Summer Heat: A Steamy Romance Boxed Set

by Carly Phillips

  Other faces I don’t recognize. They blur together.

  Through the darkness I find a pair of steady golden eyes, and only then can I take a deep breath. Cool air fills my lungs, almost painful after panting in fear for so long. Gabriel leans against the back wall, all casual elegance and effortless power. I don’t know whether he means to give me strength, but I take it anyway, drawing myself up straighter.

  I can get through this. I don’t have a choice.

  My vision clears from the frantic blur it had been, allowing me to pick out specific faces. The sweet smell from cigars. The sharp note of whiskey. Undertones of male sweat and excitement.

  Then I look at the side of the room, and everything freezes.

  The whisper is torn from me, despairing. “Uncle Landon.”

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  Uncle Landon looks furious, his face contorted by accusation. He’s already rising from his leather armchair, and I can’t help but take a small step back. I feel like I’ve been caught in the act, like a parent has found me making out in the basement. But he isn’t my parent at all. He tried to marry me!

  He walks straight onto the platform, his features twisted into a snarl. His hand on my arm isn’t anything like the man with pale eyes. I flinch at the pain, pulling away, failing.

  “This was your loan? Your big plan? To become a prostitute?”

  “Let go of me,” I whisper because I’m not innocent in this mess—but neither is he. He would buy some virgin to use without me ever knowing. How many times would he have broken our wedding vows? They wouldn’t have been born of love, but if I said I do, I would honor it.

  “I’m getting you out of here,” he says, his voice grim. “Your father would have a heart attack if he saw you like this.”

  The whole room seems to cant forward, delighted with the display of fresh drama. I feel myself shrinking, as if I’m getting smaller in the middle of the room. Maybe I’ll disappear into a tiny speck. And pop like a bubble. Surviving the auction seemed difficult, nearly impossible, but facing Uncle Landon like this breaks me completely. He’s the closest person to my father, and even though I’m angry at him, I’m ashamed too.

  Damon strolls closer, barely perturbed by the show of force. “You don’t want to do that, Moore.”

  “Why not?” he demands. “She’s mine. She’s my fucking goddaughter.”

  One eyebrow lifts, mildly amused. “Then you’ll want to stay and watch over her, won’t you? If you continue to disrupt the auction, I’ll be forced to remove you before the bidding even begins.”

  Uncle Landon’s hands tighten on my arms, and I whimper.

  Damon sighs, sounding disappointed. He doesn’t seem surprised, but then he wouldn’t be. Even if he didn’t know that Uncle Landon was my godfather, Damon Scott knew about his close friendship with my father. “And you definitely won’t get a refund on your entrance fee.”

  I’m trembling, caught between my future and my past. I don’t really belong in either of them—I’m not cut out for this world of anger and sex, but I can never go back to my blissful naïveté either.

  Gabriel appears on the platform with his large and intimidating presence. He seems to tower over all of us—Uncle Landon, me. Even Damon Scott looks smaller next to his fury.

  “Release her,” Gabriel says in low tones. “Unless you want your arm broken. Security here is…formidable.”

  Except I don’t see anyone else. No bouncers or guards. Even the pale-eyed man stayed behind the velvet curtain as if he’s some otherworldly creature who lurks in the dark.

  There’s only Gabriel, looking fierce like an avenging angel.

  For a breathless moment Landon looks as if he might defy him—though I can’t see how, when he would be crushed. There’s more at stake than my virginity, though. Male pride. A show of strength. An example, like the one Gabriel made of my father.

  This is what Candy was teaching me about. It’s what Mr. Santos taught me, too.

  About war. About opposition. About standing tall in a rain of bullets.

  “The show really must go on,” Damon murmurs, slicing through the tension.

  Uncle Landon releases me with a rough sound. “I’m glad I didn’t marry you, you little slut.”

  My face flames with humiliation. The men circling the room couldn’t hear him, but Gabriel clearly did, judging by his raised eyebrow. He doesn’t wait for an explanation, though. As soon as Landon steps off the platform, Gabriel melts back into the shadows.

  In minutes Damon recaptures control of the crowd’s attention.

  “As you can see, she’s a woman of some notoriety, due to no fault of her own. An innocent woman, torn by circumstance, ruined by fate, et cetera, et cetera.”

  There’s a smattering of laughter, and just like that, the drama is forgotten.

  “We’re not here to talk about what brought her to this point, though. We’re here to talk about what you’ll be bidding on in just a matter of minutes.”

  All the men stare at me, some dark gazes, some light. One molten. All of them filled with lust, with dangerous intent. They want to fuck me. Do they want to hurt me? And if they do, is it because they’re bored with vanilla, as Damon seems to think? Or because they want revenge against my father?

  There are a few women in the audience. Would the women bid on me, or are they just arm candy?

  On the opposite side of Landon, I see Ivan Tabakov in a large wingback chair. Candy is perched on his lap, her heels tipped over at his feet, her toes curled up on his leg. She looks like a child with large blue eyes and fairy-tale hair.

  Another woman looks even younger than me, her dress revealing more than it hides. She hangs on the arm of a gray-haired man like I imagine she would at some high-rollers casino, both glamorous and mercenary.

  The other woman appears older, beautiful but hard. Almost cruel. She sits at one of the only small leather love seats with another man. Their sides touch intimately—husband and wife? Both of their gazes examine my body with mean promise.

  It wouldn’t only be the husband who hurt me; that much I know.

  “One full month,” Damon says, circling behind me. “That’s how long you would have to train this lovely specimen in the erotic arts. Such thirsty…intellect, they said. What would you do with her?”

  “Play chess,” Gabriel says from the back of the room, his voice droll.

  The men in the room laugh, and I feel my stomach turn over.

  Apparently this is the cue Damon needs to stop pretending it’s my intellect they’re interested in. He begins describing my physical characteristics with a bluntness that steals my breath.

  “Her skin is pale milky perfection, her hair’s a mix of gold and copper. She also has very large…eyes, as you can see. And she narrows most delectably…on the bridge of her nose. Then flares again…on her wide mouth.”

  He isn’t talking about my face. He’s talking about my body. My hands are clenched at my sides, my entire body strumming with the urge to flee. I can’t forget the rouge on my nipples. Everyone will see them before this auction ends.

  “Take it off,” one of the men yells, his voice slurred.

  “Do you want to see more?” Damon asks, his tone solicitous, as if this is a polite affair. Instead it feels like a bullfight. I’m the animal, made to run and run while my body bleeds.

  “Yes,” they shout, stomping their feet. It feels like a riot. “Take it off!”

  Damon doesn’t look worried, though, merely pleased. He touches the small hidden clasp on my shoulder and the top of the dress falls away, revealing the downy slopes of my breasts, the white lace of the bra.

  “Almost there,” he murmurs.

  Another flick of his fingers at my back, and the bra slides forward. He nudges gently, moving the straps down my arms, tickling my skin with lace, making me prick with shame. My arms cling to the material until it hangs nearly at my wrists.

  Painfully, almost against my will, I unclench my fists. The bra falls to the floor.<
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  My pink nipples tighten in the exposed air, and the crowd roars their approval.

  “They would fill a man’s hands, don’t you think?” he calls over the crowd.

  There’s more shouting, more salacious speculation about the rest of me. What color would my pussy lips be? How tight is my cunt? I stand very still, unable to glance at Uncle Landon—to see the condemnation in his eyes. Or worse, the lust. I can’t even look for Gabriel. Is he shouting with the rest of the men? Is his voice demanding that I be passed around for inspection? I can’t bear to know, so I stare straight ahead, the yellow glow of the lamps blurring as my eyes sheen with tears. A deep breath. I won’t cry in front of them. They paid for my body, not for my despair.

  “Let’s start the bidding at twenty thousand,” Damon says, and almost every placard rises in the air. The sea of red paddles, each with a black engraved number, makes my stomach churn.

  Damon turns into a master auctioneer, speaking faster and faster.

  “Can I get twenty-five, twenty-five? I have twenty-five. Thirty! What about thirty-five? You’ll have this girl for thirty days and thirty nights, yours to do as you please, surely that’s worth—thirty-five! Do I have forty-five?”

  My gaze darts around the room, trying to keep up with the bids. The number goes higher and higher, and as if we’re climbing a mountain, the atmosphere seems to thin. I have to breathe twice as fast to get enough oxygen.

  Fifty thousand dollars. What will they expect me to do for that much money? What will I have to endure? I almost wish it had stopped lower.

  I look at Candy, who has her hands curled up like a child, her head tucked under Ivan Tabakov’s chin. He looks hard and foreboding above her, like he’s carved out of stone—but I know from her contentedness that she’s completely safe in his arms. I’m longing for that security, standing on a pedestal, my pride ripped to shreds.

  “Fifty,” Damon says sadly. “That’s all for this ripe peach?”

  He grasps the fabric at my hips and pulls, leaving my legs bare. I’m only wearing the plain white panties in a roomful of people. I can’t help it—I cover myself, my hands cupping between my legs. This seems to delight Damon, who laughs. The rest of the room stomps their approval, raising their glasses and toasting one another.

  Beautiful find, one of them says, like I’m an archeological dig.

  Perfect rack. Look at those hips. I’m too busy looking at her mouth. I’d keep those lips busy, that’s for fucking sure. More laughter.

  My gaze snaps to Gabriel Miller. He leans against the back of the wall, arms crossed. He isn’t even holding a placard, but that doesn’t surprise me. He’s here to see me humiliated, not because he wants me. No, the surprising part is the faint whisper of disappointment. I should know better than that, because if anyone would take my father’s debt out of my skin, it would be him.

  “Imagine tasting her,” Damon says. “Imagine pressing her sweet flesh between your fingertips.”

  There are a few men in the audience who haven’t raised their placards yet.

  Maybe they don’t like what they see—my body or my family name. Or maybe they only paid the entrance fee to watch the spectacle. But now they lean forward and begin bidding. I realize that they were waiting for the preliminary bids to get out of the way.

  These are the serious bidders.

  They mean to win.

  “Do I have seventy-five, seventy-five, seventy-five?”

  Uncle Landon raises his placard, his eyes coldly trained on me.

  A gasp escapes me. “No,” I whisper. Not when I turned down his marriage proposal and the security that would have come with it. Not when he reminds me of my father.

  Not when he really wants my mother.

  Part of me hopes that he’s bidding to save me. Maybe he’ll send me home without making me fulfill my end of the bargain. But his gaze rakes my body, leaving no doubt about his plans. And part of me burns in anger because my father considered him a friend—and when my father most needed help, Uncle Landon turned his back.

  Oh, he helped me spend the last of the money. He explained the limitations of my trust. But if he could spend seventy-five thousand dollars on my virginity, he could have saved our house himself.

  The man with the beautiful blonde on his arm outbids him. If I were to guess, I’d say he purchased her as well. Probably the terms were more subtle than an auction. Gifts. An allowance. The principle is the same. Why does he need another woman? How many does he own?

  Uncle Landon outbids him, leaning forward in his seat.

  Eighty thousand. Ninety.

  One hundred twenty.

  One hundred twenty-five.

  My stomach clenches and unclenches in rapid succession, and I’m afraid I’m going to hurl even without having eaten. Maybe I’ll just make horrible, unsexy sounds as I heave, causing everyone to give up on the auction and go home.

  Damon drives the bidding higher. The gray-haired man and Uncle Landon continue to fight each other, pushing the number up, locked in a stalemate like bucks fighting with their horns.

  One hundred eighty-five. One hundred ninety.

  Two hundred thousand dollars. Uncle Landon’s placard stares back at me, unmoved by my horror. I want to pretend that I misunderstood the bidding, but Landon’s expression of gruesome triumph proves he won. I’m going home with him to spread my legs, to pretend to be my mother.

  Everyone in the room turns to look at the gray-haired man. Even the beautiful woman on his arm seems tense with anticipation, waiting to see if he’ll continue to bid.

  “Do I have two hundred thousand and ten?” Damon says almost casually.

  The gray-haired man studies my body with a clinical expression. He narrows on the space between my legs, the patch of white fabric. “Let’s see her.”

  Immediately the crowd erupts into expressions of agreement, demands to remove my panties.

  Damon seems to consider this request. “You have to pay to play, my friend.”

  The gray-haired man gives a European shrug. “It won’t break her virginity just to look.”

  A long pause where my legs press together, knees weak. Oh God, I can’t do this. Can’t pretend to be my mother, can’t bare everything for strangers. I can’t wake up, and the nightmare’s only just begun.

  Damon turns to me in the silence. The entire room seems to hold its breath.

  I meet Damon’s eyes and see a glimmer of sympathy. No no no. He’ll make me undress for them. And what next? Would they get to inspect me?

  To feel between my legs and verify that my hymen is still intact?

  Tears burn my eyes, and I know I won’t be able to hold them back. I pray for strength and find none. That feels like losing more than anything else—more than being naked, more than being sold.

  Letting them see how much it hurts.

  “One million dollars.”

  The room goes deathly silent. It might have all been a dream, and when I open my eyes, I’ll still be pacing the room upstairs, waiting to be called down. I can’t hear a single dirty suggestion, the clink of ice in a glass.

  When I look up, Gabriel stands in front of the platform. Even with an extra foot of platform underneath my feet, he’s taller than me. I look up at him, searching his eyes for some hint of kindness, of mercy. There’s none. I find only fire—and the thought that comes next makes me shudder: this is vengeance. It’s not a feeling he’s had, a fleeting thought for revenge. This is what he’s made of, cell by cell, atom by atom. He’s pure fury, and he’s coming for me.

  “Well,” Damon says, sounding quite pleased. Chuffed, that’s how I’d describe him.

  Gabriel takes a step onto the platform, and I take a step back.

  “Why?” I whisper urgently. I need to know what he wants with me. They’re not just buying my virginity. Even Candy told me that. And it’s doubly true with a man as complex, a man as fierce as him.

  A slight shake of his head is his only answer.

  Damon watches us
with a benevolent half smile. “Ladies and gentlemen, I believe we have our winner. Unless anyone would like to—”

  Gabriel makes that growling sound again, and Damon laughs softly. “Sold for one million dollars!”

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  In the myth of the Minotaur, Theseus, son of King Aegeus, decides that he will slay the monster. He runs the beast through with a sword and then retraces his steps using the string, thus saving all the sacrifices that year and in the future.

  I’ve reached the center of the maze.

  I’m facing my very own Minotaur. His eyes glow with fierce possession. His hand captures mine, and then he’s pulling me down from the platform. We walk quickly through the haphazard leather chairs. He ignores the shouts and catcalls to share me. I still don’t have my shift or a bra. I’m naked down to my panties, and the last glimpse they have of me is my backside covered in white. Then we’re alone in a room with dim lamps and a fire in the hearth. Even with the heat, I shiver. Gabriel pulls off his jacket and wraps it around my shoulders.

  Candy couldn’t give me a sword, but maybe she left me a ball of string. Hope to find my way back to myself when all of this is over. Maybe someday I’ll return to college. I’ll find love with a regular man and lead a normal life. I have to believe that, because if I have to wander these halls the rest of my life, I’ll go insane.

  “Why did you bid on me?” My voice shakes.

  Gabriel crosses the room and pours himself a glass of something amber. He takes a deep swallow. “For the same reason the other men did.”

  The small hope that I hadn’t even wanted to acknowledge, the wish that someone would save me, dies in that moment. “Of course you did.”

  He returns and hands me the glass. I take a sip and cough as it burns down my throat. Then I take another sip. Immediately I feel fortified, and I realize I should have started with this. In only a few pulls the world seems a little warmer, the sharp edges softened. I hand back the glass and pull the lapels of his jacket closed in front of me, hiding my extra-pink nipples.