The Cornish Escape: The perfect summer romance full of sunshine and secrets

by Lily Graham

  The Cornish Escape

  A beautiful summer romance to warm your heart

  Lily Graham

  Contents

  Part 1

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Part 2

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Part 3

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  A Letter from Lily

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  Also by Lily Graham

  A Cornish Christmas

  The Summer Escape

  For Rui

  Part I

  Present day, Cornwall

  Chapter One

  The past has a way of calling out. Memories are living things that whisper beneath the floors and run their fingers along walls. They wait and they hope that someday you’ll come and find them.

  That day, the past called for me alright.

  Though I almost didn’t hear it. That’s the part that makes me catch my breath, and makes me wonder how different things might have been. What if I’d never found Seafall Cottage?

  Would I have just driven back that day? Picked up the broken pieces and tried somehow to put it all back together again? Tried to ignore the bits that I simply couldn’t?

  It’s strange how sometimes the smallest thing can have the power to change everything. For me, a small bit of loose rock in my path was all it took to change my life. Though I didn’t realise it then. How could I? I was too busy walking. Too busy not seeing beyond the all-consuming anger and pain to notice anything, except very distantly, like a dull toothache. I was freezing cold in the dead of winter in rural Cornwall, still wearing the ugly, highlighter-pink cardigan my mother had given me for Christmas two weeks later, when my foot stumbled on the uneven earth. I straightened and looked up, and in that moment the old place with its half-forgotten secrets let down its guard – and that’s when I saw it.

  Beyond the vast expanse of wild countryside, and the rocky outcrop that hugged the coastline, my eyes alighted on an unusual house, tucked high up into the cliffs, yet seemingly ready to fall into the hungry sea below.

  I’m not sure if it was some unknowable pull from the place itself or simply curiosity that drove me forward, wanting to see it up close, but for the first time in days I wasn’t thinking about what had happened, why I’d run away to Cornwall, the failure of my marriage, about anything really, and perhaps that was enough to drive me forward, wanting to see more of the house I’d spied.

  I set off, feet slipping up the steep path that time had forged into the rock face, the seagrass silver-green and rustling as I moved.

  My mobile began to ring, and I switched it to silent. I didn’t need to check to know it was Mark, one of several calls he’d made since yesterday.

  I swallowed, attempting to get the words Mark had hurled at me out of my brain, trying not to think about what had happened, but it was hopeless…

  The door echoed shut as I hurried down the drive, loaded down with the mishmash of gym bags that I’d hastily crammed with clothes, not wanting to delay my exit from our house any further with something as meaningless as luggage.

  A second bang followed and Mark hurtled down the drive after me, tearing a bag from my hands, the strap scraping my shoulder and causing me to wince in pain. His eyes were cold. ‘Don’t be ridiculous, Victoria – you can’t leave.’

  I shot him a look of disbelief as I ripped open the car door, flinging the rest of my stuff inside. It landed with a hollow thud against the passenger window.

  ‘I think you’ll find that I can do whatever the hell I want!’

  ‘Victoria – please,’ he said, grabbing my arm. ‘Let’s just talk about this.’

  I wrenched myself out of his grip. ‘Maybe you should have thought about talking about things before you invited someone else into our bed?’

  He ran a hand through his brown hair, and it stuck up wildly. ‘Jesus, I did try, that’s all we’ve done this past year – we haven’t stopped talking. It’s not like this is out of nowhere. And you’re acting as if you found her here or something – I wouldn’t have done that—’

  ‘Oh yes, you’re such a bloody gentleman, thank you so much for telling me instead of having me find you two together. What do you want – a gold star?’

  ‘For Christ’s sake!’ He wiped a hand over his face in anger. ‘Because you’re so fucking perfect? You haven’t been home in WEEKS. You’re never here! What the hell did you expect?’

  ‘What did I expect? Um, perhaps that you wouldn’t cheat on me just because I had to WORK!’ I screamed, my fists balled at my side.

  He closed his eyes. ‘That’s just it – everything comes second to your work.’

  I sighed. ‘I’m tired of fighting about this, Mark.’

  His eyes widened. ‘Yeah, funny that you’re sick of fighting about something that doesn’t affect you—’

  ‘What?’ I snapped, my mouth twisting. ‘You don’t think this affects me?’

  He was standing on the cold pavement in his bare feet. Behind us, the little Christmas wreath threaded with fairy lights that I’d bought in a rush of holiday spirit – still up though we were well into the new year – seemed to mock me. I stared at his toes, curling on the sleet-covered pavement, and tried to ignore the way they seemed to be turning blue. I couldn’t.

  ‘It’s cold, just go inside—’

  ‘No, you can’t leave like this—’

  ‘Please put on some shoes.’

  He ignored me. ‘Where are you going? Just tell me.’

  ‘Does it matter?’

  His mouth fell open. ‘Of course it matters. Christ!’

  ‘Why? You’re leaving me anyway,’ I pointed out.

  He blinked. ‘That’s not true – I just need time to think, to decide.’

  I made for the car door. ‘I’ll help. There, it’s decided.’

  ‘No, it’s not. Bloody hell, you’re acting as if you had nothing to do with this—’

  ‘Yes, it’s all my fault! And you – what? Slipped and fell on top of someone else?’ I shouted, climbing int
o the car and locking the door, sick of hearing his excuses. Not looking at him through the haze of tears as I put the car into reverse.

  ‘It is your fault!’ he snarled, palms beating the window, fingers scrabbling to open the locked door, while I set a course for anywhere but there.

  It turned out to be Cornwall that I fled to. Lately all my roads seemed to lead down here: for work, family – and now an escape from my marriage.

  Last night, I’d got as far as the sign for Cloudsea, the little village full of whitewashed stone cottages that ribboned around a small stretch along the Atlantic, home to my brother and his wife. I thought I’d find solace there, but I couldn’t do it, couldn’t face them. It had all seemed so simple while I was driving, but as I neared, I couldn’t face the inevitable dissection of my marriage or their pitying looks, however kindly meant.

  I felt like a jar that had been scraped out till there was nothing left inside, and all I wanted right then was a warm bed and no human interaction. I stopped my car and searched on my mobile for a hotel that was still open. I found the Black Horse Inn, forty minutes away in the opposite direction, and hit navigate.

  It was a gothic-looking building down an empty coastal road, and when I pulled open the heavy oak front door some time later I noticed dimly that the decor looked similarly ghoulish. The only nod to the current century was a neon sign that read ‘Open 24 hours’.

  ‘Looks like you’ve been through the wringer,’ said a gravelly voice from behind a black marbled counter. The craggy face belonging to the voice was illuminated by a faint light from the wall behind, where a large, ornate brass plate gleamed.

  She was a thin woman with short magenta hair. In her claw-like hand she was clutching a packet of cigarettes, and she had the wrinkled sort of mouth that looked like it was often set to purse.

  Catching sight of myself in the brass plate behind her head, I couldn’t help thinking that she had reason to purse her lips. I was wearing Mark’s faded AC/DC T-shirt, along with the hideous, shockingly pink cardigan, and my long, black curly hair was a wet, ratty mess from when I’d got caught in the rain. Whatever make-up I’d had on was now in a pool down my face and neck, and my dark eyes had deep circles beneath them, like bruises. I looked like an angsty teenager instead of a woman in her early thirties.

  ‘You should see the other guy,’ I said, with a lopsided smile.

  Her eyes widened. ‘If I give you a room I’m not going to have any trouble, am I?’

  ‘No, I just got lost,’ I lied. ‘And stuck in the rain.’ I decided not to mention the last six hours in which my life and marriage had turned to ashes.

  ‘Where were you heading?’

  ‘Cloudsea,’ I said, picturing the lovely village full of white-washed cottages ribboning the Atlantic, home to my brother and his wife, with a pang.

  Her demeanour changed. ‘That’s miles from Tregollan.’ It almost sounded a little like sympathy.

  ‘Tregollan?’

  She looked at me in disbelief. ‘That’s where you are – didn’t you know?’

  I shook my head. I’d just focused on turning left or right as the talking map instructed; I hadn’t paid much attention to which town I’d stumbled into. I eyed the cigarettes on the desk, and for a second had to stop myself from asking if I could bum one.

  ‘Well, ’tisn’t like Cloudsea here. ’Tis wild and beautiful though,’ she admitted.

  ‘Yeah…’ All I’d seen was night and fog and a very dark road.

  ‘Well, welcome anyway. I’m Gilly, and this is the Black Horse Inn. I’m sure everything will seem better in the morning,’ she said with a smile that was surprising in its gentleness, softening the lines along her mouth.

  Things didn’t seem better in the morning. But she was right about one thing: from what I’d seen since I’d set off for a walk to try and clear my head an hour before, it was beautiful here. For the first time in hours I wasn’t thinking about my imploding marriage – just the hidden cottage I’d spied amongst the cliffs.

  It took half an hour to get to the clifftop, by which time my arms and legs were covered in razor-like scratches from the sharp-pronged bushes, all of which seemed bent on enacting some personal vendetta against my flesh. When I got there I stopped in surprise. There was no house in sight, just the cliff wall itself.

  I hugged my cardigan to my frozen skin, my breath coming out in a fog, and despite the long walk, which by rights should have warmed my blood, I stamped my feet from the cold.

  Mentally, I retraced my steps. Had I made a wrong turn somewhere? It had seemed a fairly straight path from below, so at some point I should have found the house somewhere around here.

  I carried on walking, wondering if I’d simply wasted my time, when suddenly the cliffs began to change and I came across a high stone wall that seemed made from the rock face itself. I spied an unexpected, concealed entrance, which led to an iron gate that was covered in rust and ivy and invitation. It hung slightly off its hinges, revealing a garden almost out of view. I pushed it open, and with some effort, making a sound like a distant sigh, it obliged.

  On the threshold, I paused, hesitant. What if someone saw me and demanded to know why I was here? What would, or could, I say?

  All too soon though, I found that my fear was ungrounded. It was unlikely that anyone had lived here for many years. At least I hoped so, as living here would only qualify as ‘living’ in the loosest possible terms.

  Before my eyes stretched the ghostly shape of a garden, covered in long-dead plants and strangled by weeds. It was a forlorn piece of earth, littered with mountains of abandoned beer bottles, a mould-infested sofa, a collection of mildewed pizza boxes, a rusted car with missing tyres and several decades’ worth of seagull droppings.

  I heard them before I saw them, perched on top of the house’s slate roof, just visible from where I was standing, their cries a mix of warning and welcome. As I made my way down the terraced garden, their pebble-black eyes followed my every move as the house came into view. It was made of a faded sepia stone that time had aged like pale cognac. One wall was threaded with a creeping rose that seemed unusual for this time of year, yet despite the wintry chill, welcomed the visitor like a first blush.

  The front door was missing, making the empty space seem all the more eerie. Etched into the stone above the doorless entryway was the house’s name: Seafall Cottage.

  Apt, I couldn’t help thinking, as the old place looked about ready to fall into the ocean below.

  I crept inside, half afraid of what I might find. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I saw that at every point, the cottage seemed to invite nature in along with the overwhelming scent of brine and damp.

  An overturned range was all that was left of the kitchen, and the living room fared no better, with vines attaching themselves to the walls like veins, binding an old window seat in their embrace, the fabric turned green with lichen.

  Wine bottles and cigarette buts littered the wooden floors, which had warped and split apart at the seams, yet all of it was simply background to the view. Dominating most of an entire wall was a massive circular window made up of a series of petal-shaped panes of glass, most of which were missing. It offered a breath-stealing view of the blue-green ocean below, lending an air of magic despite the ruin, as if it were a kind of enchanted sea garden. Despite its state of disrepair, it was beautiful.

  I couldn’t help but wonder why it had been abandoned. I guessed that it had been used as a sort of local hangout for parties, perhaps serving as a camp for the town’s teenage population or for more nefarious purposes. But what I couldn’t fathom was why. I thought of the roses, the cottage’s pretty name – someone had put care into this place, why had it been left like this?

  As I explored the rest of the house, I found a pantry with empty shelves, a heavy glass jar filled with decaying fruit. In a smaller room was a broken sleeping cot, its frame sagging in the middle, the mattress grey and spotted with mould.

  The stairs that led
from the living room were spiralled like a turret shell, and as I looked up, I could see sea glass patterning each curving balustrade. My way was blocked by several pieces of heavy furniture that had been left on the steps.

  When I turned back, I saw a door set into the front wall of the house. It had an old brass knob, sticky with age, and I had to batter it open with a shoulder.

  My old mentor, my history professor from university, Stan Fenridge, had once told me, ‘If you’re going to make the past your present, be prepared for a lifetime of dust…’ It was a motto of sorts. Dust, and sometimes bruised shoulders, were an occupational hazard of the biographer’s trade.

  I’d been telling other people’s life stories now for over a decade; it’s what had brought me down to Cornwall for most of the past year, as I worked on a new biography of Daphne du Maurier. I’d been transcribing some never-before-seen letters from an old family friend of hers down in Fowey, and piecing together her story, particularly about how so much of it was influenced by this remarkable county, its history, enchantment and mythology. Perhaps it had begun to influence me too – though, truth be told, I’d always been a bit too curious for my own good.

  After my third attempt, the door sprung wide, and I stumbled out onto a veranda a metre wide, spanning the length of the house. The railing was broken, offering a barrier-free drop to the open sky and the churning blue-green waves below. I stood, gasping, my knees shaking with fear as I peered down.

  A sudden movement to my left caught my eye. I wasn’t alone. I turned my head towards the side of the house and saw an old man staring straight back at me. I blinked in shock. In the seconds that my eyes were closed, he was gone. A sudden fear gripped me. Had he run off to go and call someone?

  With mincing steps, keeping to the wall, I made my way towards the side of the house, where the veranda joined level ground – and where the man had been standing moments before. There, I found an entryway to a walled kitchen garden just off the house. As I watched, I saw him go through a canopy of foliage with a wheelbarrow.