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by John Ashbery




  Girls on the Run

  A Poem

  John Ashbery

  Publisher’s Note

  Long before they were ever written down, poems were organized in lines. Since the invention of the printing press, readers have become increasingly conscious of looking at poems, rather than hearing them, but the function of the poetic line remains primarily sonic. Whether a poem is written in meter or in free verse, the lines introduce some kind of pattern into the ongoing syntax of the poem’s sentences; the lines make us experience those sentences differently. Reading a prose poem, we feel the strategic absence of line.

  But precisely because we’ve become so used to looking at poems, the function of line can be hard to describe. As James Longenbach writes in The Art of the Poetic Line, “Line has no identity except in relation to other elements in the poem, especially the syntax of the poem’s sentences. It is not an abstract concept, and its qualities cannot be described generally or schematically. It cannot be associated reliably with the way we speak or breathe. Nor can its function be understood merely from its visual appearance on the page.” Printed books altered our relationship to poetry by allowing us to see the lines more readily. What new challenges do electronic reading devices pose?

  In a printed book, the width of the page and the size of the type are fixed. Usually, because the page is wide enough and the type small enough, a line of poetry fits comfortably on the page: What you see is what you’re supposed to hear as a unit of sound. Sometimes, however, a long line may exceed the width of the page; the line continues, indented just below the beginning of the line. Readers of printed books have become accustomed to this convention, even if it may on some occasions seem ambiguous—particularly when some of the lines of a poem are already indented from the left-hand margin of the page.

  But unlike a printed book, which is stable, an ebook is a shape-shifter. Electronic type may be reflowed across a galaxy of applications and interfaces, across a variety of screens, from phone to tablet to computer. And because the reader of an ebook is empowered to change the size of the type, a poem’s original lineation may seem to be altered in many different ways. As the size of the type increases, the likelihood of any given line running over increases.

  Our typesetting standard for poetry is designed to register that when a line of poetry exceeds the width of the screen, the resulting run-over line should be indented, as it might be in a printed book. Take a look at John Ashbery’s “Disclaimer” as it appears in two different type sizes.

  Each of these versions of the poem has the same number of lines: the number that Ashbery intended. But if you look at the second, third, and fifth lines of the second stanza in the right-hand version of “Disclaimer,” you’ll see the automatic indent; in the fifth line, for instance, the word ahead drops down and is indented. The automatic indent not only makes poems easier to read electronically; it also helps to retain the rhythmic shape of the line—the unit of sound—as the poet intended it. And to preserve the integrity of the line, words are never broken or hyphenated when the line must run over. Reading “Disclaimer” on the screen, you can be sure that the phrase “you pause before the little bridge, sigh, and turn ahead” is a complete line, while the phrase “you pause before the little bridge, sigh, and turn” is not.

  Open Road has adopted an electronic typesetting standard for poetry that ensures the clearest possible marking of both line breaks and stanza breaks, while at the same time handling the built-in function for resizing and reflowing text that all ereading devices possess. The first step is the appropriate semantic markup of the text, in which the formal elements distinguishing a poem, including lines, stanzas, and degrees of indentation, are tagged. Next, a style sheet that reads these tags must be designed, so that the formal elements of the poems are always displayed consistently. For instance, the style sheet reads the tags marking lines that the author himself has indented; should that indented line exceed the character capacity of a screen, the run-over part of the line will be indented further, and all such runovers will look the same. This combination of appropriate coding choices and style sheets makes it easy to display poems with complex indentations, no matter if the lines are metered or free, end-stopped or enjambed.

  Ultimately, there may be no way to account for every single variation in the way in which the lines of a poem are disposed visually on an electronic reading device, just as rare variations may challenge the conventions of the printed page, but with rigorous quality assessment and scrupulous proofreading, nearly every poem can be set electronically in accordance with its author’s intention. And in some regards, electronic typesetting increases our capacity to transcribe a poem accurately: In a printed book, there may be no way to distinguish a stanza break from a page break, but with an ereader, one has only to resize the text in question to discover if a break at the bottom of a page is intentional or accidental.

  Our goal in bringing out poetry in fully reflowable digital editions is to honor the sanctity of line and stanza as meticulously as possible—to allow readers to feel assured that the way the lines appear on the screen is an accurate embodiment of the way the author wants the lines to sound. Ever since poems began to be written down, the manner in which they ought to be written down has seemed equivocal; ambiguities have always resulted. By taking advantage of the technologies available in our time, our goal is to deliver the most satisfying reading experience possible.

  To Eugene, Rosanne, and Joseph

  Girls on the Run

  after Henry Darger

  I

  A great plane flew across the sun,

  and the girls ran along the ground.

  The sun shone on Mr. McPlaster’s face, it was green like an elephant’s.

  Let’s get out of here, Judy said.

  They’re getting closer, I can’t stand it.

  But you know, our fashions are in fashion

  only briefly, then they go out

  and stay that way for a long time. Then they come back in

  for a while. Then, in maybe a million years, they go out of fashion

  and stay there.

  Laure and Tidbit agreed,

  with the proviso that after that everyone would become fashion

  again for a few hours. Write it now, Tidbit said,

  before they get back. And, quivering, I took the pen.

  Drink the beautiful tea

  before you slop sewage over the horizon, the Principal directed.

  OK, it’s calm now, but it wasn’t two minutes ago. What do you want me to do, said Henry,

  I am no longer your serf,

  and if I was I wouldn’t do your bidding. That is enough, sir.

  You think you can lord it over every last dish of oatmeal

  on this planet, Henry said. But wait till my ambition

  comes a cropper, whatever that means, or bursts into feathered bloom

  and burns on the shore. Then the kiddies dancing sidewise

  declared it a treat, and the ice-cream gnomes slurped their last that day.

  Inside, in the twilit nest of evening,

  something was coming undone. Dimples could feel it,

  surging over her shoulder like a wave of energy. And then—

  it was gone. No one had witnessed it but herself.

  And so Dimples took off for the city, which was near and wholesome.

  There, with her sister Larissa, she planned the big blue boat

  that future generations will live in, and thank us for. It twitched

  at its steely moorings, and seemed to say: Live, like life, with me.

  Let the birds wash over them, Laure said, for what use are earmuffs

  in a snowstorm, except to call attention to distant tots

  who hav
e strayed. And now the big Mother warms them,

  accepts them, for the nervous predicates they are. Far from the beach-fiend’s

  howling, their adventure nurses itself back

  to something like health. On the fifth day it takes a little blancmange

  and stands up, only to fall back into a hammock.

  I told you it was coming, cried Dimples, but look out,

  Another big one is on the way!

  And they all ran, and got out, and that was that for that day.

  II

  Hungeringly, Tidbit approached the crone who held the bowl,

  … drank the honey. It had good things about it.

  Now, pretty as a moment,

  Tidbit’s housecoat sniffed the undecipherable,

  the knowable past. They were anxious

  to get back to work. Diane was looking relaxed.

  Then, some say, Pete said

  it was the afternoon backing up again, inexorable

  with dreams, looking for garbage to pick a fight with.

  “My goodness! Do you suppose his blowhole’s …?”

  Sometime later they returned with Pete and the others,

  he all excited, certain he had spotted a fuse this time.

  Rags the mutt licked and yelped. “Oh, get down!”

  But Rags seemed to be on to something. “And if they come

  through the alfalfa this time, we’ll have a nice idea

  of where they are, of who these men are. If they abrade

  the abandoned silo, no one will be wiser. Look, their pastel

  tent, and flags made from the same substance, waving dehors—

  I’ve got to get an angle on this, a firm tack of some kind.”

  Willingly, the flood washed over the day

  and so much that was complicated, from the past:

  the tiny doggy door Rags had made with a T-square,

  surplus sequins.

  And if they don’t want to play

  according to our rules, what then? “Why, then

  we’ll come up with something, like the sink-drain.

  Anyway, this is all just an excuse for you to leave your posts,

  toying with anagrams, while the real message

  is being written in the stars. To go ahead,

  it says, but be watchful for scouts

  in the corn shocks. This close to Halloween there are lots of little bumps

  around, and tea cosies to shroud them. Beware one last time;

  but as the spirit of going is to go, I can’t

  control you, advise you much longer. Just keep on

  persevering, and then we’ll know what we have done matters most to us.”

  With that, the sticks uprooted the tent.

  A thousand passions came unleashed,

  but fortunately for the girls, none of them were around to witness it—

  they were off in a cage with the canaries.

  Now, though,

  when it came time to vote for who the deed was done

  by, the others mattered too. It was just their pot luck.

  Oh well, Laure offered, we were going to close down that shaftway

  anyway, and the subway came close: It was Mother and her veering

  playthings again, torn between the impossible alternatives of existing

  and saying no to menace. To everyone’s surprise the bus stopped.

  Our stalwart little band of angels got on it, and were taken for a ride

  into the next chapter, a dim place of curlicues and bas-reliefs.

  If I had a handle, Laure thought.

  III

  Out in Michigan, or was it Minnesota, though, time had stopped

  to see what it could see, which wasn’t much. A recent hooligan scare had blighted the landscape,

  lowering the temperature by several degrees. “Having

  to pee ruins my crinoline relentlessly,

  because it comes only ecstatically.”

  But the wounded cow knew otherwise.

  She was at least sixty,

  had many skins covering her own, regal one. So then they all cry,

  at sea. The lawnmower is emitting sparks again,

  one doesn’t know how many, or how much faster it will have to go

  to meet us at the Denizens’ by six o’clock. We’d have been better

  off letting the prisoners stage their own war. Now I don’t know

  so much, and with Aunt Jennie at my side we could release

  a few more bombs and not know it.

  Everywhere in the tangled schist

  someone was living, it seemed to say, this is my doing;

  whoever shall come afterward is a delusion. And I went round

  the corner to say, Well it sure looks like an improvement—hey,

  why don’t you tie your shoes, and then your bonnet will be picture-perfect?

  No, only getting away

  has any value to her: A stone’s throw is better than a mile

  since one will have to be up again much later, and this way

  saves time. How often did you let your mother say,

  How did you get your Sundays packed away? And yet it’s always treasonable

  to be in the middle. H’m, there are objections to that,

  just as I thought. This might help. Yes. But the color

  of this paint is too fabulous, I’d asked for something fragmented

  like sea-spray. In that case we cannot be of service to you. Farewell.

  Now I had walked the terrible byways for what seemed like too long.

  Now another was following, insensately.

  Would there be foodstuffs on the steps? How did that ladder point into nowhere?

  “Shuffle, you miser!” Just so, Shuffle said,

  I don’t want to be around when the gang erupts

  into centuries of inviolate privilege, and cisterns tumble down

  the side of the slope, and all is gone more or less naturally to hell.

  To which Dimples replied, Why not? Why not just give yourself, one time,

  to the floods of human resources that are our day?

  Because I don’t want to live at an angle to the blokes who micromanage

  our territory, that’s all. Oh, who do you mean? Why, the red-trimmed zebras,

  Shuffle said, that people thinks is the cutest damn things in town

  until the victory bonfire on the square, and then there’s more racing

  and chasing than you can shake a banjo-string at,

  and it’ll have muddled you over by the time the war has crested.

  He sat, eating a cheese sandwich, wondering if it would be his last,

  fiddled and sank away.

  And as far as the wires

  could stretch, into the inevitable jerk-kingdom, the little girl

  crawled on her hands and feet. That was no jack-in-the-box

  back there, that was the real thing.

  Yes, Stuart Hofnagel, they came to you, they’d expected big things

  of you back in Arkadelphia, and now you were a soured loner like anybody.

  Old town, you seem to remember otherwise.

  That was you backing into love, wasn’t it? So we all came and were glad that day.

  That was all a fine day for us. Happiness, that we loved you so much;

  phony energy, because we were happy.

  Yet the town held back, rinsing her skirts

  in the dour brook that fled the sawmill, just before four o’clock.

  None of us slaves knew any different, having been nursed into solitude the night before last.

  Certainly, if someone knocks on the open door

  we will be pleasant, and look after the stranger just as if he were one of our own.

  That’s the way we were made. We can’t help it. Conversely,

  if a friend obtrudes his thinking into this plan of ours,

  we shall deny all knowledge of him. It happens this way in the wilderness.
r />   Plus the pot is full of old oddments. The rhubarb stains on Peggy’s frock

  almost—but not quite—match its rickrack trim.

  That’s where the human aspect comes in.

  Some were born to play with, to think constantly about it, with a nod,

  not much more, to the future and what its executives might have in store.

  We aren’t easily intimidated.

  And yet we are always frightened,

  frightened that this will come to pass

  and we all unable to do anything about it, in case it ever does.

  So we appeal to you, sun, on this broad day.

  You were ever a helpmate in times of great churning, and fatigue.

  You make us forget how serious we are

  and we dance in the lightning of your rhythm like demented souls

  on a hospital spree. If only,

  when the horse crawls up your back, you had known to make more of it.

  But the climate is military, and yet one can’t see too far ahead.

  Better a storehouse of pearls than this battered shoehorn

  of wood, yet it can cause everything to take place and change for you.

  IV

  Dearest, we had waited for this star,

  the marriage couldn’t take place without it. A louse

  drags its lonely way up to the end of a porcupine quill, expires,

  and can we have heard anything? I mean the paced breathing just outdoors,

  and then inside, it’s just squalid and quiet,

  nothing more. I have a bowl of cherry syrup.

  These halls, when the rush of spring is echoing, far ahead,

  collapse into tendrils, their décor foreseen

  since the dawn of history. One can walk across them, and time suddenly

  seems funny, stops, is dead, or mute. And prisoners come begging

  for a primrose, or a shaft of sunlight, and the all-seeing sees them

  and averts his gaze until tomorrow. Thus, our doom, ringing with half-realized

  fantasies, is a promise of a new beginning on another continent.

  Only, we must get out of here. A man stands by a cactus, counting

  the flecks of rage as they pass by, and you are in another suit,

 

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