Paula looked up and grinned. “Brace yourself, Jesse.”
Jesse nodded, unable to do anything but listen and pray that the review was good.
“Seattle, we have a new nirvana. Forget the mocha-cinnos, the double-shot lattes and any other form of decadent delights in your life. Drop whatever it is you’re doing and head directly to the Keyes Bakery. Order as many of their brownies as you can afford, then indulge yourself with a delicious, rich, incredible chocolate treat that will give you a rush unlike any you’ve ever experienced.”
Paula continued reading, but Jesse wasn’t listening. She didn’t have to. The brownies were a hit. She’d done it. She started to laugh. It was going to be a very good day.
JESSE SHOWED UP FOR her shift at ten in the morning. The entire building was in a state of confusion. The parking lot was overflowing, there were a dozen people standing in line and a very unhappy-looking Nicole met her before she’d gone five steps into the bakery.
“Did you know about this?” her sister demanded. “Did you know about the review?”
“Not until I read about it in the paper.”
Nicole didn’t look convinced. “We don’t have enough. We’re going to sell out within the hour. Then what am I supposed to tell people?”
Jesse stared at her. “I didn’t know,” she said. “If I had, don’t you think I would have told you? Don’t you think I would have wanted us to be prepared for the rush? At the very least, you have to think I’d want to rub it in.”
That seemed to convince her sister. “It’s a mess,” Nicole murmured. “They’re buying a half-dozen at a time. We’re making them as fast as we can, but we have limited production capability. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.”
Jesse ignored the implication that her brownies couldn’t possibly take off. They had a bigger problem right now.
“Are there phone orders?” she asked.
Nicole’s expression tightened. “A few.”
Which Jesse would guess meant a lot. “This is only going to get bigger. What if we rented a kitchen short-term? We don’t need much space. A couple of commercial ovens would do it. There’s virtually no start-up costs with that.”
“That’s a fairly permanent solution for a short-term problem,” Nicole said.
Jesse didn’t think it was short-term, but she decided not to push on that. “We could sell the extras over the Internet.”
Her sister groaned. “Are you ever going to let that go?”
“No. It’s a great idea. It’s easy money. I have the Web site ready. All I need is to hook up with a server and we’ll be online.”
“Another of your community college business classes?”
“Yes,” Jesse said, trying not to be annoyed by her sister’s continuing doubt. “I’ve researched the right shipping material and boxes. It would take two days to get us up and running. We could even use it as spillover for bakery customers.”
“I don’t think so,” Nicole said.
“You can’t even muster one ounce of enthusiasm about any of this, can you?” Jesse asked, feeling bitter and defeated. “You’re not happy because it’s my recipe.”
“I’m cautious because I have a responsibility to this business and my employees. I can’t throw around resources just because you think it’s a good idea. We’re talking about a lot of money. I have payroll to meet. People depend on me. I can’t afford to make a mistake.”
Jesse pointed to the parking lot. “That isn’t a mistake.”
“It’s not today, but what about in a week? A month? Do we hire new people then turn around and fire them if this doesn’t work? I won’t play with people’s lives on a whim. I have more to worry about than your brownies, Jesse. I’m sorry if that bothers you.
“If you want to learn about the business,” Nicole continued, “I would welcome that. I’m happy to give you a chance. But there’s a lot more to the bakery than the flavor of the week. I have to remember that even if you don’t.”
Jesse didn’t know what to say. Fortunately she saw Sid walking toward them. She couldn’t read his expression, but it was one she’d never seen before.
“What’s wrong?” Nicole asked.
“Nothing. Line two. You need to take this call.”
Nicole crossed to the old wall phone, punched a button then picked up the receiver.
“This is Nicole,” she said, sounding wary. She listened for about thirty seconds, then asked the caller to hold on. She handed the phone to Jesse. “It’s for you.” She thrust out the receiver and walked away.
Jesse stood staring after her. What on earth? “Hello?”
The female caller sighed. “Who am I talking to now?”
“Jesse Keyes.”
“Really? That’s great. Finally. You were not easy to track down. The number I found for you in Spokane was forwarded to another line, but you never picked up. I didn’t know what else to do.”
Jesse frowned. “I forwarded it to my cell.”
“You might want to keep that turned on, you know. It would make it easier to reach you.”
“Who are you?”
The other woman laughed. “Right. Sorry. Margo Walkin. I’m a producer here at Good Morning America. I’m in New York, but I used to live in Seattle. It’s my birthday and my mom sent me some of your brownies as part of my present. Oh. My. God. They were incredible. Then she said they’re getting all this buzz out there, so I thought I could do a segment on them. Or you. I know there’s a story. So I want to set up a phone interview so we can talk and then I’ll get a team out there for some filming. What do you think?”
Jesse looked at the crowd of cars in the parking lot and thought about the article in the newspaper, then she laughed. “I think it’s going to be a really, really good day!”
NICOLE SAT ON THE COUCH, then threw herself sideways and buried her face in a cushion. “I’m a horrible person,” she muttered.
“You’re not.”
Claire’s voice was warm and loving. The perfect supportive sister. Nicole knew she didn’t deserve it.
“I’m hideous,” she mumbled into the fabric. “I should have to wear a sign and a bell so people can be warned that I’m coming and can run away. Like I’m some kind of emotional leper.”
“You’re not an emotional leper,” Claire told her. “Although you are dramatic. You’re usually more rational than this.”
“I can’t seem to be rational about Jesse. I think that’s the problem.”
“Apparently. Now sit up. You’ll hurt your back if you stay like that.”
Nicole straightened. One of the things she most loved about Claire was that her sister always saw the best in people. Claire would listen and try to make Nicole feel better. Unlike Jesse, who would point out Nicole was acting like a bitch, then say she deserved what she got.
“I miss her,” Nicole admitted. “I missed her while she was gone and now that she’s back, I miss her more. I hate what’s happening. I hate how I’m acting. I hear the words and I can’t believe they’re coming out of my mouth.”
“Why are you saying them? Are you still angry at her about Drew?”
“I don’t know. Maybe. Yes.”
“Do you believe that she didn’t sleep with him?”
Nicole didn’t want to go there. “Yes, I believe her, but I’m still so hurt and upset. I can’t seem to let it go. It’s been five years. Shouldn’t I be over this?”
“Probably, but you’re not.”
Nicole eyed her. “I always think of you as the helpful sister.”
“I’m trying. Look, it’s been five years, but nothing’s changed for you.”
“It’s the Oprah moment all over again.”
Nicole hadn’t meant to say that and as soon as the words were out, she wished she could call them back.
“What’s the Oprah moment?” Claire asked, sitting next to her on the sofa and rubbing her back. “Is that like the lightbulb thing?”
“Nothing that positive,” Nicole muttered, feeling
smaller and meaner by the second. “I was on Oprah about ten years ago. Someone sent her one of our chocolate cakes and she liked it so much, she brought me out to the show so I could talk about it.”
Claire’s eyes brightened as she grinned. “You never told me. That’s incredible.”
“It was supposed to be, only I didn’t get to talk about the cake. Between inviting me and my going to Chicago, someone on her show found out about you. So instead of showing off the famous Keyes chocolate cake to America, I answered questions about what it had been like having a twin sister who was a child prodigy. I hired extra workers, got in the ingredients, all for nothing. We got an extra dozen or so orders and that was it.”
Nicole shrugged. “It was back when you and I weren’t speaking, so I wasn’t thrilled.”
“I’m sorry,” Claire told her.
The bitch of it was, she meant it, Nicole thought. “You’re too soft-hearted.”
“You’re too mean, but I love you anyway.”
“I don’t want to be mean,” Nicole said, knowing that might be something she couldn’t change. “I’m so proud of what Jesse’s done. She had that kid all on her own and she’s done a good job with him. She’s all grown-up and capable. That’s a good thing. I should be happy.”
“But you’re not,” Claire said and hugged her. “It’s okay.”
“It’s not okay. She’s my sister. I love her so much and I can’t seem to let go of the past. I can’t seem to trust her to get it right. I’m angry and resentful. Why can’t I talk about the good stuff? She went to college. Did she tell you that? She got her AA by herself while raising Gabe and working full-time. Without any help. Who does that? Amazing people. People who are way better than me.”
Nicole sucked in a breath so she wouldn’t cry. “I miss her and I love her and I think I hate her. What’s wrong with me?”
“You’re human.”
“I’m a total bitch. I need to let the past go. I want to.”
“Do you?”
Nicole continued to fight tears. “I hate it when you’re insightful, but go ahead. Say it. You should and I probably need to hear it.”
“If Jesse isn’t the villain then you have to deal with why your first marriage failed. You have to accept responsibility.”
“Why would I care about that? It’s been five years. I love Hawk. Drew’s long gone and I would never want him back.”
“This isn’t about him. It’s about you. It’s about admitting you screwed up.”
“I accept responsibility for what I do wrong,” Nicole said, feeling a little stung. “Jesse’s the one who always-”
Except Jesse wasn’t like that anymore. Jesse seemed to have her act together.
“I’m happy she’s back,” Nicole said. “I just don’t know how to deal with all the crap that’s coming to the surface.”
“You’ll figure it out.”
“I’d better. I don’t want to lose her again.”
“DOES MY DADDY LIKE ME?” Gabe asked.
Jesse wished she wasn’t driving so that she could pull her son into her arms and hug him until he never had to think anything bad again in his whole life.
“He does like you,” she said instead. “He likes you a lot. But he doesn’t have any experience around kids, so he doesn’t know what to say. That makes him afraid of saying or doing the wrong thing. Grown-ups really hate that, so instead of making a mistake, he won’t do anything.”
Was this too much information for a four-year-old? Sometimes she just wasn’t sure.
“But it’s okay to make a mistake as long as you say you’re sorry,” Gabe said.
She laughed. “It is and I’ll remind him of that.”
“Good. Because I want him to be my daddy.”
“I want that, too,” she said and climbed out of the car.
She helped him out of his car seat, then collected the board games she’d brought for the evening at Matt’s house.
Getting together had been her suggestion. She’d been nervous about calling after their encounter in his office, but as getting Gabe and his father connected was a major part of her reason for moving back to Seattle, it seemed silly to avoid him just because of how easily he caused her thighs to go up in flames. That was her problem, not his, and she would deal with it like a grown-up.
They walked up to the large double doors in front of Matt’s house. Gabe looked around. “Is this a hotel, Mommy?”
“No. It’s just a big house.”
Gabe looked confused. “Is there another family here?”
“No, honey. Just your daddy.”
“Just him?”
Jesse remembered the redhead who had been there when she’d first shown up. “Most of the time.”
She wasn’t going to think about Matt’s other women or their kiss or anything else that could cause a problem. Tonight was about her son and his father and making sure they learned how to communicate.
The door opened before she could ring the bell. Matt stood there, all tall and sexy in jeans and a T-shirt. Casual. It was a good look for him. Of course, so was naked, although she’d promised herself not to think about that.
“Hi,” she said, suddenly feeling nervous.
“Hi, yourself.” He glanced down. “Hi, Gabe.”
Her son seemed to brace himself. “Hello,” he said quietly.
“Want to come in?” Matt asked.
Gabe looked at her, then nodded and walked into the house. Jesse followed him.
The entryway was as big as her rental back in Spokane, she thought as she stared at the wall in front of them. It was two stories high, with water rushing down.
Gabe stared wide-eyed. “It’s raining inside,” he breathed. “Mommy, look. It’s raining.”
She thought about explaining that it was a water feature, albeit an expensive one. But maybe it was better to let her son think it was actual rain.
“I see,” she said. “Pretty cool, huh?”
Matt walked over to a side wall and flipped a switch. Instantly the water on the wall fell into the pool below, then there was silence.
Gabe’s expression turned to awe. “You can do that?”
Matt grinned. “So can you. Come on. I’ll show you.”
The switch was a little high. Jesse started to move toward them, but Matt simply reached down, grabbed Gabe around the waist and lifted him so he could reach. The boy turned on the switch and the water began to fall again.
Gabe laughed. “Mommy, can we have one of these?”
“Not for a while,” she said, thinking there was a whole lot of other stuff they needed first. Of course, she didn’t have Matt’s millions.
He put Gabe down. “I’m ready to play some games,” Matt told him. “What about you?”
Gabe nodded.
“Through here,” Matt said, leading them down a short hall, past a kitchen large enough to serve two hundred and into an open family room. At least Jesse assumed it was a family room. The ceiling stretched up a couple of stories. There were wall-to-wall windows with a perfect view of Lake Washington. The fireplace could double as a guest room if it wasn’t in use and there were four sofas scattered throughout the space.
Who lived like this? Okay, obviously Matt did, which was so weird. What had happened to the guy who’d complained that a three-bedroom town house was too big?
He went toward a sofa, but Gabe dropped onto the soft rug by the fireplace. Jesse smiled at Matt. “We play on the floor.”
He looked doubtful, but joined them.
She set down the games she’d brought. “Chutes and Ladders and Candyland. Two perennial favorites.” She glanced at Gabe and grinned. “Let’s start with the easier one first. He’s new to this.”
Gabe laughed and reached for Chutes and Ladders.
Jesse set up the game. “Do I need to explain the rules?” she asked, thinking that teasing him would help with the sexual awareness she felt arcing between them. If they were laughing and focused on Gabe or the game, it was a whole lo
t more safe. At least for her.
“I can figure it out as we go,” he told her, his dark eyes bright with amusement.
Gabe picked up the dice. “Here,” he said. “You can go first.”
“Very nice,” Jesse whispered.
“He’s new,” Gabe whispered back.
“I can hear both of you,” Matt grumbled and threw the dice.
Five minutes later, Gabe laughed as both she and Matt slid down chutes while he just kept going up and up on ladders.
“He’s going to win,” she told Matt.
“I can see that. It’s because he has more practice.”
“Maybe. Or he’s just really good at the game.”
Matt threw the dice and groaned as he landed on yet another chute.
He was being a good sport about it, she thought, pleased with how the evening was going. There was a lot less tension and while Matt wasn’t exactly talking directly to Gabe all that much, they seemed more comfortable together.
When Gabe ran off to look out the big window, she turned to Matt.
“How are you doing?” she asked.
“Fine.”
He looked comfortable enough, stretched out on his side on the rug, his head propped on his hand.
“Is he less scary or are you faking it better?” she asked.
“I’ve been doing some reading online. On his age group. What they like, where they are developmentally.”
Did that mean he was starting to see Gabe as a person and his son? Was it too soon for that? Before she could figure out a way to ask, Gabe returned to her side and threw himself on her.
“I love you, Mommy,” he said as he landed on her stomach.
She rolled, taking him with her, landing with him on his back. All the easier to tickle him. “I love you, too,” she said as she wiggled her fingers against his side.
He shrieked with laughter and rolled closer. She laughed, too, then pulled him against her. They hugged and she breathed in the little-boy scent of him.
Her heart kept growing and growing, she thought. It had to be getting bigger, otherwise it couldn’t possibly hold all the love she felt for her son.
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