THE NANNY (A BILLIONAIRE BWWM ROMANCE)
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He didn’t ignore the boys though. On the weekends he was in town, he spent them with the family. Those were usually Trisha’s days off when she’d go visit with Sam or Brandon or Justin, so she never really got to see Jonathan in ‘dad’ mode. Maybe that would change on this trip .
As she looked at Jonathan silhouetted in the moonlight, she was glad to be here .
And maybe a little nervous. After all, this was the closest she’d had to a date in months! Sam kept trying to set her up with one of their friends, but she couldn’t get Jonathan out of her mind. Every time he walked into a room or she passed him in the hall, her heart would beat a bit faster and her hands would get a bit clammy. It was like a schoolgirl crush… and a little sand between her toes wasn’t helping anything !
“I’m sorry I haven’t had much free time, but I’m almost finished with my work here. With any luck, I’ll be home with you and the boys in a couple days, and we’ll have a few days to enjoy.” He grinned at her, and her heart began to hammer .
God, would she ever get over this stupid crush? It was a miracle she hadn’t screwed things up yet. If she wasn’t careful, he’d realize her gaze was just a bit too friendly and he’d give her the boot .
And yet, as they walked in relative silence, Trisha found herself drifting closer and closer to him. She was like a moth being driven toward his flame. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t pull away .
When they stopped to look out at the gentle waves crashing against the sand, she stood only a few inches away from him. She could feel his body heat, even on this warm night. She wanted to press against him and feel his arm around her shoulders .
He turned to face her and when she looked up into his eyes, her breath caught in her throat. He’d always been gorgeous, but standing here now, he was heavenly. Slowly, she moved toward him, her eyes closing and lips parting just slightly .
Time slowed to a crawl until her lips pressed against his. Fireworks exploded inside her and she pressed her entire body against his. When he wrapped his arms around her and held her tight, she thought she might melt into him .
She had no idea how long they stood there, kissing like teenagers, but when a particularly strong wave crashed against the shore, the cool water hitting their bare feet, they jumped apart .
Trisha stared at him, her eyes wide. She hadn’t just done that. No way. She hadn’t just kissed her boss. “Oh god!” she said at last, her voice having risen an octave. “I’m so sorry! I shouldn’t have done that !”
When she turned to run back to the villa, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her back against him. His arms were around her waist again, holding her tight against his strong body. He looked into her eyes, his emerald gaze once again mesmerizing her .
“Don’t be sorry.” His voice was like velvet, making her shiver as it washed over her. “There’s just something about you, Trisha… I can’t help myself, no matter how hard I’ve tried .”
He brushed a strand of hair out of her face, then leaned in and kissed her again. The world began to spin as they kissed, Trisha’s legs wobbling beneath her. If Jonathan hadn’t had his arms around her, she’d have crumpled into the soft sand .
Again, they were both panting when they broke the kiss. This time though, Jonathan didn’t let go of her. As they stood there, staring into each other’s eyes like lovers, she could feel something pressing against her body. For the second time, her breath caught in her throat as she realized what it was .
God, he must be huge ! Trisha thought to herself. She should’ve pulled away, should’ve run back to the villa and locked herself in her room until morning. Even if he was gorgeous and clearly turned on, she shouldn’t have been doing this. He was still her boss !
But she couldn’t bring herself to move. She stood there, letting him hold her, her heart threatening to pound right through her chest. With how tight they were pressed together, she knew he could feel every single beat .
“I need you, Trisha,” he said, his voice gravely now. “I’ve needed this for so long .”
She knew exactly what he meant. She’d needed this as well. How many lonely nights had she spent in bed, thinking about him? How many times had he invaded her dreams, doing all sorts of sordid things to her ?
Now she wanted him to do those sordid things in real life too .
“I want this too,” she said, her mouth dry. Her face flushed, and she knew, even in the darkness, he’d be able to tell .
“We… we should go back to the villa,” he said before giving her another quick kiss .
She leaned her head against his chest. She’d have gladly let him have his way with her right out in the open if that’d been what he wanted, but when he took her by the hand and led her back down the beach, she followed along eagerly .
Her mind raced with all of the possibilities. She had no idea what Jonathan had planned for her, but she didn’t care. She just wanted to be with him, to be touched by him, to be held by him. Whatever he wanted, she would gladly give him .
Even with their quickened pace, the walk back to the villa seemed to take longer than it had coming out. The universe was screwing with her, making her wait as long as possible before she’d get what she craved .
Quietly, the crept into the villa, locking the sliding glass door. The last thing either of them wanted was for this to be interrupted. Jonathan lead her to his room and she kicked the door shut .
The door hadn’t even closed before she was in his arms again, their lips pressed together in urgency. They both wanted this. No, they both needed this. Neither of them could deny their feelings any longer now .
“God Trisha,” Jonathan said, sounding breathless. “You’re the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever seen .”
She ran a finger down his chest, feeling the contours of his muscles beneath the thin t-shirt .
Jonathan took her hand and held it in both of his until she looked back up into his eyes. “I’ve never been with a woman like you before. Smart, gentle, kind, delicious...” He leaned in and kissed her again .
Now her heart really did try to burst free from her chest. “Please… Jonathan… I need this …”
“Your wish is my command.” He gently kissed her hand, then let go and pulled his t-shirt off, making her gasp at the sight of his toned body. He really was a god come to life !
But before she could say anything, his hands were on her, pulling off light sundress over her head, leaving her in nothing but her bra and panties. Immediately, she felt self-conscious, but when he pulled her back into his arms and kissed her again, she lost all inhibitions .
He didn’t even break the kiss as he unhooked her bra and let it fall to the ground. Nor did he break it when Trisha reached between them and began to undo his pants, letting them drop to the floor as well. When he kicked them off and pulled her tight against him, she could feel his hardness pressing against her, only his silk boxers separating them now .
God, he felt even bigger than before .
“Are you sure about this?” Jonathan asked after breaking the kiss .
All Trisha could do was nod. She couldn’t speak any more, her mouth and throat having gone dry. Even her brain was full of fuzz and static .
Gently, Jonathan pushed her toward the bed. When the mattress hit the back of her knees, she sat down, Jonathan now towering over her. But he didn’t stay there long. Instead, he dropped to his knees in front of her .
When he slipped his fingers into the waistband of her panties, she lifted her hips and let him pull them down. Her face was hotter than ever as he spread her legs and got his first look at her nakedness. It’d been so long since a man had seen her like this, she’d almost forgotten what a thrill it was .
He didn’t waste any time before leaning in and kissing along her hidden folds, making her moan out in pleasure. She had to clamp a hand over her mouth to keep from waking the boys as Jonathan continued to kiss and lick her .
Soon, his fingers were working their way inside her, gently at first,
then with more intensity. It was all she could do to keep from moaning too loudly. Jonathan was incredibly skilled, bringing her closer and closer to the point of no return with every single calculated touch .
Legs on his shoulders, she laid back on the bed, squeezing her eyes shut. She’d imagined this many times over the past few months, but none of her dreams even came close to the real thing. Her dream man was nothing compared to this god in front of her .
“Oh fuck,” she breathed out through gritted teeth. “God, I’m almost there .”
Her breath came in gasps now, her hands balled into fists around the bedsheets. Fire began to pool into her veins, coursing through her body all at once. She fought to hold on as long as possible, but it wasn’t much use. Jonathan was far too good for that .
Then, in a blinding flash, her entire body seemed to explode. “Oh god!” she yelled out, much louder than she wanted two. Her hips arched up off the bed and she grabbed Jonathan’s short hair, pushing him tight against her. She shook and spasmed as her orgasm rocked through her body .
For a moment, she thought it might last forever. Then it was gone, and she was laying in the bed again, trying desperately to catch her breath. Stars floated before her eyes as she gazed up at the ceiling. Even from just that, she was worn already, her body completely exhausted .
But when she let go of Jonathan and he stood up grinning at her, his lips glistening with her juices, she found her second wind. She shuddered at the sight of him, his black silk boxers tented obscenely .
God, she couldn’t believe how turned on he was making her right then. He’d just given her an explosive orgasm she’d never forget, and already she wanted more. Needed more. She needed more than just his fingers and mouth. She needed him inside her .
“Fuck me,” she breathed out between pants. “Please, Jonathan, I need it .”
He leaned over and kissed her, his hardness pressing against her again. “I’ve been waiting to hear those words,” he said, that rich voice washing over her once more. She’d never get tired of hearing him talk, especially that close to her, with barely anything between them .
When he stood up again, he pushed down his boxers and revealed himself to her for the first time. Her heart seemed to stop in her chest as she took in every inch of him, from his chiseled torso, to his long, thick manhood, down his sculpted legs .
Fucking hell .
He was way more man than she’d ever had, in more ways than one !
But, as she stared at him, there was no place she’d rather have been. And when he stepped forward and leaned over to kiss her again, the fireworks returned, echoing through her entire body. She wrapped her arms around him and held tight, feeling his bare hardness sliding against her .
God, she couldn’t wait to feel him inside her! If he was even half as good as he’d been with his tongue and fingers, she knew she was in for the ride of her life .
After a few moments of making out, their tongues eagerly exploring the other’s mouth, Jonathan broke the kiss and grinned at her. He reached down and stroked himself, Trisha watching as her breath hitched in her throat .
“Fuck me,” she said, her own voice hoarse and desperate .
She didn’t have to ask him again. He lifted her legs and pulled her until she was right at the edge of the bed. Moments later, she felt him right at her entrance, gasping as she slowly pushed his way inside .
As he slid into her, inch by inch, her entire body seemed to be on fire. He fit perfectly, stretching her to the absolute limit like their bodies had been made for each other. By the time he’d pushed his entire length in, she felt complete for the first time in her life. They were like two puzzle pieces, locking together into one .
It wasn’t until Jonathan leaned down and pressed their lips together again that he really began to fuck her. She gasped and moaned into his mouth, her hands wrapping around his neck and head .
There’s no way she’d have been able to contain her moans. She’d had only a tenuous control over herself earlier, but now, that control had gone completely out the window. His kisses were the only thing muffling the sounds of their passion .
Each time he thrust into her, jolts of electricity shot through Trisha’s body. That familiar fire began to envelop her again, bringing her closer and closer to the finish line with each passing second .
Jonathan moaned into her mouth. His hips moved faster and faster, his fingers digging into Trisha’s soft flesh. Neither of them would be able to last much longer .
Trisha tried to hold on as long as possible, but she just couldn’t do it anymore. Tendrils of fire lashed out against her insides as the world around her began to spin. Every muscle in her body contracted at once, her pussy clamping down on Jonathan’s massive cock like a vice .
He thrust into her one last time and she could feel the tension reach its peak. Even with her mind soaring a million miles away, she could feel his cock throb and pulse inside her as he came .
For a few blissful moments, Trisha thought she’d died and gone to heaven. Then, she came crashing down to Earth, gasping for air, her heart pounding. When Jonathan broke the kiss and smiled down at her, she thought she might melt right into the bedsheets .
“You’re amazing,” he said, his voice low and deep .
Trisha shook her head, already feeling the flush rising in her cheeks. “No, you were amazing .”
Jonathan kissed her again, this time just a gentle peck on the lips. When he pulled out of her, Trisha gasped and whimpered. Emptiness filled her now, and she crossed her arms over her chest as a cool breeze wafted over her .
She turned and saw the door to Jonathan’s balcony had been left open. She hoped no one had seen or heard them together. They’d done their best to be quiet, but there was only so much you could do .
Jonathan didn’t seem worried in the least. He simply crawled into the bed and pulled Trisha into his arms. As she lay her head on his chest, he lifted the now ruffled blanket and slid it over the two of them .
With Jonathan’s arms wrapped tightly around her, it was like all of her problems and worries just disappeared. And as she closed her eyes, she no longer cared about anything except this moment .
* * *
S unlight washing over her woke Trisha the next morning. She could hear birds chirping in the distance as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes. Her brain still foggy, she couldn’t figure out where she was for a few moments .
Then last night came crashing into her all at once. She turned to look at Jonathan, only to realize he wasn’t there. His side of the bed had long since gone cold, meaning he’d been up for awhile .
Trisha frowned and pulled the blanket tighter around her. Why hadn’t he woken her before he’d left ?
She leaned back against the headboard and sighed. She wanted to believe he’d left quietly because he hadn’t want to disturb her. But what if he realized they’d made a mistake ?
Trisha was just the nanny. She wasn’t a trophy wife or a celebrity, and she certainly wasn’t some wealthy debutant. She’d grown up just outside the projects in a house that lived paycheck to paycheck. She was nothing like any of the other women Jonathan had dated .
Even now, she could see the photos of him with girls on his arms from when she’d looked him up. They’d all been cut from the same cloth. Tall, slender, dressed in clothes that cost more than she’d make in a year… and they were white .
Was she just being paranoid? Maybe Jonathan didn’t care about that sort of thing …
When she glanced over at the clock, she sighed again. She needed to get up and back to her room before the boys woke up. The last thing she needed was for either of them to figure out what had happened last night. If they saw her coming out of Jonathan’s room wearing the clothes she’d worn last night, they might wonder what was going on .
She snuck back to her own room. Thankfully neither boy was awake just yet .
A hot shower helped wash away the memories of last night, but it didn’t wash away the
guilt. She’d let her lust get the better of her and slept with her boss. If he had second thoughts about what happened, this whole job might go up in flames. And besides that… she’d never used her body to get ahead in the workplace. What if he saw things differently? What if he thought she was trying to get more money out of him ?
She’d really started to enjoy this job. The boys had grown on her and were kinda like younger brothers now. She didn’t want to have to leave them .
But what choice would she have ?
She’d just have to enjoy what was left of the vacation. It’d probably be the last one she’d take for a long time …
16
Jonathan
H e’d panicked that morning and he knew it. When he’d woken up with Trisha in his arms, he’d practically bolted out the door. He’d spent an hour sitting in a café, waiting until he could head to his meetings for the day .
Months had gone by with him keeping his distance from her and, in one night, he’d blown it all .
God, why couldn’t he just keep his dick in his pants ?
Going on that walk had been his first mistake. But it’s been such a beautiful night and he’d needed to just unwind. He’d brought Trisha and the boys along to make this trip in the hopes of having a bit of a vacation, not to turn the nanny into a brand new sexual conquest .
So much for that idea .
He could avoid Trisha for today and even tomorrow, but after that, he’d need to face her. He’d planned to stay here for a few days after the meetings for a real family vacation, and yet, he was already thinking of excuses to go home early. He’d never felt like such a screw up in his life .