by Dan Koontz
None of the shocks of the previous two days had prepared him for the lightning bolt at the bottom of the list. It was the name that was now flashing on his vibrating cell phone: Jared Ralston.
CHAPTER 3
“What the fffff...?” Melvin Brown sputtered, spraying the screen of his laptop with flecks of half-chewed Cheerios.
The ESPN homepage he’d been perusing was suddenly being overrun with frame after frame of obscene pictures and videos of prepubescent boys. Each window he managed to close seemed to spawn two more.
“What the hell is going on?” he whispered, as he raced for the phone to call his cable company.
“Para Español marque dos,” came the cheery recorded voice on the other end of the line, followed by a long pause. “We are currently experiencing higher than average call volumes. Your estimated wait time is... eighteen... minutes.”
“I can’t wait no damn eighteen minutes!” he shouted into the phone.
“Your time is valuable to us,” the chipper woman’s voice answered on queue. “Press one now to leave your name, phone number, and a brief message, and our next available customer service representative will return your call shortly.”
Yeah, right. Leave a message that your computer’s being overrun by child pornography.
As more and more repulsive images flashed up on his laptop, he tried to shut it down, but his keyboard was frozen. He even tried holding the power button down for what seemed like a full minute – nothing.
Finally he slammed the cover closed.
And that’s when the volume came on. Full blast. Godawful sounds from the disgusting videos filled the room.
In full-scale panic mode, he darted over to the window, threw down the street-facing shade and turned back frantically to his computer. Tiny blue lights indicating continuously streaming data flashed relentlessly from the side of the keyboard as he turned the volume of his TV all the way up to try to drown out the vile sounds blaring from his computer.
Then without warning a pounding at the door joined the din. It wasn’t the inquisitive knock of a neighbor wondering if everything was ok. Whoever was behind that door was coming in, invited or not.
The flashing blue lights on his laptop maintained their frenetic pace.
“Just a minute,” Melvin yelled over the roaring TV. “I’m getting dressed.”
“Mr. Brown? Open this door!” came a booming voice from the hall.
“Yeah. Two seconds,” Melvin yelled back, heading for the bathroom in a full sweat.
He turned the water on full-force in the tub and then ran back to the living room, where he thought he could hear the jangling of keys from the hall. The super must have been with them.
Grabbing his laptop, he ran for the bathroom, just as he heard the deadbolt release.
“Mr. Brown! Come out here with your hands up. We’ve got a warrant.” They were inside the apartment.
He raised his computer high over his head and then slammed it down as hard as he could on the tile bathroom floor, tossing the remnants into the half-full bathtub. Finally, mercifully, the only noise to be heard was from the blaring TV.
Wearing nothing but a pair of boxers, he looked into the bathroom mirror to see four of Newark’s finest over his shoulder, standing next to his superintendent in his living room.
Two of the officers charged into the bathroom and lunged for the mangled laptop. “Mr. Brown, you’re under arrest for possession and distribution of child pornography. You have the right to remain silent...”
The words trailed off, as Melvin’s attention turned inward, incredulous that this was happening to him. He’d checked out the occasional nude woman on the internet, but who hadn’t? He’d never paid for anything. And the sites he’d looked at were more R-rated than X – never even remotely close to kiddie porn.
Could this have been some kind of virus that had hit the ESPN website? That was probably his only hope. But if that had been the case, why were the police immediately breaking down his door? Someone had to have set him up. But who? And why? He didn’t have an enemy in the world. He hardly had any acquaintances.
“You think they’ll be able to salvage it?” one of the officers asked his partner, inspecting the soaked remains of the laptop.
“Oh yeah. The geeks down at forensics’ll have this downloaded by lunch,” the second officer answered. Then he turned his gaze to his suspect and sneered, “I wish to God this pervert would’ve resisted!” The statement was loaded with false bravado, made only after Melvin was securely cuffed – and everyone knew it.
Melvin Brown was 6’6” and a chiseled 245 pounds. Bad knees and a string of concussions in his sophomore year were the only things that had kept him from playing defensive end in the NFL. Instead, after a couple of years of college, his scholarship lost and no other way to pay for the remainder of his education, he’d joined his family’s meatpacking business.
For the past several years he’d kept mostly to himself, both at work and afterward, spending the bulk of his time watching and reading about sports, unable to kick his unhealthy habit of ruminating over what might’ve been if he’d stayed healthy – or at least finished college.
His massive shoulders slumped, and his chin hung down to his chest, as the officers led him out. Tears began to well in his eyes as he caught sight of the basketball he’d gotten autographed by the entire New York Knicks basketball team. He’d envisioned the day he would present it to his son. The son he’d just discovered he had. The son who still didn’t know his dad existed. The son he’d now probably never be allowed to meet.
“Get some clothes on that monster for God’s sake,” the officer in charge shouted, looking him up and down. “Pants only. I don’t want those cuffs off him until he’s down at the station.”
Four stories down, on the opposite side of the street, Aaron Bradford removed a small earpiece and powered down his laptop, as he fired off a text to his boss:JQJ is a go.
~~~
J’Quarius Jones swung around the three-point arc to the baseline, pointed heavenward, and took flight off of both feet. The defender in front of him stepped up to try to take the charge, forcing J’Quarius to straddle and then elevate right over him. At the apex of his jump, he met the ball with his fully-outstretched right hand and then hammered it down through the hoop in one fluid motion.
A veritable lightning storm of flashbulbs diffused across the bleachers, as the crowd erupted. He hung on the rim for half a second, allowing himself to enjoy the moment, before gently coming back to earth.
A rising eighth-grader, he was 6’4” with a nearly 7-foot wingspan and a 38-inch vertical leap. He was two inches taller than the opposing team’s center, but with the agility to play guard – the epitome of a man amongst boys. He hadn’t lost a game in over two years, despite the fact that he’d been forced to change teams three times in that span.
With his team up by thirty and only a minute and a half left to play, number eleven coolly strolled over to Lincoln Junior High’s bench, giving a low five to the last kid off the bench who had the unenviable task of replacing him. The crowd was still on their feet, half continuing to cheer and half headed for the exits. Three division I head coaches in attendance jockeyed for position to make eye contact, frustrated that they weren’t allowed any more substantial contact with a kid his age.
He took a seat at the end of the bench and leaned forward with a wet towel draped over his head. Sweat and water from the towel mixed on his face and dripped onto the floor below, but no tears. He wouldn’t allow that.
J’Quarius had been raised by his grandmother from infancy. He’d been told that his mother had died during childbirth, but his grandmother didn’t like to talk about it. And he knew nothing of his father.
Over the course of the past year a gradual role reversal from dependent to caretaker – and from boy to man – had taken place, as colon cancer slowly, mercilessly ate away at his grandmother. He’d been the one to pick up her prescriptions at the drugstore at all
hours of the night. He’d learned to change her IV bags when she could no longer eat so she could continue to live at home and not in the hospital. He’d been her psychologist when she’d felt like giving up. He’d taken odd jobs at neighbors’ houses to make ends meet when she’d been denied social security disability. He’d stayed home from school on days when the home health aides had called in sick. If it had been an option, he would have quit school altogether.
Two months ago she’d died. Expectedly. But it was devastating. J’Quarius’s only other relatives were his great-grandparents in Mississippi who were too debilitated to make the trip to New York for their daughter’s funeral, much less adopt a 12-year-old.
He boarded with random friends for a few nights at a time, but eventually he found himself in the state’s care at an orphanage, where he quickly discovered that there’s a big difference between being blind your whole life and abruptly, permanently losing your sight. The other kids near his age were lifers with no foundation and no direction. They’d been in foster homes for brief stints, but they’d always returned, never really knowing what family was. The orphanage was their home. J’Quarius didn’t have much in common with them and didn’t want to; he just wanted out – anywhere.
In effect, he was a divorcee looking to rush back into marriage, not because he was on the rebound but because he’d actually been painfully lonely for years. He was desperate to reclaim his childhood before it was gone forever – to be looked after, guided and, hopefully, loved. But he was terrified that no one would take a chance on a hulking soon-to-be 13-year-old in a grown man’s body.
~~~
Melvin sat in stunned silence, staring blankly at the table in front of him as his lawyer laid out the charges. “We’re gonna beat this,” Leonard Weinstien said, with more revulsion than conviction in his voice.
“I’ve negotiated your release on the condition that you not go within 100 yards of a school, church, daycare facility, or orphanage. Melvin! Did you hear that? Are you listening?” his lawyer asked snapping his fingers, looking for any kind of response. “I said orphanage too. Have you got it? Don’t go near it.”
“Where do we stand with the DNA testing?” Melvin asked mechanically, his stare unbroken.
“That’s off the table right now,” his attorney gasped, incredulous at where his pervert client’s priorities lay. “That should be the least of your worries.”
“Can I go now?” Melvin asked resolutely, standing up but keeping his head down.
“Melvin, listen. These are serious charges,” Weinstien said, shaking his head in disbelief. “Your laptop is loaded with files going back years. You might eventually be able to get some supervised visitation if we can...”
“Can I go now!” Melvin asked again, his voice booming behind an eviscerating glare that clearly caught his diminutive lawyer off guard.
“Y-yes. Yes. Sure. Yeah. Legally you can go. I’ll, uh, I’ll call you tonight.”
Melvin turned and left the room without another word, leaving the door open behind him.
~~~
Montay was the oldest kid in J’Quarius’s orphanage at 16 and was essentially a prison yard boss in training. He had lackeys, smuggled in contraband, intimidated other kids and confiscated and redistributed most of the gifts that came in. But despite always being the prime suspect whenever something happened, he was never directly caught doing anything of substance by the staff.
J’Quarius had become Montay’s unintentional rival from the first day he set foot in the facility. Four inches taller and 25 pounds heavier than the home’s heretofore largest resident, he held minor celebrity status for his basketball skills, and he paid absolutely no mind to the orphanage hierarchy Montay had spent years cementing.
On the Sunday of his third week at the orphanage, J’Quarius sat quietly by himself, finishing up a late breakfast in the dining hall.
Montay was always at his most active on the weekends, when staff was thin.
As he approached J’Quarius’s table with a few of his friends in tow, he kicked the doorstop out from under the door, sealing off the exit to the dining hall . J’Quarius kept his head down over his tray.
Montay then sloppily slid his tray down, knocking J’Quarius’s glass of orange juice off the other side of the table. J’Quarius jumped back onto his feet with lightning quickness and snatched the glass on its way down between his thumb and middle finger.
“Oh no,” Montay whined tauntingly. “I’m so not sorry.”
“No need to be, man. Just a couple drops,” J’Quarius said, avoiding eye contact and casually setting his juice back on the table.
Again Montay slid his tray into the glass, more forcefully this time, spilling its contents all over the table.
“Look dude, I’m just trying to finish my breakfast. I’m not after anything you got. I’m not trying to stop you from doing whatever it is you do around here. I don’t even know you,” J’Quarius said softly, sopping up the mess with a stack of napkins.
“Everyone here gets to know me – and answers to me,” Montay snapped.
J’Quarius exhaled slowly and shook his head. “Fine,” he sighed, taking the last bite of his cereal and lifting his tray up to go. He moped over to the trash can, stepping over the extended leg of one of Montay’s lackeys.
“Things can be real easy or real hard in here. It’s up to you,” Montay said, uncomfortably close to J’Quarius’s face. “Now, I see you got two pairs of shoes. The way I see it, no one needs two pairs. I want your high tops.”
“No,” J’Quarius said disinterestedly, putting his hand on the doorknob to leave the dining room.
Montay slapped J’Quarius’s forearm, ripping it off the knob. “I don’t think you heard me! I said I want those shoes.” His minions were closing in.
J’Quarius grabbed the doorknob in a second attempt to leave. Again Montay’s hand slapped down on his forearm. “Where do you think you’re going? We’re not done,” Montay snarled.
This time, J’Quarius’s hand held fast on the knob. He lifted his head up from the resigned position it had been hanging in and straightened up his shoulders. Then slowly, deliberately, with Montay’s hand still clutched onto it, he raised his arm up to the deadbolt on the dining room door and twisted it locked.
Montay took a quick step back, his sneer fading fast, trying not to let his sycophants see the fear in his eyes. But before he could figure out what was happening, J’Quarius’s hand was gripped tightly on his throat.
J’Quarius effortlessly spun him around and threw him into the door. Teeth gritted, tears spurting sideways out of his bright red eyes, J’Quarius unleashed a year’s frustration on this petty, insignificant thug who happened to be looking for trouble in the worst possible place at a catastrophically bad time.
With one powerful hand, he lifted him up off the ground by his neck, leaving Montay kicking and flailing his legs helplessly 18 inches off the floor. Veins bulging from his neck and forehead, J’Quarius rhythmically slammed him against the reinforced glass of the windowed door, all the while keeping a maniacally vacant stare fixed on Montay.
Two orphanage workers on the other side of the glass scrambled for the door shouting at J’Quarius to stop as they fumbled with their key rings.
An amalgam of emotions – grief from his grandmother’s death, hopelessness that he’d never get out of this place and resentment for having been cast as the town jester playing for the crowd’s entertainment on the basketball court, yet going home alone to an orphanage every night – manifest as unadulterated rage.
“You’re gonna kill him,” one of the lackeys shrieked as Montay gradually stopped struggling and went limp. Thud, thud, thud came the continued drumming of his flaccid body against the door.
Finally, one of the orphanage staff managed to unlatch the deadbolt and pull the door open. J’Quarius gave one more shove, and, with the door no longer there to provide resistance, released Montay, who crumpled to the floor. He lay there lifeless for a few seconds
before coughing and gasping himself awake, gulping in the air he’d been starved of.
J’Quarius, suddenly aware of what he’d been doing, sunk to the ground, buried his head in his hands, and sobbed.
~~~
“Melvin, it’s Leonard again. Look, if you’re there, pick up the phone. We need to come up with a game plan here. You can’t just ignore this and expect it to go away. Your court date is in 4 days. If we’re not prepared, we’re gonna go down in flames. Please...” Weinstien was cut off by the beep of the answering machine, which now flashed “17” new messages.
Melvin threw on a blue tank top and white gym shorts, laced up a brand new pair of white high tops, grabbed a duffel bag and left his apartment, not bothering to lock the door. Down on the street below, he hailed a cab and directed the driver to Greenwich Village.
“This good?” the driver asked twenty minutes later with no specific instruction on where in Greenwich Village his passenger had wanted to be dropped off. Melvin peeled off a hundred dollar bill, handed it to the driver and, without asking for change, exited the cab.
Now on foot, he passed by three blue mailboxes, dropping a letter in each one. Then he ducked into a hardware store, where he bought a sturdy rope, a bolt cutter and a permanent marker, paying with cash. From there he descended into the nearest subway station and took the first train heading north.
As the train rumbled into the Bronx from Manhattan, he moved to an empty car and removed the bolt cutter from his bag. Then just before the train arrived at the last station, he snipped off his court-ordered ankle bracelet.
The train squealed to a stop, and as the doors slid open, Melvin kicked the bolt cutter and the bracelet off the train and sat back down to wait for it to head back south.
A few people straggled into the other cars, but no one boarded his. It was nearing midnight on Sunday.
After a 20 minute wait, the train jostled back to life and hissed loudly, as its doors slid back shut. Melvin closed his eyes and meditated to the rhythmic rocking of the southbound train, going over the execution of his plan in his mind.