She lifted her son into her arms, cradling him, hoping he felt the same waves of love that she felt washing over her. Love that was unmistakably coming from her husband—from somewhere beyond seikatsu and shi, life and death.
As Yuki looked into her son’s peaceful eyes, she knew he felt safe and unafraid, even humbled, as his father must have been as the water came forward, rumbling now, smashing them, the building, and the city like an ancient god striding from the sea.
“Come, dear,” was the last thing she whispered to him. “Let’s go join your father.”
ONE
FBI ASSOCIATE DEPUTY Director Adsila Waters sat at his desk in the cramped, windowless command center on board the Space Station Empyrean. The comm was the headquarters of what was officially designated as the FBI Off-Earth Investigative and Intelligence Unit. The newly formed division was familiarly known as Zero-G.
Just a year out of Quantico—where he graduated at the top of the FBI academy—Adsila still had that head-of-the-class bearing. His certainty did not come just from learning and following the book but from adding a few footnotes during the eleven months he worked at the Data Intercept Technology Unit at Hoover Command in Washington. He’d had his eye on this job, a space job, since Zero-G was first announced in 2049. To put himself at the front of the line of applicants, he had learned everything he could about FBI operations involving space, especially regarding the hyperplanes that ferried passengers on suborbital flights—what they smuggled and how, sometimes whom they smuggled and how. Adsila had used his vacation and weekends to take flights himself. He had staked out airports and their personnel, learned firsthand about the many ways they communicated information. As a full-blooded Cherokee, raised to respond to human and animal nuance in a world otherwise full of noise, he also saw low-tech things that even seasoned agents missed, from hand signals to fingers drumming code on luggage.
At the moment, Adsila was monitoring reports from Earth, scanning intel from Earth-based operatives watching space-bound departures. He was also overseeing the desk staff of three.
Several floors below, the official opening of the most ambitious construction project in human history was about to get under way. Though the National Aeronautics and Space Administration’s Empyrean space station had been in operation for two months, the shakedown period was officially ended and the first guests were about to be welcomed. There were going to be speeches, a party, and networking—none of which interested Adsila. The twenty-eight-year-old was happier doing a job that had made his family proud of him, a job that he hoped would matter. As his great-grandfather, a powerful shaman, used to say, “When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice.”
Adsila’s IC continued to be filled and refreshed with the usual torrent of information, card-size virtual screens accompanied by customized sounds—in this case desert winds and animal life that reminded him of home.
Suddenly, the cry of an osprey shocked him to full alert.
Adsila watched the public advisory that came with it and immediately activated a channel to his superior.
“Director Lord!” Adsila said. “Sir?”
There was no response. Adsila tried again, this time using his full title—a mouthful that Lord disliked and disavowed in the same way that he disliked and disregarded the bureaucracy that had coined it.
“Deputy Director of Earth Orbit Operations Samuel Lord,” he said. “Please respond.”
The tweak did not get a reaction either. Lord’s IC was truly off. Again.
Janet Grainger looked over from the desk to Adsila’s left. In the two weeks since they’d arrived, the communications director and Empyrean liaison—technically, the Associate Executive Assistant Director—had frequently heard her superior use that tone of voice when communicating with Lord.
“Why won’t Director Lord keep his IC on?” Adsila complained. It wasn’t so much a question as a lament. He didn’t expect everyone to live in the Cloud the way he did, but he expected to be able to contact his superior anytime, anywhere.
“Agent Waters, what is it?” Grainger called over.
Adsila flicked a finger, passing the alert to Janet’s IC. He could have used his eyes to transfer the data; that angry snap was yet another outward show of the impatience he was feeling.
“Dear God,” Janet said as she forwarded the news alert to the other agents.
This is not acceptable, Adsila thought as he rose. Lord was old enough to have amassed a long list of achievements, and that deserved respect. But seniority did not entitle him to rogue behavior. Cherokee elders honor tribal tradition and instill devotion among the young; why can’t he?
“I’m unplugging,” Adsila said, using a snap of his eyes to clear his IC field of vision so he didn’t run into anything. “Keep on top of this and contact me if there’s an update.”
“Will do, sir,” Janet replied.
As Adsila strode toward the door his focus was already turned inward. Neuronic bursts blazed in the paraventricular nucleus of the hypothalamus.
And then he did something that Janet had not yet gotten used to.
As Adsila moved, the nearly six-foot-tall pan-gender shifted into his dominant female gender. Adsila had found it useful—at times necessary—to make her way through Quantico and HooverComm primarily as a man. It was less of a distraction than being stared at. But her hourglass figure, strong cheekbones, and frank sexual allure made it easier to maneuver quickly through a group comprised predominantly of men. They seemed to back away like desert dust devils, no less silent and full of wind.
The transition happened swiftly. The visual aspect of the change was controlled primarily by fluid redistribution—quick, sure, and delicate. Breasts and hips formed like blown glass. Adsila’s biological sexual flip was achieved with a migration of reproductive organs that had been genetically engineered in the womb. The smart fabric of the FBI tunic adjusted. The switch was accomplished without Adsila breaking stride, though the dynamics of her walk shifted noticeably.
None of the other three team members acted as if they’d witnessed anything.
And why should they? Janet thought as she turned back to her feeds.
Space, after all, was the abode of miracles.
Kristine Cavanaugh never imagined she’d be disappointed by space.
Since receiving the invitation to the ribbon-cutting on the Empyrean, she had tried to imagine the journey, had watched the live shuttle casts on her IC: the Earth falling away, slowly revealing its rounded edge; her youthful ego shrinking as the cosmos loomed; the moon and stars sharp-edged and brilliant; spiritual revelations bursting in her terrestrial brain like World Unity Day fireworks. During that month of high anticipation, Kristine hadn’t read science treatises but listened to her SimAI read poetry. William Cullen Bryant seemed to capture her euphoria best in a paean to the planets when he wrote, “Happy they born at this hour, for they shall see an age whiter and holier than the past. . . .”
But the trip had not been what she’d seen or pictured. It had been a crush of noise, stale air, delays, and human proximity that bordered on cow-herding. And then, with other attendees, she was hustled from the ferry to the observation bubble in which the ceremony was to take place.
“Are you ready to hear a few dozen words in a dozen languages by a dozen speakers?” asked the American colonel standing beside her.
She nodded carefully, still unaccustomed to the lack of gravity.
“It will be gross upon gross,” the man joked.
The twenty-one-year-old chuckled even though it wasn’t funny. After working for two years as a professional companion in Washington, D.C., that reflex came naturally.
Now, a little over an hour after landing and tidying up in a small guest room, she was at the cocktail party in a comparatively spacious salon. It could have been any hotel b
allroom in any venue in the American capital on a starlit night, and Kristine Cavanaugh was not only disappointed, she was bored. The speeches were over and the mingling marked the end of the ceremonial phase and the beginning of the careful maneuvering and in-fighting. That game was bad enough in federal buildings on Earth, worse in the close quarters of a space station.
After the speeches, Kristine’s frequent employer, Colonel Jack Franco of the Defense Intelligence Agency, had essentially forgotten that she existed. Given her assignment, she was in no position to insert herself at his side. Her job was to help the officer impress others. Judging from the occasional looks from men and women, all of which she discreetly avoided, she was succeeding.
Knowing no one else, the petite, shapely blonde took her white wine and drifted toward the reception area. The server, smiling a little patronizingly, had guided her hand away from the mouth of the wine bottle, down to its heel, and poured in a startling arc that swept backward into her glass as if bent by a gale. Now she looked mistrustfully into the goblet, where the wine torqued and roiled weirdly whenever she turned. She wondered if the same thing might be going on in her inner ear too, as the floor—though unmistakably flat—challenged her high heels like a steep hill, and every movement of her head brought a little swirl of vertigo.
Well, that’s an interesting discovery, at least, she thought.
She wondered if her blood was doing the same dance, making her sour, or if space really was a disappointment.
Except for the few bright, hardy stars visible through a surprisingly narrow stretch of glare-washed windows, there was nothing to see outside. So her blue eyes moved impatiently from one guest to another, like a bee zigzagging through a garden that had already been sucked dry of pollen. She recognized a few from the trip up, two from past liaisons, though as far as she could tell, none of the plus-ones had been introduced to the actual guests.
The guests. A human stew of meat and spice but very little nutrition. Bodies low on charisma, charm, and energy.
There was a florid oak of a man with black eyes on a chipped marble face beneath a reddish crew cut. He was wearing a severe dark red uniform with dark purple accents. He was talking to a dark brown man in a Nehru jacket and a tawny-skinned gentleman with a full beard and sheik robes. They were clustered in a cabal-like circle that did not invite outsiders.
Her gaze flitted to a bald man in monk robes, who had a calculating look on his face. Opposite him, apparently watching him closely, was a blank-faced woman wearing a severely tailored olive uniform. Watching her in turn was a tall man wearing a white uniform with black accents. A Mexican general, he was the only one who seemed happy to be here.
Why? she wondered.
The inexpressive woman moved away. A moment later, the Mexican officer left too.
Ah, she realized. A space liaison. Romance under the stars, minus the stars.
There were other faces, a few loud voices, and an occasional nod and smile from a passerby. Precipitously close to forcing herself to mingle, Kristine suddenly shifted her attention to a man whom the general’s departure had revealed. He was attentively listening to two American military men in the far corner of the room. He looked and acted different from the others. Kristine maneuvered toward him.
Most of the men in the room were statue-perfect and vulpine-eyed. They were all jockeying for the attention of those who could help them, ignoring those who could not, and avoiding those who could do them harm. This new man was considerably older, a little squatter, and a little thicker than the rest. Thicker, but clearly fit and muscular. He was wearing a collarless blue suit over a dark red tunic and a healthy suntan; he had not been up here long. The man held what looked like a vodka on the rocks in one brawny hand while the other hand was tucked in the small of his back. She stared openly at it. There was something about that hand . . .
No, she corrected herself and adjusted her gaze. It’s not the hand, it’s the eyes. There was a gleam in them that seemed to say, “I could be holding a bouquet of roses . . . or an ultrasonic Pulsor pistol. It’s up to you.”
Before she was completely aware of it, the man had excused himself from the others and stepped toward her, fixing her with those lively gray eyes, which were set under a swath of steel-wool hair.
“First-time spacer,” he said. It wasn’t a question.
“That’s right,” she replied. “How can you tell?”
“I saw you watching your wine before,” he said.
“You did?” She felt stupid. Of course he had.
“I wasn’t spying,” he was quick to assure her. “I was an air force fighter pilot for many years—Afghanistan, Nigeria, Mexico. I tend to notice little things. It’s a compulsion, actually.”
“Not the worst you could have,” she said.
“Oh, I’ve got some of those too.” He chuckled.
Kristine’s eyes fell back to her glass. She wondered if he knew that she was avoiding his gaze. She looked into so many dead or hungry eyes on the job. These were like a beacon of humanity in the cold of space, an antidote for the impersonal hustle of this room. If she looked too long she might not want to leave. That could be bad for business. Besides, she didn’t even know who he was.
“I’m Sam Lord,” the man said as if reading her mind—or more likely sensing that she was adrift. He extended the hand that had been behind him.
“Kristine Cavanaugh,” she replied, shaking it.
“Not that I blame you,” he went on.
“Sorry?”
“The misbehaving wine.” He made a faintly dismissive sound and waved a hand toward the window. “The moon? The stars? We see them from Earth all the time. But wine that turns into a gyroscope? That’s new. I’m told it’s called ‘Coriolis cross-coupling.’ ”
“Sounds dirty,” she laughed.
He winked. “It can be.”
Kristine started to laugh then quickly stopped herself, looking back furtively to make sure Colonel Franco hadn’t heard or noticed her. He was still too busy to care.
“Your date?” Lord asked, following her gaze.
Kristine nodded but did not elaborate.
“Don’t worry about him,” the man went on. “He’s too busy reading IC overlays of everyone in the room. Most of them are. You can tell by the slightly crossed eyes. I think the affliction is becoming permanent, like carpal tunnel and texter’s thumb used to be when I was a young man.”
Kristine chuckled—the laugh was in earnest with him—as she looked out at the sixty-odd people. It was a strange modern dance they were all doing. Each person stood as if they occupied some other distant room and feigned their presence in this one. Virtual gestures caused real hands and fingers to go slack, as people engaged in IC conversations with invisible correspondents. She noticed one man having two concurrent tête-à-têtes, one conducted with moving eyes and the other using subvocal cues, relayed to ICs that could be anywhere on the space station, Earth, or the moon.
“They’re all busy forming Cloud alliances while they talk to the warm bodies in the room,” she said.
“That’s why they’re here.” He shrugged. “It’s the way of things.”
“But not us,” she said.
“No. What are your interests? What are you obsessed about?” The man raised a finger to hold off her answer, then turned to a waiter and selected a cracker with a pasty-looking coating. “Thanks, Steph,” Lord said to the man. “Doing double duty?”
“Sure. No one’s at the bar anyway,” he said. “And when Commander Stanton asks—”
“Say no more,” Lord said, smiling and turning back to the woman. “Puréed caviar.”
“Is that a specialty of the house?” she asked.
“No, it’s a necessity of the house,” he told her. “Otherwise, those little beggars don’t stay put.”
She shook her head politely. Before the waiter moved on Lor
d took a second cracker.
“Even pulped, these are a rarity up here,” he explained.
The woman looked down as if overcoming shyness. That wasn’t it, given her profession; she was giving herself permission to engage with someone other than the man paying her. “You know what my greatest fascination is?” she finally asked.
“I was hoping you’d tell me.”
“Stables,” she said. “Our pastor back in Billings, Montana, once said that a church is a place you can visit anywhere in the world and feel at home. That’s how I feel about stables. The smell and lighting and sound always make me feel like I’m home.”
“Safe,” he said. He cocked his head back. “Not like all those piranhas out there snapping here and there for pieces of information.”
Kristine nodded. She felt safe here with Lord too . . . dammit. She looked away again.
“Speaking of which, I’ve got to go back and mingle,” Lord said. “Come on. Let’s dazzle them with our nonconformity.”
“You should probably go alone.”
“Why? The colonel?”
She nodded.
“We can tell him I bored you, that you couldn’t wait to get back,” Lord said impishly.
Kristine stopped avoiding his eyes and smiled at him. The man’s hand moved to her back now, a warm, comforting touch as he drew her toward the salon’s low, parabolic doorway. They drifted through the crowd, through the bazaar of buyers and sellers of power. Kristine had enough of that on Earth, and was glad when Lord didn’t linger but headed back into the observation bubble, now occupied by only maintenance and cleaning staffers. She breathed easily for the first time since arriving.
“What are you doing up here?” Kristine asked. “If you don’t enjoy being with these people—”
“Actually, I live here,” he said.
“Oh? You didn’t come up just for the party?”
“No, ma’am,” he said, suddenly assuming his formal identity. “I’m the FBI Associate Deputy Director of Earth Orbit Operations. Which is a long-winded way of saying that outside the atmosphere, I’m the director of the FBI.”
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