her closer. “You’re the best part of my schedule.”
CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
- Maddie -
Daren sounded irritated that I was heading to WNEN without him, but he can’t miss any more practice, and I need to get a few personal items out of my desk. His dad sent a bodyguard to drive me from the hotel to the station. I’ve never given much credence to the necessity of having a bodyguard, but Hank is the size of a bulldozer, and having him around definitely makes me feel better.
When we step off the elevators, Susan nearly turns over her chair hopping up. I barely brace myself in time for her to tackle me in a hug.
“Oh, my dear. You poor thing.”
I hug her awkwardly and try not to cough on a mouth full of her hair. “I’ll be okay.”
Hank clears his throat, and over Susan’s shoulder, I see him silently asking if he should yank her off. I shake my head no and let the woman smother me. When she finally lets go, I straighten my blouse and ask if Roger is around.
“He’s in a meeting, dear, but I can get a message to him if you’d like.”
I shrug. “Tell him I’m clearing out my desk and that I’m leaving as soon as I’m done.”
Officially, I’m on a paid vacation while the authorities investigate. But I know this job is over. Technically, I’m not supposed to come here, but Roger told me I could swing by to gather up my files.
My stomach twists at the thought of having to see my other coworkers, knowing they’ve probably perused my photos.
Daren says we’re negotiating one hell of a settlement right now because our attorney assured us the station is at least partially responsible for the hack. My private files were found on their servers. There’s no way around that.
When I reach my cubicle, I’m surprised to find a mountain of mail and gifts.
“The station has been flooded with things for you,” a voice says behind me.
I whirl around to find Nicole. My eyes narrow, and I ask the question that’s been tearing a hole in my stomach all week. “Did you have something to do with me being hacked?” I can’t help the venom in my voice or the tears in my eyes.
Her face drops. “I must be a bigger bitch than I thought if you really suspect me of doing that.” She closes her eyes a brief moment and shakes her head. “I had nothing to do with your scandal.”
Ugh. She would use that word. Scandal.
Her lips purse. “I’ve had investigators up my ass all week, and I can assure you nothing is going to turn up.”
I stare at her, unsure what to think. But in the end, it doesn’t matter. Not really. My career is done. I blink back hot tears and turn to my desk, looking for the reason I dragged myself in here today.
Pushing over the mail, I breathe a sigh of relief when I see the familiar face smiling back at me from my bulletin board.
There he is.
Hi, Dad.
The tears come down faster, and there’s no use wiping them away, so I don’t bother. I tuck the photo into my purse and glance around. Color-coded file folders sit neatly on my desk, each one full of story ideas and leads and sources. Ignoring the urge to trash them all, I grab a box and toss them in along with a few other personal belongings.
I don’t bother saying anything to Nicole. What is there to say?
As I start to head out of my cubicle, Hank takes the box out of my hands. I give him a grateful smile. Because we snuck in here when no one was expecting it, there weren’t any cameras out front, but I’m not sure what to expect on my way out.
I’m bracing myself to brave any media outside that might have gotten wind of my presence when a small crowd by the elevators catches my eye.
Police. And guys in black suits.
My phone starts to ring in my pocket. I pull it out to see Daren’s name. I answer it immediately. After our falling out, I promised him I’d always answer his call.
I don’t get a chance to start talking because he asks me where I am.
“Um, I’m just about to leave the station. But it looks like something big is going down.”
“He’s going to be arrested, Maddie.”
“What?” I’m having a hard time paying attention because the cops are headed toward me. Hank moves in front of me, and I have to arch up to see over his shoulder. I hold my breath as the cops stalk past us and into a room down the hall.
There’s shouting and the sounds of a scuffle. I’m clutching the phone, and Daren is saying something, but all I can register is how I should be covering this story, whate
ver is happening right now. Except… that’s not my job anymore.
A few minutes later, Brad emerges in handcuffs, and I stop breathing.
When he sees me, he shakes his head. “I’m sorry, Maddie. I didn’t mean for this to get so out of hand.”
“What, Brad? What got out of hand?” What did you do?
He fights the restraints and turns to yell, “It wasn’t supposed to happen this way, Maddie. You have to believe me. ” My stomach twists as I watch him struggle to look back at me. "I fucking love you, Maddie. I'd never try to hurt you!"
What the hell?
The authorities wrestle him into the elevator, and I stand there in shock as the doors close. I don’t know how long I stand there, but I finally realize I’m still clutching my phone.
“Daren?”
“Yeah. I’m here. Maddie, are you okay? They’re arresting Brad for hacking you.”
I don’t say anything at first. I can’t. And when I finally do, I have to hold back a sob. Not because I'm crushed it was Brad—at least it wasn't someone I considered a close friend—but because this nightmare might be coming to an end. "Thank you for helping me. For being here for me."
“Aww, babe. Come back to the hotel. I can be there in an hour.”
I shake my head. “No, finish with practice. I’ll see you this evening.”
“Maddie, listen to me. Have Hank drive you back. I’m on my way.”
He hangs up before I can argue.
That night, I curl up in Daren’s lap while we share a bottle of wine and order room service. He lets me cry and holds me and tells me everything will be okay.
For now, that’s what I need to hear.
* * *
The next morning, I’m ready to get the whole story. I flip on the news. Brad’s arrest is on every news station.
Daren’s quiet as he prepares for practice. He told me what he heard from our private investigator last night, but I had a hard time processing the details.