“It’s not me that will be hard on them,” Isaac said sighing. “There’s many a tongue will wag over this.”
“But they did nothing wrong,” Mattie said, the concern obvious in her voice.
“No,” Isaac said, “I guess they didn’t.”
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Manny Troyer looked out of his plane window, his large frame cramped in his seat. The Columbus International airport had just been announced on the intercom. They were twenty minutes out. He reached for his seat belt and wearily tried to fastened it. The first two tries failed, but the clip caught on the third.
A stewardess gave him a professional smile as she walked by. She saw his fastened seat belt and raised seat and moved on. Her face reminded Manny of someone he thought he had forgotten.
Yet he knew he would never forget her. There were times when her face, dimmed by time and distance, no longer could be seen clearly. The years had done things to him, to his memories, and to his body. He groaned and shifted in his seat, but when it came to Emma, he still remembered.
Strange that I’ve never married, he thought. Yet, is it so strange? He didn’t know sometimes. The strangest thing was how well he had been accepted in his church world as an unmarried man. Men in Mennonite and Amish worlds were expected to marry. Manny had been the exception. Things had just kind of happened—or rather not happened.
He was an old man now, in more ways than one. He was weary in body and soul. Life had been good to him, though, he often told himself. Not everyone got to do the kind of work he did and enjoyed. His work had begun as a missionary at the Mennonite mission in Haiti. Later he became its director, and now he was the executive director of all mission activity on the island. He sat on a half dozen American church and university boards, a respected and sought out voice when it came to missions.
There were days when he wondered whether life would have turned out like this if things between him and Emma would have been different. Would his passions have been directed toward a more earthly goal—wife, family, children, and now grandchildren?
Outside the plane window, low banks of clouds hung on the horizon. The sun was about to set, and its last rays lit up the sky above and the clouds beneath with multiple layers of color. Gold, red, and orange set that side of the universe on fire. Manny took the sight in, the display soothing his spirits.
He saw others in front of him react too. A woman brought her child up to the glass. A man nudged his wife and nodded his head to direct her vision outside. God had once again displayed His glory, Manny thought. In unexpected and startling places, He reminded humans of who He was. They were all drawn to the vision almost by reflex, whether they worshipped Him or not.
“We are now descending,” the calm voice of the pilot said over the intercom. The plane creaked and groaned as if it heard his voice. Manny felt his ears sting and then pop. He rubbed them with his index fingers and felt better. Old man, he said to himself. But he knew his ears always popped on flights just as he knew his love for Emma had always been there.
Few knew of their long-ago relationship—at least that’s what Manny believed. He certainly never spoke of it. Others would, no doubt, consider the story a tragedy, a thing to shake their heads over and pity him for. Manny wanted no pity, and he didn’t want to think of the past at all.
Manny believed thinking of the past was an unhealthy exercise. It was always best to leave things alone, and that was how Manny had left them—very alone. The letter in his briefcase, addressed to him from a law firm he had never heard of, had brought the past home to him.
That summer, now so many years ago, he had attended an Amish social of some sort. Manny couldn’t remember exactly what sort because normally Mennonite youth didn’t go to such events. But this time his Amish cousin had persuaded Manny to accompany him. The cousin had been visiting from Pennsylvania and needed the company for courage, he said.
Manny didn’t believe in love at first sight even though he had been thoroughly smitten that night by the tall Amish girl dressed in a dark blue outfit. Her white apron only added to the charm. He caught her eye when she walked past him. He knew there were things in his eyes he wished weren’t there, and he knew they showed. He also knew she knew.
Apparently things were obvious enough to cause his cousin to whisper in his ear, “Don’t make a scene. Quit looking at her. You’re not Amish. I’ll ask her afterward.”
Later that night—late even for Manny, the Mennonite boy—after the social ended, the cousin discretely talked to the tall Amish girl and made arrangements.
She had planned to walk home, the cousin said, because she didn’t live far away. The cousin found a way home with someone else.
“Behave yourself,” Manny remembered his cousin whispering and made a face at the tease. “You’re a stinker,” the cousin told him. “By the way, her name is Emma. I already told her what yours is.”
Manny hung on to his wildly bucking emotions and wondered what in the world he was about to do. He knew enough about Amish ways to know that one didn’t pick up an Amish girl unaccompanied by family members, even if she walked home alone. It was highly forbidden.
At the social the girl had paid him no more attention, apparently lost in her own world, as she chatted with both boys and girls around him. When the social ended, she got her coat and walked out the back door without a backward glance. Manny waited a few minutes and went out with a group of boys, who split with him in the yard. They went to the barn for their horses, and he to the yard where his car was parked.
He kept the lights off, started the car, and eased forward. Two buggies came from the barnyard and made him reconsider the lights, so he compromised by turning on his fog lights. By their dim light, he waited until the boys drove the buggies to the house, picked up the girls, and drove away. Thankfully they all turned east at the road, their horses trotting into the night.
Manny had moved as quickly as he dared and before more buggies came along. At the blacktop he had turned west. Just over the crest of the hill, his headlights caught her blue dress. The white apron stood out in darkness like a shiny beacon of light. He slowed to a crawl and stuck his head out the window. She looked at him, and he expected the adventure to end right there, with a motion from her hand that he continue, a scowl on her face at his boldness.
Instead she said, “Good evening, stranger,” walked around the car when he stopped, and got in.
“I’m Manny,” he said. The darkness hid everything but the dim outline of her face.
“That’s what your cousin said. He’s visiting from Pennsylvania.”
“Yes.” Manny accelerated, afraid a buggy would appear behind them, and the driver raise the questions he didn’t want asked.
“My place is just up the road,” she said.
“Why do you walk?”
“I’m the youngest and have no brothers to drive,” she said. “I drive when it’s too far.”
“What will your parents say about this? Can I drop you off at the end of the lane?”
“You’re just giving me a ride home,” she said and laughed, the sound rippling through the car. “Isn’t that what you’re doing?”
Manny swallowed hard. The words wanted to stick in his throat, and he felt the precipice beneath him. “I had hoped it was more than that,” he said.
“Really,” she said and laughed again.
He didn’t think she was mocking him with her laugh. He thought she also hoped there was more. “Maybe I can see more of you. I know it’s kind of sudden. I’ve never seen you before tonight. But…”
“Maybe you ought to come around more often.”
“To see you? At your house?” Manny couldn’t keep the surprise out of his voice.
She laughed again, and he knew it was more beautiful each time he heard the sound. “Silly. The socials.”
“Oh…but I can’t really do that. I’m Mennonite.”
“I guess you are,” she said, as if she had actually forgotten for a moment. “
That wouldn’t work too well. Oh, my driveway! Stop right here.”
Manny had brought the car to a stop, and she reached for the car latch to get out. The moment was here. It was now or never. Plunging off the precipice, he asked, “Can I see you again?”
“Well,” she said, and Manny couldn’t tell what that meant, but the car door was still not open.
“I would love to,” he said and found he meant it from the bottom of his heart.
“Really,” she said, and again Manny wasn’t certain of the tone.
Behind them the sound of horses hooves could be heard clearly, carried on the silence of the night. Something would have to be decided, he knew, and quickly.
“On Tuesday night I will go out for a walk.” Her words came out in a rush, tumbled over each other. “Just before dark. If you wait till then, no one will see us.”
The car door closed, and she was gone. He almost risked staying to watch her until she disappeared into the darkness, but the buggy behind him was too close.
He had followed her instructions and found her on Tuesday night. She was where she said she would be, on foot just a little below the house—her brother’s house she told him that night. Her parents had died recently.
They settled into the routine of meeting on Tuesday nights and then expanded their time together when he asked for more time, but always at her discretion. Moments they were, only snatches of time, caught when she would be alone or when her brother and family were away on a visit somewhere. On those nights he spent all evening with her, multiple evenings in a row, and left late. He hid his car, as best he could, down the road in a little dirt lane, and hoped no one would make the connection.
All that summer they continued until her brother discovered them. Perhaps they became too bold, were convinced of their own invincibility, and believed their relationship actually could work.
He had pulled his car up to the driveway on a Tuesday to drop her off but didn’t quite get it done. It turned out to be more of a take off than a drop off. Her brother waited there.
Mullet Miller was his name, or “M-Jay” as they called him in the Amish community, although she had never mentioned either. He had many things to say that night, after he had extracted his sister from the car and sent her into the house—things about duty and loyalty to one’s faith and Mennonites who messed with Amish girls. Manny hardly heard M-Jay’s words because his own agonizing thoughts talked too loudly.
They told him this was over, that she would never come back. He heard M-Jay’s voice in the distance, but he saw and remembered only her face. The next week he drove out on Tuesday night, the air still warm though fall was obviously on the way. She didn’t appear.
He checked again the week after that and then a week later. She was nowhere. He thought of a visit to her brother’s house, tried that twice, and then gave up when no one would answer the door. There was no bridge to provide a crossing between their lives. That much was obvious. With the years that passed, the sorrow and ache in his heart had lessened.
Manny heard the clunk in the belly of the plane as the wheels extended, the whine as the engines slowed, and the noise of the wheels touching the ground. He was pressed forward in his seat as the pilots brought the metal bird back to earth.
“We will be at gate eight in five minutes,” the crisp voice of the pilot said. “Please remain seated until then. Welcome to Columbus, Ohio, and Rickenbacker International. The temperature outside is forty-five degrees, and the sky is clear. Enjoy your stay and fly again with Continental.”
Manny unbuckled his seat belt and leaned back to wait. He wondered why Emma had never married. Was it for the same reason he hadn’t? Was there an explanation? Despite the letter he carried in his briefcase, it still made no sense.
He planned to stay two months in the States, but it could be extended as needed. The itinerary so far included two board meetings at the Eastern Mennonite University in Harrisonburg, a string of Sunday morning speaking engagements, and a meeting with a girl in southern Ohio. He wondered where that would all lead. Atlee had filled him in on some of the details, but even he seemed to know little.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Bishop Martin called the Sunday morning ministers’ council to order. Isaac sat beside the bishop on a straight-back chair. They were upstairs in the larger of the three bedrooms. Babies slept in each of the other bedrooms to either side of them. The bishop knew of this and kept his voice low.
Not that he was wont to raise it. Such a thing would be highly inappropriate—and not just for babies who might hear and object. The whole congregation sat downstairs, their songbooks in their laps, their singing loud enough to be heard even in the bedroom.
“Communion is next month,” the bishop said. “We all know that. Pre-communion church is two Sundays before that. It’s not too soon to start preparations.”
There were chuckles all around. The deacon ventured his opinion saying, “You must think things have gone badly.”
“Maybe he thinks you weren’t doing your job,” one of the ministers offered as an explanation. The chuckles deepened.
“If you’d preach better, maybe the people would behave,” the deacon retorted, in defense of his reputation.
“Now…now. We mustn’t squabble amongst ourselves. The world is hard enough on us,” Bishop Martin said and brought things back under control.
“That it is,” Isaac said. They all agreed with nods.
“Maybe we could start with our own problems—perhaps with Eli Mast’s tractor driving,” the bishop said. They all knew what he referred to. No matter how many trips the deacon made to Eli’s place on Saturday afternoon, Eli just didn’t seem to be able to help himself. Winters weren’t much of a problem, but each spring the reports came in again. Summers were even worse. Eli would be seen pulling a hay wagon back to the fields. Eli was out on the blacktop with his tractor. Eli even pulled his hay rake with the tractor in one summer’s report.
“We have given a lot of mercy to him,” Isaac ventured. “Maybe some more is in order?”
“That’s what I thought you’d say,” Bishop Martin said nodding. “Anyone else have any ideas? We can’t just continue ignoring this problem.”
“Maybe a new confession would help. That might wake him up,” the deacon offered. “Maybe one on his knees and in front of the church.”
“Eli?” Bishop Martin allowed himself another chuckle, which turned into a laugh by the time he was done. Several of the others joined him. “Excommunication wouldn’t wake him up.”
“You think it’s that serious?” Isaac asked.
“Maybe you ought to try it,” the deacon offered again.
“What? Excommunication?” Bishop Martin turned in his direction.
“It might help,” the deacon said, apparently uncertain where his thoughts would lead him.
“Never heard of anyone being excommunicated for tractor driving,” Bishop Martin snorted in exasperation. “Something must be done with the man, though. His oldest son was in town without a hat last week. One of the girls saw him. Did you hear about that, Deacon?”
The deacon shook his head.
“Spreading his laxness around, I would say, to his children,” Bishop Martin said. “That’s what comes of these things if they are left alone. Apparently Eli thinks your little talking-tos are pretty harmless.”
“Maybe you should go,” the deacon said but didn’t meet the bishop’s eyes.
“So what are you here for?” the bishop said staring at him.
The deacon squirmed and obviously felt the heat. “I’ll try again,” he managed to say.
“Tell Eli how serious this is,” Bishop Martin instructed. “His son is involved now. Maybe that will make an impact. Thank God we don’t have a Mennonite church around here yet.”
“Yet,” Isaac said. “We can be thankful we’re just a young community.”
“Let’s keep it that way,” Bishop Martin said. His voice contained both instruction and hope.
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nbsp; “We can’t be too hard on people,” Isaac said, warning in his voice. “That’s what gives Mennonites their chance.”
“Or being too lax,” Bishop Martin told him. “That gives them a chance too. We have to be careful both ways.”
They all nodded, Isaac included, because they all knew this to be true.
“That brings us to something else.” Bishop Martin cleared his throat. “I’m afraid you won’t be too happy, Isaac. I have bad news.”
“Really,” Isaac said, giving the bishop his full attention.
“I received a letter.” With a rustle of paper, Bishop Martin produced the object from his suit-coat pocket. “I thought it important enough to bring along. I wanted all of you to see it.”
“It must be important,” the deacon offered.
Bishop Martin silenced him with a look. “It’s quite a serious matter—one that I have no idea how to handle. It’s quite beyond me, and yet we have to deal with it. Da Hah will have to give us gnawdi on this one.”
“Maybe you should read the letter,” Isaac said, knowing he obviously was involved in this startling news.
“That would be best,” Bishop Martin said and glanced in Isaac’s direction. “You sure, though? If you would prefer, I could let you read it first.”
“No,” Isaac said, “let’s just hear it. I don’t think I have anything to hide.”
“I suppose you don’t,” the bishop said shaking his head, “but someone seems to.”
Isaac couldn’t keep the puzzled look off his face. What this could be was beyond him, even though he searched his mind completely. John and Rebecca’s situation didn’t quite merit treatment in a Sunday morning ministers’ council—at least not from the information he had read in The Budget.
Bishop Martin opened the letter and began to read the words.
As you have likely read by now, an incident from our community has been reported in The Budget. My aunt Emma left her inheritance, which is considerable, to one of your members, Rebecca Keim, of whom she was close to. She did this on the condition that Rebecca marry Amish.
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