by Marla Monroe
“Me, too.”
Just then the nurse rolled a table covered with a cloth out of the room. She smiled at them and nodded in the direction of the room. “You can go in now. Let her sleep until they bring the baby to nurse. She needs the rest.”
Levi didn’t give Devin a chance to react before he was heading in the direction of Libby’s room. He wanted to see for himself that she was okay. It had taken them a long time to clean her up. Worry cramped his stomach that something was wrong.
The doctor met them at the door with a strained smile on his face.
“Let her rest as much as she can between feeding the baby. She’s had a hard time of it, and she lost a little more blood than I would have liked. It’s under control now, but she’s going to be exhausted,” he said.
“But she’s going to be fine, right?” Levi asked.
“She’s going to be fine. Rest and seeing her baby is all that she needs,” he said.
Levi and Devin eased the door open and walked into the room, making no sounds as they did. The bed had been returned to actually look like a normal twin once more, and the room was clean of all the paraphernalia that they’d used while she’d been in labor. Libby lay against the bed with her head raised at a slight angle and her eyes closed. She looked a bit pale, but other than that, she was beautiful in his eyes.
Levi nodded over to the couch at his brother, and after they each placed a soft kiss on her cheek, they sat and waited for her to wake up. About thirty minutes later the nurse bustled in with little Kimmy in a rolling bed and gently woke their Libby.
“Time to feed the baby, hon. Wake up for me.” The nurse squeezed Libby’s hand.
Levi and Devin both walked over to the bed to watch as she slowly opened her eyes and looked at them. Then she only had eyes for the baby as the nurse showed her how to stimulate the baby to take her nipple. The nurse explained the process and waited until the baby had latched on and was sucking like a champ.
“Remember, in about five minutes, switch her to the other nipple to keep both breasts producing and so you don’t end up with mastitis in one breast. If you have any trouble, push the button and we’ll come help.” The nurse smiled then left the three, well, four of them alone.
“Look at her tug, babe. She’s hungry,” Devin said.
“What does it feel like?” Levi asked.
“I can’t explain it. It hurt a little at first, but now it just feels natural,” Libby said.
“Are you timing it, Devin?” Levi asked.
“Yeah. Not much longer and she’ll need to switch sides.” Devin brushed his hand lightly over their daughter’s head.
“She’s so soft and tiny,” Levi said.
“She’s perfect. She has all her fingers and toes and a pert little nose. She’s going to look just like you, babe,” Devin said.
Minutes later, Levi helped her switch sides with little Kimmy. It was amazing to be a part of their daughter’s first meal. He couldn’t wait to hold her in his arms. She was so tiny he’d have to be careful not to squeeze her too tightly.
“What are you thinking about?” Libby asked him.
“Holding her. I can’t wait,” he admitted.
“Look, she’s going to sleep,” Devin pointed out. “She must be full. Shouldn’t we burp her now?”
“Yes. She’s let go of my breast now.”
Libby arranged the baby cloth over her shoulder when Levi handed it to her. Then she carefully draped the baby over one shoulder and gently patted her back until the tiny little thing let out a burp that would do him and Devin proud.
Both men grinned, chuckling at the noise. Libby just smiled and shook her head as she arranged Kimmy in her arms to hold. Levi wanted to ask if he could hold her but knew she needed a little time to bond with little Kimmy first. Then he and Devin would get their turns. Their little daughter was going to be spoiled if they weren’t careful. With three of them to pay attention to her, she’d always expect it for the rest of her life, and Levi was determined they would always be there for her.
* * * *
“Are you sure you need to be going home this soon? It’s only been two days,” Devin asked.
“The doctor said I’m good as new, or as close as any woman who’s given birth can be. I’m fine, Devin. Really, I am. I’m ready to get back home and out of this bed. It looks comfortable, but it isn’t as comfortable as your bed.”
“Our bed,” Levi corrected.
“Still, I want to go home.” She couldn’t believe she already considered their home as hers.
A nurse walked in with a wheelchair, and Levi helped Libby get into it. They had the car seat with them since the hospital policy was that a baby couldn’t be released without the presence of an approved car seat inspection. They’d already taken all of her other things down to the truck that was waiting for them at the hospital’s entrance.
“Ready to go?” the nurse asked.
“Ready. Very ready,” Libby told her.
“We’ll pick up your baby at the nursery. Your car seat passed inspection so you’re free to carry her home,” the nurse said.
“Let’s go. I want to get home, guys.” Libby sighed as the nurse pushed the chair through the door and toward the nursery.
When they reached it, one of the nurses walked out with little Kimmy in her arms and handed her to Libby. She smiled down at the babe in her arms and grinned.
“Let’s check her armband, hon.” The nurse read over the armband to be sure they had the right baby, but Libby already knew it was her Kimmy. She’d know her baby anywhere.
Seconds later they were at the truck and Levi was strapping her in while Devin and the nurse made sure the car seat was correctly fastened into the back before taking little Kim from her arms and settling her into the car seat. Levi would ride in back with her.
By the time they made it back to the house, Libby was exhausted and ready to get back into bed. She insisted that she walk and wouldn’t let Devin carry her into the house. She did let him carry the baby since she wasn’t sure she could safely do it as tired as she felt. She knew she was going to be exhausted for a couple of days, but she refused to wallow in bed any longer than she needed to. She wanted to regain her strength as soon as she could.
She let Levi help her inside with Devin right behind them carrying the baby. Little Kimmy had been quiet the entire trip home but was beginning to fuss a bit now. No doubt she was hungry.
“Help me get out of these clothes,” she told Levi. “She’s hungry.”
“Gotcha, hon.”
He steadied her as she pulled off her shirt then her pants. He helped her into bed while Devin cradled little Kimmy, waiting on Libby to get settled. Then he handed off the baby, watching her as she rubbed her nipple against Kimmy’s cheek and mouth. She latched on immediately and began sucking hard as if she’d been starving.
“Look at her,” Levi said. “She’s eating like a champ.”
“She needs all she can get to grow strong,” Devin said.
Both men climbed on the bed on either side of her watching as she fed their baby. Libby loved how they loved watching the baby no matter what she was doing. So far, Levi and Devin both had changed the baby’s diaper. Libby hadn’t had to once. She wondered how long it would last but didn’t really care. They’d proved that they didn’t mind the job, though they’d both made faces at the smell with the baby’s first poop. It had been so cute that she’d wished she’d had a camera.
Of course, both men had already taken tons of pictures of the baby and her in every possible position. Even now, Levi was getting out of the bed and getting the dang thing to take one while they were in bed feeding the baby.
“This is our first one from home. We need to take pictures of her all the time to watch her grow,” Levi told her when she protested.
“Do you have to take them when my boob is hanging out?” she complained.
“You’re sexy as hell feeding our baby,” Devin said.
“You took tons of
He grinned and laid the camera on the dresser before getting back on the bed to stroke the baby’s head. She loved seeing them so gentle and soft with the baby. They honestly seemed to adore her. She loved that about them. They wanted to be a part of everything with the baby.
“Um, Libby. I think she needs changing. Hand her to me and I’ll do it,” Devin said, holding out his arms.
“She does smell a little stinky.” Libby handed Kim over to him. “Bring her right back. I want to hold her a little longer. Bring the bassinet in here. We’ll let her sleep in here with us at night. I don’t want to be without her close by.”
They’d picked out a bassinet that was like a miniature baby bed they could use in their bedroom, and it fit perfectly on the side of the bed Devin slept on. He’d be the one to bring her to Libby when she woke and needed to eat. No doubt she’d be getting up several times during the night to feed her baby. She was glad she had the two men to help her. They’d make sure she and the baby had everything they needed.
Deep down, Libby knew they loved her even after they’d told her they did. She could have worried that they’d just said the words lightly, but the way they were with her and the baby belied that thought. They loved her and little Kimmy. Their actions more than proved that. Most men wouldn’t change a diaper, much less volunteer to do it. Both her men had proven they didn’t mind one bit.
A little while later Devin returned with little Kimmy and handed her back to Libby. She cooed and kissed her child as Kimmy slowly went back to sleep. As much as she wanted to keep holding her, she knew she needed to sleep while she could. She handed her over to Levi, who placed their child in her bed and covered her with a light blanket.
“Time for you to get some rest now, babe,” Devin said.
Libby was all for that. Levi climbed into bed with her while Devin tucked her in. She looked over at her baby’s bed and liked that she could see it from where she lay.
“Levi will keep you company, and I’ll just be in the other room cooking something for you to eat once you wake up again. You need to keep up your strength. You’re still eating for two, babe.”
“I’m still as fat as I was when I was pregnant, too,” she pointed out.
“You’re not fat, hon. You’re beautiful. That gorgeous body carried our little Kimmy. Never say that about yourself. We love you no matter how you feel about yourself,” Levi said, tucking her against him.
Devin agreed and, after checking on the baby, walked out of the room, leaving her to snuggle with Levi. She suddenly wasn’t nearly as tired as she’d felt only seconds earlier. She wanted to watch her baby sleep but knew she didn’t have the strength yet to just stand by the bed and look down at her sleeping form. She looked up at Levi’s face and smiled at how handsome he was. Both of her men were gorgeous. She could look at them for hours and never get tired of it.
“What are you smiling about?” Levi asked.
“Just thinking how lucky I am to have you and Devin.”
“We’re the lucky ones.”
“Isn’t Kimmy precious?” she asked.
“She’s perfect. So are you, hon.” He kissed her cheek. “Now get some sleep. The next few days are going to be rough with needing to feed little Kimmy every four hours.”
She knew he was right, but she was so excited about being home with their baby that sleep took longer than she thought to claim her. The sound of a phone ringing roused her from the edge of sleep, but she didn’t bother opening her eyes. No doubt it would be for one of the men. She snuggled closer to Levi.
“Is she asleep?” Devin asked from the doorway.
“I think so. Who was that?” Levi asked.
“The police. They caught the man who attacked her. He’s in jail now.”
Libby’s eyes flew open. She turned her head to look toward Devin.” They caught him? How?”
“You woke her up,” Levi accused.
“I wasn’t asleep. How did they catch him?” she asked again.
“He attacked another woman last night, but her boyfriend came home from work and caught him before he could get away,” Devin told them. “It’s over, Libby. You don’t have to worry about him anymore.” Devin ran his fingers over her hair.
“We know you’ve been worrying about him still being out there. Now it’s finished,” Levi said.
“Thank, God. I was worried about Kimmy, too,” she admitted.
“We’ve got you and Kimmy. No more worrying. We’ll always protect you,” Devin said.
“Always,” Levi added.
Chapter Eighteen
“It’s been over two months, guys. I’m tired of waiting. I want you both. Now. Not in two or even one more week. What is it going to take? The doctor already gave us the go-ahead at my six week checkup.” Libby was fit to be tied. The guys were still putting her off when she wanted to make love with them.
“You just had a baby, hon. We don’t want to rush this and possibly hurt you,” Levi said.
“Screw that. You’re putting me off for some other reason. What is it? Are you tired of me? I know I haven’t lost all my baby weight. Does it turn you off to think about sleeping with me?” she asked, unable to keep the tears from her eyes.
Both men said, “No,” at the same time.
“You’re the hottest woman I’ve ever seen,” Devin assured her.
“Then what is it?”
The two men looked at each other then Levi sighed. “You’re Kimmy’s mother. It’s hard to think about making love right now while you’re feeding her from your breasts.”
“Are you saying you don’t see me sexually anymore? What the hell does that mean?” she demanded.
“It’s not that,” Devin said with a pained expression drawing his brows together.
“Then what is it?”
“We don’t want to hurt you or do anything that might hurt you,” he admitted. “You’re tender around your breast area from Kimmy nursing.”
“That’s only one area of my body. The rest of my body is saying go for it. I’m tired of waiting, Devin. I need you guys to want me as much as I want you. Are you sure you haven’t changed your mind about wanting me?” she asked.
“No, babe. We want you every bit as much as we did when we first met you. I love you, babe. We love you,” Devin said.
“Then prove it. Make me feel wanted,” Libby said, crossing her arms.
“Hell, woman.”
Devin walked over and pulled her into his arms. He lowered his mouth to hers, pressing his lips hard against hers before probing her mouth with his tongue until she opened to him. This was what she’d needed even before her six week checkup. She’d missed their kisses, their touches that weren’t just comforting. She wanted to feel that they still thought of her sexually and not just as Kimmy’s mother.
He plundered her mouth with his tongue, sending hot spikes of pleasure through her body. Her breasts ached even more than normal, and she was sure she was leaking from the stimulation. How would he react to that? She hoped it wouldn’t freak him out so that he stopped. They weren’t the only thing leaking. Her pussy was wet and soaking her panties.
Devin pulled back and noticed that his shirt was a little wet. “Your breasts are leaking. Am I hurting them?”
“No. They’re going to leak because you’re turning me on. Don’t stop, Devin. Please.”
Suddenly Levi was behind her, his warm body pressing against her there. She could feel his erection cradled in the crack of her ass. Devin rubbed her belly, making her feel sexy that they were hard for her. She couldn’t wait to feel them inside of her once again. She’d missed their lovemaking. They’d refused to make love to her after her eighth month, and now it had been two months since she’d given birth. It was time, and her body was burning with the need to have them inside of her.
“Please. I need you,” she said to both of them.
“Levi, undress her while I pull back the covers. We’ll have to be quiet about this, or we’ll wake up little Kimmy,” Devin said.
“That’s not going to happen,” Levi said. “Libby can’t be quiet when we fuck her.”
“We’ll have to make sure she does,” Devin told him.
“Guys, stop talking and start doing something about this ache inside of me,” she complained.
Levi chuckled and began unbuttoning her top. He growled at the wetness of her bra where her tits had leaked after Devin’s kiss. He unfastened her front-closure bra and peeled back the cups to take in her generous breasts. They’d gotten so much larger with her pregnancy. Both men had loved sucking on them before she’d given birth. When would they do that again? It was such a turn-on for her.
Libby was sure they wouldn’t do that while she was nursing little Kimmy. They balked at anything that hinted at the baby. She smiled. She’d only gotten to change her daughter twice since they’d been home. Both men had taken on that task despite her arguing that she could do it.
Now, as Levi knelt at her feet while he slowly pulled her maternity pants down her body, she couldn’t think about anything but how much she wanted them and that it was finally going to happen. He helped her step out of the pants then pulled her panties down, as well. His soft growl as he held them up to his nose shot up her arousal tenfold.
“You’re so damn wet and smell like heaven, hon.”
“Get her on the bed.” Devin’s voice came out in a low growl.
Levi backed her up until her legs hit the edge of the bed. Then he helped her sit and scoot up the bed where Devin waited. Both men began kissing her neck and shoulders while she moaned between them. It was so good having them touching and licking her body once again. She’d missed this so much. Missed how they made her feel all gooey inside. Missed the way they nipped at her earlobe and missed how they touched her with their hands as if they couldn’t stop themselves.
“So fucking good,” Devin ground out. “Love the taste of you. You taste even better than before you had our baby.”
“She does. Her skin is like an aphrodisiac. I can’t get enough of licking you, hon.” Levi nipped her shoulder.
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