by Ann Aguirre
It had done more than that, but I waited to see how it would reply.
“I drained it,” the demon corrected. “Its knowledge, memories, and skills are now mine. Sadly, in this form, I cannot use some of them.”
A joke, I thought, if not a funny one. It reminded me of the way a cat licked its whiskers after a mouse. I smiled uneasily.
Chanced stared down at the still-smoking corpse. It was smaller, withered, as if Greydusk had taken more than information, terrabytes of data streaming in magickal light. The exchange set my teeth on edge. I wanted to blind Greydusk, and then let Chance kill it, but then I’d leave Shannon stranded in Sheol. I couldn’t do that, so once again I proved myself willing to work with the devil in order to achieve my own ends. Is this what evil feels like? How it begins? You started with a slippery slide down the slope of good intentions until you were mired in the blood and mud at the bottom, unable to see any light no matter which way you turned. Heart dark and heavy, I wondered how far I would go, and what I would become when I got there.
If you care for no one, a little voice whispered, if you remain firm and steadfast and will not act to save the ones you love, in the name of some abstract good, is inaction not the same as evil? I couldn’t fashion an answer; it was too much, too confusing, but I did, unfortunately, see how good and evil were almost like a wheel, and that if you went far enough down one road, the two became virtually indistinguishable. People had done terrible things in heaven’s name, too.
“What happens to demons when they die?”
“Nothing,” it said.
“There’s no afterlife? No hell?”
It flashed its teeth. “According to your lore, Binder, we’re already there.”
“But Maury told me—”
“Ah, yes.” Its tone became disapproving. “You have…contacts, do you not?”
“I guess. What kind of demon is Maury?”
“He is of the Birsael caste, the bargainers. They are easy for practitioners of your world to call because they long to cross over. They are…playful?”
“Playful?” I thought about what Maury had done in Kilmer, and shivered. I did not want to meet a non-playful demon, but I was on my way to a city full of them.
“Over time—and many summonings—they become attuned to a certain human…trait.” That hadn’t been the word it meant to use at first. “And then they hunger for more of the same.”
“An acquired taste,” Chance put in.
“Just so.”
Maury’s thing was stagnation, as I recalled. Entropy.
“What is Dumah’s affinity?”
“Hunger,” it replied. “Greed. Need.”
Shit. And I’d unloosed her on the world. Hopefully, the way I’d crafted the bargain would keep them from wreaking too much havoc. Guilt plagued me, but Greydusk was saying, “I have no doubt that Maury told you that Sheol is another world. The fact that our citizens enjoy playing in yours has given rise to interesting stories over the eons.”
“You view people as toys?” I was indignant, even if I couldn’t afford to be.
“Entertainment, certainly. To us, it is no different from how human children toy with insects or set anthills on fire.”
“Only bad kids do that,” I muttered.
“Yet I am not here to argue with you.”
“How come it attacked us? I thought the demons wanted me in Sheol.”
“Some do,” Greydusk replied. “But there are…factions in play, and others want different things.”
“Such as?”
“Power. Or to preserve the status quo.”
“What did you learn from that?” Chance nudged the corpse.
“Many things, but the most important? Who hired it. You have enemies, Binder, and some of them prefer you never reach Xibalba at all.”
“Why?” God, it was too much. I just wanted to rescue Shannon.
“Because you presage change, no matter what you decide. The caste structure has been etched in blood and bone for thousands of years, and you could topple it.”
“I don’t plan to topple anything.”
Secretly, I thought I might die, and if that meant saving Shan, then I was okay with that. It was a peaceful thought that she could go back to Jesse, and have the life I’d wanted—holidays with his family, nieces and nephews, maybe children someday, although she was so young that the relationship might not last. At the least, she had to live. I’d settle for nothing less, even if I had to level Sheol to make it happen.
Greydusk watched my face, guessing my thoughts, I half suspected, from the tightness of my mouth and the set of my jaw. “Intentions seldom match results.”
“Maybe not. What is that thing?”
“Aronesti.” It spat the word like a curse. “They are the snatchers, and they have no honor.”
The snatchers. Of what?
Chance asked, so I didn’t have to.
“Flesh. They crave it from the dead. Carrion feeders, the lot of them.”
“Do they ever cross over? I mean, obviously this one did…” But we killed it before it could go out and swoop around the battlefields in a ghastly feast.
Greydusk nodded. “From time to time. It is my understanding that the Nephilim hunt them down.”
Among other things. So Kel might be out there right now, hunting demons, along with killing people he was told would start the apocalypse. How the hell did you trust in orders like that? I wanted to see him, talk to him, shake him. Everything I learned about his world made me understand him less.
“Can they be summoned?” Chance asked.
“Most demons can be called by a practitioner of sufficient skill and power. Aronesti are sometimes found in the bodies of cannibal killers.”
What a horrible thought, but also better, if I could believe many of the ghastly things humans did came from demons. Unfortunately, I didn’t think so. People could be evil without any help at all.
Chance sounded thoughtful. “Is that because they sense a sympathetic hunger in the host or because the demon drives the person to it?”
A shrug. “That I do not know.”
This frank discussion of flesh-feasting demons and cannibal killers in a scary cave with a dead thing at my feet? Not. Helping. I decided to get us back on track, stepping over the monster and moving farther down the passage.
“But you’re contracted to make sure I reach Xibalba in one piece.” It was my way of saying let’s go already, but without meaning to, my word choice apparently questioned its integrity.
Its eyes gleamed like onyx. “I will ignore the affront, this one time, but ignorance of our ways does not excuse your discourtesy.”
“Explain,” Chance said.
“Very well,” the demon replied. Stiffly. Its movements were jerkier than they had been. Anger? I guessed so. “As we move, I shall.”
Good going. You pissed off your protection. Given how I’d needled Kel while he guarded me, it appeared I had a knack for it. We started down the passage, leaving the corpse behind us. It was more than a little creepy that everything that had been in the demon’s head, Greydusk now knew. How powerful did that make it, exactly? Not something I cared to fight, if it could unmake me with a touch.
“I am Imaron,” Greydusk said, like I should know what that meant. At my obvious confusion, it added, “That is my caste.”
Ah. It had mentioned castes earlier, how I could break the whole social structure of Sheol. That wasn’t on my to-do list.
“Would you tell us about the castes?” Chance was still looking to increase his knowledge base, and he would use everything he gleaned from Greydusk to prepare for whatever we’d face in Xibalba.
“There is no reason I cannot,” the demon replied. “It is information freely available in the archives.”
Booke would love the sound of that. He was a friend and a research specialist in the UK. I’d never met him in person, but maybe one day that would change. And if we didn’t get back soon, he’d worry when I missed our weekly
chat. Then he might call Chuch and Eva. Maybe I should have e-mailed them, but a message like Going to play demon bait, back soon, would only make the situation worse.
“Thanks,” Chance said. “Start with your caste?”
“The Imaron are known as the soul-stealers, but we abide by our contracts. It is death to act otherwise.”
Soul-stealers. Awesome. But at least they were all lawyerly about it. Somehow that didn’t make it better; no wonder humans thought Sheol was hell.
Chance spoke again, sounding pensive; his puzzle-solving brain would help so much on this venture. “Death? Is breaking the contract fatal or is the offending behavior punished?”
It was a good question. Greydusk angled its slender neck in an unnatural fashion to give Chance an approving look. “The former. When we sign a contract, we do so in blood, and there is a magickal ritual. Should I break my word, the blood turns to poison in my veins, and I will perish instantly.”
Wow. The Imaron took their promises seriously. I felt bad for doubting him. Treachery would kill this creature, so I had nothing to fear for sure. While I might question its intentions and its abilities, self-preservation ranked pretty high on the list of things I felt sure of. I thought about that in silence for a little while, listening to our steps scrape over the stone.
And then I asked, “What happens if you fail? I mean, not through a breach of contract, but just…overwhelming odds? Do they hold that against you?”
“Then I am already dead,” it said simply.
It walked on.
If I had a thousand dollars for every time I followed a demon down a dark and terrifying tunnel, well…I’d have a thousand dollars. Because this was a first, even for me, in a weird and unlikely life. Greydusk lost its interest in talking, though it had promised to explain the caste system to us. It wouldn’t happen right now, anyway, as it appeared to be listening as we moved.
Finally I had to ask, “Is something coming?”
That wouldn’t surprise me. I just had to get ready for it.
“I don’t think so.”
“Is it hard to pass the portal?” Chance asked.
“Yes. It requires power and sacrifice.”
Good to know. I hated the thought of anything like the weight-sensitive doors at most major shopping centers, where the minute you approached, they slid open, linking our world to Sheol. But it made sense that these natural portals required opening. Otherwise, the demons would’ve overrun us ages ago. Wouldn’t they? Some of them might be perfectly happy at home, despite what Maury had said. After all, not everybody loved to travel.
“So the more our enemies try to send something through to strike at us, the weaker they’ll be when we arrive?” I guessed.
Greydusk nodded. “Most will be prudent enough to wait until you cross to send their best assassins. It is a calculated risk, of course. Should you choose to ascend, once you reach Sheol—”
“Ascend?”
“It is not my place to explain your choices, Binder.”
Bullshit. Greydusk was just tired of answering my endless questions. I took the hint and trudged on in silence. The deeper we went into the mountain, the more it felt like a subterranean forest with exotic stone trees. My witchlight kept the dark from becoming oppressive, and I ignored the burn in my thighs. It was a lengthy hike, but not one that required an overnight rest, thankfully.
We didn’t speak more. I traveled down, down, down, until the air puffed from my lips in smoky whorls. That wasn’t normal in the caves I had visited before, yet another sign that these weren’t normal caverns. Witch sight revealed shimmers of magick in various crystals, glowing red and blue and silver. The stones would be good for various spells, I knew instinctively. I resisted the urge to dig them out of the walls.
The path became steeper, nearly vertical in places, and I braced my hands against the wall as I fell. Greydusk caught me with a careless arm, demonstrating unnatural strength; its gangly limb shouldn’t have possessed that kind of tensile power. The demon lifted me down in an easy gesture, and I stepped away before my unease could insult the creature further. It had dealt with us in good faith; I had no cause to distrust it other than its obviously alien nature.
“We must climb from here. There will be no more easy path.”
Greydusk tied the trusty rope around a rock formation and indicated the yawning chasm before us. Straight down then, no more path. The sound of water greeted my ears, distant and filtered through the tunnels.
This time, it wasn’t ledges, just an endless slide. I zipped Butch all the way into my purse and then handed it to Chance. It was hardest thing I’d ever done to step off the wall into darkness and just let myself fall. That meant trusting the rope was long enough to reach the bottom, even though I couldn’t see it. Butch whined as I went down, a canine study in misgiving.
When I landed, the demon said, “Not much farther now.”
Chance followed with my purse looped around his neck, and Greydusk reclaimed the rope. With one long arm, it indicated the last leg of the journey. Then he gave me back my handbag, still containing a nervous dog.
We went toward the water we could no longer see; it was almost as if we had passed under the river, descending to the point that I expected to see molten lava at the next turn. To my surprise, massive boulders blocked our progress. I’d expected the gate to look more…gatelike, but this was just impassable rock with a stream bubbling beneath it.
Greydusk produced a shimmering red jewel from his pack; it was enormous and unlike anything I’d ever seen, more luminous than a maharajah’s ruby. I considered asking what it was, but then he whispered an incantation in demontongue, a language that lent itself to quiet sibilance. He set the gem in a small niche on the rocks, and a glow sprang up, radiating outward from the gem to encompass us. It arced down into the water like a laser, drawing a path in the air with each movement. Down below, the water gained a bloody glow, swirling up to fill the space between the scarlet streaks that split the dark.
“Now!” Greydusk ordered. “Dive now!”
Maelstrom of Doom
Into that? Seriously?
Before I could think better of it, I took a running leap and flung myself toward the water, expecting to smash on the rocks, but instead, the sparkling curtain of water caught me as if it were something else, and I passed through it like a doorway. The magick screamed through me, sparking my own gift, and it was like being boiled in oil. I landed, gasping, and I was somewhere else.
Not in the caverns.
I peered into my purse to check on Butch. He popped up and shook himself all over, ears flying wildly. As far as I could tell, he seemed fine.
“You okay, boy?”
He yapped in the affirmative.
I laughed. “Wanna do it again?”
Butch cocked his head as if to say, Are you crazy, lady?
Well, yeah. Maybe. Probably.
A sickly sun shone overhead, but the whole world seemed bathed in ash, sullen and gray, a universe done in charcoal and chiaroscuro. A thin trickle of a stream flowed over rocky ground, and on the bank above grew a tree barren of greenery. In its spindly boughs perched a thing that wasn’t a bird, but might have been their evil cousin. It had skin instead of feathers, like a hairless cat, leathern wings, a small red beak, which was full of tiny, sharp teeth, and beady, nosy eyes that tracked my movements as I pushed to my feet. I stepped out of the river, wringing out the bottom of my pants. From a magickal perspective, it made sense water would be used in transitions like this one, given it was symbolically linked to journeys.
Overhead, the evil avian chirred with unsettling interest.
“Shit,” I said.
Before I could worry about bird-thing’s curiosity, Chance tumbled out of a rent in reality, similar to the one I’d seen in Peru when the sorcerer gated the demon knight in to slay me. It happened a third time, permitting Greydusk to join us. Then the magick diffused on a dank breeze, carrying remnants of light as the only brightness in thi
s otherwise wretched vista.
“You all right?” I asked, offering Chance my hand.
“That was…” He shook his head.
“Right?” There was just no adjective to describe that trip.
“What was the deal with the ruby?” I added to Greydusk.
“It was a soulstone,” the demon replied.
Chance raised a brow. “Did it have an actual soul in it?”
Please say no. Please.
Greydusk inclined its head. “I did say that passage between realms required power and sacrifice.”
“So you destroyed somebody’s soul to get us here?” Horror overwhelmed me. Whatever religion you followed, destruction of a soul meant the end of that path. No more rebirths, no afterlife. Just…gone.
Fuck.
The demon offered a cold smile. “No, Binder. You chose this path. I am merely the guide.”
Chance objected, “But you’d have burned the soulstone to get home, wouldn’t you? If she’d declined your offer.”
“Would I?”
Maybe Greydusk would’ve chosen to go sightseeing in the human world for a few hundred years. Damn it. Then I recalled the terms of his employment: If he failed to guide me to Xibalba, as agreed, if I’d refused to come with him, he died. The person captured in that stone wouldn’t have been destroyed. This was another sin that I hadn’t anticipated, but unintentional harm didn’t make it better or more forgivable. I closed my eyes, sick.
“You didn’t realize,” Chance whispered.
Thing was—and it made me worse than he knew—I’d have gone ahead, even if Greydusk had warned me. I’d choose to sacrifice some unknown soul to save Shannon. That was the kind of person I’d become, or maybe always had been. Certainly, I wasn’t a gentle white witch like my mother had been. I really had to talk to Chance. Damn. First chance I got, I’d tell him everything, before we went back.
“Take me to Shannon,” I said quietly.
“Those are not my orders.”
I froze. Magick flared from my fingertips in a wild rush. It felt different here in Sheol, darker, almost viscous, as if I could drip it through my fingers like molasses. The energy clung to me like a dark cloak, sizzling beneath my skin in silent threat. Sure, it hurt me too, but if this thing tried to double-cross us, I would fry it. Somehow. Before it could touch either one of us. I gauged the distance and calculated how many seconds I’d have before it reached me.