‘Aye. But you were marrying me to be Sophie’s mother. I want you to be marrying me for me.’
‘I already was.’
‘But I didn’t know. You didn’t tell me that, hinny.’
‘That’s because you were marrying me because I was Sophie’s mother.’
‘No.’ Dylan’s smile was slow in appearing but worth the wait. It was one of his best. ‘She was just the ace up my sleeve. I knew Dr Jane Walters wouldn’t want to marry a gypsy.’
‘The real one does.’ Jane was catching the smile. She could feel it, seeping into her whole body. ‘Are you still a gypsy, then?’
‘No.’ Dylan’s gaze held Jane’s. ‘I’ve found what I was searching for. The place I want to be and the people I want to be with for the rest of my life. I found you, hinny. How good is that?’
And, finally, it was her lips that Dylan claimed with his kisses and it was a long time before Jane could speak again. When she did, it was with a smile that every cell in her being was contributing to.
‘It’s good,’ she said. ‘Very, very good.’
EPILOGUE
CHRISTMAS Eve at the bottom of the world was a summer’s day as perfect as the ceremony that had just taken place in the tiny church on the top of a hill.
The new Mrs Jane McKenzie stood on the steps of the church, hand in hand with her husband. She wore a simple dress of white silk with a cross-over bodice that seemed to gather the full-length skirt so that it fell from one hip to ripple down to her feet, the small train pooling on the step above.
A single strand of her grandmother’s pearls were around her neck and she carried a bunch of fragrant white Christmas lilies. Her hair was loose, the way Dylan loved it most, but a section had been pulled back into a high clasp and woven into the twisted tresses were the small, crimson flowers of the pohutukawa.
Dylan wore a single red bloom of the New Zealand Christmas tree in the lapel of his black jacket and the colour was a match for the line in the McKenzie tartan of the kilt he wore.
‘It’s the old McKenzie tartan,’ he’d explained. ‘The green is for the forests and fields. The blue for the sky and the sea. White is for purity and the red for blood and bold fighters.’
It was perfect.
The green was all around them in the trees and hills. Her dress was white because this was her first wedding and it would be the only one because she was with the man she loved enough to spend the rest of her life with. The blue of the sea below was a reflection of the cloudless summer sky. Beautiful, but not nearly as dark or compelling as the blue of Dylan’s eyes.
The final, haunting notes of ‘Highland Wedding’ came from where Dylan’s father, Angus, was playing his bagpipes, at the point where the velvet lawn created the edge of the hilltop.
Dylan bent to kiss his bride and provide the photograph that Angus would put in pride of place on the mantelpiece of the new home he already loved. Angus was a real McKenzie. A bold fighter whose fierce love for his son and his granddaughter made him more than ready to embark on a new life in a new country. A love that already included his new daughter-in-law.
Still hand in hand, the bride and groom moved down the steps to join Angus as the select group of wellwishers emerged from the church. They both looked down at the village below for a moment and Jane smiled. Down there, hidden in the village, was the tiny patch of this earth that had become—more than it had ever been—her touchstone. Inside the cottage there were white vases filled with flowers from the pohutukawa tree, and in front of the fireplace was a slightly lopsided branch of spruce tree that had a gold star on the top.
Their honeymoon would be celebrating Christmas in the cottage. A time for family and gifts and contentment. A perfect way to start a new life together. A place where contentment didn’t need to be rationed any more because when she had to return to ‘reality’, the most important parts of that contentment would be coming with her.
Her husband.
And her daughter.
As if on cue, a plump woman came forward from the group now gathered at the bottom of the church steps. Ruby carried a bassinette she had decorated with white satin that had bows of ribbon in McKenzie tartan. Marg had made Sophie’s dress in record time. A soft, white muslin dress with a smocked top and tiny red flowers embroidered into the smocking.
Jane lifted her daughter from the bassinette and held her within the circle of Dylan’s arm as the final moment of this ceremony began. The tribute they had chosen as their way of including Izzy and Josh in this day.
Jennifer and Drew’s children came forward with a white hexagonal box which they placed on the grass in front of the newlyweds before removing the lid. Inside were dozens of monarch butterflies to be released as a symbol of love and new life. And as a way to remember the spirits of loved ones that couldn’t be there.
‘Izzy adored butterflies,’ Jane had explained to Dylan. ‘They will always remind me of her.’
One by one, the butterflies climbed to the top of the box and took flight in glorious bursts of orange and black. More and more emerged. Some flew away and some hovered. One landed in Jane’s hair to explore the flowers.
Sophie’s eyes grew round with wonder and her mouth curved into the grin that Jane loved so much. She reached up with both hands towards the butterflies and Jane tilted her head as she laughed, hoping to catch Dylan’s gaze and share this joy.
And this would be her favourite photograph.
Butterflies filling the air like jewels. The smile on their baby’s face. The intensity of the love being communicated between the bride and groom.
And…oh, yes…the way that puff of breeze was lifting the corner of Dylan’s kilt so tantalisingly…
A DOCTOR,
A NURSE:
A CHRISTMAS BABY
BY AMY ANDREWS
Amy Andrews has always loved writing, and still can’t quite believe that she gets to do it for a living. Creating wonderful heroines and gorgeous heroes and telling their stories is an amazing way to pass the day. Sometimes they don’t always act as she’d like them to—but then neither do her kids, so she’s kind of used to it. Amy lives in the very beautiful Samford Valley, with her husband and aforementioned children, along with six brown chooks and two black dogs. She loves to hear from her readers. Drop her a line at www.amyandrews.com.au
Recent titles by the same author:
THE BILLIONAIRE CLAIMS HIS WIFE †
GREEK DOCTOR, CINDERELLA BRIDE
THE SINGLE DAD’S NEW-YEAR BRIDE *
DR ROMANO’S CHRISTMAS BABY *
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* Brisbane General Hospital
† Short story for Australian Billionaires anthology
This book is dedicated to the Radio Lollipop volunteers at the Royal Children’s Hospital in Brisbane. You bring music and distraction into a sterile, scary world. Thank you.
CHAPTER ONE
MAGGIE GREEN WISHED the universe had given her some inkling that October morning as she descended the stairs two at a time to the squealing of the emergency pager that it was going to tilt on its axis. Instead, as the shrill tone echoed around the cement labyrinth of the hospital fire escape, it appeared to be just another day, just another code blue at the Brisbane Children’s Hospital.
She had no way of suspecting, as she rushed headlong into the emergency department resus bay, the total and utter cataclysmic effect of one Dr Nash Reece. Oh, sure, she’d heard about him. Who hadn’t? The grapevine had been running hot over the country-boy charmer and every female from the cleaning staff through to the director of nursing were swooning over his sexy strut.
But she wasn’t a swooner. And things like love or lust at first sight were for teenagers. And she was a good two decades past that. Or so she’d thought.
Nash glanced up from the mottled, struggling, unconscious infant at the nurse who’d just arrived on the scene. She was slightly puffed, her generous chest heaving in and out beneath the navy of her polo shirt. Despite her breathlessness there was a
calm confidence about her and he smiled.
‘Good. You’re just in time. I’m pretty sure she’s going to need intubation.’
He shifted his focus back to his patient. The drugs they’d given to stop her tiny body seizing were playing havoc with her respiratory drive and she wasn’t breathing nearly as well as he liked. He held an ambu-bag in situ over the little girl’s face, supporting her weak respiratory effort.
Maggie stared at the bluest eyes she’d ever seen. Even downcast they were quite spectacular. Combined with a killer jaw line dusted in stubble and wavy dark blond hair pushed back off his tanned forehead and lapping over his collar in true cowboy fashion, she really did swoon. A little.
Oblivious to the rush around her, the controlled chaos, the trilling of alarms and the sobbing of a distraught woman, Maggie’s stomach did a three-sixty-degree flop.
Nash looked up amused to see the nurse hadn’t moved. He felt his lips tugging upwards despite the gravity of the situation. He knew that look. Women had looked at him like that for as long as he could remember. But it was the surprise on her face that was most intriguing. ‘You are the ICU nurse?’
Maggie nodded absently, feeling totally disconnected from her brain as that slow, lazy, cocky smile hit its mark. She couldn’t ever remember being rendered mute by the sheer presence of a man.
‘Well I think you might need to come closer, Sister. I’m gonna need a hand and I don’t think you’re going to be able to reach from there.’
Maggie blinked, the use of her nursing title cutting through the daze. Right. She was the ICU nurse. That’s why she was here. She was responsible for the airway. It was her job. Still, his rich voice oozed over her like warm mud from hot springs and for one crazy moment she wanted to dive in head first and wallow.
Finally her brain kicked in and her legs moved. She took two strides and was at the head of the open cot, staring straight into Nash Reece’s blue, blue gaze.
Nash smiled. She’d looked good from a distance. She looked better up close. ‘Where’s your reg?’ he asked.
‘He’s seeing a ward patient over the other side of the hospital.’
Her voice was breathy and she hated it. For God’s sake, she had to be a good decade older than him. She wasn’t remotely interested. And even if she was, why would he be interested in her? A forty-year-old divorcee who hadn’t been in a relationship for so long she’d forgotten what was required?
If his rep was anything to go by, she was way out of his league. She was way past nightclubs and partying. She came to work, she volunteered at Radio Giggle, she tended her garden, read voraciously and she slept.
Oh, God—she was turning into a hermit. A cradle-snatching hermit. All she needed was a couple of cats and she’d be the full catastrophe. She cleared her throat. ‘He’ll be here soon.’
She looked a little het up and he couldn’t help stirring a little. ‘You okay to do this?’
Maggie wanted to bristle. She wanted to say, Listen sonny, I was helping with intubations while you were till wearing baggy pants. But she didn’t. She just nodded and asked, ‘What size?’
He sent her another slow, lazy smile. ‘Four.’
Maggie lowered her gaze, feeling uncharacteristically flustered. She’d been in hundreds of medical emergencies and had never been anything other than ruthlessly efficient. This time would be no different.
She turned to the resus trolley she knew would be behind her, reached inside the drawer and pulled out the requested endotracheal tube. She opened the packaging and squirted some lubricant on the end of the narrow curved tube.
The tone on the sats monitor started to dip and the infant’s heart rate started to drop. Instantly they were both alert, the funny zing between them forgotten.
‘Heart rate falling,’ Maggie said her gaze flicking to the green squiggle behind Nash’s head. ‘One hundred.’
They watched the infant’s chest as her respiratory rate dropped off further. ‘Sats ninety-two,’ Maggie relayed, watching the blue number on the LCD screen dip lower and lower.
‘Okay, no time to wait for the ICU reg. Let’s do it.’
Maggie couldn’t agree more. Normally working with a doctor—a registrar—she didn’t know made her nervous as hell in these fraught situations. But strangely she wasn’t. She didn’t know Nash from a bar of soap— apart from his lady-killer rep—but his supreme confidence was utterly assuring.
‘Let’s give her some vecuronium, Zoe,’ Nash said to one of the emergency nurses as he pulled down on the infant’s chin, opening her mouth for a brief inspection before placing the mask firmly back in place. ‘Have we got some atropine drawn up?’
Maggie blinked as the man with the slow, sexy smile vanished and morphed into a consummate professional. She followed suit, ignoring the fierce jolt of sexual attraction and becoming the experienced PICU nurse, calm and in control.
‘Vecuronium on board,’ Zoe said as she pushed the drug into the child’s drip. ‘Atropine ready if you need it.’
Nash nodded and started taking over the infant’s breathing altogether as the drug acted quickly, paralysing all muscle function. ‘Okay,’ he murmured giving some big breaths to pre-oxygenate. The sats came up to one hundred per cent and the heart rate rocketed into the one hundred and sixties.
‘Right,’ he said, dropping the bag. ‘Let’s go.’
Maggie passed him the laryngoscope and everyone held their breath as he expertly slipped the metal into the child’s mouth. The light at the end allowed Nash to visualise the tiny white vocal cords.
‘Tube.’
He held out his hand as the other one applied pressure through the handle of the scope to keep the patient’s jaw open. He was like a surgeon asking for an instrument, his eyes never leaving the target.
Maggie passed it to him positioned correctly so he could slip it down the blade of the laryngoscope and push it through the cords in one fluid movement.
‘Heart rate one fifty-nine. Sats ninety-eight,’ she said quietly.
Nash nodded as he angled the tube in. He’d been about to ask. His back was to the monitor so he couldn’t see the figures. All he knew for sure was that while he was performing the intubation the patient wasn’t getting any respiratory input at all. The drug she’d been given had stopped her breathing altogether and the longer he took, the more he deprived her body of vital oxygen.
‘Cricoid pressure,’ he murmured.
Maggie automatically reached for the child’s neck using her thumb and forefinger to apply gentle pressure mid-trachea to the cricoid cartilage, temporarily occluding the oesophagus to prevent aspiration of stomach contents into the lungs.
Nash was impressed with the nurse’s quick, sure location and technique. Often the pressure applied was too much, deviating the airway anatomy, but her technique was perfect.
‘Heart rate one sixty-five. Sats ninety-two.’
Nash nodded as he completed the procedure. ‘I’m in.’
He held the tube in place as Maggie attached the bag and puffed in a couple of gentle breaths. The patient’s tiny chest rose and fell. Rose and fell. Her sats climbed.
‘Do you want to listen?’ Maggie asked.
Nash nodded. He took the bag from her, keeping a firm grasp on the tube. He held very still as she carefully pulled his stethoscope from his neck, and placed it in his ears. Her gaze brushed his as she did so and then stuck. Her cheeks were a pretty pink and even though a part of his brain was listening for the whoosh of breath sounds as she moved the bell of the stethoscope around the patient’s chest, the other part was noticing her deep brown eyes, her high cheekbones, her wide, full lips.
‘What a beautiful noise,’ he murmured, not taking his eyes off her.
Maggie swallowed. This close, he was incredibly handsome. His eye colour defied belief. A clear pale blue, like tropical waters or maybe, depending on his mood, glacial ice. His skin was tanned, stretched nicely across prominent cheekbones, and he had deep crinkles on his forehead and tiny lines
around his eyes like he enjoyed a good laugh as much as he enjoyed a good dose of Australian sunshine.
She became aware she was staring again and snapped herself out of it. ‘Should we get this tube taped in?’ she prompted.
‘Good idea,’ Nash murmured.
Maggie dragged her gaze away, grateful to have a job that required looking down and not up. She’d applied the first piece of tape, ignoring his long tanned fingers holding the tube firmly in place, when the ICU reg finally made his entrance.
‘Mac,’ Nash greeted him. ‘You’re a little too late.’
‘Sorry,’ Mac Caldwell panted, bending over and clutching his side. ‘I ran all the way.’
Nash laughed. ‘Have a seat, man. Crisis over.’
Maggie found concentrating on the finicky task of wrapping zinc tape around the tube even more difficult with him being so close. His chest was at her head level and his body heat combined with his intoxicating aftershave formed a potent mix.
Her downward gaze took in the rich tan of his chinos and the obvious flatness of his abdomen beneath the casual masculinity of his checked shirt. He wore it open at the neck and rolled up to his elbows revealing tanned forearms in stark contrast to the covering of blond hairs.
She listened as he filled Mac in on the case and spoke with just the right amounts of empathy, confidence and authority to the infant’s distressed mother.
‘Let’s hook her up to the portable ventilator,’ Nash requested as the last tape was secured around the tube. ‘We’ll get an X-ray to check the tube position, and can we load her with some anti-convulsants, please, Zoe?’
‘I’ll just let the consultant know we’ve got ourselves another customer,’ Mac said, excusing himself to find a phone.
Maggie fussed with the tapes, trimming one end that had been stuck across the little girl’s tiny ear, hyper-aware of Nash still standing close. Her elbow occasionally came into contact with his shirt and she seemed to be tuned into his every move, every breath.
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