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CONTENTS
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CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
“Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned,
Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.”
— William Congreve, The Mourning Bride (1697)
CHAPTER ONE
Evelyn’s first murder was an accident.
She panicked. Her first thrust missed wide to the left, biting into earth. With the second she overcompensated and missed to the right. Then, as she drew back a third time, the poor creature froze, trembling with fear, staring straight at her, and Evelyn realized at the last moment that this was the wrong one, not the brazen patriarch with the malevolent eyes, but a smaller, timid, innocent creature. And then she struck. She didn’t mean to do it. She would have taken it back if she could. It was as though her muscles, tensed and full of adrenaline were preprogrammed to act independently of her better self, overriding her intellect and moral reservations. The third thrust crushed the poor thing’s back, and to her horror it didn’t die quickly. Its mangled body twitched and squirmed. She thrust at it again and again, missing three times before delivering the coup de grâce. Then, realizing what she’d done, she fell to her knees.
The house on Via Sueños Perdidos, in whose front yard Evelyn knelt on this early spring morning, was one of those two-story Mediterranean-style affairs with cream-colored stucco, red-tiled roof and tiny balconies of wrought iron. It was built for a minor film actor whose star was already fading by the time the house was completed in the late 1940s. It was subsequently sold for back taxes and had been a bit of a white elephant for decades before her father bought it for her as a birthday present a month before her marriage.
“This is not a wedding present to the two of you,” he’d emphasized. “Not that I’m saying your marriage won’t last, though precious few do these days. I just want you to have something of your own, where you can work on your art without worrying about rent or mortgage payments.”
She was thirty before she appreciated that she lived in a grander home than her parents. The house, its detached three-car garage and backyard were perched on a knoll, hidden from view by a profuse tangle of scrub oak that also obscured what could have been a panoramic view of the Pacific Ocean. Evelyn had lobbied to have the trees topped. Howard, her husband of twenty-five years, preferred the privacy the wild trees afforded.
Two great bougainvilleas adorned the façade, spreading a profusion of papery red flowers up either side of the entrance and spilling a bower over the front door. From the large black-and-white-marbled foyer, a staircase crooked its way upward, right, then left, and left again, up to the bedrooms and library on the second floor. On the right side of the foyer, between potted palms, a heavy, carved-oak door opened into Howard’s study. To the left, an arched doorway let into the formal dining room. Straight ahead, a hallway led to a half bath on the right, the kitchen on the left, and the great room at the back with high trestlework ceilings, colorfully painted beams, and a large fireplace.
French doors let out onto the backyard where a small Spanish fountain stood in the shade of an ancient oak. Beyond, a narrow strip of lawn jigged to the left, rising to the highest point of the property where four forty-foot palm trees stood sentinel at the corners of the pool. At the far end, Evelyn kept a small herb garden at the foot of a purple-flowering jacaranda. From the lawn, the property dropped away toward the road below.
Briefcase in hand, Howard chose that moment to step out the front door. Seeing her in the flower bed on her knees, her head bent, with the morning light making a halo around the edge of her chestnut hair, he thought her the very picture of a Madonna, until she raised her shadowed face and he saw the desolation in her eyes. Then she burst into tears and covered her face with gloved hands, overcome with remorse.
“What is it? What’s wrong?” he asked.
Through stifling tears, she admitted her guilt.
“That’s good, isn’t it? The little bastard’s been plaguing your garden for weeks. I thought you wanted him gone.”
“I just wanted him to go away. I didn’t want to kill him. And this isn’t the same one. You didn’t see the way she looked at me.”
“She? Oh, for Christ’s sake, Evy!” he said in a tone of exasperation. “It was just a gopher. Don’t be such a wimp!”
Her name was Evelyn, though Howard and his professional circle often called her Evy (rhymes with heavy). It was a nickname she’d always abhorred. If you had to shorten Evelyn, which was a perfectly fine name, why not Lynn, or Eve, or Eevee? Anything but Eh-vee. To turn the tables on him, when she was annoyed she called him Howie, but he didn’t seem to mind the sobriquet.
She stood and, not wanting to show her tear-streaked face, turned away. “Could you bury her for me? Please?”
He looked at her sternly and shook his head in disapproval. Then he put his briefcase down on the stoop. “Let me have it.” She handed him the shovel. He sunk the blade in the earth beside the marigolds.
“No, not there,” Evelyn said, sniffling. “Over there by the roses.”
He complied reluctantly. She didn’t bother to explain her reasoning, but it had not been an arbitrary request. Despite her hatred of the patriarch of gophers, the fat one with the beady eyes who periodically stood up from his hole to glare defiantly at her, she would not bury one of his children where he might inadvertently find her while tunneling. That was a scene too cruel to contemplate.
Howard came back, scooped up the dead gopher, carried it to the hole he’d dug, and dropped it in. He took a shovelful of dirt, and tipp
ing it into the hole his knuckles brushed against the rosebush.
“Ow! Son of a bitch!” he swore, shaking his hand.
“You want my gloves?” she asked, holding up her gloved hands.
“They wouldn’t fit,” he grumbled, shoveling more dirt into the hole.
If the gloves don’t fit, you must acquit, Evelyn thought ruefully.
“Ah, crap, I got blood on my shirt!”
Annoyed, Howard went back inside to change his shirt and bandage his fingers.
Evelyn dropped her gloves on the ground and followed him up to their bedroom. “Can I help?”
“You’ve done enough already,” he scolded.
He went into the bathroom and began probing at the back of a finger with tweezers.
“I’m sorry about your fingers. Does it hurt?”
“Yes it hurts. What do you think?”
He pulled out the end of a thorn and wrapped Band Aids around two fingers. Then he changed shirts and grabbed his tie. “I’m late,” he said, brushing by her.
She followed him downstairs and watched from the front walk. There was just enough room in front of the garage to turn a car around and head down the steep, narrow driveway.
She waved. He didn’t look her way. She sighed, discouraged by the start to this day, and tried to put the poor gopher out of her mind.
CHAPTER TWO
Turning to go inside, she noticed Howard’s briefcase left behind on the front stoop. She glanced down the drive. He was already out of sight. Hoping to catch him before he’d gone too far, she hurriedly punched his number into her cell phone. His phone’s distinctive ring chimed from the briefcase.
Forty-five minutes later, she pulled to the curb in front of the law offices of Hightower, Marsden & Katz on East Figueroa. The building was a white three-story stucco affair with arched windows and red-tiled roof across from the City of Santa Barbara Police station and a couple of blocks from the County Superior Court. It had been a strategic location when her father, Bill Hightower, founded the firm with the expectation of capturing a walk-in clientele. Albert Katz had made a career of it, while Bill Hightower and Robert Marsden had lucked into a lucrative practice representing the burgeoning winery and vineyard businesses in nearby Santa Ynez Valley.
The founding partners had all retired. Albert Katz Jr., the second generation Katz at the firm, still practiced criminal law. Howard had naturally stepped into his father-in-law’s shoes specializing in real estate law. Robert Marsden’s children had taken different paths, and his place had been filled by Anthony Ball, an energetic, affable young man to whom Howard delegated the grunt work.
The receptionist, a pudgy young brunette with bright red lipstick, looked up inquiringly. “Can I help you?”
Evelyn smiled. “You must be new here.”
“Excuse me?”
“I’m Evelyn Marsh.”
“Oh! He’s been on a conference call. I left a voice mail.”
“I know,” Evelyn said, holding up the briefcase.
“Would you like me to…?”
“No, I’ll wait.” She was hoping that bringing the briefcase might atone for the aggravation she’d caused him this morning.
“I’m Holly, by the way. I’m not that new actually. I’ve been here six months now.”
“I don’t come by as often as I used to,” Evelyn explained, looking at the large painting on the wall behind Holly with a look of serene satisfaction.
A light went on in Holly’s mind. “Oh, of course! You’re the artist. It’s beautiful.”
“It’s always been my favorite.” Like most of her work, it was a still life that suggested the presence of someone who had only recently left the scene — a rocking chair on a porch overlooking the ocean; sandals carelessly kicked off; a half-drunk glass of iced tea on a small table; and a book, its pages fluttering in the breeze, left open on a porch railing.
Her father had placed it there nearly twenty years before, and in the ensuing years he’d hung her paintings in every office and corridor at the firm, in his own house, and in the homes of a good many of his friends. He’d been her biggest fan and, until recently, her only patron. “It was my first really large canvas.”
“I’ve always liked the one in the conference room the best — the one on the beach with the towel and umbrella? I love the colors in that one.”
Evelyn thanked her, and a moment later, Howard came around the corner. “Holly, did my...oh, good.”
Evelyn smiled and handed him the briefcase.
“Thanks for being so prompt,” he said, and kissed her warmly on the cheek, all apparently forgiven. “Did you meet Holly?”
“Yes, we’ve been chatting.”
“I was just saying how much I admire your wife’s pictures.”
Howard gave Evelyn a one-handed hug around the waist. “She’s had a lot of practice. It’s her special hobby.”
He always appeared more ingratiating in public, she thought, than in private.
“Thanks again for bringing…”
They were interrupted by Albert Katz Jr., who mockingly greeted her with his best mafioso impression. “How you doin’, killer?” Evelyn was momentarily startled into silence. Then he laughed. “Or should I address you as Gopher Slayer?”
Evelyn felt like she’d been slapped. “That’s not funny,” she said. She glanced at Howard with a feeling of disappointment. It was a little humiliation, but a humiliation nonetheless. Too many of his anecdotes were shared at her expense.
“I’m sorry you’re so tenderhearted,” Katz said. “Are you seeing my ex anytime soon?”
“We’re having lunch as a matter of fact,” Evelyn said.
“Just a word of caution: don’t believe a word she says; you can’t trust her.” Katz looked knowingly from Evelyn to Howard and back.
“Keep it civil, Al,” Howard warned.
“Always, always.” Katz turned his back on them to address Holly on a business matter.
“I’ve gotta get back to work,” Howard said, pecking her cheek again. “Thanks for bringing the briefcase.”
At times she felt as though Howard were two people, one the polite and loving husband she’d known most of her life, the other continually annoyed with everything she said and did. Not knowing which she’d encounter at any given moment was trying her patience.
On the drive home, Katz’s flippant salutation echoed in her mind: “How you doin’, killer?” He’d meant it facetiously, a pale attempt at humor.
Evelyn Marsh, a killer? Nothing could be more ludicrous. No one who knew her would believe it.
But she had seen that poor, trembling creature frozen in fear, entirely at her mercy. In that moment she had held the power of life and death, and she had failed to stay her hand. She was the angel of death, and nothing she could do or say could bring the dead back to life. Death was irrevocable.
CHAPTER THREE
She pulled into her driveway only to find the pool service pickup truck blocking her way. She backed up and parked on the street. Walking up the steep drive, feeling a slow burn in her thighs, and noting the necessity of having to take deep breaths, she resolved to get more exercise. It had hardly been necessary in her youth, but at forty-nine she was finding that she had to work harder to stay fit and firm.
She’d barely had time to fill a glass of water before Mario Beltramo knocked on the French doors. A short, leathery man in his midsixties, he wore shorts, sandals, a polo shirt, and a Foreign Legion hat to protect his bald head and neck.
“I’m sorry to have to tell you this, Mrs. Marsh, but I have to give you my two weeks’ notice. I’m retiring. My wife had a stroke, and I need to stay home and take care of her.”
“Oh my, I’m so sorry. That’s terrible, terrible news. It must be serious.”
“Yes, ma’am, it is. She’s weak on the right side and has
trouble walking and talking.”
“Is she...Does she have speech therapy? Will physical therapy help?”
“The doctor says she might recover a little speech, with time, but....” He shrugged in resignation.
“Well, we’ll be sorry to see you go. I can’t imagine…You’ve been cleaning our pool since when? Since Samantha was a baby at least.”
“Seventeen years.”
“You’ve sold the business then?”
“No, ma’am, I’m just shuttin’ her down. That’s why I’m lettin’ you know, so you have time to get somebody else.”
“Do you have any recommendations?”
“Never kept much track of the competition; I was always busy enough. I’ll leave you with a little advice though: you wouldn’t have to have your pool cleaned every week, if you just cut down that jacaranda. It’s pretty, but it’s a damned nuisance.”
The Spindrift Hotel was the same pale pink as the first-day guests who lay roasting on the beach and lounging by the pool, the ones who would look like boiled lobsters by this time tomorrow. The pool fronted the beach, for there were always those who preferred the taste of chlorine to the taste of brine and seaweed.
Evelyn saw Connie Whitfield Katz and her young assistant Brooke Bass sitting in the shade of an umbrella on the upper patio. They might have been sisters. Both augmented blondes, they wore sun hats and sunglasses, and short dresses that showed plenty of décolletage, Connie in red, Brooke in black. They enveloped Evelyn in the warmth of camaraderie and welcoming smiles.
“You remember Brooke?” Connie said.
“Of course. Who’s minding the store?”
“I closed for lunch. We don’t get much business on Tuesdays anyway. How have you been?”
“Okay. Still adjusting to being empty nested,” Evelyn said, then reconsidered. “Actually, I’m feeling rather useless.” She turned to Brooke to explain. “My son graduated from Berkeley last year and works in LA, and my daughter transferred from City College to UCLA this year, so….”
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